You don't really love him.

You thought you did at first. You bore his child, though God knows you regret it now.

You wanted to escape the stifling environs of your forbearers, and look at what it got you.

A whiney, half-blood kid, and a stifling, drunken husband.

Shit.

This was not what you had in mind.

Tobias was charming at first, even a little good-looking at the beginning, though God knows that faded fast.

And then of course, the brat looks just like him. Stupid kid. At least he'll be going to Hogwarts soon.

At least he'll be out of your hair.