AN: Here's the shortest chapter ever XD I'm sorry, it was just... so much more poignant as it is... I will try to upload the next one soon, but I am currently typing up one of my one-shots, so that's second on the list :) But it shouldn't be too long guys x
Going Out of My Mind
"Please talk to me, whatever is wrong… You know I'd help you out… 'Cause I'm going out of my mind, and I don't think it's fair." – Going Out of My Mind, Amy Studt (seriously, just listen to the whole song XD)
Sherlock tries to continue as normal, even with Sarah around, but John starts to ignore him.
Sherlock was fine. Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine… Spring saw a normal school-life unfold… His best friend had a girlfriend. He didn't have anyone… John was all he had. It was fine for the first half of spring term… John managed to split his time between meeting Sherlock and meeting Sarah. Sherlock could deal with it, kind of, as long as he still had John… his friend.
But then half-term came, and he was nothing. He called John every day. Not once did he pick up, or return his calls. By the end of the week, he had locked himself in his room. He didn't eat, and he barely slept. When school came around again, his walls were up, and stronger than ever.
It made no difference.
John was ignoring him. It was as if Sherlock no longer existed. Had Christmas ever happened? Had John forgotten everything already. Sherlock reasoned eventually that he must have dreamt it all… The whole 2 weeks… and the three months after. He sat alone at lunch-time, and allowed a single tear to escape his eye. Nobody cared. Nobody asked what was wrong.
John would have, but John was gone. He looked across the canteen, and there they were, laughing together. Sherlock simply couldn't take it… He stood and walked to the toilets, locking himself in a cubicle. He closed the toilet hid, and sat down, letting his head fall into his hands as he sobbed.
It was all over…
I... Excuse me... *locks self in toilet and cries*
