A/N: hey guys everything is going good for ya'll I'm doing good just calming down after the family visitors have left so I should be able to get back to normal and update more often so neway please review and that nice stuff please

Oh I still don't own any of this but sharing is caring

Bella's POV

I woke up in my bed alone but I was still blessed out from the night before and I could still smell him all over me I didn't want to go and have a shower because then I wouldn't have his smell all over me

God I was liking this to much the worst thing was I knew I would never be able to have him forever I was to be his friend with benifits I have to make sure I don't get emotionally I swear Edward Cullen will break my heart

"Bella are you almost ready we have a huge day today"

Argh shit what is the time? Fuck 9.20 we have to leave the house by 9.30 lucky that I am not some prissy bitch I threw on a pair of skinney jeans and I white singlet put my hair in a messy bun washed my face on the ensuite brushed my teeth looked at myself well shit this was going to have to do oh fuck I'm going to have to walk around all day smelling like Edward geez I hope Jake and the boys don't find out that wouldn't be good for anyone

"Bella for fucks sake dude hurry the fuck up man"

I was walking out of my room as seth continued his rant "alright already I'm done "

"Geez bella whats going on in your head man why the hell are you not as excited as we are our lives are doing a 180 we are sarting to live the dream and you don't seem to give a fuck?"

"Seth its not that I mean I know it probley seems like that but I think I'm dealing this it different it just dosent seem real yet you know?"

We were walking into the foyer were Alice Jake Jaz were waiting for us

"Well it is Bella and after this meeting we are going shopping for you wardrobes you guys look like fashion victums of the 90s grunge scene and its not a good look"

"alice this is our stlye man we are in a alterate band we aint a pop group"

"Yes Jake I know what kind of band you are I signed you didn't I? I will not have my first project look like a bunch hobos"

"I think Alice has a great point myb we do need to get a fresher look I mean Bella you have been wearing the same stuff since high school and jake you are a lost Cause man"

" Righto Jaz dude your spouse to be on my side im your Brother man"

Jake was pouting I was mortified I mean nobody has called me out on what I wore be fuck this

"Alice whatever but I reserve the right to vido anything I don't like ok and I swear no fucking high heels its just a death trap"

Everyone was in agreement with my announcement we all started walking out of the room laughting to ourselves about our conervsation on our way to the studio we had to work out what song we were going to relise as our first single I wonderd what the label was going to pick

EDWARDS POV

Last night was hardest night I of my life firstly I have agreed to be fuck buddy I mean its not a bad thing but I dosent really do much for me as I could quite possibley fall in love with this girl and she sees me as either to shallow to enter a relationship with a player or that I just see her as a toy and no matter what way I go with those options the outcopme wont be good I certainly haven't started this the right way

TO make matters worse she fell to peacefull sleep and I had to drag myself away from her and didn't feel right at all I really need to talk to Alice about all of this I hope a can catch them before they leave I keep going like this I'll do my head in

No such luck of course mot I mean will anything go my way I was just I time to here the end of the conversation about their clothes whats wrong with Bellas clothes? She looks fucking hot if you ask me

Concintrate Edward this aint helping your situation where are the going?

Who fucking knows I guess im going to have to suck it mybe I can catch Dad he will be able to tell me what the fuck to do

But should I be telling him yet?

Complication

Bella's POV

So we have done all the paper work sign officially!

We are in the studio god this is were it is man I love this its where I belong we made the decision of what song we are going to realise we all are satnding here ready to start recording


Why was I the last to know that you
Weren't coming to my show
You could've called me up to say "Good luck"
You could've called me back you stupid fuck
Why was I the last to know?

First date, we ate sushi and
It went well, I was funny and
You said I was a cutie
That's the last thing I heard from you
I left tickets at the door for you
I had to tell my mom that there was no more room
You didn't show, that was so uncool
You could have called me back

So I guess this means
That we're not friends anymore
I heard it's me your asking for
I thought I'd see you at the show
You said you'd go

Why was I the last to know that you
Weren't coming to my show
You could've called me up to say "Good luck"
You could've called me back you stupid fuck
Why was I the last to know?
Why was I the last to know?

After the date I wouldn't go home with you
I wouldn't put my heels in the air for you
You tried to get me to do things I just won't do
Last I heard from you
Here's how I guess the story goes
You would've came if I was a hoe
Fuck for parts, that's just not how I roll
Move it on down the road

So I guess that we
Shouldn't be friends anymore
Sick of hearing that it's me your asking for
Cause I thought I'd see you at the show
You said you'd go

Why was I the last to know that you (Why was I)
Weren't coming to my show (You weren't coming, no)
You could've called me up to say "Good luck"
You could've called me back you stupid fuck (Yeah)
Why (Why was I)was I the last to know?
Why was I the last to know?

You thought you knew me
I guess you didn't
You thought you had me
I think you didn't
You thought you knew me (but you didn't)
I guess you didn't

Why was I the last to know (Why) that you
Weren't coming to my show
You could've called me up to say "Good luck" (You could've called me up)
You could've called me back you stupid fuck (You could've called me back)
Why was I the last to know?
Why was I the last to know?
Why was I the last to know?

Yeah, the last to know
Why was I the last to know?
Why was I the last to know?
You could've called me up
The last to know!?

We satying in the studio till almost 3 in the afternoon we nailed it I was so happy I don't think anything could have deflated the feeling of what was going on not even the horror of LA shopping with Alice I was just at peace

We hung up our ear muffs and I looked up to see the hottest man in the America standing there with is crocked smile n hang on scratch that thje hottest man in the world god I cant fool myself that smile is so not only reserved for me I wonder how many women have been on the receiving end of that

Fuck buddies nothing more Swan head back in the game