He-eyy
Where will you be waking up tomorrow morning?
He-eyy
Out the back door
Goddamn
But I love her anyway
I love her anyway
I love her anyway
Out the back door
Goddamn but I love her anyway
(Miss Jackson-Panic at the disco)
Jay laid in Emma's bed, wearing nothing but his boxers, her cuddled up next to him face to face but asleep. It was morning and he had to go to work soon but he found his fingers wanted to do some tracing before he got out of bed and they traced her jaw line, then wrapped around her chin, waking her up as he leaned her head a bit up, kissing her tenderly.
"Sleepy." she mummered against his lips and his curled into a grin.
"Horny." he declared himself, getting a tired laugh out of her and a slight slap to the chest.
She opened her eyes and he got lost in those brown chocolate waves.
He sat up and he noticed her give in and sit up, his hands went to her hips and guided her onto his lap and she yawned as she sat on him, his back leaning against her bed frame.
"You don't ... seem horny." Emma admitted with a slight smile, not feeling a hard on. Just a little disappointed.
Jay smirked, ah, caught, "I gotta go to work." he admitted.
Her mouth shaped an oh and his eyes searched her face for any other beautiful habits, and when she tilted her head..there was another. So many things he was starting to figure out about her, her habits, her flaws, her tickle spots..
"Are you late?" she asked, getting off him and he frowned but shrugged and finally pulled himself up to get ready.
"No, luckily I woke up in time." he told her, sliding his jeans on.
"Two right choices in one night? Your on a roll." Emma teased with a grin and putting on her white tank top and a pair of jeans on too.
"Two?" Jay asked, confused.
"Well you ended up here last night right?" she asked cheekily and playfully, sitting on her bed indian style as she brushed her hair to one side.
His smirk grew into a genuine smile, "You were jealous." he confirms, happy she was.
She instantly frowned and put her hair brush down on the bed, "I don't get jealous." suddenly she was serious and a bit bitter as he laughed.
He replied back, "Right, Queen of Stubborn and Grudges doesn't get jealous." he grabbed his keys and raised an eyebrow at her, Yeah right.
She took this ratherly hard, "I don't get stubborn." she angered more when he smirked wider to her obvious reaction, "I wasn't jealous." she snapped and got a little meaner, "We're not in a relationship, there's no reason to be jealous. Casual remember?"
Jay narrowed his eyes hard on her as he stopped at her door, holding her handle. There's the old statistic she use to always use when put on the spot! Cold attitude and striking words. Him and her were awfully alike with that.. knew where to hit where it hurts.
"Right." he repeated bitterly, "Casual." he swung her door open and slammed it closed behind him.
Lucas was in the tv room and looked over seeing Jay, "Sup man?" he greeted and saw the anger on his face, "You alright?" he then looked around and at Emma's door, confused, "Did you just come out of Emma's room?" he smirked, "Did you two hook up?"
"Just casual sex." Jay bittered, "That's all it is. Nothing more." he suddenly snapped madly, "She's full of shit." he spat angrily, pointing swiftly at her shut door.
Lucas smirked, nodding and remembering this moment himself when he realised it was more serious with Manny.
"You think you have the power in this kind of relationship and suddenly you realise, you don't." Lucas knew this all too well.
"Morning baby." Manny greeted, coming in and wearing just a towel but her hair dry and she leaned over the couch Lucas was on as he looked up and shared a longing kiss with her.
Jay glanced at them and at Emma's room. Why didn't they act like that? Not in a relationship, that's why, why was he being so confused suddenly?
"Come back to bed." Manny sexily whispered into Lucas' ear who chuckled deeply and glanced to Jay to nod back to Manny.
"Gimme a second." he told her and she nodded, looked to Jay and slightly waved before leaving and Lucas got up.
"Just surrender man." Lucas told him while stopping infront.
"to what?" Jay asked, squinting his eyes at Lucas.
Lucas shrugged like it was simple, "To her."
Jay stared off as Lucas walked around him and left. He went back into Manny's room and even though the giggles and moans were clear to hear, Jay was too lost in thought to hear.
Surrender to Emma?
He felt himself weaken, and his chest gave in but then he snapped back to his anger. Hell no! If he was going to surrender, she had to too, and she had to admit first that she was INDEED jealous!
He stormed out of the apartment.
I love her anyway
Miss Jackson Miss Jackson Miss Jackson
Miss Jackson
Miss Jackson
Are you nasty?
Miss Jackson
Miss Jackson
Are you nasty?
Miss Jackson
Miss Jackson
Are you nasty?
Are you nasty
I love her anyway
"Em?" Manny came into the blondes room the next day.
Emma was moving her room around and out of breath, "hey." she greeted, boxes all over her bed.
Manny glanced around impressed and then sadly pouted when she went to a box, "You're getting rid of mr bacon?" she flashed Emma the pig toy they use to fight over as kids.
Emma giggled and shrugged her shoulder, "Maybe I'll keep that box at moms house." she confirms playfully.
Manny put the toy down and then lifted some pictures and frowned sadly, an old one of her and Emma with Sean, Toby, Liberty..and J.t.
"Both of them.." whispered Manny sadly, tracing her finger along J.t's face in the photo, "Wasn't fair." she mumbled, looking at Sean and his old bandana days.
Emma glanced at her and tried to shrug the conversation off as she grabbed a box, "Want to help me carry some of these boxes to the garbage?" she asked.
"You really want to throw this out?" Manny asked confused. She knew it was a hard memory but one day the pictures wouldn't be SO hard to look at.
Emma just nodded and carried a box to her door, "Let's not talk about it."
"Are you seeing anyone?" Manny blurted, just dying for Emma to talk to her about the Jay situation. Ever since Sean, Emma's been so secretive and it wasn't fair.. maybe that's why she fell so easily for Lucas, he was like her new best friend.. Emma was so on and off.
"You'd know." Emma insisted and Manny raised an eyebrow. What kind of answer was that? Manny dated Jay, Emma could at least give her a small truth to that.
"I've seen Jay in and out." Manny finally said out loud and Emma huffed to swallow hard and set the box down.
She avoided Manny's eyes for a moment and put her arms across another, "It's just Jay." she shrugged it off.
Manny shook her head at Emma in disbelief, it wasn't JUST Jay, it was Jay.
"But you're hooking up again?" Manny asked again and Emma stiffened but nodded, "So highschool." joked Manny, hoping to lighten the mood so Emma would give her something, anything.
"So not serious." Emma tried to wave it off and grabbed the box again.
Manny scoffed madly, sick of this Emma who hid her feelings down to well.
"So serious." Manny corrected, chasing Emma out into their kitchen and Emma closed her eyes, putting the bbox on the counter and rubbed her forehead like she was in pain or something, "Emma, it's Jay. You've guys had this thing between you two since highschool and it's still going on and hasn't faded away, that doesn't say anything at all?"
"He's really good in bed?" Emma offered.
Manny crossed her arms, "You've never been a girl whose just about sex Emma Nelson." she confirmed sternly.
Emma practically sneered at her and grabbed the box, leaving and slamming the door shut behind her. Manny stood there alone and huffed, running a hand through her hair.
Emma made it to the trash can outside and threw the box out, pictures, old letters and kid toys splattered everywhere. She stared down at the one picture with both Sean and J.t in it. Her shoulders fell and she stared at it, tears fighting their way through her eyes.
She quickly whipped them away and looked around, happy no one was around to see and turned around, going back inside.
Miss Jackson
Miss Jackson
Miss Jackson
Are you nasty?The next day Emma sat boredly on her couch and glanced at her phone. Why did some days seem so lonely?
She grabbed it and opened it up, no texts..she noticed not even from Jay, weird. She decided to text him.
Emma; what are you doing?
She placed her phone down and tried to focus on the movie playing on the T.v as the door opened, Manny and Lucas coming in giggling and making out.
Emma rolled her eyes and tried to keep focused and glanced at her phone, still nothing.
"Oh, hey Em." giggled Manny, covering her mouth and blushing as Lucas smirked.
"Movie night alone tonight?" he asked her.
Emma glared a bit but rolled her eyes, use to his teasing. He practically lived with them now.
"What'd you guys do?" she asked, changing the subject.
"he took me out for dinner." Manny said as if swept off her feet...well, guess it was pretty sweet compaired to other guys she dated.
Lucas kissed her tenderly but let his eyes sneak back to Emma as he drifted off but loud and clear, "Then the date turned into a double."
"Oh did you see Liberty and her new boyfriend?" Emma asked, interested.
Manny bit her lower lip, glancing at Lucas and then shook her head no, "Jay and Bree." it seemed both Lucas and Manny waited for her reaction.
"Oh." Emma simply stated, holding a stone hard face, "Fun." she turned back to the tv.
Manny and Lucas shared a look and he nodded at her, going into her room as Manny went to Emma, "Are you mad?" she asked.
"Hmm?" Emma snapped back to her and stiffed a laugh, "That Jay's on a date? No." she glanced at her phone once more and clenched her fists, and felt her stomach turn..jerk.
Manny slowly nodded, "So.. you guys are going to date other people then?"
"We weren't dating in the first place." Emma snapped at her, narrowing her eyes and huffed. Couldn't they see she was TRYING to watch a movie?
Manny rolled her eyes at her best friend and lifted her hands in defense, "Fine." she got up and turned, "Then you don't mind she comes to our part tomorrow." she tossed over her shoulder.
Emma's mouth fell and betrayl crossed her face as she watched Manny walk off.
How could she?!
