Spike: "Look luv, I don't want you hurt, it's just, I know you love me, I just know."
Buffy: "Spike, your right, I am just being selfish, afraid of being hurt again, but I can't take another heart break, I'm sorry,*she stands up* "But know one thing, I do love you"*she kisses him on the cheek and walks inside*
*Spike stands there like a statue being torn down, he feels something ripping away, so much hurt*
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*Buffy walks in and goes to the kitchen for some water, Will follows her*
Willow: "What is up with you and Spike Buff?"
Buffy: "Look Will, its complicated, can I fill you in later?"
Willow: "Yeah, sure."
Buffy: "Thanks Will."*gives her a half smile and goes upstairs, she sighs laying on her bed, exhausted*
*****Downstairs*****
Dawn: "What is up with Buffy?"
Willow: "Dawn, its complicated, dont get involved."*she said, knowing she was right*
Dawn: "Ok, I guess I won't, for a little bit." *grins*
*****Outside*****
*Spike gets a crazy idea to crawl through Buffy's window, he starts climbing, knocking gently on the window, Buffy glances over and rolls her eyes, but still opens the window, he crawls in*
Buffy: *whispers* "Spike, what are you doing?"
Spike: "I had to see you luv, I had to."
Buffy: "I already told you, I can't be with you."
Spike: "Oh no Luv, but you can."
Buffy: "No, I can't, sorry."
Spike: "Luv, I won't break your heart! Cause I know I will love you forever."
Buffy: "You don't know that."
Spike: "Yes I do"*he walks up to her and sits next to her, she doesn't move away*
Buffy: "Spike, please, I don't want to have anymore pain."
Spike: "And you won't"*smirks*
Buffy: "I know I will, I know..."
Spike: "No luv, you don't" *leans in and kisses her, she slowly leans back onto her comfy bed, still kissing him*
A/N: The suspense is killing ya isnt' it?! There is more coming!
