I'm sorry for lateness. I really don't have time during weekdays because of school dismissal at 4:30. Updates will take about 2 days in week days and one day on weekends :(. Sorry TAT

*Crystal: TAT I didn't want to do that to Lovi :(
Antonio: don't be sad it's okay :)
Lovino: y-yeah its fine…I said there okay women :S *tries smiling failing miserably*
crystal: thanks Lovi~ :D *hugs* so chapter 8 here
Lovino:*gasps for air* Y-you're chocking me damn w-women
Note: this story is like a musical now. NO IT'S NOT HIGHCHOOL MUSICAL! It's just like any other musical were the characters sing and stuff.

Keep holding on

"Lovi? Wake up please", Lovino heard a voice whisper. He opened his eyes to see Antonio and his friends surrounding him. Lovino seemed confused when the recent events came back to his memory. He began to cry and shake violently. Antonio went to his side and held him whispering to him as he sobbed.

"Shh, Lovi por favor calm down. Mi amor, calmate. I'm here. No one is going to hurt you", Antonio whispered soothingly Lovino relaxing in the embrace. "Antonio, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry", Lovino muttered repeatedly.

"Why are you saying sorry?", Antonio asked in disbelief.

"I slept with him, Antonio. Can't you see I had sex with him", Lovino sobbed.

"Lovi! That was not sex. That was not making love at all. That was rape, Dios mio!", Antonio said incredulous.

"Oh, Mon Cher I know about love and that definitely wasn't le amour", Francis agreed.

"Lovino, honey it's not your fault. You were abused and we're all here for you know", Elizabetha smiled getting on her knees to wipe away some of Lovino's tears. Elizabetha always had that motherly side towards the Vargas twins acting almost as a guardian to them. A mother.

Feliciano couldn't help but break down and hold Lovino tightly "Feli, I'm okay", Lovino sighed. "Promise me Fratello you will be okay. That you'll be strong like you always have", Feliciano whispered. Lovino had never felt his brother so sad before. He was like, Antonio, cheerful and bubbly.

Lovino felt that he needed to be strong not just for himself to go on but for no one to go through the change he went through especially not, Feli. "I promise, fratellino", Lovino tried to smile to assure Feli.

Lovino tried standing only for the pain to shoot straight through his spine. His legs gave out, but Antonio managed to catch him. Lovino looked at Ludwig half glaring half communicating. Ludwig seemed to understand as he took Feli outside.

Once they left Lovino couldn't help but burst into tears. He was exactly what Brandon had said he was useless and just a nuisance. "I'm so dirty. I'm nothing but thrash. I don't think I can move one", Lovino put his hands his face.

His friends only watched a bit shocked. Lovino was definitely broken. His tough exterior had completely melted away. Antonio hugged Lovino anger enveloping him. Brandon had really messed up Lovino and he had no idea how he would be able to help him.

"Lovi, I promise to you he will pay for everything he's done. I don't care anymore if he's my brother. Any doubt I had is gone he must pay for hurting you. "I'm scared. What if he comes back to get revenge?" Lovino whispered.

"Don't worry I'll be here for you. No one and I mean no one will ever hurt you again", Antonio said determined.

"Antonio, I don't want to go through this alone", whispered shyly. Elizabetha held his hand and thought about a song she was fond of. She always loved to hear this song when Roderich had sung it to her when she thought no one cared for her. The only people that knew of this song were her friends and those she really cared about. She would sing it for Lovino who needed the most care and love he could get.

She smiled softly and began to hum. Lovino looked at her he knew that song and he listened intently. The other recognized the tune and knew what was coming next. Elizabetha finished her humming and opened her mouth. Keep holding on.

That song it meant so little back then, just a sign of friendship but now Lovino realized how much it meant. They were more than just friends. Friends wouldn't be around you during bad times especially if you were made fun of yet. Yet all of them stayed by his side when he thought he meant nothing. He felt loved after so many years of keeping people away.

He let tears fall freely listening to every word that came to elizabetha's mouth. A cheerful bright melody that could make anyone feel safe .

"You're not alone together we stand we'll be by your side you'll know I'll take your hand", Elizabetha sang giving his hand a reassuring squeeze. Her eyes showing that she sincerely did care for him.

"When it gets cold and it feels like the end, there's no place go you know I won't give in. No I won't give in", Alfred smiled giving Lovino thumbs up. After all Alfred loved that line. He was a hero after all.

The al kneeled in front of Lovino and sang in unison, "Keep. Holding. O-o-on." "'Cause you know we'll make it. We'll make it through", Antonio joined sliding to the other side of Lovino to hold his other hand.

"Just stay strong", Mathew sang Antonio finishing, "'Cause you know I'm here for you. Here for you."

"There's nothing you could say", Francis winked. "Nothing you could do", Gilbert sang apologetically. "There's no other way when it comes to the truth", Lovino finally joined smiling. Everyone lightened up and smiled widely seeing Lovino smile and they all sang together, "so keep holding on".

Lovino and Antonio finished off smiling, their forehead against each other, "'cause you know we'll make it through. We'll make it throu-u-ugh".

Antonio smiled even more leaning in to kiss Lovino. It was long and tender and they didn't part at all. Everyone stood up quickly embarrassed as their kiss got hotter and Antonio began to move his hand up Lovino's side.

"Well they…uhh yeah who wants to go out for ice cream?" Gilbert laughed nervously. Everyone agreed immediately getting out of their way. "bye guys have fun we'll be on our way now", they all laughed in unison.

They were brushed off as what mattered at the moment was him and Antonio and nothing could compare to the support he had from the sexy Spaniard. He always managed to drive him crazy and he was always watching out for Lovino if he thought he was in danger.

"Antonio~", Lovino whispered.

"What it its mi Amor?" Antonio whispered lustfully.

"I want you to make love to me", Lovino whispered back with need.

Antonio smiled taking Lovino into his arms and going up the stairs. Antonio opened the door and softly dropped Lovino on to the bed. Lovino looked at Antonio's eyes and yet through all that lust Lovino saw in his eyes was a much more greater thing. I t was love and affection. Lovino knew Antonio really cared about him. He knew Antonio would be there to soothe his pain.

Antonio slowly slipped down his dress while Lovino slipped of the boots he wore. Antonio smiled slipping off his socks and kissing up his leg. "So beautiful", Antonio whispered. "Bastard", Lovino mumbled not meaning what he said. Antonio kissed Lovino's exposed shoulders and neck. He sucked on a sensitive part of Lovino's neck leaving little red marks behind.

Antonio had to let everyone know Lovino was his and he would kill anyone who touched him. Lovino moaned softly as Antonio moved down to his chest. "A-Antonio~", he called out in a pant. Antonio smirked noticing the little curl that swayed as Lovino shook his head.

He wondered what the curl possibly did and he gripped it. Lovino's eyes widened before he gave a long throaty moan "Ngh…Antoniooo~". His eyes had become half-lidded and his face was red and flushed. Antonio was pleased with his reaction and he groped the curl's length. "Ngh", Lovino moaned in gasps.

Antonio slipped down Lovino's panties and he received a beg "Por favore~ I want you, no, need you Antonio". Antonio couldn't resist and he slipped out his member. He positioned himself at Lovino's entrance and slowly entered him. "Ahh", Lovino gasped a bit as he felt a slight pain. Antonio waited until Lovino adjusted.

"y-you can m-move", Lovino sighed.

Antonio slid out and pushed back in slow thrusts. He began to hasten the pace and Lovino moaned a bit as the pain was subsided by pleasure. "Ahh~ Antonio", Lovino moaned. Antonio switched angles and raised Lovino's hips hitting his sweet spot. "AHH~ Antonio~ ahi! Dio Mio! Harder~", Lovino screamed in ecstasy. Antonio went full speed as Lovino made twisted expression from so much pleasure.

Antonio leaned down to capture Lovino's lips in fiery kiss. He slipped his tongue inside as Lovino's moans were muffled by his mouth.

Lovino panted and thrashed a bit when he cried, "Ahh~ tonio…I'm gonna..Come!"Lovino came covering both of them in the sticky white substance. Antonio couldn't help but groan as Lovino's muscles tightened around his shaft.

He moaned out Lovino's name before he too came into Lovino. Antonio slid out laying next to Lovino. "TI amo~ tomato bastard. Thanks for being with me when I need you the most", Lovino whispered giving Antonio a chaste kiss. "Anything for you Lovi. 'Cause you know I'm here for you, always for you", Antonio smiled hugging Lovino against him. Lovino smiled before both of them nuzzled and fell asleep.

~~xXXx~~

"Oh my god! Kiku did you get that?", Elizabetha jumped excitedly but low enough so the couple in the bedroom didn't wake up. "Hai. I got everything on video. Ready for us to edit and show to the girls of the school", Kiku giggled. Gilbert chuckled "those two can really get it on. We should do that Birdie", Gilbert finished off smirking at Mathew's blushing face.

"Gil! We need to erase that Lovino will get mad", Mathew squeaked. "No are you crazy mon Cher. This is pure gold. Le amour~ on face book", Francis cooed. Alfred face palmed "I can't believe I just watched those two have sex. Now the hero wants some with Iggy. Let's go iggy!", Alfred winked

Arthur blushed and hit Alfred lightly with his elbow. "Shut it you, git".

"Ah those two were meant for each other", Elizabetha clapped causing Antonio to wake up. Antonio reached the door before anyone of them could run away. He smiled crossing his arms. "Look what ,tonio, found outside his door. An audience during his alone time with Lovi."

"Umm…heh heh we were just passing by actually", Elizabetha giggled nervously.

"I know you guys were there" Antonio began, "just make sure to tag me on facebook" he finished of winking.

"But of course!", Elizabetha said excitedly."Tomato Bastard?", they heard Lovino mutter. "Oh no! Lovi woke up run away!" Mathew squeaked. Everyone panicked and ran down the stairs and out.

"Sorry mi Amor, you can go back to sleep. I was just making sure to lock the door so no one would disturb us", Antonio chuckled.

Lovino sighed and fell back asleep, Antonio getting in as well.

Sorry short chapter this time. Antonio's revenge next chapter :D
Crystal: well what can I say….I COULDN'T RESIST NOT WRITING A LEMON :3…sorry for those who don't like explicit.
Lovino: I hate you, you know that
Crystal: *whips out tomato* say that again? :)
Lovino: *drools* I meant that you know I love you right? C:
Antonio:*takes tomato from crystal and bites it* :D yum!
Crystal: O3o
Lovino: *stares shocked* O:
Antonio: *walks up to Lovi and hands tomato*
Lovino:*grumbles but eats it*
Crystal: well problem solved. Uff Lovino would have killed me. :P