I HATE SCHOOL WITH A BURNING PASSION!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALTHOUGH I HAVE BEEN SICK FOR 3 DAYS THIS WEEK!!!!!!!! LOLL!!!!!!!!!!! ANYWAY!!!!!!!!!!! HERE'S MY NEW CHAPTER!!!!!!! HOPE YOU LIKE IT!!!!!!!!! I KNOW IT SEEMS LIKE IT'S GOING REALLY FAST, BUT I'M GOING TO DO AN AFTER BREAKING DAWN (WHICH I THINK JACOB AND LEAH SHOULD HAVE ENDED UP TOGETHER!) AND I AM DOING A DIFFERENT ENDING BECAUSE I REFUSE TO BELIEVE THAT IT ALL ENDED LIKE THAT!!!!!!!
A month later, I'm still here, all alone, and not phasing. Sam called a meeting awhile ago, Bella's bloodsuckers were back, so we have patrols and stuff to do. I am turning 19 next week, but no one really cares, I even think Seth forgot. I am thinking of going back to the cliff ( no, not to kill myself) I always feel better there. But I have to go to Emily and Sam's house today (ugh! Emily and Sam, that should be me!) for wedding plans. Sam is running patrols so we are doing dress shopping, I don't know how exactly we are going to do that, seeing as no one is likely to get past the La Push border with vampires being back, and Sam running patrols with Jared. I am not really a big fan of Jared, I have nothing against him as a person, I just don't like being around imprinted people. I mean with Quil, it's even worse, he isn't even thinking about her romantically, he is always thinking about fun games she might like, him playing peek-a-boo with her for 3 freaking hours and not getting bored! The main reason that I don't like being around them is because I'm jealous, although I would never actually say that, and the pack has learned not to rummage around in my head anymore.
So basically, my day is going to suck! Right now, I am getting ready to go to Emily's house, I have on my basic camisole and shorts and my hair is put in tiny little pigtail/braids that I think look kind of 4 year old, but they're still pretty cute. I finish up my make-up and go to the shoe section of my closet to grab some flip flops. I really don't need them, but it would be weird if I weren't wearing flip flops in the middle of the fall. I mean, I get enough stares wearing shorts and being like 6 feet tall, plus I will be around people who don't know about werewolves!
I walked downstairs grabbed a Gatorade and headed towards Emily's house. It wasn't a long walk, about 10 houses down, 2 minutes with my new speed. I find it annoying that Emily is taking two years to plan her wedding, I mean, it's La Push, there's not much to plan.
I was too busy thinking to hear Paul come up behind me. He touched my shoulder and I jabbed my elbow into his stomach.
" Holy Crap Leah!!" he was breathless.
" I didn't hear you, my bad!" I smirked, I thought it was kind of funny.
" We have to meet up with the pack at 2." He was still holding his stomach, I was pretty impressed with myself.
" Why?" I was irritated.
" We have to go to some vampire training thing, for the battle."
"what battle?" I was confused, what battle with vampires?
" The new born bloodsucker one, they're after Bella, but no one really cares, we get to kill some leech's !" He was still breathless, how hard did I hit him? Oh well, he was excited about the vampires.
" right, I'll be sure to be there." I walked away, I was getting excited too, I had totally forgotten about the fight while I was thinking about Emily and her wedding.
I had reached her house, my palms were getting sweaty. I swallowed the lump in my throat and walked to the door. Kim opened the door before I even lifted my hand to knock. She looked extremely surprised to see me.
She looked back into the house, " Looks like you owe me 30 dollars Ashley!" She yelled back at someone who was in the house. That was not o.k. They were making bets about me.
" Going to make me stand out here until you make some more money, or are you going to stop Talking about me when I'm not here and let me in?" I spat, I put my hand on my hip, and raised my eyebrows.
Kim rolled her eyes and moved out of the way so I could come in. The same look that Kim had on when she first saw me, was on all of these girls faces. I grunted, rolled my eyes, and went to sit at the chair next to a girl I didn't know.
She kept staring at me, wasn't it impolite to stare, or did that just not apply to this situation.
" I guess I do owe you 30 bucks, Kim." She looked away from me (finally) and reached into the pocket of her way to tight jeans. So she was Ashley, I was disgusted. I got up and moved to a different chair.
" I'm sorry, I know you don't want to be here, I know that they are being really rude, I can't help it, and I really appreciate that you're here, and you haven't broken the chair yet." Emily whispered in my ear as I took the seat next to her, we both laughed at the memory.
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" Emily, no, I will not!" My cousin Emily was visiting for the next month, she was bored, so she decided to play Barbie with me. Now she wanted to go out. This is so un-like Emily, she is quiet and sweet and sickeningly innocent. But then again she just broke up with her 2 year boyfriend, Scott, because he was cheating on her with her best friend. ironic right!?!?!?!?! So I was nailed to one of the island bar stools. Emily was eating brownie batter from the pan, it was kind of funny, she kept going cross eyed looking at the batter on the spoon.
She came closer to me, pan still in hand.
" Come on! Sam won't mind! It's not like I'm asking you to sleep with anyone, I'm just bored!" She was whining at me. She grabbed my arm and tried to pull me from my seat. It broke under the pressure, I fell to the floor on top of the broken chair. Taking Emily and the brownie batter down with me.
The batter went flying on top of me and Emily, we got drenched in 2 bags of brownie batter. We were laughing.
" Take this!' Emily yelled and gave me a huge hug, which covered the oarts of my body that were'nt drenched, in brownie batter.
" Bring it on!" Me and Emily started to have a brownie batter fight, we were wrestling ( yes, still drenched in brownie batter, no this is not going to turn into a lesbian scene) when my brother and his best friend Jeremy walked into the disastrous kitchen.
" God Bless America!" Jeremy said under his breath.
Me and Emily froze at the sound of his words, we looked up to find an amused Seth, and a……..I don't know what he was feeling…..Jeremy.
We burst into laughter, rolling to opposite sides of the little room we had between the island and the counter.
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"Now all we need is brownies!" I giggled, not remembering what happened in the past year for a second.
Everyone froze at my words, no one expected me to talk, let alone laugh. Emily was in tears laughing beside me, and I was laughing a little. But then I was brought back down to earth by the realization of where I was, and why.
I sat there quietly for the rest of the day. Emily had brought basically the entire bridal department of the mall in Seattle, to her little house. I tried on multiple dresses, putting in my comments on ones I didn't like. My favorite was the peachy/pink dress with the loose bottom, or the dark red, kind of sexy, dress that was strapless.
A girl I didn't know laughed when I said I liked the red dress, it was her favorite also. All day I felt like I was an exhibit in a museum. All the girls would whisper and point all day long at me, thinking I couldn't hear them.
People still weren't leaving and it was midnight, and I was getting really pissed off, whenever I would say something even partially nice, one of the girls (who didn't even know me at all!) would say something totally bitchy, like they were me. Does no one know what the story is behind me being a bitch? I decided I decided to ask Emily.
I got up from the floor and went to the chair Emily was sitting in. Of course, any motion that came from me made everyone's conversations stop, and all eyes would be on me.
" Do they know the story behind you and Sam?" I questioned, letting some of the acid leak into my voice.
"Kim does." She stated. WHAT!!!! I know Kim does, retard! Te one person who has been relatively nice to me, but also pretty bitchy, she is Jared's imprint, and I do make some pretty bad jokes towards him.
" Well no duh Kim does! So that's why people keep making crude comments towards me! I have barely said anything mean, what did you tell them?" my whole body was shaking, I was dangerously close to phasing.
" Well, I told them that Sam was your ex-boyfriend, that you broke up with him a year before he asked me out, but you still had feelings for him, so you got angry when he asked me out." He was clipping it, she was scared I was going to phase in her house, in front of her friends. I was scared too, but for worse reasons. If I phased, I would probably kill 85 percent of the people in here, the rest would get away, or get a good hiding spot.
" GREAT!!! SO EVERYONE THINKS I'M THE BITCH IN THIS SENARIO!!!" I was yelling at the top of my lungs, everyone could hear me.
" Calm down Leah, I just didn't want to seem like the bad guy" she was trying to calm me down, this did not help, " It's not like I could tell them about imprinting" She whispered at a volume only I would be able to hear.
" yah, but you mad me seem like an even more of a raging bitch than I should be!" I was tired of being the bad guy, I stormed out of the house, I phased right on the street, and I was doing so good, I had gone a couple weeks without phasing accidentally! I took off into the forest, I have about an hour and a half before all of the other wolves start to phase.
I run to the little clearing in the woods, I would have run to the cliff, but I'm afraid I'll do something stupid.
I make it to the clearing, and am getting really frantic. I grab some clothes from my bag and phase. I realize I am crying uncontrollably. My heart was squeezing. It felt like it was being pulled in different directions and then being poked with needles. It was getting hard to breath, and I was hitting the ground with my fist, my knuckles we're bleeding, and infested with dirt. I was feeling dizzy, my head was spinning. I felt someone phase, but then I passed out.
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" Wake up! Come on Leah, please wake up!!" I heard a voice say, my head hurt really bad.
I was having troubles breathing, and my heart felt like it had been cut into 7 different pieces. I opened my eyes to find Sam almost crying. I was so excited, my Sam.
"Sam?" my voice was breathless.
Then all of it came back to me, heartbreak, werewolf, wedding.
"Sam!" I started to lift up my hand to swat him away when he leaned in to kiss me. I melted at his mouth, but then I realized he wasn't mine. My hand was swatting at him, trying to get him off of me.
When he finally got off of me, I slapped him across the face. He smiled at me, and leaned in again. I put my hand to his face, making a loud smacking sound.
" What the hell! Are you trying to piss me off, or are you trying to piss off Emily." At the mention of Emily, he clicked.
" Shit! Emily! I totally forgot!" I made him forget about Emily! OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH!!!! I tried not to let my excitement show on my face.
" Yah, Emily, your imprint, the one you love oh so much!" I gave him an annoyed look and wiped the back of my hand over my lips like a 6 year old.
" What happened?" he was looking at me like I was the only one in the world, the way he used to look at me.
" I don't know. I was at Emily's and she pissed me off, then I phased n accident, I came here, phased back, started to have troubles breathing, and passed out. What time is it?" I didn't want to tell him why I was pissed off, but I knew he was going to ask.
" What did she do? And it's 1: 52." He had a watch on, that was weird, he never wears a watch anymore.
" all of her friends were making nasty comments, like mine, and I didn't even say anything, they were whispering about me, and pointing and laughing. I asked her why they were doing that and she told me it was because she told them that you were my ex-boyfriend, that I broke up with you a year before you asked her out, but I still had feelings for you, so I got angry when you asked her out. Then she said it was because she didn't want to seem like the bad person, and she couldn't tell them about imprinting. So I got pissed and stormed out."
Before he could answer me everyone started to phase, wolves were coming into the clearing. I turned to where they would all be, everyone stopped as soon as they got past the tree line. They were all staring at me, it was kind of creepy, they were looking me up and down.
"What?" I was confused, and a little ticked off
" Leah, look down." I did as Sam said and looked down, it was the ground. I raised my eyebrows.
"you phased on accident, and shredded your clothes, then you-" I understood what he was saying immediately.
"OH MY GOD!"
I darted past Paul and Embry and ran a little bit into the forest to phase. Once I phased I went back to the boys. I quickly realized they were all thinking of me naked.
OK! I WILL HURT WHOEVER THINKS ABOUT ME THAT WAY NEXT! NOT KIDDING!!
That made everyone think about me even more!
Dude! That's my sister! Seth thought towards Paul, who was having sick and twisted fantasies.
I warned you! I charged Paul, but Jared but my flanks and pulled me back.
No one had stopped thinking about me, I could feel, and hear Seth's discomfort.
STOP! THIS IS MY SISTER! His thoughts were directed at Sam. Everyone's focus went to Sam.
He was having a memory, not a fantasy. It was the first time me and Sam had sex. I was blindfolded, he was taking me somewhere special, I just didn't know where we were going, when he took of the blind fold , we were in a hotel, with the key to the presidential suite.
We went swimming, we were playing in the pool and the hot tub, then we went back to the hotel room, and he sneaked up on me in the shower…… you can guess what happened next.
OK! LIKE I HAVE SAID BEFORE! MY SISTER, AS IN MY FAMILY, AS IN I DO NOT WANT TO SEE YOUR FANTASIES, AND I DO NOT WANT TO SEE WHAT ISN'T FANTASY!
Sam's fantasy's got everyone worked up, that spurred on more fantasies. I was getting pissed off. I sneaked up behind Paul, and jumped on him, taking him down! I threw him into a tree.
Who's next! I thought menacingly.
Everyone tried to stop thinking about me, and it mostly just moved to the back of their minds. We all had to go to this vampire fighting training session, I honestly don't know why we all had to go, couldn't one of us go( cough cough Jacob cough cough) and then he can run through the rest of it in their minds.
Because they're dangerous, they could hurt him.
Oh we both know they would never hurt me! And I would gladly go all by myself Jacob was a little miffed he couldn't go all by himself.
We were headed to a clearing somewhere, and I was having a conversation with Seth. All of a sudden, someone started to invade my mind. I was irritated, and I didn't know who was invading my mind.
What the hell! Who is snooping around in my mind!
Sorry! I knew something was wrong, and I wanted to know what! Came Seth. He has been really irritated with me, if he wasn't my brother, he would be completely against me.
Nothing! If I wanted you to know, I would have told you! So butt out!
He didn't butt out; he just kept looking around inside my head. I tried to block out the whole Sam thing, it didn't work.
HOLY CRAP!!!!!!!!! HE DID WHAT!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
NOTHING! Just stay out!!!
What? Quil asked.
Nothing that's any of your business!! Now just butt the hell out! ALL OF YOU! This was seriously pissing me off.
What are you guys yelling about! Sam asked
Something huge is bugging Leah, but she won't tell us, Seth knows, but they've blocked it out or something! It's not fair! Jared complained.
Leah, just tell them what's wrong, we're almost there, and one of them can read minds, we don't need them thinking we're un-fit.
Trust me Sam, you of all people don't want anyone to know. Stated, he really did not want anyone to know.
I honestly don't care whatever the hell is bugging you, so get on with it and tell us! Well, he asked for it. So I replayed the kiss that happened earlier. Everyone was shocked, they were all thinking bad things about him, and totally forgot about me naked.
I had a sense of smugness.
Bitch! Sam thought
You did it, and you wanted me to tell everyone what was making me nauseous, so don't call me a bitch! You're engaged, and you kissed me! Man whorre!
The rest of the night was really boring, stupid mind reading vamp was invading everyone minds. We all sat on the grass and watched the emotion fucking leech fight the rest of the bloodsuckers.
When I got home I collapsed on my bed, during the run home, Sam yelled at me for yelling at Emily, I tried to attack him, but Jared and Jacob held me back, much to my struggling. One of them had his teeth on my flanks and the other one was restraining me, what can I say, they're bigger than me.
My mom was already sleeping, and Seth was playing video games with Embry and Jacob downstairs. I didn't get undressed or anything, I just laid on top of my covers, alone with my own misery.
Why did Sam have to kiss me? Why did he have to love Emily? Why did the world hate me?
Why did the world hate me?!?!?!?!?!?
LOLL!!!
I DO NOT OWN ANYTHING TWILIGHT, IF I DID WHY WOULD I BE WRITING FAN FICTION!!!!!!
