Chapter 8: The Green Eyed Monster

This chapter is Rated M for Mature due to an explicit sex scene and also graphic details on a touchy subject for some please enjoy my new story and i apologize for such lateness between updates life is a bitch and keeps me busy. But I hope you all enjoy and a shout out to my boyfriend Dan for giving me his opinion, THANK YOU BABY!


'Where is Aurora I told her to meet me here 30 minutes ago' Hermione thought to herself as she sat in a corner of the library that she liked for it's quiet and secluded positioning.

"Hermione I'm so sorry I lost track of time." She finally saw the petite Slytherin girl running towards her with her appearance looking disheveled.

"It's alright I was just wondering if you had forgotten. Did you take a nap or something? Your clothes are a bit disheveled, pardon my bluntness."

"Oh, no I was actually with a boy." She blushed as she sat down. Hermione was not upset that Aurora had found a boy. She was glad the young girl was settling in excited even. "Should we get started?"

"Oh we'll have plenty of time for the project, tell me about this boy Aurora!" Hermione said with genuine enthusiasm and excitement.

"Well he's one of those boys that will steal your breathe with one glance. Many people dislike him but I believe it's just because he's so mysterious no one gives him the chance to show his true self. It also doesn't hurt that he's an amazing kisser and has hands that will electrify your skin." The petite Slytherin blushed and giggled.

"Oh my, he seems like a catch. Does this mysterious boy have a name?" Hermione elbowed playfully.

"Malfoy, Draco Malfoy." It felt like time had slowed and Hermione saw each letter leave Aurora's lips. A numbing sinking feeling took over her body and felt as if she was going to throw up her heart. 'Stop it Hermione he means nothing. So what if he's kissing her so what if he's touching her? He means nothing…he means nothing' Hermione began to chant this as Aurora continued to talk but Hermione wasn't listening. She was trying to keep the chant in her head. She didn't understand why she was letting him get to her. 'We aren't together we aren't dating we never even spoke about being together, it shouldn't bother me, but it does…'

"Hermione?" Aurora asked as she waved her hand in front of Hermione's face attempting to regain her attention. Hermione looked at her color from her face drained. Hermione could not fight the wave of nausea in the pit of her stomach.

"I think I ate something bad my stomach is upset I should go to the infirmary." She got up quickly and put her things away.

"Oh no I'll accompany you Her-"

"No." Hermione cut her off abruptly and the Slytherin girl was taken aback. "I mean no, I'm fine I can get there on my own don't worry here I wrote down some ideas put your input and we'll meet another time." She said as she handed over a sheet of parchment. With that Hermione rushed out holding her stomach. Now images of the two were filling her imagination and she felt the bile rising in her throat.

"Watch it!" someone exclaimed as she bumoed into their person hard.

"I'm sorry." She looked up to see Draco looking at her with question.

"Hermione are you alright?" he asked with a genuine tone in his voice and placed his hand on her shoulder. His icy touch could be felt through her clothes and it both invigorated and startled angered her. She wasn't alright. He had sunk his claws into her and she was hurting because of him.

"Leave me alone you prick!" she pushed her way passed him and ran as fast as she could. She didn't care if anyone saw her or if anyone wondered what was going on she wanted to get rid of the sinking nauseating feeling in the pit of her stomach she wanted to get rid of the anger she felt she wanted to get rid of her feeling of depression. She knew what would do it. Her smooth cold cure lay in her hiding place and soon she would forget everything soon she would feel okay…'a few lines couldn't hurt as much as this hell it's my one escape…'

She utters the password almost hyperventilating. Her heart felt like it was racing her head felt as if it were going to explode. She was sobbing felt as if she was going to throw up. She frantically searched her belongings and found it, her cure. The shiny blade had an almost comforting glimmer in the light to Hermione. She lifted her sleeve to reveal her pale ivory skin with the still faint pink scars, little memories of what the past had caused. She knows it's bad she knows it doesn't fix her problems but nonetheless she digs into her flesh. It hurts for a second then the euphoria hits and she's in utter bliss. She does another line feeling the warm blood drip down slowly and then she does another as she forgets all her emotional pain for that moment she's in her personal nirvana.


Draco stood there confused and contemplating if he should follow her. 'Why should I follow her? She called me a prick that bitch I only wanted to know if she was okay…' Draco's anger raged in his mind. '…she was close to tears though and looked off…maybe I should just see. Besides if she goes off on me again she'll just seem like a bitch when I'm the good guy, why not.' Draco begins to walk in the direction Hermione ran he was guessing she was in their dormitory. He enters the dormitory as the portrait went on and on saying how rude Hermione was shouting. He walked into the common room and heard no sobs or tears and he was sure she was close to tears when he last saw her. Slowly he goes up the stairway and finds her door slightly ajar and to his horror finds the petite Gryffindor slumped against her bed seemingly unconscious on the floor with blood on her arm staining her skirt. Draco runs to her and takes her into his arms.

"Hermione? Hermione please wake up please Hermione can you hear me?" he gently shakes her and pats her cheek. She opens her eyes slightly but closes them again. Draco frantically takes out his wand and recites a healing charm over her arm and gets them to close. "Hermione wake up stay with me wake up" he shakes her once more and she opens her eyes.

"Put me down don't touch me" she mumbled tiredly as he lifted her onto her bed "I said not to touch me ferret."

"You stupid idiot! You could have bled out! What is wrong with you? You are so messed up Granger! You are a prideful emotional wreck who can't accept help when it's offered! You could have told me what was wrong instead of maiming yourself, I could have lost you!" he didn't even realize he said the words he was screaming at her and lost control. He wanted to strike her once more but balled his fists and yelled through gritted teeth. He realized if he hadn't found her she would have bled out she would have died. He looked at her then her eyes wide open now almost in shock. Her face pale from losing blood she was like a scared doe. Then her features changed she looked furious.

"This is your fault Malfoy! I was fine before you sunk your claws into me! I was depressed yes but my friends were helping me cope I was planning on never touching my blade but you…you came into my life when I never wanted you in the first place! I hate you so much! I hate you for making me love you!" just then she jumped out of bed and made a run for her bathroom but he took her arm. He didn't know what had come over him he both hated her and loved her. He pulled her close to his body as she fought his advances with every ounce of will she had in her body. He crashed his lips onto hers and she bit him hard. He pulled away from the kiss pulled her tighter into him stared her down and kissed her roughly again tasting her lips with the mix of his blood soon she began to kiss back. He threw her onto the bed and tore apart her blouse. His urges took over and he wanted her that second.

He pulled her legs around him and kissed her roughly. She slapped him hard, at that moment he pulled back her hair tightly making her moan suddenly as he kissed the crook of her neck. He could feel her getting closer to him feeling her hands begin to tug at his shirt. In one swift move he removed and allowed her hands to wander and touch his chest as he kissed her. He could feel himself getting harder with ever touch of her hands the feeling of the lace of her bra touching his skin the feeling of her thighs wrapped around him. He pushed his bulge farther into her making her release a soft moan. He pulled her bra down revealing her firm soft breasts. He brought his lips to them making her moan once more at this moment he slid his hands down in between her thighs feeling her become moist with his touch. She pulled him into her for a kiss as she whispered in his ear.

"I want you Draco…" with that he undid his belt and pants and pulled out his throbbing penis and gently caressed her inner thigh. He could feel her getting moist in his hand as he moved her panties out of the way as he slowly inserted himself into her. She let out a soft moan of pleasure mixed with pain as he continued to go farther inside. He could feel her tightness and it felt so good. He began going faster feeling her becoming so moist hearing her moan with such pleasure. "Draco faster it feels so good…" he did as she requested and she began to almost scream. His hands held her thighs as he went faster and faster hearing Hermione moan his name he pulled out and flipped her over from behind pulling her skirt over her arse and making her get on her hands and knees. Draco slowly enters her from behind and begins to go faster and faster. He takes her skirt and uses it to pull her harder into him as he could feel himself getting closer to climax. He could feel her getting tighter inside he knew she was close too. He makes her get off her hands and pulls her into him and begins to rub her clit as he continues to go faster until he makes her scream as she orgasms. Draco orgasms shortly after and lays down with her.

She turns over onto her side facing him and he puts his hand on her cheek softly. She was out of breath and there was a sheen of sweat on her forehead. She looked up at him and looked into his eyes as he looked into her warm brown eyes. He could feel the words exited his mouth and he no longer cared to let them out. "I love you Hermione." With that he kissed her softly and held her close to him in his arms.


Hermione lay there half naked in Draco's arms under her sheets. 'So this is what not being a virgin feels like…' she thought to herself. She felt comfortable where she was but then realized whose arms she was in. she was in Draco's arm, her supposed enemy. She had sex with him and she was dating Ron... 'Oh my god…how could I have done that to him…?' she almost began to cry but lay there motionless. She waited until Draco fell asleep she knew it was late by the looks of the sky outside of her window. She wiggled out of his arms and got some clothes to change into. Slowly feeling a sort of shameful emptiness she walked down into the common room of her dormitory and started up the fireplace. Hermione felt so dirty so sick so ashamed. She could not believe she had done that and cheated on Ron. She loved Ron, she had always loved Ron but how could she have fallen so hard for Draco? She hated him for so long but now…she knew she was in love with him. She was so ashamed of herself as she began to cry silently. She didn't know what to do she had betrayed Ron by being in love with her enemy. She didn't know what to do at all she knew nothing except that she failed at resisting the love she felt for Draco. That was the one thing she knew with surety 'I love Draco…'