sorry it took me so long, my internet broke and i had to tell my mom to get a new thingy just like my friend jj's mom had too a few weeks ago, but this time we have a passwoed so no stupid person would steal our internet. oh, and plus i had to cetch up on all the shows on tv, that means i watched over 15 hours tv, and i HAD TO DO IT! my dad told me to watch over 15 hours of tv! isn't that cool, being told to watch tv!

ok, now onto the reviews!

Red X () - how does it not make sense? Raven feared Slade for what she did, and she feeled for her unborn childs life, even if it is Slades child as well. That also goes with not talking to the Titans, she knows what happens when she gets Slade angry, how the hell do you think she ended up being pragnant in the first place, she trustes Slade at the moment, and she want to keep it that way. and no she is not with Slade... i think, who knows why these hand type what they type.

roomofnagels - i know, but it happens :`(

Talia () - why would i want raven to have a miscarrage, in my other story, i had kim almost die in childbirth and her daughter was permature becuase her husband was in the hostpidle. and how come ALL you people think its bad just because raven was raped by slade? should i put rob/rae/slade or something? to warn you all?

ok thats

Chapter 8

Time went by fast.

Raven has been living with Slade for a full year. Many things has happened, while she was six months pregnant Slade had helped her adopt Alex as her official son, then giving him the name Alexander James Roth. The whole time she was pregnant Slade was there for her, even when she gave birth, there is scares on his hand to prove it. After twelve hours of a painful labour, Raven had given birth to a beautiful little boy, and after becoming good friends with Slade, they named their son Christopher Ryan Roth-Wilson. Strangely Chris looked a lot like Alex when it came to their midnight black hair and icy-blue eyes, but she loved them both equally. Alex was still nursing but now at two years of age when they are on their hunts he has been eating the blood and some flesh, not much though. Chris had been keeping her awake for the first month for feeding, lucky Slade inserted sound proof walls, Alex didn't mind, he'd just says "Mommy get up, Chwis hungry Mommy." And every time she would go to the crying infant and sit down in the rocking chair that Wintergreen had got her and let her baby boy latch onto her nipple and drink his fill every night till he fell asleep, And everyday Slade would take Alex to a different room in the mansion to learn something new or go over what he learned before. But, as young as Alex is, he already knows his basic multiplication, alphabet, spelling, reading and martial arts. Though should she be worried, Raven was proud of her eldest son, he would make a good husband someday. Slade is a good teacher, he even was taking him outside on a nice day to do his work, and even as it is, Slade gave a page of homework every day for Raven and Alex to work on to keep their love close. And after homework Raven and baby Chris would watch Alex either shows his martial arts lesson that day or a puppet show with his stuffed animals that Wintergreen has been spoiling him with. That had always reminded Raven of the time she was in Starfires body and the boys were puppets, good times. She didn't know how it happened, but her having Slade's son got them close. Raven wondered the halls with Chris in her arms and when she saw Slade she'd always walk over to him and always Slade would caress Chris' face and kiss the top of her head, giving that fact that he hasn't worn his uniform since she had gotten pregnant.

She missed Richard deeply and Slade knew she did. But Slade wouldn't let her leave, not with his child and Chris needed her to survive. Raven stayed with Slade because she didn't want Chris to die, she has been attached to him since she came home from the hospital after finding out she was pregnant with him, sure she was angry at Slade for getting her pregnant in the first place but it soon faded, but of course there was the mood swings which he had a phone chucked at his head, and a few cranky days where she got no sleep and was very tired. Poor Slade. 'Though he is quite cute.' (car screeching to a halt)

Wait... what?

'You're just saying to yourself that your just friends.'

WE ARE JUST FRIENDS!

'Are you sure? He does look a lot like Richard.'

So, I love Richard and Richard only.

'But Slade and Richard look the same.'

Who are you to talk?

'Lust silly.'

What! Get lost!

'You want him to pin you down again...'

Shut up, leave me alone!

'And rip off all your cloths...'

Pleeeaaasssssseee, s-st-stop.

"And thrust himself in and out of you...'

STOP!

Raven sat up in her bed, scared to death, covered in cold sweat. Why was her mind doing this to her? It's never happened before; she always had control of her emotions. Deep in thought, Raven rubbed her sleepy eyes awake and looked at the clock; 1:36 am it said.

She was snapped out of her thought when she heard Chris crying. Not wanting to wake up her other son, Raven got up and picked up the seven week old and held him in her arms, calming him down a bit, Not even a full minute later, Raven was sitting in the rocking chair pulling down the strap on her white tank-top exposing her breast to the infant in her arms. Not flinching when she felt Chris' tiny hands grip her breast skin, she lifted his head, receiving a small warm mouth wrapped around her nipple.

'I don't love Slade, I just love our son.' She thought while looking down into the blue eyes that were looking back up at her. 'And I'll always love Chris, even if Slade teaches him wrong.'

Robin was puzzled of what was going on with Raven. He has been feeling the pain that she has been going through, even the twelve-hour pain that he felt almost two months ago, he nearly thought of killing himself during that. Ever since, Robin has been wondering what Slade had done to her for feeling that pain.

He would have figured out the reason a long time ago, but he had a few problems to deal with, two of those problems were close to home, very close.

Almost every minute of the day Robin and Cyborg had to deal with Starfire and Beast Boy. Starfire would always stay as close as she possibly can to him and say horrible things about Raven to get him to stop loving Raven and go out and love her instead. This Getting Beast Boy to both disagree and agree with the alien. Agree when Starfire tells Robin to stop loving Raven and date someone else, disagreeing when Starfire called Raven names, like witch, demon, pure evil, satins' spawn and many more, causing fights between the two. So far the TV had been replaced ten times; play station, fifteen; couch, twenty-nine (Cyborg cried every time); windows, lost count after fifty; and almost Ravens bedroom. Starfire said that Raven was dead and 'on her planet' when someone passed on their stuff is burned, Robin, Cyborg, and Beast Boy all disagreed and Cyborg told her to leave the tower to get some fresh air and come back later, she turned to Robin for support to stay, but was greatly disappointed when he agreed with the half robot. They didn't see her for three days, coming back saying 'I am back from getting air of the fresh outdoors' which was really saying 'I am back, now Robin love me before someone gets hurt.'

It has been a rough year.

Robin woke up at 6 am that morning, bursting with happiness that Starfire wouldn't be up for a few hours. Doing his normal routine, he got up, bathroom, shower, teeth, hair, uniform, scratch that, civilian clothes today. Then he went to the kitchen and got a cup of coffee. His naked eyes saddened when he looked over the back of the couch, remembering the first full day of having Alex with them. Raven, sleeping on the couch with Alex sleeping on her stomach. That had been one of the best days he's seen Raven have, and for himself witnessing and loving the lavender haired goddess.

"Raven! Come in the water with us. Maybe the kid will enjoy it!" Robin called to his girlfriend. He watched as Raven got up and walk towards the ocean with the dark haired boy on her hip, going as slow as she could to get to him. "Hurry up Raven, Slade would have taken over the world before you get here." He joked.

"Well, I'm here, now where are those freaky robots?" Raven asked with a smile on her face.

"CY, can you take the kid for a sec?" Robin asked not looking away from the short girl in front of him.

"Sure, why?" Cyborg asked taking the infant from Raven.

"So I can do this." Robin says as her throws Raven over his shoulder and runs out of the water and up a cliff.

"Robin what are you doing?" Raven asks."Oh, don't you even think about it!

"Think about what? Jump off the cliff?"

"Robin," Raven started as both she and her boyfriend find themselves in midair."Don't you DARE!" She screams as they fall.

Robin smiled at the memory. He placed his empty coffee cup on the counter and headed down stairs to the garage. Minutes later a black motorcycle was speeding to the city.

Raven walked down the hall to the kitchen with Alex trailing behind her and with Chris sitting on her hip, holding onto her blue, 3/4 sleeve, v-neck shirt. It was one of the maternity shirts that she likes in the early showing of her pregnancy.

When they reached the doors to the kitchen, Raven smiled as Alex ran for the doors. Too bad he was too short to open the door. When Raven got to the door she opened it and watched the two year old run over to a chair that he had claimed to be his and his only.

"Good morning Slade." Greeted Raven just as she sat down across from the older man, with Chris in her lap.

"Good morning how was your sleep?" He asked.

"Not that great, had a dream, at least it wasn't one of those 'you have to take over the world' dreams." She said.

"That's... good?"

"If you're talking about the dream, it's not good, 'taking over the world' dream, good." She pointed out.

"Taking over the world dream." Slade said passing over the plate of toast and bowl of bacon.

"You must be thankful for the sound proof walls you put in my room." She said as she finished making her bacon sandwich, then takes a bit out of it.

"Yep, even though I did hardly get any sleep before you got here." He said drinking his tea.

"It's true, he'd stay up for days trying to come up with another plan." Wintergreen said handing Raven her herbal tea. "One time, Slade stayed up for a week straight."

"It wasn't that long."

"No, it was almost eight days."

"However long it was, it's not good for your health, I watch someone die because they were dared to keep an eye on me. He got food just no rest, after the tenth day during our staring contest he just dropped dead." Raven explained giving Alex a couple pieces of bacon.

"Really?"

"Yep, I was blamed for his death since Azarath is such a peaceful planet and I'm, well, a demon, they blamed me." The two sets of eyes on her were starting to bug her. "I'm not lying."

"Didn't say you were." Slade said taking a bite out of his hash browns. "Why didn't your mother tell them that you didn't do anything?"

"HA! That woman barely wanted anything to do with me. I wasn't allowed to be loved. I've been wondering since I found out, why she didn't commit suicide when she was pregnant with me." Raven mumbled with her head down.

She heard Wintergreens voice walking towards her, probably with a small plate of hash browns. "She probably loved you too much; I know much about your powers. So most likely she didn't want you to get hurt, or hurt others." He told her.

"That's true." Slade said. "My parents barely paid any attention to me."

"At least you lived with your father." Raven glared.

"Mommy, when we go hunt 'gain?" Alex asked chopping away the tension.

"I'm not sure Alex."

"'kay."

"How are you not sure?" Slade asked.

"It depends on when Chris starts getting full night sleep. I'm getting weaker and I don't know when I'm going to hunt next." Raven explained placing a piece of bacon in her mouth.

The kitchen was filled with silence and Alex trying to feed his seven week old brother bacon, it failed greatly.

"Alex, stop trying to feed your brother."

"Sowy Mommy." Said Alex then placed a slobbery peace of bacon that he was shoving into Chris' mouth, into his own. Slade gave a disgusted look and went back to his tea. Raven smiled giving a laugh at Slade. She finished her breakfast and went to the library with Chris, leaving Alex with Slade.

In the library, Raven laid down on the love seat with Chris on her stomach. This was the same couch that Chris was conceived, and the same place she had her virginity taken away. Raven didn't like the history of the couch, but it was still her favourite place to read.

The book that she was reading the day before was behind her on the coffee table. Placing a hand on her youngest son, she reached behind her, picking up the book. Raven was glad that she was almost done the book; it had only taken her a half an hour's till she was finished.

During that time Wintergreen was preparing Ravens tea and a bowl of vegetables and ranch dressing that she had asked for. He was just about to head up to her when Wintergreen was called back by Slade.

"I'm going up any way; you don't need to take the long walk." Slade said receiving the silver tray. "Come on Alex you can finish your work up stairs."

"Comin'" Alex said with his booklet in his hand and pencil in his other hand. When Slade and Alex reached the library Slade chuckled at the sight of his son and his son's mother laying on the loveseat. But, what really amused him was that Raven was fast asleep with the book that she was reading on the floor, Chris was awake sucking this thumb.

"Alex, go to the table and start doing your work for today." The little boy ran off and Slade walk over to Raven. He placed the tray on the long table that was five feet from the couch and pulled it over. Taking the book out of Raven hand, he placed it on the table and brought the hand onto the couch. Next, Slade took his son from the girl and watch her roll onto her side.

Slade took Chris over to where Alex had started his math work. He sat down and placed Chris in his lap, the infant grabbed onto his finger and smiled. Slade had spent some time with his son in the boys' small life so far and yet Chris knew that he was his father. Alex loved Slade like both a father and a teacher, even though the man that he called father was living on an island at the edge of Jump City. Alex had called Slade 'Sir, Slade, and at times Dad,' Slade didn't mind what he was called at least he was respected.

Raven woke up to feel no presents on her, bolting up from the couch, she finally saw Slade with Chris in his lap. She sighed in relief and walked over to him and Alex.

"Have a nice map?" Asked Slade not looking up at her.

"Yah, thanks for looking after him, not hunting is starting to affect me."

"He's my son too you know, I know that you need as much energy as you can get till Chris gets older." Slade told her. Raven, who was still tired and weak, sat down next to him and leaned on his arm for support. "I'm here to help you Raven, even though it's not everything." He told her.

"Thanks, I don't know how much longer I can keep this up." She said weakly. "There were times when I just wanted to eat you."

"I feel so special." Slade joked.

"I'm serious; a few months ago I had to talk myself out of killing you." She smiled.

"At least it worked."

"Yah, blame the mood swings." She mumbled.

Alex came back from where he was reading his favourite book. "Mommy awake!" He yelled running up to her.

Smiling, Raven wrapped her arms around Alex' body. "Hey buddy, what were you doing today?"

"Math and Reading Mommy. Want to read big like you."

"It seems that you're getting better with you words.

"Surprisingly he's very good with his speaking." Slade mentioned. "Oh, and your teas and snack is on the table."

"Thanks."

"Mommy tired?"

Slade didn't need to answer, he could tell just by looking at the girl. And by the way Chris was starting to squirm and whimper Raven needed to stay wake. Raven gave a yawn and leaned further into his arm. "No you don't, you have a job to do." He heard a weak 'fine' and shuffled Chris firmly into one arm and wrapped his arm around Ravens waist. Standing up, Slade walked over to the couch and sat down. He pulled Raven so she was on top of him, chest to back, then lifted Chris to be on top of Raven. "Raven, he's hungry; I'll let you sleep after."

"Do I have too?" She mumbled.

"'Do I have too?' Of course you do Raven, Chris is our son and he's hungry." Slade said staring to get irritated.

Raven unbuttoned her shirt not giving a care in the world about the man seeing her naked breast. She pulled Chris up and soon the whimpering was replaced with suckling. "So, how do you happen to be such a great parent?" She asked.

"Well, there are a couple things you don't know about me, and I don't know how you're going to take it." He said caressing the baby's head.

"Shoot."

"Ok, well first, when I was in the army I was their ginniepig, which explains a few things about why Robin couldn't catch me." He started. "Next, since I was their ginniepig, from all the toxins, I had became immortal, Wintergreen too."

"Welcome to the immortality club." Raven said, taking her right hand in to Slade's left (the one that was caressing Chris' head) and held onto it.

"Second, since I was immortal, I was a little cocky and didn't take threats seriously. See, I had a family, a wife, two sons, and a beautiful daughter. I erased our records so no one could get to them, but... but they got Grant, my oldest son, when he was coming home from school, killed him. Joey, my middle child had his throat slit the same day, leaving him mute. Rose was at her friends, she was sleeping over after school. Addie, my late wife, got so mad because of what happened, she took my gun and she shot me. Pointed at in between my eyes and shot. Luckily for the superhuman poison in me, I was able to move and have my eye shot out instead. The same way you did five months ago."

When Raven was six months pregnant, her mood swings were... bad. Slade was just stupid enough to give Raven her powers back, what could he say, she offered to give him his eye back. It worked; he had it for a week, 'til he got her angry. Because of the mood swings and the magic, Slade had to take away her powers. There wasn't a very happy Raven after that. Slade had his eye shot out then after Raven was crying 'sorry' over and over again. It wasn't the best day of his life.

"I did say I was sorry... So, what happened after that?" Raven asked.

"Well, I'm like 150 years old, Wintergreen is 200 years. That makes them all dead."

"Sorry."

"Why are you sorry, besides it wasn't my idea to get divorced." Slade told her.

"I don't know, I'm just... sorry." She told him sleepily.

"So, what's this club?"

"Demons are immortal. My father is 8000 years old. Since I'm half demon, I age, but when I die, I reborn and start my life all over again."

"How do you know this?"

"I was born in the late eighteen hundreds, died five times." She told him. Surprisingly she felt rather conferrable and falling asleep even though Chris was still feeding. "I was scared the first time. The Azarathians killed me when I got out of the cage to hunt; I was then the first time." Raven said sleepy.

"Why were you in a cage?"

"Because I was hungry and I killed someone, the people hated me and mother did care. I was starving and I got out in my full demon form, I killed a priest. Before I could eat, I was killed. Then reborn right in front of there eyes. Azar was the priestess that cared for me, every month she made sure I ate fresh flesh, usually a piglet. It was boring."

"I bet. Question, where did you get the words for your powers?" He asked playing with her hair.

"Azarath, as in my home planet. Metrion, as in the time of year. And Zinthos, as in the full moon I was born under. They all have to do with when I was born in the language of Azarath." She explained. "You can do it with your own, but it sounds way cooler if it's in Latin." She yawns before falling asleep.

Slade was surprised that she even lasted this long. He glanced down at Chris seeing that he was also asleep with his tiny thumb in his mouth. Doing Raven a small favour, he did up a couple buttons on her shirt, hiding her breast, just in case Wintergreen came in. Alex was asleep on the chair on the other side of the table. Not wanting to feel left out, he decided to take a nap as well. Doing so, he wrapped his right arm over Ravens flat belly and soon drifter off.

Wintergreen was preparing a beef stew when he realized that the library was quite. Sometime there were footsteps coming through when Raven was alone, but Slade was up there too. He finished what he was cutting and walked upstairs to get the tray from six hours before. Walking upstairs and into the library, he was shocked at the sight before him. On the love seat, was all four people that he was living with. Slade was fast asleep with Raven too, fast asleep. With both Alex and Chris asleep on top of her. He smiled and took the dishes downstairs.

ok guys stopping there, hopefully within the next two weeks I should have the next chapter up, but if I don't it's because I have school, friends and dead batteries that need to be recharged. oh and please review, and don't hate the story, I'm just watching for Chris to get older before I do anything else, oh, AND THIS STORY WITH DEFENTLY BE GOING BACK TO RAVEN/ROBIN! so for all you slade/raven haters, have faith and be pacient, it should be about 5 chapters till raven and robin get to see each other, that or i torture you into rreading more slade/raven moments. oh and i need some help with a writing thingy! its a sex scene that i want to try and write, and i need someone to read over it once i get it finished/started that way i can put it in the story, if not i'm wondering if someone else could write it for me.

so think about it plz! and review or message me if you'll help!

Gingie.