A/N: Thank you so much for reading; I hope I did this justice. Please read and review, love you guys!
Justin's POV
Have you ever had that eerie feeling that there was something everyone else knew that you didn't? or a feeling that people were talking about you behind your back or planning something? Well the last week of my life has been filled with the chilling fear that the love ones in my life are up to some covert mission. I would walk into the diner and eyes would rather look upon me with shock or make their way down to their corresponding plates, all in the dead of silence. It's also happened individual times with Brian and Michael, Ted and Deb, Emmet and Michael, Fuck even Willow and Brian just this morning. I asked what the fuck was going on and Brian simply replied in his own narcissistic way, "Don't be such a paranoid queen, every things fine."
So I listened but didn't forget, I knew something was up because what Brian knows deep down is that I'm very smart but I figured that whatever was going on Brain was trying his very hardiest to keep it away from me and I should honor that, so I stopped digging.
Around noon I got a text from Brian, Be dressed in your best attire I'm taking you out to dinner tonight at a very nice restaurant, 8:00. At first I had a fit of happiness but then I thought to myself, is this the big surprise every ones been so cryptic about, the thing that's almost given me panic attacks? There's no way, at the thought I felt a sense of melancholy rush over me but then I pushed it away with a smile and began to prepare for tonight.
Hunters POV
I watched her intensely as she moved her curvy body in a fast upbeat motion around the diner. The way she swayed with plates of food in her hands was almost like a dance. It was beautiful. She was humming at mild sound giving a nice rhythm to the establishment. I watched her as if it was a game, I didn't mean it in any way to be to be creepy or stakish I just liked the idea of staring up at her wondering if she would ever notice. I loved the way her bright brown eyes would stare up at people beneath her flowing bangs. God, this girl melted me with every movement and she didn't even notice.
Brian's POV
"Justin! Are you ready yet? Get your tight ass out here, were running late." I yelled from the living room.
He came out of the bed room while buttoning up his sleeves. "How can we be late to a restaurant."
"We have reservations." I said with my back still turned to him "So le-" I turned around to see Justin standing there. He was wearing the same suit he had for our weeding, his blond hair slightly hung across his bright blue eyes. I couldn't help but stare, I got lost in the amusement of it all.
He looked up at me. "What are you looking at; do I have something in my teeth?"
I chuckled, he looked so youthful but yet so handsome. He was still skinny but yet so filled, a fuller chest , bigger pecks, a stronger jaw. God he was beautiful. "No, it's just…your stunning." I never thought of myself calling any man beautiful or stunning; Sexy, hot, yes but never stunning. Stunning meant a whole other thing than hot, It wasn't anything sexual but at the same time it was. It was everything that our relationship was and wasn't and I meant it.
His smiled radiated, he kissed me softly and whispered in my ear "I thought that was my line, you've always been beautiful." I could have kissed him in till time stood still right then and there, but time was of the essence and I couldn't let myself get to romantic. I was filled with bubbly excitement, it took me back to the first time he was standing in front of me in my apartment, oh how things have changed. I can't lie though, even though I could not say that night I was in love with him, because I wasn't, I knew it was something different though. I had never felt what I felt with anyone else that first time I had sex with Justin. I didn't know exactly what it was but it was something inside of me that made me want to protect and love him.
With an arm around him, I pushed him towards the door. "Now my damsel in distress, off to our carriage as we ride out into the night."
He chuckled, "yes my knight in shining tin foil."
Justin's POV
The ride was filled with giggles and sexual implications. The ride seemed to last forever in the back of that limo, and I wouldn't have minded if it had. We finally came to a stop I couldn't see out the window but I felt a familiarly about the surrounding. As I opened the door of the limo and stepped onto the damp cement I found my self looking up at the nostalgic symbol of my gay youth, Babylon. Before I could say anything Brian greeted me with slinging his arm around my shoulder. All I could do was stare up at Brian in bewilderment.
"Brian, I know we've been together for 8 years but Jesus Christ, romance can't be this dead."
He rolled his eyes, "Oh sunshine, ye of little faith."
He grabbed my hand and hand in hand we walked inside the seemingly vacant building. When we entered the thresh hold it was obvious that we were the only ones there. At that site my heart beat was erratic, I just knew what ever was going to happen would be the best night of my life. With a big chessey smile I looked up at Brian, "So what's the big mystery?"
At that I saw a figure move on stage and a spot light illuminate the spot stage. The figure was willow and she was followed by two men one with a guitar in hand and another one with drum sticks. I didn't say a word just looked around the room with a hint of confusion and happiness mixed. Brian's grip on me was tight and close, Willow just stood in front of a microphone with a smile and then spoke into it "Okay everyone I think it's time to come in. And like flood gates people were popping up everywhere, from behind the bar, upstairs, down stairs, the back door. I was in complete aw, the people flooded in standing up against the wall, leaving the rest of the floor open for me and Brian.
This was like some magical scene from a princess movie. Only instead of a princess and a prince we were two queens, two queens in love. It was no longer glitter and mirrors, it wasn't an illusion, it was real.
I came out of my daze when willows voice radiating throughout the room.
"Hello everyone, I want to welcome you to Brian…and Justin's weeding." Her smile was so big and I could feel tears build up in my eyes and my heart beat was even faster. "This isn't a traditional weeding as most can tell, no preachers, no churches, just them and their love….Brian asked me to sing a song I felt would embody how he feels towards Justin while not making him look like a" She made air quotes "Heterosexual wannabe ass whole. So, Justin..this songs for you."
The room filled with people began to cheer, every one I've ever met was there and then some. My whole family was there too even molly and tucker, even Lindsey and mel with the kids!
The music started to play and Brian out reached his hand, "May I have this dance mister Justin Taylor Hyphen Kenny…That is if you accept, come on you cant leave me at the dance floor in front of our friends."
I just smiled like a lost school girl. "Of course I accept, as long as when were married you'll still…blow me ." He grabbed me at that and we started dancing. He whispered in my ear, "I know what you're thinking, this is what I want, this isn't a sacrifice, I love and only want you."
"I know that now." Then willow started singing out the words to the song.
All of these lines across my face
Tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I've been
And how I got to where I am
But these stories don't mean anything
When you've got no one to tell them to
It's true...I was made for you
The words fit perfect I thought as we danced throughout the room together in perfect motion in front of out friends. God I love this man and I'm so glad we got here.
Brian's POV
I climbed across the mountain tops
Swam all across the ocean blue
I crossed all the lines and I broke all the rules
But baby I broke them all for you
Because even when I was flat broke
You made me feel like a million bucks
You do
I was made for you
I did break all the rules for Justin. If you had of looked at me 8 years ago you would have sworn I would be dead by the age of 40. Justin saved me from a life of unhappiness, he help saved me from prolonged suicide. That persistent, smart, talented, funny, wonderful, stunning, twat of a man got in under the wire and helped me want this. It wasn't all him but for the most part it was and now we stood in front of our family and friends and I was no longer scared to be this person, well I was a little, I was still me for Christ sakes but this wasn't about the insecurities I felt but about what I felt for Justin.
You see the smile that's on my mouth
It's hiding the words that don't come out
And all of my friends who think that I'm blessed
They don't know my head is a mess
No, they don't know who I really am
And they don't know what
I've been through like you do
And I was made for you...
All of these lines across my face
Tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I've been
And how I got to where I am
But these stories don't mean anything
When you've got no one to tell them to
It's true...I was made for you
As the last of the words belted from Willows stunning voice the clapped rang from the crowd and Justin was luminous as we stopped dancing and he stood there absorbing the situation at hand. The song really embodied how I felt for him perfectly. I kissed Justin deeply and then made my way on stage, hugged willow and took the microphone.
My eyes were looking at Justin, just Justin.
"I think everyone in the room knows my reputation and I definitely never had any trouble upholding it. I was a P&P gay boy, party and play. I've never turned down a trick, or a drug that was who I was. So when I stand up here to tell you that The holly Brian Kinney is in love with that beautiful young man right there you may scuff but I'm still Me, a fag to the core and what I say I mean. Justin, I don't want anyone else but I can't promise I won't mess up, because I probably will but here is what I can promise you." I walk over to teary eyed Justin take a velveteen box out of my pocket and place a golden ring on Justin's finger. "I Brian Kinney promise to love you every day, get into fights and make up in every potion possible, never under estimate you and always treat you like an equal. I promise to never push you away and try to be as faithful as I can, because trust me I want too." I actually felt tears running down my cheek at this point. "So to all you desperate love sick queens out there who want me…which I know is half the room… I'm taken so don't even try." Justin smiled and so did the room. " So, in sickness and in health till death do us part, I'm yours.
Justin stood there with bright blue eyes filled with gleaming water, it was like a wave crashing on me. His looked penetrated me and I could feel my heart slightly stop finally he grabbed my hand and said "No regrets.."
"No apologies." I finished with a smile.
Then a smile crawled on his face, "we'll fight you know?"
"Yeah we will, about what to have for dinner, when its okay for your mom to come over, you making a fucking mess."
"You being an ass whole, or spending too much time at work."
"But it'll be okay."
With that he took my hand and he turned to the crowd that had basically been invisible to us, "Thank you for coming to our weeding, this time everything will be working out, so no one has to return their water buffalo's."
The crowd clapped, we were given presents and fawned by our family and friends.
Justin gave me certain body symbols and I knew he wanted out of here. "Are you as ready to leave as much as I am?" I said wrapping my arms around him.
"God yes!"
"Then let's get out of here."
"We can do that?"
"It's our party and we can leave if we want to, we can leave if we want to." He smiled, kissed me then we headed towards the door.
AN: thank you times a thousand for reading this, love you guys. I hope you enjoyed and I can't wait for the next chapter. The song that was sung was the story by Brandi carlile. Please please please review. ((: also any plot suggestions would help.
