Here it is! thhheee chapter. sure, their will be plenty more of theeese chapters- but hopefully you guys have been nearly peeing your pants for this one. hopefully. And sorry for all of the chapters that have the same opening sentence twice- i dont know why thats happening- just managed to catch it this time. Shew! oh- and ive forgotten a VERY large thing here- DISCLAIMER! I don't own ANY Of these characters- or ANY of the ones before this chapter! if i EVER add my own character- ill let ya know, kay?

My mouth fell open, and I quickly snapped it shut. I had to die.

It was funny, in a non comedic way; I had repeated those words to myself as I was walking down the isle. I had to die then, die for Edward.

And now I was dying for Alice. Only, how was this different? It was for love, either way.

"WAIT!!" I shouted out, Edward swiftly turned his head back at me, still defending me. "I have to die!"

"No, you don't, Bella." Carlisle said solemnly. "Jasper knows the rules. If he can't live the way we do, he must leave. Not only that, but the treaty would still be broken, and it wouldn't even be to have a member join the family. I am ashamed of you, Jasper." He stared at him, frowning.

"Carlisle! You've known Alice for centuries, and you're willing to let her go, for this human girl?" He sounded astonished, and hurt.

"That's not what I mean! I have to DIE," they just stared at me, obviously thinking I was turning deaf, "but not completely. Technically, when your heart stops beating..." I trailed off, staring at Carlisle, hoping he was catching on.

"You're considered dead." He stated.

"And so, technically, you all are dead." I was grinning now, trying to convince them. "I wouldn't literally have to die, just be turned into one of you. We could have Alice back."

Their eyes lit up, I knew they regretted having me instead of Alice. Except for Edward that is, as he breathed out, and collapsed, bringing me into an overly tight hug, but I didn't mind. I wasn't up to wasting my time on something so small, like breathing, when I wouldn't need to soon, anyways. I just hugged him back.

"Thank you, Bella." he whispered into my ear. However, Esme was not so inconspicuous. She lunged forward, gasping as she hugged me and Edward.

"I love you, Bella. Thank you so much." She told me.

"Where are her ashes, Jasper?" Carlisle asked him.

"I've got them at the house. Let's leave now. We don't want to take any chances on timing here." He suggested. Edward lifted me up, cradling me in his arms.

"Let's get this going!" I yelled a smile large on my face. This time, when I laughed, I wasn't alone; everyone was letting out anxious sighs and laughs of relief. We were all going to be together.

I could care less about Jacob. Jacob brought us here.

As we stepped through the doorway, Edward put me down, never letting go of my hand. "Where are we doing this?" HE muttered, starring at me, regret filling his eyes. "Perhaps my room would be most suitable. She's rather fond of the bed." He suggested a hint of a smile in his voice.

"That sounds like a very good idea, Edward. Let's carry on." Carlisle proposed. We walked up the stairs, at human pace. My supposed-to-be marriage bed was turning into my very own death bed. We walked into the room, and Edward lifted me onto the bed, joining me at the same time.

"Bring me the morphine, Emmett." Carlisle told him, then turned back to Edward and I. "We've never had someone willingly be turned, and it was always in a rushed attempt to save them. Obviously, you aren't the same case. So, I'm going to try to give you human pain relievers, morphine, as I said. It may help in the beginning, but after such a while, it may stop working. I can't give you anymore after the maximum does, because you'll still be alive until the very last hour of the transformation, and so you could overdose. Remember, the venom only works as long as your heart is beating."

I squeezed Edwards's hand. "I'll be fine." I smiled reassuringly at all of them. I looked over at Jasper, and remembered that he too could be affected by emotions. I tried to send a deep surge of happiness through me, picturing what my new life was going to be like. A new house with my new family. Edward and I, together, nothing holding us back. This was great. I looked over at Jasper again, and the pain in his eyes lightened very slightly, and that made me even happier, that I could help him, and the pain continued to cease. Eventually, he looked almost normal again, except for the frown that was plastered on his face.

Carlisle had finished setting up the morphine shots, and started walking towards me.

"Now, Edward. You will bite the parts of her body where the blood flows most heavily, but still are the farthest places from her heart. If the venom enters her heart before the transformation is done, it could kill her. So we are going to be going with the places that we used on most everyone here. First, the two wrists have a major artery. You will bite her exactly here and here. Then, another main artery is on the side of her neck, just below her jaw line. So you will bite right here where the shoulder meets the neck, so that you don't puncture it, just in case. The next is in her legs, on the upper thigh. If you bite down to low towards the knee, you may risk the chance of puncturing her tendon. Those are your safest chances. Now, shall we pro-" Carlisle was cut off by Edward.

"I did it last time, I can be alone for this, I'll call you when I'm finished, or if their are any problems. Trust me." He said this very solemnly, and I couldn't help but agree. He wasn't even dazzling me but I still felt the full force. He was amazing. He always would be, nothing could change that, not even death.

FINALLY! I Finished this chapter. TO be honest- I was pretty lazy this week- and kept putting it off. Well, for any of you who were about to stop reading this story to the death of Alice, and the NEAR death of Bella, hopefully you enjoy this chapter- because now you know that Bella will still live. (You couldn't have the book without her!) Thanks for all of your comments, ideas, and support!