Spike: "Look luv, I don't want you hurt, it's just, I know you love me, I just know."

Buffy: "Spike, your right, I am just being selfish, afraid of being hurt again, but I can't take another heart break, I'm sorry,*she stands up* "But know one thing, I do love you"*she kisses him on the cheek and walks inside*

*Spike stands there like a statue being torn down, he feels something ripping away, so much hurt*

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*Buffy walks in and goes to the kitchen for some water, Will follows her*

Willow: "What is up with you and Spike Buff?"

Buffy: "Look Will, its complicated, can I fill you in later?"

Willow: "Yeah, sure."

Buffy: "Thanks Will."*gives her a half smile and goes upstairs, she sighs laying on her bed, exhausted*

*****Downstairs*****

Dawn: "What is up with Buffy?"

Willow: "Dawn, its complicated, dont get involved."*she said, knowing she was right*

Dawn: "Ok, I guess I won't, for a little bit." *grins*

*****Outside*****

*Spike gets a crazy idea to crawl through Buffy's window, he starts climbing, knocking gently on the window, Buffy glances over and rolls her eyes, but still opens the window, he crawls in*

Buffy: *whispers* "Spike, what are you doing?"

Spike: "I had to see you luv, I had to."

Buffy: "I already told you, I can't be with you."

Spike: "Oh no Luv, but you can."

Buffy: "No, I can't, sorry."

Spike: "Luv, I won't break your heart! Cause I know I will love you forever."

Buffy: "You don't know that."

Spike: "Yes I do"*he walks up to her and sits next to her, she doesn't move away*

Buffy: "Spike, please, I don't want to have anymore pain."

Spike: "And you won't"*smirks*

Buffy: "I know I will, I know..."

Spike: "No luv, you don't" *leans in and kisses her, she slowly leans back onto her comfy bed, still kissing him*

A/N: The suspense is killing ya isnt' it?! There is more coming!