Finally! I'm back with a new chapter! I was busy with family things. Done now so...on with the show. It won't take so long now we are back in business! Also, special thanks to .just courtney. my new beta. Hopefully my writing will flow better and have less errors now. :) (She fixes all my boo boos)

So many emotions encompassed me that night: love, passion and a newly found serenity but there was also confusion, fear and worry mixed in. I was uncertain of my actions and my thirst for Godric's blood was insatiable. I avoided the subject with him for several days. I knew we would talk about it eventually, but I wanted to avoid the conversation as long as possible. I hadn't come to terms with what had happened in my mind and I didn't understand it all. Talking about it made it real and it frightened me. I had too many new things going on. I was starting to have visions and dream things. It wasn't like it used to be when I could call my parent's and talk to them. I felt alone even in a room full of people. It was emotionally exhausting.

I had become closer with Manny. He was my rock in the chaos. Manny seemed to understand what was going on, and he didn't expect anything. He let me be me and it felt good. It seemed things progressed naturally when I was with him. It was then strange things started to happen. One night when Manny and I were trying to make dinner, he asked me to pass him the milk. I did, only I never moved in the literal sense. How he got it I have no idea. It was the same way with a roach that was in Manny's store.

He was such a girl. The man was on his chair like an elephant afraid of a mouse screaming for me to kill it. Well, I did. It exploded everywhere and that's when Manny started calling me a MILB. He said it stood for Mother I Like to Blow up things and he gave a few other references I choose not to name. He is terrible!

You have to love Manny.

I was so frightened by all of the sudden changes. I felt even more isolated and alone. It wasn't that Godric wasn't there for me, because he was. It was more that I felt he couldn't understand. I was ashamed of my need for him. My desire for his blood was overwhelming. It consumed me. I didn't understand my body or my new powers. It was enough to scare anyone.

Because of this I had allowed the night that should have brought us closer together, to push us apart. It was not my intention, but it was unfortunately what happened. I was not oblivious to the situation, but I hid in books and told myself everything was fine.

And everything wasn't fine.

I was too scared to deal with reality. I really missed Godric. He was giving me the space I needed, but the hurt he held inside tugged at my heart.

I needed him.

I wanted him.

I was brushing my hair when I saw Godric's handsome reflection in the mirror. He was heartbroken; his eyes reflected the pain he could not hide. I bit my lip and turned as I sat the brush down. I could feel the electricity that radiated off of his skin even though he was just a step away. We always connected no matter how far apart.

God, I want him.

I swallowed hard.

"You look stunning," he said with a small, sad smile. I could tell it was forced. He hadn't been smiling much. I guess I hadn't given him much to smile about. The tension rolling of us was palpable and I inhaled sharply as he stepped closer and placed his palm on my cheek.

Finally.

His skin was so soft.

"I won't ask you to sit beside me later. I know you aren't comfortable there. I just," he sighed at a loss for words and closed his eyes. He was so beautiful but that wasn't what bothered me so much. It was the fact that his mere nearness was making my mouth water. He rested his forehead against mine and I tensed as I held my breath.

I wanted nothing more than to sink my teeth into his flesh. Was I a terrible person?

I was so ashamed. He was trying to be sweet and I couldn't even concentrate. Godric moved a little closer and rested his hands on my hips.

"Emayn," his voice was thick as he pleaded. I felt my canines begin to extend and my breathing picked up.

I can't do this. I can't bite him again. He wants to make love and all I want is his rich, luscious blood dripping down my throat.

Delicious.

Oh God!

What will he think of me?

I pulled away and dashed out the door. I knew it left him feeling devastated. It certainly left me feeling many things. All of which I wanted to deny.

I selfishly hid myself in the library and found sanctuary in a book. I was such a coward. I didn't come out until I knew the house was full of people.

Stupid!

I mentally punished myself for hurting him. He had done nothing wrong. Everything was my fault. I peeked out the door later that night and scanned the room until my eyes settled on Godric. He must have heard me come out because his blue eyes watched me as he spoke. I could see the pain his eyes held. I felt horrible knowing I had put it there. I decided to get some air. I needed to get away from his gaze.

I slipped out the back door and looked up at the twinkling stars. It must be nice to shine so bright and have no worries.

"I've been trying to put a finger on what's off but I can't."

I turned to face Eric. I should have known he would follow me.

Damn vampire.

"Perhaps you shouldn't try," I said as I turned back to the stars.

I felt him close behind me.

"Perhaps, but then who would care for my sweet Emayn when I didn't? Unfortunately, you are like a sister to me even if I didn't want you to be." His tone was so irritatingly Eric.

I laughed in spite of myself, turned, and looked up to see his face.

"What do you want Northman?"

"Tisk, Tisk. Aren't we the frisky one," he arched a perfect eyebrow. "I want to know why Godric isn't happy. He's been extremely upset and I am betting that has something to do with you. I thought you were supposed to make him happy and do all of that," he exaggerated with his hands, "You know love type stuff."

Eric Northman talking about love was like a Zebra without its stripes. It just didn't work. Although it was quite an amusing site to behold,especially when I knew how uncomfortable it made him to talk about it.

"I'm dealing with some things at the moment. I don't suppose you would understand," I answered simply because I didn't want to address the issue with him.

"I see," he snapped with a calculated look. I could tell he was up to something. I knew Eric well enough to know. He smirked and grabbed my arm.

"You like to fly?" He tilted his head in question.

"Why do you ask?"

I was almost afraid to answer.

"Well, I guess I'll just take my chances then." He grabbed my arm and we shot up before I could protest. He was too fast and I clung to him for fear of falling. He chuckled as he turned me in his arms.

"Look at the city, little thorn. Enjoy the view for a moment."

Little thorn? I don't like his choice of words. And I don't know that I liked this game anymore. We landed swiftly on the roof close to Manny's book store. He released me and I took a few steps trying to regain my balance.

"You know that stuff they say about vampires being graceful? They lied. I want a refund," I said flustered.

Eric smirked.

"Practice," he replied back then looked down at something. I walked over to see what he was looking at.

I knew perfectly well he had a reason for bringing me here. Eric always does. I had a clear view of Manny's shop and Manny from where we stood.

"It would be a shame if something happened to Manny," Eric threatened.

I frowned, growing angry. Eric was beginning to get me upset. It suddenly dawned on me that that was apparently his goal.

"Don't threaten me Eric!"

"Talk to me then. Tell me what is going on. I have never seen Godric like this and I don't know how to handle it!" He yelled at me.

I turned away shaking my head.

"I can't."

"You can't what? Ema, I am here for you if you will talk to me. I can try to help. You love him. What is the problem?"

I felt the warm tears and looked down fighting them. I would not cry. I hated not being able to control my emotions. I hated how I had been to Godric. I hated the entire situation and most of all I hated who I had become.

"I don't know what I am anymore. Who I am, I…I don't feel right. It's like I can't," I paused looking down ashamed.

Eric tilted my chin up.

"You crave blood?" he questioned without a trace of judgment on his face.

I don't know why I thought Eric would judge me. He wanted nothing more than for his maker to be happy. I was thinking along the same lines, only I was at a crossroads of how exactly to accomplish that goal.

"Yes."

"Ema, why are you ashamed of that?"

"Is that what I am now?" I asked more to myself than him. "I mean I don't look like a vampire, not really. I can do things most can't."

Eric smiled at me and slipped his arm around my shoulder.

"Ah, yes, well that you can. Ema, you will never be just anything. You are special. You carry on your legacy and only carry part of the vampire gene. I couldn't tell you how much. Why worry? So you crave a little blood. Is that so bad?"

He had made me feel a little better about it.

"I guess not. I just never knew I could feel like this. It's so strong and when I get around Godric, it's really bad."

Eric nodded in understanding.

"Does he know this?"

"I'm not sure if he knows how bad the craving is. I think he might."

Most likely, Godric knew that I was craving him and denying myself. He usually knew what I needed before I even knew what I needed. He seemed to know me better than I knew myself.

"He thinks you are rejecting who you have become then?" Eric said softly.

"He may." This concept worried me. I didn't want him thinking I rejected him in any way. I didn't. I just needed to adjust. It was taking me more time than I had originally planned.

"No, he does. His pain is palpable. You have felt it just as I have."

Eric was right. Godric did think that I was simply trying to act as if I didn't know that. It made my pain easier to deal with.

I sighed and looked away. How could I hurt him like that? I was so stupid. I have no idea what I was thinking, if I was thinking at all. I needed to fix this. I had to fix this before it went too far and was beyond repair. It didn't escape my heart that he hadn't come for me. He had allowed me to leave his presence that hurt.

"He let me go," I whispered in sudden realization.

Eric raised a curious eyebrow as I became more distraught.

"He let you bring me here. He let me out of his care, he hasn't done that ever. Not since…I got here. He," I swallowed and turned away. I couldn't help but think maybe he had given up on me, on us.

I felt a soothing hand on my shoulder.

"Ema, he knew you were safe with me. He would not allow you to leave unless he knew you were safe. I spoke with him before we came. He approved of me bringing you. It wasn't without reservations but he knew you were safe."

I turned to see Eric's handsome face.

"So, why did he have reservations?"

"He didn't approve of my methods. He knew you would be upset."

I thought of Manny and nodded. Godric was right. I could see him being worried about that. I sat down on the edge of the building, lost in thought.

"I could lose him," I said more to myself than him.

Eric didn't speak as he sat beside me. He didn't need to. It was never his intention to play a therapist and figure out my problems. He simply wanted Godric and I back together and happy.

"You won't," he said after a long while. "He is in love with you. Godric doesn't love easily and he has never been in love. You have his heart, Emayn. Don't waste it being petty. It is a very fragile."

I was surprised to hear him speak about Godric in such a manner. I turned to see his face.

Godric? Fragile?

"I know what you are thinking. Yes, I meant what I said. Godric may be the strongest vampire we know to exist. There are possibly others. His heart, by some miracle, has changed and he doesn't feel like a vampire anymore. He holds hope in some way I can't fathom. He dares to dream of peace and a future with you. You can break him, Emayn. You are his one weakness. I know of no other."

I swallowed as I contemplated this. Godric could break me too, very easily. He was my weakness as well. I loved him so very much. I paused when the feeling hit me. I could see everything so clearly as if I were there myself. I could not let that happen. I shivered as a chill set in my bones.

"Ema?" Eric touched my arm.

I turned with fear in my eyes.

"We must go, now! The Guardians are coming to question Godric, it's not good. He can't stand alone."

I could see the concern in Eric's eyes at my words. The Guardian's were ancient soul's who protected our people. They remained the right hand of the High Vampire Counsel which led me to believe something was amiss or they were worried about me. I had to make them see I was safe with Godric. They did, after all entrust him with my safe keeping until now. I would have to play my hand.

I didn't have to tell Eric twice. He knew there was meaning in my words. I never said something in fear unless I meant it. I knew what I saw and if we didn't hurry, what I saw would come to pass. I wasn't sure of a lot of the things I saw, but of this, I was certain. We were home in record time and I ran through the back door quickly.

Godric was on his feet as soon as I entered.

"Emayn?" he questioned with a confused look.

"The Guardian's are coming," I blurted still catching my breath.

He grabbed my arm and turned to the others.

"We must prepare for their arrival."

I shook my head.

"Godric, we don't have enough time."

He met my eyes.

"Then Eric will get you out of here."

"I won't go without you."

"I did not ask you," he looked at Eric pointedly.

I huffed.

"No you didn't, but you can't do this without me. I've seen it and you need my help."

"Do you have time to?" Eric looked at me curious and I raised an eyebrow.

"No, it will weaken him."

"It will make you stronger. Godric is very old it won't effect him much. You should take him to the study," he pointed out not the least bit concerned who heard.

Okay, that wasn't embarrassing. I'll have to remember to thank Eric later with a smack on the head. It wasn't like everyone didn't have vampire hearing. I felt a gentle tug on my arm and turned to Godric.

"Come."

Fantastic.

I was now thoroughly embarrassed.

As we walked, I noticed a vampire I had seen in my head recently and his human female companion. If I recalled correctly, her name was Sookie.

"Take her to the basement she will be safe there," I told him as we passed.

He looked at me oddly, but nodded and did as I asked just the same. Once we were in the study Godric closed the French doors. I was suddenly overcome with nervousness and kept my eyes downcast. We were both very aware of why we were here. I could no longer pretend. Eric made sure of that.

Oh that Eric, Grrr….

Godric's long finger came gently under my chin and tilted it up to face him.

"Is something wrong, Ema?"

"No, I just," I paused and looked deeply in his pale blue eyes that still held so much emotion. Biting my lip I stepped closer and stroked his cheek. He looked so content as he closed his eyes.

Time to bite the bullet, girlfriend.

"I haven't been honest with you, Godric."

He opened his pale lids and his eyes locked with mine.

"Why?"

"I was frightened. I was ashamed to want you like I did."

I felt the tears well up in my eyes and spill over. I was no longer able to fight the emotion I held deep inside. Godric cupped my face in his palms ever so gently.

"My beautiful Ema. How can I express how much I love you? I could feel how much you wanted me. I just didn't know why you wouldn't take what you needed. It is a part of who you are, it is who I am. I could never judge you. I want you to want me. It makes me happy," his voice trembled as he kissed my forehead.

"Do you know why you feel so strongly?"

I shook my head no. He smiled and kissed my wrist.

"It is because you feel for the both of us little one. You see, I crave you as well. I have never craved another as I crave you Emayn. Only it is not to feed that I want to taste you. I just need," he paused inhaling deeply. "I ache for you," he stated as he drew back to look into my eyes. I drew in a deep breath at his words. They touched me on so many levels. I ached for him too and in so many different ways.

"We are pressed for time, my love. You must take from me."

His breathy words brought me back to the present.

"Godric, you need your strength," I whispered.

"I have you."

I felt like my heart would explode with the love I felt for this man. He kissed my cheeks then. I realized when his face pulled back that his lips were covered in blood, my blood. I no longer shed tears, but blood like a vampire. His tongue snaked out and licked his bottom lip slowly. I felt my breath quicken as I watched. His hands slid purposely down my sides to my hips and pulled me against him. He knew exactly how to play this game.

"Spicy," he teased.

Securing me with one hand, Godric used a finger on his free hand to wipe across my cheek and held it up to my lips.

"Taste."

I found I couldn't resist the invitation. I drew his finger into my mouth and moaned softly as my eyes fluttered closed. He pulled me tighter and I felt his lips at my ear.

"I'm waiting," he purred.

Releasing his finger, I opened my eyes to be greeted with the pale skin of his neck.

So perfect.

I licked a small trail on the sensitive flesh and heard him moan. I could no longer restrain myself the intense emotion was too strong. I pressed myself closer to his hard body. It felt like I couldn't get close enough. His fingers clutched at my thigh as he lifted it around his waist.

Desire.

Need.

Love.

I had to bite him. My teeth took over bursting forth and slicing easily into his iridescent skin. It was quick and precise. I felt the pleasure overtake him as my fists balled up in his shirt. I simply hoped I didn't tear it. It wasn't as if I needed to feel for the both of us. Feeling for myself was quite enough, thank you.

Basic carnal urges were beginning to kick in. I could feel passion and lust start to rise in me. It didn't help when he pressed me into the wall. Now was certainly not the time to act on any of those urges. Sheesh! My body was ahead of my brain.

Stupid, hormones!

I finally released my hold on his neck but I did not move. I was trying to rein in the monster that threatened to overtake my body. I trembled as he held me. His hands gently enveloped my smaller ones. We were both unsteady as we tried to calm our breathing.

"I know little one. I feel it too but we must be strong. Now is not the time. You can do this. You are much stronger than you give yourself credit for."

Under the coaxing of his hands, I let go of his shirt and wrapped my arms around him. He held me close and kissed my head.

"I love you, angel."

I loved to hear him say those words. I noticed his accent seemed more pronounced or perhaps I just paid more attention. I got distracted when he tensed as the door opened. I was glad I was no longer draped on him like I was before. I'm sure it would have been quite the picture.

"Godric," Eric said, meeting his eyes.

"I know. Ema, I need you to stay here."

I looked back and forth at their faces.

"What? Eric you know I can't just," he raised his hand.

"I know, but for now."

I nodded and moved to lean on a nearby desk. I saw Isabel waiting just inside the door.

"Isabel," Godric said with a nod of his head. He didn't have to say more. Isabel's nod back told me that she understood and was to stay with me. I watched him until the doors closed.

God, give me strength.

I closed my eyes and listened intently as visions assaulted my head.

Godric entered the room and sat down. The Guardian's were always imposing, but Godric would never show any fear. If he felt any, it was unknown.

"I am Dailus. The counsel is very concerned and has sent me to check on the situation."

The large Guardian spoke as he looked around unconcerned. He knew there was little chance anyone here could oppose him. The two guardians with him remained silent.

Godric smiled faintly. "As you can see everything here is in order. There is no need for the counsel to be concerned. All is well and Emayn is safe. She will remain safe as long as she is in my care."

Eric stood next to Godric hoping this situation remained calm. The guardian seemed relaxed.

"Indeed, we have received word the enemy moves closer. She must be ready and there is some concern she is distracted."

There was no doubt of what he meant by distraction.

"Would you have me force her?" Godric questioned appalled.

"Yes, if need be. This war is bigger than she can ever imagine."

Godric shook his head, "I am quite sure she can imagine. She has had enough placed on her young shoulders. The girl was ripped from her home and tossed into an unfamiliar nest of vampires. She has lost every one that was dear to her. I will not allow any more. Do not come in my home and tell me how to conduct my personal life."

He was getting angry and it showed. It was probably not a good thing given the circumstances. Dailus stepped closer and smirked.

"Do you think you can simply do as you wish, vampire? You think because you have walked the earth for two thousand years, you are untouchable?" His entire demeanor changed.

"You cannot imagine the path you walk," he hissed. Eric tensed. He knew what was coming. The entire room knew what this would lead to. Dailus laughed sharply before he looked back at the other Guardians.

"It seems we will have to remind this vampire of his place."

It took only a second, he hadn't even turned back to Godric before the French doors to the study exploded, stunning him and the crowded room. His face was a mixture of shock and awe.

I walked out after hearing the entire conversation. I would never allow Godric, or anyone, in that room to be hurt. It was over. I hadn't meant to blow the doors, oops. I was a little eager. I walked forward, passed a stunned Isabel, and didn't stop until I was standing in front of Dailus.

"You will not be reminding Godric of anything if you value your life," I threatened.

He looked stunned.

"You…you blew up the doors?" he managed to say still stunned.

"Yes, my powers that you thought I was too preoccupied to develop have been in full swing. Obviously you were misinformed. Perhaps you should check with your informant again. Godric has been patiently allowing me to grow and I do not take kindly to my mate being threatened. I will defend my family."

He swallowed hard and shook his head.

"I was not told of this bond."

"That is not my problem. It is my problem if you touch him. This war has already cost me my parents. I won't lose him or anyone in his nest he chooses to protect."

Godric stepped forward and touched my arm.

"Ema, I think it is a misunderstanding. I don't think they were informed correctly and perhaps that might tie into what is going on."

I turned to him and shook my head.

"You really want to defend this nut job?"

I sound just like Manny.

Godric sighed. He was so cute.

"You've spent too much time around Manny."

Glad I'm not the only one who thinks that.

"Dailus is a guardian and that is a position of respect. He is here to protect you, precious. He is doing what he thinks is right," Godric disagreed as he stroked my cheek.

I shot Dailus a dirty look.

"Yeah, he's arrogant and abuses his power. He wants to hurt you to prove a point."

Godric inhaled deeply. I knew he was trying to remain calm and at the same time relax me. He rarely got upset. It was an unusual atmosphere and Godric didn't like the tension in his home.

"I do not think," he started, but seeing movement I turned and Dailus was on his knees without me so much as lifting a finger.

Bet he doesn't try that again.

"My love, you must let him go," Godric said as he tried to calm me.

"Please just," I cried out as I shook my head. It was too much, all of the emotions and everyone coming at me from all angles it felt like I still hadn't perfected everything. It probably wasn't a wise choice to go after the Guardian, but there was no way I would let him hurt Godric.

Wait, was I even sure of what he was going to? No. He had just moved a little. I didn't know what the poor Guardian was going to do, but he annoyed me.

Godric gently lifted my face in his hands.

"Beautiful, you are hurting him. Let him go. He isn't a threat. He isn't going to hurt me. I know this is all overwhelming, but I am here."

I nodded and looked at the man on the floor. I was starting to understand why I would be feared. I was a monster. I gasped as he stood.

"I'm sorry."

I didn't want to be feared. To my surprise he smiled at me and bowed.

"It is an honor to serve you."

Wait, what?

The other guardian's followed suit.

"I don't understand."

Dailus rose before he spoke.

"We have waited for the time when one would fulfill the prophecy and it is coming true before my very eyes. I only hoped I would live to see the day when the peacemaker would walk among us. And here you stand before me."

He seemed so shocked that I was really in front of him. "Forgive me. We did not know for sure if you would actually be what we hoped. We lived on a dream. You are everything that was foretold. You have mated with a vampire and somehow your body has adapted into this magnificent creature that stands before me now. The counsel will be overjoyed."

I didn't really care what the counsel thought. I wanted Godric and I wanted peace. I understood that it went hand in hand.

"I am sorry if I distressed you. We simply had to insure your safety. I see now we had no worries. If you need our assistance at anytime we are at your disposal. You are our priority. When the time comes we will be at your side."

I smiled, he was actually very sweet. I could feel the sincerity of his emotions. This guardian would actually die for me. He felt very strongly for what I stood for.

Wow.

"Thank you. Again, I am sorry I haven't mastered all of my powers just yet," I told him honestly. I felt I owed him an explanation.

He bowed his head in respect.

"There is no need for an apology. We will not take up any more of your time."

I watched them as they disappeared swiftly out the front door. I bit my lip and turned back to the French doors. Fantastic, I can't believe I did that.

"Godric, I'm sorry about the doors. I,"I would have completed my train of thought only his lips cut me off. So much for public displays of affection, I gasped in surprise then regrouped and wrapped my arms around his neck.

"A little explosive are we?"

I giggled at Eric's snarky comment as Godric pulled back to look me in the eye.

Stunning.

"You will need to learn to put back that which you have destroyed. Healing is important too," Godric stated as he looked over my shoulder at his doors.

Yeah, more to learn what else is new?

"Please everyone let's try and resume our evening," Godric said calmly as he took my hand. I looked around. my attention once again lost on the human known as Sookie. She was interesting. I had seen her too many times thanks to Eric. Increasingly so as of late.

Godric was in a conversation so I slipped away. Her smile was friendly when she saw me.

"That was amazing what you did," she started before I could speak. I shrugged.

"It's not something I have a handle on just yet."

"Oh, well it will come in time. When I was growing up it took me a while to figure out I was different and how everything worked. It will come."

Bill excused himself for a moment and she watched him walk away.

"Bill said you were very brave," she added with a smile.

I got the feeling she admired strong women. I laughed as I answered.

"I don't know if I was brave or stupid. I just hoped I had enough control of my power to protect everyone. Tell me how do you know Eric?" I asked as I pushed myself up on the top of a barstool.

Sookie looked stunned.

"He's the sheriff in Shreveport. I've been to his club, Fangtasia; it's how we originally met. It's kind of a love hate relationship," she said as she looked off.

"Oh, more love though?" I questioned.

Her eyebrows rose suspiciously.

"I…Why would you ask that?"

I wondered if she would be able to read my mind but I realized now she couldn't.

I looked around to make sure Bill was still absent. Seeing the coast was clear I smiled at her.

"I have seen a few things. I guess I found them kind of odd considering and I just wondered what your relationship was. He seemed quite taken with you."

"Are you sure we're talking about the same Eric? You know: tall, blonde, broody and arrogant?"

I smiled, "Yes, Northman, that would be the one."

She looked surprised.

"Not to change the subject, but who is Sophie and how does Bill," I felt a cool hand slide over my lips and cut off my sentence.

"Sookie, can I steal my beautiful Ema from you?" Godric questioned as he held my mouth shut. I didn't break his embrace enjoying the sudden nearness of him. Isn't it funny that my only train of thought was focused on being closer to him? His chest pressed against my back was all consuming at that point.

"Certainly," she answered with a confused look.

Godric had me in our room in a manner of seconds. He shut the door and I swear he glared at me.

"You can not be a fortune teller Ema. That is not your fate!"

Whoa. What did I do?

Godric groaned and sat on the bed, rubbing his face in his hands. He usually wasn't like this and I knew that, but it was a very stressful day for us both. I felt his irritation immediately. Even Godric had a breaking point.

"I'm sorry, little one. I know you are becoming comfortable with who you are. So many things are in your head and it's confusing. It's just that the things you see aren't suppose to be told. Not when it is relative to a person's life. Is that really important? It wasn't a matter of life and death so why say anything?"

Well, he certainly made me feel like crap. I felt my bottom lip tremble as my eyes begin to fill with tears and blur. Godric had never became very angry with me. It caught me off guard. I could see his face change from irritation to sympathy.

"No, no, no, my sweet."

He was on his feet in an instant. I was in his arms before I could breathe. His cool breath caressed my shoulder as he soothed me.

"I'm so sorry, little one. Forgive me. How could I be so cruel? You did not know."

He kissed me so many times I was dizzy and my head was left spinning in his wake.

"Please, say you forgive me. Though it is true I do not deserve it I can only hope you will bless me with it anyway," he pleaded.

God, he is so adorable.

"I am a fool," he said breathily as he rested his forehead against mine. "It has been an oddly stressful day and you do not deserve my anger. It is misplaced. I am sorry, my little angel."

"Godric," I managed in a shaky voice.

It felt like so long since he had touched me, had it really been only days ago? It seemed like forever.

I moved back knowing he was watching me. I allowed him this as I tried to appear seductive and slowly pulled my shirt over my head. I tossed it carelessly to the floor. I didn't really care where it landed as long as it was gone.

"You are so beautiful."

Godric's eyes traveled over my body slowly. I leaned forward and grabbed his shirt.

"Your turn," I teased.

He inhaled softly and allowed me to remove his shirt.

Mmmm, I do love a six pack on a man. Godric is such a beautiful man, too. How did I get so lucky? I wasn't complaining.

Nuh-Uh. Not me.

I reached out and ran my fingertips over the muscles of his abdomen and watched as they contracted. I would have done it again, but I looked up and the way he was sucking on his lower lip was just too much for me to resist. I had to taste him. He stopped breathing when I leaned forward.

"Ema, this is probably not a good idea with company."

I smirked and stuck my tongue out running it across his lower lip.

"Why is that?"

Wow, I even sounded sexy to myself. Nice job.

I was suddenly flat on my back with him hovering over me. I didn't miss the distinct sound of my clothes ripping.

Ohmygod!

His eyes twinkled with mischief.

"It does not matter anymore. I find I am beyond caring."

I was going to address that subject but he silenced me with a kiss.

I thought caring was overrated myself.

Those lips…..

I lost myself in his touch and let the troubles of the previous days disappear. I knew this was just the beginning. I had wasted precious time when I could have been learning. I could have lost him today and the Guardians were proof that I needed to step up my game. No more goofing off. It was time to get busy. If I lost him I could never go on. He was my world.

It was near sunrise and I lay curled up in his arms. Godric was gently stroking my back with his thumb. It was so soothing.

"I want you to teach me."

"I know," he answered me.

"I have to push this Godric. I have no choice."

I knew he understood. He knew how upset I was earlier. Our lovemaking had been intense and it was because of what had happened. I felt more connected to him then I ever had.

"I will help you but for now rest."

I sighed and tapped my fingers on his chest. After a moment he placed his hand on mine. I looked at his face, but he had his eyes closed.

"Something changed didn't it?" I questioned in wonder.

"Go to sleep."

That wasn't an answer.

"You are avoiding the question," I pointed out.

"And you should be resting," he commented back opening his eyes.

"You didn't bite me."

"No, I didn't."

He was simply confirming what I already knew.

"Didn't you want to?" I continued.

"Emayn," he growled now. "You need to go to sleep."

"I just," I was confused. "You usually bite me. I mean…when we are alone, not that we have been alone a lot." I realized how it sounded. "But usually you do I mean I bit you earlier and I know you must be hungry, right?"

His blue eyes never left mine.

"I want you to go to sleep!" His stern voice started me. He realized his words might have been too harsh and then added. "Please."

"I want to know why. It brings me pleasure," I confessed and bit my lip. "I like it just like you do. I feel closer to you and you said earlier you desire me too, right? So, I don't understand. I could feel you wanted it. Is this because of what I did to you?"

He attempted to sit up but I straddled him.

Why did I get the feeling I was missing something in the grand scheme of things? He sighed and looked away from my face.

"I want an answer."

"I know you do my love."

"Then give me one." I demanded.

He finally met my eyes. He smiled slightly and brushed my hair away from my face.

"You are so tenacious young one. One of the reasons you hold my heart. It also makes you,"

I screamed as he flipped us so he was on top of me.

"Very irritating at times," he finished.

His lips ghosted over mine.

"You know the answer. Why do you ask?"

"I don't understand."

"Yes, you do." He corrected me.

"Godric, I…"

He pressed a finger to my lips.

"You are Anyron not vampire and though you may share some of my characteristics, we are different in many things. You eat human food and I do not."

I nodded.

"True, but I also crave blood."

"Yes," he purred.

Sexy.

Godric smiled at my bewilderment.

"You must center yourself, being able to trust your body is one of your best defenses. We will work on that."

"You won't tell me will you?" I asked frustrated.

He chuckled and leaned into my ear.

"I don't have to. You already know the answer. You must allow yourself to understand this."

I growled as he pulled me against him.

"Sleep little angel. Tomorrow is a new day."

"I hate puzzles," I complained.

"I know you do."

I felt his soothing hand begin to stroke my head. I knew he was smiling. I could feel it.

"Godric?"

He didn't respond for a moment then finally he ran his fingers through my hair.

"Yes?" he purred playfully.

"I was thinking," I began. He sighed and suddenly I was on my back as his beautiful face hovered above me. I definitely wasn't expecting that one.

"You are not supposed to be thinking. You are supposed to be sleeping. It appears you aren't tired enough. I will rectify that situation immediately." he said seductively.

I was going to respond but when his soft, luscious lips pressed against mine. I lost all thought and reason. I forgot what I was going to say, buried my fingers in his hair, and lost myself in his cool embrace. I really did have something important to say, and whatever it was he was a terrible vampire for making me lose my train of thought. Somehow I couldn't find it in my heart to care. I'll take seductive Godric any day.

I want one! Hahaha. Okay. So there we have it. I did an extra long chapter since it took me so long to put this one out. Drop me some love and Godric will be back to see you sooner;) You know, he has to get busy helping Ema prepare for the baddie's coming. I wonder if Eric will help? He did call her a thorn. I am missing Manny terribly... and I just bet Manny is missing Eric hahaha. Ah the love. I am already behind...I need to get typing.