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I walked home, shattered. I didn't wanna catch the bus home. Walking let me take my mind off things. My heart belonged to Jonas, and there was no way I could ever get it back without him knowing.
iI mean, it's not like I can just walk up to him and go "Hey, can I have my heart back? Thanks!"/i What am I going to do?
I fixed one problem, and started another…
"Don't tell anyone." This must be why. He doesn't want the world to know we shared one beautiful amazing moment. Is he embarrassed? Is he worried what people would say? I know I would be…
When I got home, Ash called. I didn't want to answer, but I could never blow Ash off. I picked up the phone and sniffled in an audible "Hello?"
"Hey, Josie, can I come over?" she said.
"Yeah, sure," I raised my eye brows in surprise.
"Okay, I'll be over in a sec," she said and hung up.
Must be something important. Ash never calls just to come over. Something is always to be discussed.
I flopped onto my bed and opened up Eclipse, a book my friend let me borrow. But I closed the book and put it back down, jealous of the beautiful relationship Bella and Edward could hold, even though it was near impossible to be together. I looked through the pile of books on my shelf.
I peered upon my favorite, Romeo and Juliet.
iWhy can't we hold a relationship like that? Nick and I are on opposite ends of a feud created by our own selves. We don't need "unnecessary deaths" to end this fight. I'm willing to give up, but I think I already have./i
I sighed and closed my eyes, but the sound of the doorbell ringing had me sitting up and bellowing "It's open!"
Ash journeyed into my room with a crumpled piece of paper in her hands.
"Look what I found!" she said excitedly.
I tilted my head sideways at the paper. "What's that?"
"Well," she started, "I was walking home from school today and I saw Jonas sitting on a bench in the park. And of course I'd never see him somewhere peaceful and quiet so I had to see what was up. Apparently, he had a guitar with him and was like writing a song or something. So I hid in the bushes to listen, but I guess I made too much noise and whatever he was writing, he crumpled up and threw in the trash and left. Well, after he was gone, I took out the piece of paper and read it," she handed me the crumpled mass. "It seems pretty suspicious."
I tried to flatted out the paper on my thigh and read:
"I wrote this lyric for you, all by myself What makes you think I need you, or anybody else? But when you see me walking, just staring at my feet, Cause I'm not all about you, I'm already complete. I hope this doesn't make you cry, But I don't wanna make you mine, I told you for the millionth time, That I don't need you in my life. But you can see through me And how you get to me, You know I'm just a fraud, I'm just afraid I feel the same, But don't tell anyone Don't tell anyone I wake up thinking of you, and that weirds me out. I try not to call you, but I can't do without. Hearing your voice tell me, that I am on your mind, It wouldn't work to rush this, I'll come around in time. I hope that you can understand, But now I don't know where I stand, I'd rather hide behind these walls, Pretending I don't care at all But you can see through me And how you get to me, You know I'm just a fraud, I'm just afraid I feel the same, But don't tell anyone Don't tell anyone Life keeps going on, The world keeps spinning round Can't we stop going in circles? Am I afraid of what they'll say? What you confuse to see-- you and me But you can see through meAnd how you get to me, You know I'm just a fraud, I'm just afraid I feel the same, But don't tell anyone Don't tell anyone But you can see through me And how you get to me, You know I'm just a fraud, I'm just afraid I feel the same, But don't tell anyone Don't tell anyone"
I put the paper down and closed my eyes.
Was this some sort of a sign? I had to know.
"Well, what do you think of it?" Ash asked.
"Don't tell anyone?" I asked.
"Not a soul."
I told her what happened the night of her party, every last detail.
"And then he handed me a note with 'Don't tell anyone' scribbled on it," I finished.
"Hmmm, that's weird. Want me to ask him?" Ash said.
"No, that would be too weird if he found out what happened. Let's just see what happens," I smiled.
"Ooooh so you DO like him!" she exclaimed.
"DO NOT!"
"DO TOO!"
"Ugh, Ash, 'You can see through me'," I laughed.
"Haha, yes, that's true," she smiled.
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