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"Did you get in touch with Dean?" I ask my dad as I am sitting in a hospital bed hooked up to an IV. I haven't been eating like I should be and I haven't been drinking enough water like I should be so mixed with my morning sickness and constant vomiting I got dehydrated and they are keeping me for a couple hours to pump some liquids into me to get me hydrated again and to make sure everything is all right with the baby. The doctor confirmed it shortly after I arrived and determined I am 6 weeks along making the baby Dean's.

"I've been trying," says my dad. "What happened, Ana? What was that whole fight about?"

"Because like I did two years ago I fucked up, Dad, that's what happened and what the whole fight was about."

"What happened, Ana?" he asks me.

"I was telling him I quit my job last night," I say.

"You quit your job last night? Why? What happened?"

"Stephen was trying to get me to do things to keep my job. Things I didn't want to do. He threatened to ruin my entire career, he told me that he would tell his friends about me and how horrible of an employee I am. He is going to ruin me, Dad. He wanted me to prove how much I love my job by doing things with him. I told him I wasn't going to do it. I told him it was illegal and I was not going to do it. He kissed me and then I threw up on him. I told him I quit and then left."

"And Dean is upset about that?" he asks.

"Not exactly," I say, "he's upset because Stephen has been doing this to me and I gave in a couple of times so I cheated on him."

"Ana," he says, "why would you do something like that? You know that's illegal right?"

"I know, Dad," I say, "don't give me a lecture after what you've done. You cheated on Mom too and tore our family apart just like I'm pretty sure I tore mine apart."

"Ana, you have been told how many times in the last 2 years to leave that God forsaken job? You just kept hanging around and now this is what happened. Dean loves you, Ana. That boy has loved you since day 1. He has tried to give you the world. I know you love him but what you did, Ana you didn't need to do what you did. You have plenty of opportunities out there but yet you chose to do whatever you did to your boss so you could keep that job. There are other magazine companies out there that would love to have you work for them that are much better than the one you're working at or were working at. Why would you lower yourself to that? Stephen is a jerk, Ana, he's disgusting. What 40 year old man needs to be involved with a 28 year old woman that has a fiancée and a 10 year old daughter? He's a pig. You should have quit after you had that ridiculous fling with him. You should have left then but you chose to stay now look where you're at," he says.

"Dad, don't judge me. You slept with your secretary for years and tore our family apart. I know I made a mistake and if I could go back I would. I just wanted to keep my job. I liked what I was doing. I liked my job a lot."

"More than your own family?" He asks. "No job is more important than your family."

"You're a good one to talk," I say.

"What happened with me and Sonya is different."

"Not really, you still cheated on Mom like I cheated on Dean. Now how do I fix this with Dean?"

"I don't know if you can, Ana. He was really upset."

"That's Dean," I say, "he is always really upset but he comes around."

"I don't know if you can fix this, Ana. That's the thing. Dean put all of his trust into you, he gave you his heart. You were the only person he truly trusted in all of his life after everything he has been through. You messed that up, Ana. I'm not saying what I did was right because I know it was wrong and I lost my wife because of it. That was a hard lesson to learn. It's not that I didn't love your mom it was because I was selfish. Just like you were selfish, it's not all about you, Anastasia. You have a fiancée and you have a daughter what happens now if Dean really does leave? How do you think that's going to affect Talli? She loves her dad."

"I don't want Dean to leave," I say with tears in my eyes. "I love him."

"If you loved him you would have listened to him, Ana when he told you to get out of that place. You should have left 2 years ago but you didn't. You stuck around for what? To be degraded and belittled and used to have sex with. Ana, you're better than that. You didn't get your job to have sex with your boss you got your job because you're damn good at what you do and other magazines saw that and so did the TV Show that wants you to write for them. You are awesome at what you do. You didn't need Stephen or that magazine. You had bigger magazines that wanted you but you turned them away and for what? I don't understand why you would want to keep working for Stephen after everything that happened."

"I liked my job," I say, "but you're right I should have left 2 years ago but I didn't. I screwed up I know, Dad but I want to make it right."

"I don't know if you can, Ana Dean trusted you and you broke that trust not once but twice. You know he's been through a lot in life and you were the only person that he thought he could trust but you tore that all away when you decided to sleep with Stephen two years ago and then whatever you did to keep your job. Why, Ana? Why was your job that important to you that you were willing to risk it all? Do you not love Dean enough? Does your family not mean anything to you? What is it because I don't understand. I made this mistake, Ana. I regret losing your mother because I was selfish but she never came back. I was angry with her. I kept you three from her and now one of my daughters won't even talk to me because I did that. I made the wrong choice just like you did because I was selfish."

"No, Dad. I was stupid. I cheated on Dean the first time because I was lonely but the last couple times because I was selfish and I am a jerk. I don't know why I wanted to risk it all. It was dumb of me. I shouldn't have done that. I know. I should have left when Dean wanted me to but I didn't because I am hard headed and I am dumb."

"You're not dumb, Ana, you're strong-willed. You didn't need to do anything to keep your job. That's illegal and I wish I could tear Stephen apart for what he did to you but I can't. I hope that you can work this out with Dean but he is really upset right now, Ana. I tried calling him to let him know you're here and he hasn't answered the phone or any of my texts."

"Great," I say. "I really screwed up, Dad," I say as tears fall from my eyes. "I love, Dean. I don't want him to leave. I don't want to live without him. I need him, Dad. I don't want to lose him. I can't lose him. We're having a baby together and I want to marry him. I want to be with him the rest of my life, Daddy. Ever since I was 17 years old he was the one I wanted. He's the one I pictured waiting for me at the end of the aisle, the one I dreamed about having a family with and the one I have wanted to spend my life with. I know I screwed up but so has he. I was there for him when he was in jail. I helped him through his drug problem and never left his side. I can't have him leave me. We've been through so much and been together too long to let something like this tear us apart."

"Ana, I know you love him. I know you want all that with him but the fact you cheated on him says something else. You've been through a lot I know but cheating on someone is often a deal breaker. If they can't trust you what kind of future do you think you're going to have?"

"Not a good one. How can I get his trust back?"

"That's something you need to talk to Dean about, Ana. I can't answer that question for him. You two need to talk because unfortunately it's not about you two it's about Natalia and that baby you're pregnant with. Are you sure it's his baby?"

"I'm sure," I say, "I haven't had intercourse with Stephen for 2 years and I'm 6 weeks along which means it is Dean's baby."

"Okay," he says. "Just making sure, you two need to work this out and figure it out because it's not fair to Natalia and it's not fair to that baby. I hope he forgives you."

"I probably wouldn't forgive myself if I was him," I say honestly. "I was a bitch. I was the only one that never hurt him. I was the one that was always there for him. And then I screwed it all up. I threw it all away and for what? Nothing, you're right. If I don't get Dean back I deserve it. I deserve every minute of it. Dad, I screwed up. How can I fix this? I want to be with Dean."

"You're going to need to figure out how to fix it on your own. You're 28, Ana. You're an adult it's time you learned to fix your own mistakes. I can't help you with this one. It's up to Dean and what he wants."

"I know," I say as I wipe the tears from my eyes as the doctor comes into the room.

"How are you feeling, Ms. Bennett?" he asks as my dad excuses himself from the room.

"I'm doing all right. I'm feeling better. I'm not as weak and light headed."

"That's good. That means you're starting to hydrate. I want to keep you hooked up to an IV for another half hour then we'll release you."

"Okay," I say, "and is the baby all right?"

"The baby looked good when we did the ultrasound but the next 24 hours are crucial. The lack of water can cause problems with the amniotic sac. Dehydration in the early stages can cause a miscarriage."

"So you think I'm going to miscarry?"

"I'm not 100% sure It's pretty possible that you may miscarry but hopefully not."

"Okay," I say. "What should I do to prevent that from happening?"

"You can't prevent a miscarriage from happening but I think it would help you if you just rested the next couple days and remain stress free. If you experience any spotting it's important that you let us know. I just want you to take it easy the next few days."

"I can do that," I say with a smile.

"Good," he says with a smile. "I'm going to let you rest and then I will be back in 30 minutes to check on you then we'll talk about releasing you."

"Okay," I say. I watch the doctor walk out of the room before I grab my cellphone from the table next to my bed hoping that Dean texted me back but he didn't. I didn't even get a call from him. He's really upset. He has to be upset because it is not like him to ignore me like this. I get onto the internet just for fun and I go onto Twitter to see my name is trending. I click on it to see why it's trending. "Ana Bennett is a horrible person. How can she do that to Dean?" I read and then I read a few more tweets. I'm being torn apart on the twitter community by Dean's fans somehow they found out about me and what happened with Stephen. Some fans are hoping Dean and I are done while others are wishing I die but some are telling them to mind their own business. I close out of Twitter and try to call Dean again but I get no answer. "Hey, Dean, it's me. I'm really sorry. I know you're mad at me and I'm sorry for what I did. Please just talk to me. Please hear me out. I'm at the hospital now but I should be getting released soon. When I do I will let you know," I say. "I love you, Dean." I hang up the phone and put it down on the table before I lay down and fall asleep.

THREE HOURS LATER:

The room is filled with darkness as I hear a noise in my room. I hear someone bump into the dresser and hear things falling over on the dresser. I sit up as I hear Dean say, "Damn it." I turn on the light and see him stumbling around the room as he tries to get out of his leather jacket.

"Dean," I say. "You're home."

"You wanted to talk, Ana," he says as he slurs his words and I can smell the alcohol on him as I get out of bed and help him out of his jacket. "I'm home," he says as he takes his shirt off.

"Are you drunk?" I ask. It has been a long time since he's been drunk probably since I was pregnant with Natalia. I did this to him. I made him go back to his old ways. I made him go out and drink to this point.

"I had a little bit," he says slurring his words. "You fucked up, Ana."

"I know," I say as I take his hand to lead him over to the bed so we can talk. "I did fuck up. I know and I'm sorry."

"You slept with him. You cheated on me three times," he says and I can hear the pain in his voice and the hurt in his voice as he says the words. "I thought you loved me."

"I do love you, Dean," I say. "I love you a lot and I fucked up you're right. I should have left my job when you told me to leave my job but I didn't. I was stupid."

"It was stupid," he says. His eyes are glazed over and blood shot. "Why, Ana? I trusted you. You are my everything, I love you so much why would you hurt me like this?"

"I don't know, Dean. I'm sorry. It was a mistake, a stupid mistake and I screwed up because I am selfish. I'm sorry. I wish I could go back and change it. I would have quit my job 2 years ago. I'm sorry, Baby. I'm really sorry."

"It hurts, Ana. My heart hurts," he says in a broken tone. "For the last 11 years it has been you that I have trusted. The only one I thought would never hurt me but I was wrong. You hurt me more than words can say. Do you not love me? Am I not good enough for you? Please tell me."

"Dean," I say with tears in my eyes. "I do love you," I say looking deeply into his eyes. "I love you so much. Ever since I was 17 you were the one, the one I wanted a family with, the one I want to spend the rest of my life with and the one I want to grow old with. I want my entire life with you. We've been together through it all. I know I screwed up and I'm sorry. I know I can say sorry so many times and it won't change what I did but I will show you that you can trust me again, Dean. I didn't mean to hurt you but I know that I did and I'm sorry. I know that doesn't take the hurt away but I am so sorry, Baby. I'm so fucking sorry. I love you to death, Dean. You are everything to me. You gave me a beautiful daughter and you're giving me another beautiful baby. You are everything to me. You are more than enough for me. You are the best thing in my life, you are the best part of me and I love you. What can I do to show you that?"

"Marry me," he says.

"When?"

"Tomorrow," he says, "I want you to marry me tomorrow."

"Dean," I say, "tomorrow? I want a wedding with my dad and my mom. I want a wedding with Natalia there. I can't marry you tomorrow. I'm not ready. I don't have a dress. I'm not ready. There's so much I want to do."

"Ana," he says, "marry me tomorrow, be my wife. Natalia will be there. It will be just the three of us. Then in December you can have the wedding that you want but I want this with you and I want it tomorrow. If you love me you'll marry me tomorrow. Please, Ana."

"Dean," I say. "I don't know if I can marry you tomorrow."

"Then you don't love me, Ana. 11 fucking years we've been together and you don't know if you can marry me tomorrow. Why do we need to wait if we have loved each other this long? I thought true love didn't die? I thought you wanted to get married? If you want to get married we can do this tomorrow."

"Dean," I say. "it's not what I dreamed."

"Ana, I told you we can have the wedding that you want in December but I want this with you now and I can't wait. I've waited 11 years. I want it now and I need it now. Marry me please, Ana," he says before he catches me by surprise by pushing me down onto my back as he towers over me looking down into my dark brown eyes. "Please, Ana, I need this. Marry me tomorrow."

He has tears rolling down his cheeks and the pain in his voice breaks me. I reach up and wipe the tears from his eyes before he smiles down at me. "I love you, Ana. I need you in my life forever. I tried to see if I could walk away but I can't, Damn it. I fucking need you every day of my life. I need you, Ana. You are the only person in this world that understands me and knows me. Marry me tomorrow, Baby. You, me and Natalia as a family, let's do this and then in December we can have the wedding that you want I promise but I need this tomorrow. It's been 11 years, Please, Ana, please baby."

I take my hand over his jaw, rubbing his stubble as he smiles at me. His eyes soften as he looks at me. The love in his eyes as he looks at me, the intensity and the desire melt my heart. My stomach fills with butterflies as he looks down at me, only he can look at me this way and make me feel what I feel. "Tomorrow I become Mrs. Ambrose," I say with a smile. "I love you, Dean."

"I love you too," he says as he leans down and kisses my lips softly. "Forever and always, Baby," he says before he stands up. He lifts my shirt up to my chest exposing my stomach. He takes his hands over my stomach rubbing it softly as I watch him. His blue eyes meeting mine as he kisses my stomach. "Is there really a baby in there?"

"Yes," I say. "I can show you a picture," I say with a smile.

"Please," he says with a smile as he helps me up. "Is it mine, Ana?" he asks as I walk over to get the sonogram from my purse.

"100%, Dean, I wouldn't lie to you. This baby is yours," I say. I pull the sonogram out of the purse and walk back over to him. "Meet our baby," I say with a smile as I hand it to him.

He looks at the picture and smiles. "It's so tiny," he says. "When are you due?"

"The doctor said January 2nd is my due date," I say with a smile.

"Almost a New Year's baby," he says with a proud smile. "I love you, Ana," he says wrapping his arms around my waist as I wrap my arms around his neck. "I'm sorry I walked out. I was just so pissed off that you could hurt me like that."

"Don't apologize. I would have walked out too. I love you, Dean. I want this forever with you," I say with a smile. "I want you forever."

"You've got me, Mrs. Ambrose."

"Good, Mr. Ambrose," I say with a smile before I kiss his lips softly. "I love you."

He kisses my lips again before he whispers against them, "you know what the best part of a fight is?"

"What?" I ask with a smile.

"Make up, Sex," he says with a smile.

"I don't disagree," I say with a smile before I kiss his lips again as he guides me over to the bed. He lays the sonogram down on the night stand before he removes my t-shirt as I help him out of his pants. We spend the rest of the night making up from our argument while I prove to him he is my one and only for the rest of my life.

*A/N: What do you think about Ana's dad laying into her about cheating on Dean? Does he have a right to talk? What did you think of Ana's reaction to her dad at first? What about her admitting to her mistakes? What do you think of Dean ignoring Ana all that time? What about him showing up to the house drunk? Was that surprising? What did you think of him telling her they need to get married the next day? Do you think it's a bad idea? Do you think they will go through with it? Do you think Ana's baby is Dean's? Please review and thank-you for reading.