Rating: R

Warnings: Course language, violence(Very minor), self mutilation, Piercing, use of alcohol, Eating disorders, Drug use, Male/Male, and Male/Female pairings, Rimming, Oral sex, Sexual situations in uncomfortable settings, anal, BDSM, rape, incest, and possibly more later.

Parings: DOMINANT/SUBMISSIVE- Neville/Harry (Harry/Neville), Seamus/Colin (Colin/Seamus), Nott/Seamus, Nott/Dennis Ron/Hermione, Dean/Ginny, Blaise/Daphne, Nott/Pansy, Fred/George, Colin/Dennis, Colin/Devon, Seamus/Dennis, and possibly more later.

. . . Story Begins . . .

He was supposed to be doing this for Theo, his dare to get close and shove the smaller away later, but could he really do it? The brunette tightened his grasped and kissed the blonde locks, smiling when the younger's breathing evened out. No, he couldn't do that to him. The Irishman hated to admit it, but there was no doubt in his mind.

He was falling for Colin and he was falling fast.

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Blue eyes blinked open and a yawn left the small boy's mouth. His head was still seated on Seamus' chest, one arm on the man's bare stomach. Seamus was still fast asleep, one arm tossed over Colin, his head turned away from the younger, and one leg up with his other hand on his own abdomen.

The blonde took the chance to think about the older boy and his brother. It was about a half hour or so later when the brunette started to stir, a small grunt leaving him. Seamus stretched and squeezed his eyes shut before opening them.

The taller boy smiled down at the blonde and rubbed the petite back, leaning down to kiss the top of his head.

"I-I thought about what you said yesterday." Colin whispered looking away. Fingers lightly brushed up his back, ticking the blonde slightly, before tangling in the golden locks, massaging the scalp. The younger boy let out a quiet moan and shivered.

"About what thing I said, I said a lot of things last night." Seamus mumbled voice deep and grumbled.

"About you staying the night to see if I still didn't want this." Colin whispered scraping his nails gently across the older's chest.

"Alright, and your answer is?" Seamus asked hoping that the small boy would agree to let them be together.

"I-I'm not sure I'm ready for a relationship, at all really with anyone." The blonde muttered. Seamus let out a heavy sigh and looked away from the light coloured hair and up at the top of the canopy.

"Why not?" The brunette asked. He didn't quite get it but what the smaller said kind of hurt. He cleared his throat when a lump formed.

"I-I don't know I've just never been with anyone really. I kissed a girl once but it was a dare and a ten second one. I've never really thought about dating, I was too wrapped up in Dennis." Colin mumbled. The arm around his waist tightened and he looked up at the older, pushing himself up on one arm, blanket sliding down ever so slightly. "I-I'm sorry."

"No, it's fine." Seamus sat up and leaned over to the end of the bed, shuffling through the blankets.

"What are you doing?" the blonde asked sitting up and crossing his legs.

"Trying to find my boxers." The older grumbled out. He grabbed the dark material and slid them on quickly. He pushed on Colin's chest until he lay down then proceeded to tuck the small boy in. The younger raised his brow.

"Now what are you doing?"

"Leaving." Seamus said simply, quickly casting a spell to check the time. He groaned when the clock read 4:30 a.m.

"Why? Please don't leave!" Blue eyes searched the taller, breath quickening. Did Seamus hate him?

"Look Colin, I'm tired of just sleeping around with people. I want an actual relationship and I was hoping you'd want that too. But since you don't I don't really see much of a point in laying naked next to you." Not once did the older look at the small boy. He opened the curtain, breaking the silencing spell and stood up, shivering slightly.

"Seamus wait, please!" Colin whispered. He searched around for his boxers and jumped when the older reached over him and pulled them out from under the small boy.

"I'll see you at breakfast." Seamus muttered before turning and leaving the confused and slightly rejected blonde behind.

The brunette climbed the stairs and stepped into his dorm, walking over to his almost joined bed and crawling in. He let out a sigh and reached across, opening the curtain slightly to check on Dennis. The small blonde and curled in a ball, a content look upon his face, breathing steadily.

Seamus closed the curtain and pulled his own shut. He slid his eye lids closed and tried to go back to sleep.

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Seamus sighed and pushed the food around his plate, glaring down at the white ceramic covered in a mess of eggs, bacon and toast.

"Uh you alright there mate?" Dean asked. The shorter just nodded and continued his food pushing.

"H-hi Seamus." Said boy looked up and locked eyes with the nervous ones of Colin Creevey, camera once again around his neck. "C-can I sit with you?"

"Sure whatever." The brunette shuffled closer to Dean and put his fork down. He was just not in the mood to eat. Apparently the small blonde wasn't either because he didn't even attempt to put food down on his plate.

"I-I spent some more time thinking-" Colin started.

"That's a surprise, Colin thinking and it has nothing to do with Harry! Or does it?" Ron asked taking his seat.

"Be nice Ronald." Hermione warned, Harry sitting on Ron's other side, Neville following. Colin flushed and looked away.

"Never mind, I should go find Dennis." The blonde mumbled starting to stand.

"Oh of course you should, where would you be without your little cling on?" Ron stated innocently.

"Ok, that's it." Seamus stood up and reached across the table, pulling the surprised boy up by his collar. "You need to stop teasing the little fucker ya got that?" The brunette growled. "Besides, at least he and his brother don't fuck around with each other."

"How do you know? Oh right aren't you fucking both?"

"RONALD!" Hermione stood and glared.

"I'm not fucking anyone right now and I damn well don't plan on it either. There's only one person I actually want and it turns out, he doesn't want me anyways." He shoved the redhead, causing him to topple over the bench and land on his back. "By the way Ronald Dearest, you do know Fred and George fuck around all the time right?"

"Liar!" Ron growled at him.

"Really? How many times have you gone to talk to them and they would jump and look around awkwardly? How many times would they help each other find outfits, or fix one another's hair but always lingering a little longer than necessary?" Seamus asked with a smirk. Ron's eyes widened.

"You bitch!" The redhead yelled.

"I'm not the one on the floor." The younger stated simply. He turned and stiffened, locking eyes with both Creevey boys. He sighed and pushed past heading out of the hall. Theo watched him out of the corner of his eye. Either Seamus was getting really good at pretending, or his little toy was falling for someone else. He could not have that happen. Theo formed a new plan.

The Italian man stood up and stalked out of the hall, following the younger lad. Seamus ducked into an empty classroom and he slid in soon after.

"Hey." Theo mumbled, closing the door. Seamus cleared his throat and raised his brow.

"Hi?"

"Ok here's the deal, I was wrong alright?" Nott stated sighing. He ran a hand through his hair and walked over to the older, placing his hands on either side of the desk the shorter was pressed to. Seamus looked away from him and bowed his head slightly.

The brunette shivered when he felt familiar lips press to his neck.

"Have you fucked him yet?" Nott asked, nipping the skin between his lips. The younger moaned and shook his head no. "Good."

"Ok, now I'm confused. AH!" Seamus convulsed slightly when the rough hand grasped his sac over his clothes, rolling it slightly.

"I changed my mind. I want you; I want a relationship with you." Brown eyes searched the face of the Irishman's for any sign he could recognise.

"I-I don't know what to say to that." The younger mumbled. Now he was in trouble. Nott turned them around making Seamus' back face the door and pressed his hips forwards, forcing the shorter into the desk.

"Say you'll forget all about that pipsqueak and come back to me." Theo mumbled. He locked his eyes with the blue ones of the smaller and leaned down. Seamus turned his head away and bit his lip, eyes widening. "W-Why did you stop me?" He received no response. "Seamus." It was low and held all the worlds' warnings.

"I-I don't know." He was so damn confused. He'd been sleeping with Nott for about a year and a half and had been crushing on the guy for nearly three. And then there was Colin, who up until last night he thought was annoying, childish and too fucking hyper. But why couldn't he stop thinking about him?

"What did you do with Creevey?" Theo asked pressing his lips back to Seamus' neck, sucking lightly.

"W-we jerked one another."

"No way!" The taller pulled back a look of astonishment on his face. "You're shitting me? He actually let you tug him?" Seamus bit his lip and nodded. "So spill pretty boy." The younger rolled his eyes at the old pet name.

"Well, he's loud, very active and fucking kinky!" The blue eyed boy stated.

"What? How so?" Nott mumbled, reaching down to unbutton the other's slacks.

"W-wait, not yet." Seamus muttered pushing the older's hands away.

"Ok, fine, I'll wait." Nott leaned forwards and nipped the smaller's jaw, a grin plastered to his face. Seamus' head lulled out of the way and he sighed.

"W-well he's very vocal and actually made the first move. He wanted my eyes c-closed, ah! And cut my shirt off." Nott snorted against his neck. "It was really, really hot, a little frightening, but hot. He said I wasn't allowed to move or open my eyes and if I did, very happily he stated he'd tie me down." Seamus shivered when the older bit his neck.

"That is kinda hot. Who woulda thought you had it in you eh Creevey?" Seamus' eyes opened and he looked at Nott confused. Slowly the younger looked over his shoulder and stiffened, locking his blue eyes with the tearful ones of Colin Creevey.

"C-Colin?"

"How could you? You played me! You never wanted me did you?" Colin yelled. Nott moved away from Seamus and stalked towards the younger. The blonde's eyes widened and he spun heading towards the door.

"Not yet ya don't." Theo grabbed the smaller by his waist and slammed the door shut a yelp leaving the small boy.

"Theo let him go!" Seamus yelled heading towards the two. Or at least he had planned to. "You dick! Untie me!" He glared over his shoulder, wrists tied to the top of the heavy desk. Nott lifted the youngest up and over his shoulder before dropping the blonde down onto his back on top of the desk in front of the Irishman. Colin let out a pained 'oaf' and flinched at the hard impact.

"Theo what are you doing?" Seamus warned. Colin let out a sob and glared at the other blue eyed boy. "Colin please, I didn't know what was going to happen!"

"Liar!" It was high and strained. "I can't believe I went against my damn gut and head and trusted you anyways! I should have never let you in my room!"

"Colin!"

"Oh would you two shut up?" Nott yelled glaring. "I only want one thing then you both can go fuck off alright?" They looked at him, both glaring. "I want you to make up your mind and choose. You did this damn dare so you could be with me, well the dares cancelled so what's it gonna be?"

"D-dare? What dare?" the blonde asked, eyes widening. Seamus' slid shut and he let out a sigh. Theo had casted a quick spell, tying the blonde's waist to the top of the desk. The small boy slowly began to panic.

"Stop you're scaring him!" the brunette yelled.

"Shut up and choose!" Theo yelled. Seamus closed his eyes and thought. He loved Theo; he had for a long time. Sure he was rude and obnoxious but he knew how to handle him, he was always there when he needed it. Then there was Colin the annoying dipshit that had been making his life a living hell. The decision was easily.