At about lunch time me and Chels went to the diner. I really didn't want to go seein' as that was were my encounter with Bruno was there. I told Chels about it and she got pissed. Then I told her that he got arrested, charged, and now was in prison. She calmed down some when I told her that. After we left the diner we went over to the Hoover. When we walked in all of the young agents were watchin' us. Some were eyein' us. One walked up to me and asked me for my number. Ha! As if. One walked up to Chels too but she blew him off. Finally we reached Caroline's office. I knocked and she spoke.

"Enter" We walked in.

"Hey Caroline ya got them papers for me?" I asked.

"I'm fine how are you?" she said saracastically. I smiled.

"I'm fine as well but I will be even betta when I can git them papers signed." I said.

"Ah yes thoes papers." she fumbled around with some papers on her desk then she opened her desk.

"Ah-ha! Here you go Cherie." I took the papers. She told me where to sign and I did. Finally I was done all that was left to do was to git Aaron to sign it and I would be free. Once we left the Hoover we went for some ice-cream. Since I had just had a break up it was only natural to have ice-cream even though I was glad to be free of him---almost anyway. After we had our ice-cream we went for a walk in the park.

"So Buff what really happened? I mean when did this really start? Him cheating that is?" asked Chels. I sighed.

"Honestly, I think it started the day he got a call from his mama." I replied.

"Really that far back. I can't believe you lasted that long. If Zack did that to me I would've been gone in a heart beat." said Chels. I smirked at that.

"Yeah I believe ya would but I like to give people at least a chance to come clean and tell the truth but obviously he just didn't love me like he said he did. You know one thing I said to him once when we were havin' sex?" I said. I was on the verge of tears. Why I don't know. I shouldn't feel sad I should be happy that I don't have to deal with him anymore, right?

"What?" she asked. Now the tears start to fall. We stop and she sits. I start pacin'.

"I told him to be careful with me. He told me--me that he would never---hurt me physically or-or emo---emotionally" I said. I fell to the ground sobing, "and I said promise and he said that he promised. How can you promise someone--someone you love--that and then cheat on them?" I asked to no one,"Will you hold me" I whined.

"Oh Buffy, baby!" Chels wrapped her arms around me and we sat there on the ground. It started to rain but I didn't care. It's not like I'm gonna melt. I want to scream. I want to jump up and down and throw a fit like a three year old. I want to hit something. I want to punch his face. I want to smack Daniellia. I want to cuss them both out. I want---everything the way it was. But this is life, right. I guess sometimes when you think everything is gonna be fine and that you are as happy and carefree as you can be something comes along and ruins it. I guess I had it comin' I mean everything ain't perfect nor is everybody perfect. We screw up and screw up but in the end it will turn out great.

You may think 'gosh I wish I had never done that' and then you can say 'I was there I saw what happened, I felt the pain'. That 'that was me I did that'. Then you can tell your kids that 'hey don't ever do this cos I know what will happen'. Or 'be careful around girls or boys'. 'They will break your heart believe me I've been there'. You can tell them that 'hey this was fun but we paid for it in the end'. Just like what Forest Gump's mama said 'life is like a box of chocolates; that ya never know whatcha gonna gi't. Well I think that is true. You live your life seeing things happen to people then you think 'ah that'll neve happen to me' but then it does---when you least expect it. Sometimes you enjoy whatcha git in life and sometimes you just wish you could put it back.

Sometimes you feel like you can't go on living an then with the drop of a hat it's a new day and you've survived another day. You've lived another life. Things will happen; things that will upset you things, that will excite you, and things that will piss you off to no end but you git up and keep going. Sometimes I wish someone would just tell me what to do next or show me what's next in life but you git surprised. In an instant you can go from a bad day to a good day or vice versa. Some days you can put on a smile but by the end of the day you'll be crying. Others you can wake up and feel like crap but but by the end you are laughing and having a great time. But I guess all in all this is life and you just have to suck it up and deal with it cos you only git one.

The ran finally stopped and we went to the car. I let Chels drive and I sat in the passenger seat and cried some more. Sometimes I wish I could talk to my mama. We arrived home at quarter till seven. I was exahgusted. I went straight up to my room. Trent was in there watching TV. I ploped down beside him. He turned the TV off (one thing Aaron never did for me) and pulled me close. I guess that's what I needed cos I snuggled into his chest. Then something caught my eye. It was my wedding picture of me and Aaron staring into each others eyes. I jumped up from my safe haven, grabbing the picture I ran outta my room down the stairs and into the kitchen. I opened the junk drawer as Daddy called in and pulled out a lighter. Trent had just come into the kitchen as I was leaving.

He followed me out the front door. I ran to the middle of the drive way and pulled out the picture. By that time Daddy, Mama, Chels, Parker, Morgan, and Hannah were out on the pouch. I lit the lighter and stuck it to the picture. It went up in flames and I droped to the ground again. The picture fell outta my hand as I sobbed. Trent ran to me and helped me up. I was screaming as I cried. It wasn't thoes quiet sobs they were loud. I think Parker started to cry to. Trent and I both were shaking as I cried. I couldn't take it, it was too much. I think I passed out cos the next thing I knew I was on the couch with Parker sitting beside me holding my hand. Daddy was at the back of the couch and Trent was at my head. I felt safe around my men.

"I love you guys so much. Parker I'm sorry if I scared you earlier with my little stunt but I needed that." I said to him. I could still see worry on his face but not as much. Daddy took my other hand. I smiled a half smile.

"We love you too baby girl." He then came around to where Parker was and knelt down. He planted a kiss on my forehead and rubbed my cheek. I put my hand over his. He left for the kitchen were Mama, Chels, Hannah, and Morgan were. I sat up and patted the couch beside me for Parker to sit. He climbed up and into my lap instead. I didn't mind. He threw his little arms around me. I couldn't keep the tears back. He thought that he must of hurt me but it was just the little action that caused this not him.

"It's OK Parker you didn't do this I'm just thankful I still have my men that love me and don't cheat on me." I smiled at him. It seemed to help cos he kissed my cheek and told me to call him if I needed anything. I nodded and he went into the kitchen to help Daddy and Mama. Trent sat down and lifted my feet and put them in his lap. Soon it was time to eat. It was a silent dinner but at least we ate. After Mama and Daddy did the dishes the came into the living room where I was. Not long after that I went to bed. Trent followed me. That there was no kissing just him holding me. I was thankful and soon we both fell asleep.