VIII Chapter

"WHY?"

Something was wrong. He… he was getting more and more distant… Something is not right… He wouldn't leave alone, would he? He said so himself, he didn't want that I would leave, so why is he leaving?

I was in class. I couldn't get rid of that idea. Why? I don't know. Ai seemed to get more and more colder to me. It seemed that his love is fading away. I grabbed my head with my hands. Somehow I felt like everybody was looking at me.

"Syo Kurusu!" I gasped and looked at sensei. I wasn't paying attention at all.

"Yes, sensei?" I said with a soft voice.

"Are you paying attention?" I nodded. She looked at me with a deadly look. "Well it doesn't look like it!" She came near me. "Stay after the lesson, I want to talk with you." I sighed and nodded.

I hear a bell and everyone dashed out of the class leaving me and sensei alone in the classroom.

"You've been spacing out a lot Kurusu." She said with a strict voice. "Is something wrong? You know you shouldn't be hiding problems from others."

"That problem is just a phobia sensei." I said with smirk in my voice. She sighed.

"No matter what it is, is better to talk about it with someone." 'Another worried person' I thought.

"Sensei, I'm sorry but my problems are my own business." I walked near the door. "Don't worry about me sensei, it is just a family business." I sighed and walked out of the classroom. I looked outside. It was bright by the fact that it was winter. There was many students outside enjoying the snow and among them there was Ai? But he isn't alone, he is with a girl and they are holding hands..

"No…" I whispered to myself. I took a few steps back. I couldn't believe what I saw. 'He was laying…' tears began running down my face, 'You said… you didn't want that I would leave you alone… a-and now look what you're doing…' I slid under the window and covered my face with my knees. I cried.

Later

I was in my and Ai's room. I was clinging into my pillow and crying. I cried about one and a half hour.

"W-why…? Why are you doing this to me Ai?" I wiped my tears. I knew that Ai will be back any second. I heard the doors open. I lifted my head and I saw Ai. He looked happy.

"Hey Syo." I didn't answer. "Syo? I'm back, shouldn't you sat 'Welcome back Ai'?" He came near me and wanted to hug me but I slapped his hand.

"Don't touch me!" He probably looked confused but I didn't saw his expression because I buried my face in the pillow.

"What's wrong?" I could hear a smirk in his voice. "Are you felling alright?" Once again I didn't answer. I just couldn't look him into the eyes, I couldn't, I didn't want to see him at all.

"Ai…" I finally looked at him. "You wouldn't hide other relationship from me, right?" He looked like he didn't understood what I was talking but I could tell from his eyes that he is lying.

"Of course not, Syo you know I only love you." 'Yeah right...' I thought to myself. He sat on my bed. "Hey what's on your mind? I already told you that you can talk to me, remember?" I looked at him with hurt in my eyes.

"You're not lying, right?" He looked surprised.

"Syo what's up with all of these questions? You don't believe me?" 'Do I believe him? I do, I love Ai. I just don't know the truth…

"I-I do believe you Ai, sorry." I faked smiled. I couldn't smile with my natural smile, I just felt so miserable. He leaned closer to me and warped his arms around me but still, I didn't felt happy even a little bit.

Later in the morning

Somehow Ai slept in my bed. He refused to let me go yesterday, even though I didn't want to be near him. He was still sleeping because it was Saturday and beside it was really early. Suddenly I heard a bell ring. It was Ai's phone, he got a message. I went near his table and looked at him phone. It was showing 'Mairu-chan'. Now I just couldn't not read the message. I took Ai's phone and started reading.

'To Ai-kun!'

'Hey! This is Mairu! It was fun yesterday, wasn't it? It was too bad you had to go back to your dorm because your friend was waiting for you. Oh well, do you want to hang out today too? It will be just the two of us, no one else :P How about that Ai?'

'Love you, Mairu'

I looked through his and hers other messages. Al of them started and ended with the same sentence… 'I love you'. I couldn't believe what I was seeing. 'No… NO, NO, NOO!' I fell on my knees and started crying 'He doesn't love me… He doesn't love anymore!' I stood up and looked at him again. He looked peaceful and not guilty at all. I went near my bed where Ai was sleeping. All I could was cry, even when I saw that he is waking up… all I could do was cry. He lifted his head and saw me. At first he smiled but when he saw that I was crying and holding his phone his eyes widened. He tried to smile again but it didn't work.

"Syo it isn't nice to take other's people phones, you know?"

"Liar…" I said with barely audible voice.

"Syo? Did you say something? I don't hear a word you're mumbling there."

"LIAR!" I shouted with all my power. "How could you Ai… how could you, after what you said... do this kind of thing to me…"

"Syo…" His expression didn't change but I could see that he was astonish.

"I HATE YOU!" I shouted again and trew the phone on the ground, then I ran out of the room. He didn't follow me. I ran as fast as I can. I knew only one place I could go.

I knocked the door. A person opened the door. It was Natsuki.

"Syo what are you doing here this early in the mornin-" He shut up after he saw my face. "Syo what happened?"

"He lied to me and…" I was crying. I just couldn't stop the tears. Natsuki's hand reached out for my face. He wiped my tears and then hugged me. He always did the same thing every time I cried.

We were sitting on the sofa. I was clinging into Natsuki and crying. The one person I truly loved betrayed me… The one that asked me not to leave him… He said that he loved me…Then… Why?

End of chapter VIII "WHY?"


Hey, Sky here! If you like the story please leave review and add it to your favorites, it would help me a lot.

A/N- Ha! didn't expect that, now did you? Remember in the Chapter 2, I wrote that Ai was playing with his phone? Well he was texting Mairu.

Mairu is just OC. She will disappear quickly, don't worry c:

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Love, Sky