Okay so it is 6 am here right now and I have pulled an all nighter (because I have now got a slight obsession with a new series of books) so I decided I would write an update for you. This story is now nearing its end but don't worry because I will be going back to updating bloodbound very soon which is the story of this baby's teenage life (with some very good twists …if I do say so myself) so check it out J
(To all of those who said it should be a twin birth, I would love that but I cant because this is linked to my story bloodbound. Although I am thinking about doing a separate one shot or extra chapter in this story about them having twins. Comment and Review Ye or Ne people. I need to know or it wont happen and you guys could miss out on some good fanfiction…up to you)
Rose
Lissa still wasn't back and I was worried. Christian would barely be around Dimitri and I and I felt responsible. I should have just let him go. It wasn't fair on him. Add to that that I only had about three weeks left until the baby was due. I was stressed and so was Dimitri.
"He is getting more difficult by the day" Dimitri muttered as he climbed into bed that night.
"He just misses Lissa" I told him. I could relate. It was odd not having her around and it wasn't the good kind of odd either. Even if we didn't have the bond anymore I still felt like a part of me was missing without her here.
Dimitri wrapped his arms around me and both of his hands rest on my huge stomach.
"She will be okay" Dimitri reassured me.
"Maybe I should have made you and Christian go. I mean, she would have made sure you were back in time" I told him and relaxed against him welcoming his warmth.
"Rose I would not have gone. I don't want to miss a single moment right now. I mean what if the baby were to come early?" he asked me and I sighed. I had thought of that.
"Well what if she isn't home by the time the baby is born. Would you go after?" I asked him and Dimitri looked at me in shock.
"Rose I am not leaving you or this baby" he told me firmly.
"But it isn't fair on them. I feel like we are being selfish" I pouted. I hated the thought of Lissa being lonely.
"You are pregnant. We can be and this is your hormones raging. Lissa understands. You know she does" Dimitri told me and I sighed. She might but I doubt if Christian did. He probably blamed me for the whole thing.
Dimitri kissed me sweetly and pulled me close to him.
"Stop worrying Roza, I love you so does Lissa and she knows when your due date is. She will be back on time" he told me and I yawned nodding unable to
argue anymore.
"I love you" I told him and closed my eyes hearing him say he loved me too before falling asleep.
Christian
The day Lissa came home couldn't come soon enough. I was missing her terribly and it only seemed to be getting worse. She visited me every night in a spirit dream but it wasn't the same as holding her when we woke up together in the morning or kissing her in real life. Afterwards it was always a little hazy and I struggle to remember everything.
Tonights dream we were at home together. I knew Lissa was controlling this one. We were in our apartment but a small baby lay in a crib not to far from our bed but the baby wasn't in the crib. He was in Lissa's arms. Baby Theo.
Theo Andrei Dragomir. Our beautiful baby boy.
"Lissa" I smiled at her and she blushed.
"Sorry. I just got to thinking about home and Rose and her baby and I thought about what it would be like you know" she smiled and I nodded wrapping an arm around her. I knew all to well how it felt.
Dimitri and Rose had become practically the same person now and as much as I knew they loved eachother since Lissa had left I had become jealous and angry. Dimitri wouldn't leave Rose which meant Lissa had been made to leave me and this didn't sit well.
"Christian, I wouldn't have let Dimitri go" she told me and I sighed. I knew she was being honest but I couldn't be angry with her. Especially in this dream when she lay there holding my beautiful baby boy. His tiny hand wrapped around her finger her blue eyes looking up at her. He had his mothers blonde hair and skin but my eyes and I found myself smiling like an idiot.
"I know that but it doesnt mean I dont miss you."I told her and smiled at her running hand over our baby boys head. He seemed so real. So life like. I had to remind myself that it was only a dream but found myself not wanting to. I wanted to stay here. In this dream land with Liss and our baby. I didnt care whether I ever saw anyone again. This was all I needed. My family.
But once again the dream had to end all too soon and I was left sleeping alone craving Lissa and now the child that filled my thoughts.
Okay so a bit of a sad one for Christian but the next one will be a lot better and happier for him I promise you *pinky*. I am going to start writing that one right now so I can make up for all my missed time.
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