A/N: Shit's going down from now on! Be prepared and plz enjoy ;3

Yoshiki's hand is so warm… He was walking in front of me, still holding my hand like he was ever since we left the dance. What are you thinking right now, Yoshiki? About your fight with Mochida-kun? Are you mad at me or anyone at all? If only I could read your mind... He was walking a bit faster me, his face turned to me so I couldn't read his expression. I want to talk to him…

All of sudden, Yoshiki stopped walking and turned to me.

«A-Ah!» I squealed out. He gave me a warm smile and said: «We'll get close to your place in just a few minutes. If you don't want to be seen with me, I could just drop you off here.» I immediately felt a really bitter taste in my mouth when he said that. No… After eveything that's happened, I don't want to walk alone just yet. But, I don't want to risk being seen together by my parents either.

«Yoshiki… Don't leave me just yet… Please,» I said. Yoshiki narrowed his eyes at me as if saying «it's my pleasure», and kept walking a bit ahead of me. I quickly catched up with him. When I did, I melted my hand into his, earning a surprised jerk from him, but he instantly recovered from the small shock.

«Y'know Ayumi… You really saved me back there,» he said when we could see my house in the distance. «Huh?» I mumbled. He chuckled and said: «Satoshi made a good point. In fact, I've done way worse things to you. But… You said I was special.» When he said "special", I could see him turn slightly red.

«If you hadn't said anything… I would've agreed with Satoshi. Thank you, Ayumi,» he said, gratefully. «Mm…» I mumbled and gently smiled. I know that now. I know that Yoshiki already has become someone special in my life. Very… Special…

«Well then… Here we are,» Yoshiki said when we were by the porch to the mansion. «Yeah… Thanks a lot for walking me home,» I said gratefully. «Don't mention it… I told you that day, didn't I? I would do anything to protect you tonight… I'll always do that, actually. That's what I've decided,» he said, preparing his hands to wrap them around me. It seemed like the most natural thing in the world to just let our lips touch as we embraced, right there…

It was a short, but sweet kiss. What made the lingering memory even sweeter, was when he whispered: "Sweet dreams, baby" in my ear before letting me go inside. Gosh… My heart is beating so fast… I opened the door to the mansion, suprised that the lights in the hallway were on. Oh no…

My blood turned into ice when I was met by the cold gazes of mom and dad, who both were standing right in front of me.

«I'm so very disappointed in you, Ayumi. And shocked, that you actually went with the disgrace of a man who did that to you that day,» mom said, obviously angry. «M-Mom… I…I…» I stuttered out, unable to formulate sentences.

«Why did you go with him? And even more importantly, why was he kissing you?!» dad asked with a scary look roaming in his eyes. Just as I was about to answer, I heard the door open behind me.

«Ayumi! I forgot to give you the bouquet!»

Oh no.

Even Yoshiki stopped moving when he saw my parents standing there, glaring at him. «Oh… Mr. And Mrs. Shinozaki! I am so sorry for not knocking. I just… I…»

«SHUT YOUR MOUTH!» dad shouted, scaring the two of us. We both stopped talking, like he commanded. «Ayumi. Go up to your room,» mom demanded in a very strict voice. «Mom… Why? Why can't I just be with the one I want, even though he just made one bad first-impression!?» I asked. «Yes! I don't know why you two dislike me so much! I would never do anything to hurt your daughter! She's just as precious to me as she is to you!» Yoshiki said. Yoshiki…

Dad sighed and walked forward, towards Yoshiki. Oh no… Something bad is going to happen! When dad was close enough, he raised his hand into the air and suddenly threw it against Yoshiki's face.

*SLAP!*

That traumatizing sound was followed by Yoshiki falling down on the floor along with the bouquet, the petals flying into the air. «Yoshiki!» I yelled out, running towards him and stroking his red and swollen cheek. I shed a million tears as I processed what dad had just done. «I'm okay, Ayumi… I'm okay…» he soothingly whimpered.

«Ayumi! Don't make me drag you up to your room!» mom said, pulling me away from Yoshiki's arms. «NO! Let me go, mom! Please!» I yelled out, desperately running towards him, but getting restrained by mom. «Ayumi… Just listen to them…» Yoshiki whispered, discouraged. «Yoshiki…No! I…» Just before dad slammed the door in his face, I managed to yell out:

«I can't stand not being with you!»

For a brief second, I could see Yoshiki's face lighten up right before the massive door covered it and mom locking me inside my own room.

My phone ringed again, to my relief. The few seconds before I answered it, I thought about how the window was locked. I thought about how painful the three straight days I've been trapped in my room have been. I thought about how this night was just like the first night Yoshiki broke into my room. I thought about how dad had locked the window and hid the key I thought about how much I missed Yoshiki.

How much I missed his sweet words. How much I missed his face. How much I missed his soft touch and tender kisses… But one of those things I missed came back the moment I answered the call.

«Yoshiki….! Can you come now?» I whimpered out and held my phone close to my ear. «I think, yeah. The mark on my cheek has healed enough for my mom to stop worrying. Even if she stops me, I'll get to you somehow! I promise!» Yoshiki desperately yelled from the other side. Yoshiki… He actually wants to do that much for me….

Yoshiki tried to get to me the past three days, but after his parents saw that mark on his cheek, they wouldn't let him leave until the wound had healed. «Yoshiki… I can't take this any longer! I hate my parents! I just want to see you!» I whimpered out. «Ayumi…» he whispered with sadness in his voice.

«I just can't stop thinking about you. It's driving me insane…»

«Yoshiki….» I hissed out, violently wiping away my tears. Huh…? From the other side, I could hear loud footsteps, as if Yoshiki was walking down a street. «Sorry… I gotta go!» was the last thing I heard before he suddenly hung up.

Oh… I guess he really isn't coming after all… Oh! I laid down on my bed, extremely depressed by the fact. I want to see him… I want to see him so badly!

*BANG BANG! BANG!*

I instantly turned to the window, my eyes getting filled with hot tears when I saw Yoshiki hastily banging on the window. But, the relief turned into frustration when I remembered that I couldn't unlock the window. I shook my head to Yoshiki, but he still tried.

I'm sorry, Yoshiki... All this happened because of me…

*CRAAAASH!*

Looking back up at him, my eyes widened when I saw Yoshiki flying through my window, the million pieces of shattered glass raining down around him. «Yoshiki!» I yelled out and went to help him up, removing the pieces of glass that were stuck in his skin.

«Why… Just why would you do that?!» I yelled at him. «I told you that time! I would break the window the next time you locked it!» he yelled back. Right… But, I didn't think he would take that so seriously.

Overflowing with emotions, I ran into his burly arms and made us sit down on his bed. «Don't ever leave me like that… Don't let my parents control us!» I said. «I won't ever do that again… I promise…» he whispered, holding me close.

«Ayumi… I want to tell you something,» Yoshiki said after a few minutes of cuddling. We were both lying down on my bed nestling together. «Hm?» He turned my face to his and said: «I… I know that you were hospitalized for a long time when you were 11 years old.»

W-What?! «How do you know that?» I asked, reflecting several possibilities. Yoshiki sighed and muttered: «You really don't remember me, do you…?» Huh…? What does he mean?

He breathed out a chuckle and whispered: «In those months, my father was diagnozed with liver cancer. I was depressed at that time of course, but I had someone to light up that time of depression.» No way…

Yoshiki looked at me and said: «A girl who went to the same school as me, and who was staying at the room next to the one my dad was in. I saw her, every single day while you stayed there.»

Oh my god…

«Yoshiki! Don't tell me that… You were the boy I met at the hospital!» I blurted out, still shocked. His eyes widened and he whispered: «So… You remember that you had a friend… But you didn't remember who I was?» I nodded. Holy crap, I can't believe that was him! That's why he called me by my first name ever since day 1!

«Ayumi… Do you want to know why I thought you were so similar to Cinderella?» Yoshiki asked. He sounded a lot more serious than I've ever heard him sound. Oh… «Yes…» I said. Yoshiki took a hold of my hands and said:

«Ever since the first time I saw you at the hospital… I noticed that you were hiding how much you were actually hurting. All of those tests, the shots the gross medicines… You had to endure all of that, yet you didn't say a word about how much you were in pain… Just like Cinderella.»

«Oh…» I gasped out. Yoshiki held my hands tighter and continued:

«No matter how much the ones closest to her dragged her down and how much they hurt her… Cinderella never stood up for herself. She never rebelled.»

«Yoshiki…» I whispered, seeing his frustrated expression. Almosgt as if he was scolding me, he hissed out:

«I remember… I wanted to yell at you that you needed to just be honest. Tell them that it hurts, tell them what you want! And even if they don't fulfill your wishes, there's still nothing to regret about being honest! And do you know what upsets me the most?! You're still like that, Ayumi! You're never honest when it comes to your desires! You're not even honest with yourself! That's why you'll never admit how much you want to be with me…»

Yoshiki! I can't… hold it…!

I let out all of my feelings at that second when I pulled Yoshiki closer to let him hover his body over me. «A-…Ayumi?» he whispered, shocked at my move. I looked into his eyes and said: «You said that you wanted me to be honest…? Then, take me.»

His eyes widened and he stuttered out: «W-What?! Take you?!» I nodded, my cheeks getting warm. «I don't want our story to end like Romeo and Juliet's. So before it's too late… Take me.»

He narrowed his eyes and muttered: «I'm sorry for making someone like you say such a thing.» I was still waiting for a reply. I know that I'm being honest by telling Yoshiki to fully take my virginity. But he seemed bitter about it.

«Don't misunderstand… I want to make love to you, Ayumi,» he said, shyly. «Then, why?» I asked. «Do you… Do you want to be mine? Because, that's what it means to me when anyone has sex with me,» he said. Oh… His. After this… I'll belong to Yoshiki… Do I really want to belong to Yoshiki?

«…Yes. Make me yours, Yoshiki,» I whispered, pulling his face closer to mine. «Ayumi…» he breathed out before roughly kissing me and almost instantly pulling my nightgown down. I'm not scared… I want Yoshiki.

«Yoshiki… That's not fair…» I whispered and started tugging on hsi shirt. He smiled at me and unbuttoned his shirt and his pants, throwing both of them to the side. «Ayumi… I still can't believe this… I've been wanting to do this for so long…» Yoshiki whispered and gently nibbled on the buds of my breasts while moving his hand down my stomach and towards my womanhood.

«Hn… Ahhh…» I squeaked out. I felt Yoshiki smile against my nipples. Then, he fully insterted his hand in my panties.

«Y-Yoshiki… Stop… teasing me….!» I whined out. «Sorry… But I can't stop looking at your expression. It's really sexy…» he whispered and put his lips against mine once again. He gently sweeped my tongue with his own, making my mind go completely blank… Or rather getting filled with Yoshiki.

«Ayumi… Do you want me?» Yoshiki whispered against my neck. At first I didn't know what he meant, but my entire body got got when I felt his manhood press against my most private area.

«Yes… Please, Yoshiki…!» I begged him. I had never felt such desire before. I wanted Yoshiki so badly… I wrapped my arms around him, wanting to hold him close. «Nothing will ever be the same again after this… Are you ready for that?» Yoshiki asked. I nodded. «Alright…» he whispered and positioned himself.

«Ayumi… Be mine…» was the last thing he whispered before he put himself inside of me and made me his. I didn't think it would feel this amazing. Yoshiki has feelings for me… I know that now. The way he filled me with his love, confirmed that for me. If only morning would never come… I never want to have that bitter taste of reality ever again…

Why… Just why did I have to fall in love with the man I can't be with?

A/N: OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH *fangirls* Hope you enoyed! Only a few chapters left! UNTIL NEXT TIME ;3