Violet:

"It's okay Tate, I understand you believe me I do." When I heard those terrible things the kids did to Addie, I tried really hard to understand Tate. Cause I never had a brother or sister, so it's a little hard for me to understand that kind of love. But I can see that, in all this darkness the only thing that Tate cared about was his sister and brother. So I'm gonna be supportive on this but that still doesn't change the fact about my mother. Even if he did it for Nora, it's just not right and I still need time. He looked at me with his black sorrowful eyes and bumbled something. I didn't get what he said so I turned to him and he was holding my hand so tightly like he never wanted to let it go again. "Please Violet, don't let me go again cause I really don't know what to do without you, remember when I say you're the only light I've ever known, I meant that Violet with all my heart, you are making me a better person and I just can't imagine myself without you. When I'm with you it's like I'm completely someone different but most importantly I just want you to know that When I'm with you I'll make every second count cause I miss you whenever you're not around, when I kiss you I'll still get butterflies years from now I'll make every second count when I'm with you. I love you so much, more than you can ever imagine more than words can tell, I love you with my all heart and soul and I always will." I didn't know what to say but every part of me wanted to jump on him and kiss him and wanted to say him that he shouldn't be worried cause I will never ever let go of him. But I couldn't and I can't as much as I want to forgive him, there is still this part of me that wants to hate him. "Tate, I'll always be here for you for support and listen but I just can't do anything more, I'm sorry I can't, I just can't forgive you Tate." I felt the tears on my eyes and I didn't want to him to see it, I didn't look at him, I just said "I gotta go" and ran away.

Tate:

She started to walk away from me. Again. I can't lose her again, I can't stand it this time, it's too much for me. I can't handle it. I have to do something, I have to do something! My thoughts are killing me, they are eating in my mind. Fuck. I can't think clearly fuck fuck fuck! This shouldn't supposed to happen. My light is turning to darkness again. Why things have to be so complicated, I love her more than anything and she loves me back. I need to get out of these thoughts. I'm still sitting at the porch then suddenly Hayden showed up. "What are you doing here, all alone?" I didn't ignore her cause she was kinda a big sister for me for the past couple of weeks. We were talking about her and Ben and I understood how she feels cause we are actually same and she is in a worse situation than me cause Ben doesn't love her. At least I know that Violet is still in love with me. "I was talking with Violet but she just went away." I bet she heard the miserable moan when I said Violet. "It was that hopeless?" she asked. "No it wasn't hopeless but I told her everything and she said she is gonna be here for me but as a friend, nothing more. I love her Hayden, I can't even imagine being without her, the last two years was really hard for me to handle and I can't live the same shit again. I need her. I can feel the darkness in my veins and I don't wanna do something bad but I need her. Goddamn it! I love her so much." And I started crying. Hayden held me in her arms and said "Everything's gonna be okay, she loves you."