I will feel pain for you.
His hot mouth moved against hers, and he tasted her. He growled and closed his eyes tighter knowing full well his eyes were bleeding. He forced himself to pull back "Enough" He fought to say the words. He was in pain. His cock was a steel rod right now and his mouth watered for her blood.
Kagome grabbed his shirt tight "Sesshomaru."
"Enough," He said again opening his eyes.
She could see the pain he was in, she moved closer, and he inhaled, and when he closed his eyes she brushed her lips against his again, and he devoured them again.
She moaned, and he tore away again "Kagome we must stop."
"Is it because I am human."
"I do not care about you species woman" He gave up on caring about that a long time ago.
"Then why try to burn at my hands? Why be in this pain when I want you as well."
"Because the pain I would inflict on you would be far worse Miko, it matters not what I do; I am sick, and haunted."
She loosened her hands on him and dropped them "Then, then I'll leave"
"Then I will be in agony" He stepped closer and grabbed her hands and placed them on his chest "Killing me would be the only way to save my soul and yours."
She wanted to cry "Why?"
"I will take the pain for you Miko because my desire, my pain is dark" He looked down at his hands covering her "There is blood on these hands, I have done a great many evil things with them, to save my soul would be to taint your own."
"I don't care."
His eyes met hers "You will care when my claws are dragging down your human flesh, and my fangs crush the veins in your neck."
"So it is because I am human."
"It is because I care woman!"
"If you can feel pain for me then I'm willing to feel it for you."
"I am not willing to take that chance," He told her quickly "As I said before, you have no idea what your playing with, yet you do. I am a killer Miko."
"But you could be my lover."
To get his point across he pushed her to the bed and held her wrist down above he head "If you think I would be sustained by a fuck here and there you are wrong."
She was breathing fast, but not from fear.
"And make no mistake Miko, we are not talking about your human version of lovemaking" He dipped his hips down, pressing his hardness against her soft body and she gasped, but it was a mistake on his part, for her hips responded and met his.
"Please" She begged,
He stuck his nose to her neck and took her in, God she was still so virgin and had no idea.
"Kagome, if I started this there would be no stopping me, I would devour every inch of you, leave you afraid of me."
"I'm not afraid, I've never been afraid."
"You should be, I want to do very bad things to you, I want to hear you moan and scream, beg for more and for mercy."
She moaned, now she was in pain not only of the body but in her heart. She never knew. She never knew he has such desire, that he was capable of such passion.
"The mark I would leave on you would eat your very soul Miko, my demon would win over me, and that's if it didn't kill you."
He slowly kissed her neck where her pulse was "No man has touched you" He could smell her now, her arousal, it should have been fear. "If I where to take you, make no mistake you would be mine forever, and no other would ever touch you."
He looked at her "The pain you endure has I penetrated your virgin womanhood would crush you."
Kagome was blood red and in a haze of lust and then she did something rather stupid "Let me kiss you."
He knew he shouldn't but how could he deny her that? He leaned down ready to press his lips against hers when she moved and planted a kiss on the marking on his cheek, then she moved again and placed on his neck "Kagome."
She reached up and moved his hair and inhaled him which made him close his eyes and smell her.
Then his eyes snapped open, blood red as she sank her teeth into him.
Pain wasn't even the right word; Agony was not even the right word, Suffering wasn't even in the right word. He wanted to rip out his own heart to stop what was about to happen.
He was going to kill her because the things he was about to do to her would have her cowering in a corner begging for him never to touch her again, and it was going to break his heart, and that was worse than death.
Perhaps he deserved it; maybe this was his punishment.
"Forgive me" He whispered,
