~A/N Hello Everybody! So here is the new update don't got much to say but thanks for the reviews I have gotten so far and I thought I would never have as many reviews and followers as I got so thank you so much! Enjoy. ~

BPOV

When I said those three magical words I expect three different things that could have happened. The first option was he was going to tell me he loved me back, second was he was going to reject my feelings and a third was us having sex right there. I would have loved the first option and even the last one. Yeah right you wanted the last one just as bad as the first one. Well instead of getting any of those I got Edward vomit. Yeah you heard me right; he threw up once I said those words. The feeling that I thought was bugging Edward must have been that he wasn't feeling good. Here I am laying in bed alone, frustrated sexually and mentally and I am so fucking worried on Edward's reaction. I just started to actually hang out with him on good terms and I just spat out that I loved him. Ugh! Please make him not remember last night, but then again if he did would he return the feelings or turn me down. Ugh why can't this just be simple and the girl say I love you and the guy returned it. No stress, no worries and no one getting hurt. I just sat there sulking and then it happened. My phone started to buzz and I figured it was Alice.

Alice I don't want to talk right now, can we talk when my head isn't pounding. It just was quiet and then he spoke.

Hi Bella, it's actually Edward…I wanted to talk to you but we can later if you want... Oh shit why was he talking so sad. Oh fuck he was going to turn me down or maybe it was his hangover voice.

Um sure…where do you want to meet? He got quiet again. I had a feel bad feeling.

How about we meet at Twilight Park. Okay the park, well that doesn't make anything better and especially that park. It was known for either starting relationships or ending them. I agreed and hopped in the shower. I got dress in a hurry only throwing a pair of jeans, a blue tank top and my grey hood. I got in my truck and drove to the park and parked right next to his Volvo. I started to walk towards to the picnic tables and there he was staring at the sky. He must have heard my foot steps he looked at me and smiled. Most girls would have fainted from just a smile but this smile was real and it didn't reach his eyes. I finally reached him.

"Sorry I am dragging you out at 6 in the morning and especially since its chilly this morning." He started to walk and I just naturally followed.

"It's okay…I didn't really sleep at all since last night…" We then stopped right next to a pond.

"Bella, what you told me last night about loving me…was it true?" Fuck he remembered! Be brave Bella, you have made it this far.

"Yes Edward…I do love you." I couldn't see his face because his back was to me but I heard him sigh.

"Bella, I…can't say it back. I'm sorry but I am just so confused and I can't be in a relationship with a girl who I am uncertain of how I feel about you. Maybe if you just liked me but you love me and I couldn't handle leading you on if I didn't have true feelings. Again I am sorry Bella."

I felt like I was in a twilight zone or something because as he said those words they repeated to me. Of course he couldn't love me, hell I'm sure that he didn't even notice me till this year. I'm such an idiot, even though I have been watching him like a fucking stalker and wanted him to return the feelings yet I tried to rush things. I felt the tears running down my cheek but I kept my eyes shut. I couldn't look at his face, because I didn't want him to feel guilty because this isn't his fault its mine. Don't be stupid it is his fault to for leading you on. Bella you wasted so much time on a guy who doesn't even know his own feelings get over it and find someone else. I kept crying and calming myself down that I didn't even notice when I opened my eyes to see he was gone. He left and I was alone. I started to walk but I fell to my feet. I was so numb and I couldn't walk. I pulled out my phone and pressed my speed dial #1. Thankfully she answered on the first ring.

"Alice…can you come get me…I am at twilight park…" She didn't answer back but I heard her get out of bed and grab her keys. I hung up and just stared at the sky. I hope fall would start soon so I wouldn't ever have to deal with summer again…

EPOV

It's over and it is my fault. I had the best night ever, winning the football game, and then dancing with Bella and then just as we were going to have sex, she admitted she loved me. Not only did I fuck up today but I fucked up last night by throwing up when she said that. When I got home all I could think was what am I going to do about her. My feelings are confused royally and I don't want to hurt but I'm sure not saying anything or avoiding her would hurt her the most. I called the girl and dragged her to the park and broke her heart. She kept her eyes closed as I said those words to her and she cried. I am such a pussy! I even left her there. I then felt the tears coming down my face. I am crying over hurting Bella and its all my fault…I am such an idiot because when I figure my true feelings for her it's too late! I can't believe I fell in love with her and now I ruined any chance I just had…

BPOV

It's amazing how fast time past when your heart gets broken. It had just been a week since the whole thing with Edward and to most girls they would have gotten over it and moved to the next piece of man that was out in the world but I was still in love with the jackass. I went to school and avoided Edward as much as I could. I didn't even see him most of the time at school. He stopped going to Spanish then English and last was Biology. I figured that he was avoiding me which in a way it was good but it made me sad because I didn't want him to hide from me. I noticed he wasn't often at the table but I still heard about him. I must have been staring off in space because Emmett came right behind me and smacked me.

"Ow! Emmett what the hell was that for!" He just shook his head and pointed to Alice. She was outside talking to Edward. He looked like shit and she was just hugging him and he turned towards the parking lot. Alice looked so depressed and she sat down and started to cry.

"Alice what is wrong?" I have never seen her like this.

"It's Edward; he said he is leaving Forks to go to Italy. He said he just can't be here anymore. Bella you have to say something to him. I know only you can say something." Alice has been slowly getting like this since she picked me up that day at the park.

"I don't understand him! He broke my heart yet he acts like his got crushed in the process!" I slammed my hand on the table. Alice just kept crying and Rose, Emmett and Jasper just looked down. "Ugh fuck it!" I got up and ran out the down. Leave it to be fucking raining on all days. There he was in his car just about to leave but I smacked his window and his eyes widen and his face went pale like he was seeing a ghost. Here I am standing in the pouring rain and he has his mouth open like a moron. I gestured for him to roll his window down and he did.

"Isabella…what are you doing out here. It is pouring and you're going to get sick." I was getting irate because he was acting as if he didn't know me. I couldn't help it and I couldn't control my voice.

"Edward your such a moron! You act like you got your heart broken and act like a little pussy! Now you are running away! I can't believe I am in love with such a worthless man!" Something in him snapped and he got out the car and grabbed me and twirled me and pinned me against his car.

"Bella…how can you still love me? I know I am a pussy and I am running away because I am scared because I'm fucking in love with you and I don't know if you could accept it." Holy shit he just told me he loved me. I took that chance and grabbed his hair and pulled him to me. I started to kiss him and he kissed me back. We were actually kissing and we were both sober! I can't believe this is happening. He pulled back and I just thought he was going to runaway and he grabbed me and held me. "Thank you so much Bella." I'm not sure how long we were holding each other but I started to shiver and I think he finally noticed that we were in the rain. "Fuck, we need to get changed Bella otherwise we are going to get sick…get in the car." I unhooked my fingers from around his waist and got in the passenger seat. We drove in silence but I kept glancing at him and the idiot had a big goofy smile on his face. My idiot I just let out a giggle and he looked at me like I was crazy.

"Sorry I was just thinking something. Am I dreaming or something or did you really just tell me that you loved me." He just shook his head and smiled.

"I love you Bella, you aren't dreaming and if you are willing too, I'd like you to be my girlfriend." Oh my god he just asked me to be his girlfriend! I leaned over and kissed him on the cheek.

"Of course I want to be your girlfriend Edward." He just kept smiling till we got to his house. We climbed out the Volvo and ran to his front door. I looked around and saw no one plus it was quiet. He grabbed my hand and led me upstairs. He was leading me to his bedroom. Oh shit! Is he going to try to fuck me!? As we entered his room I guess he caught my expression and laughed.

"Bella don't worry. I'm not going to attack you yet...I don't want you to get sick so here are some of my clothes. I would give you some of Alice's but her clothes are too small and you seem to be more comfortable in loose clothes so, you can go ahead and change in the bathroom." He handed me an over sized pair of grey sweatpants and a black sweat shirt with Nike on it. Wow did Edward not notice how small I was. I was just about to object and he pointed towards the bathroom and I gave up. I sighed and locked the bathroom door and began to change. As I slipped on the sweatshirt I couldn't help but sniff it. Whoa Edward smelled amazing my sniffing session got interrupted by a knock.

"Bella are you alright in there?" Oh shit I must have gotten lost in Edward. I let a little giggle and opened the door. Edward stood there in some grey sweatpants similar to mine and a white t-shirt. His mouth hung open a little and I pushed it up with my finger.

"What is the matter Edward?" He just chuckled.

"I swear you look sexy even in loose clothes. So anyways since school is almost over why don't we hang out here since? Do you mind?" Hm get to hang out with Edward all by myself or deal with girls giving me death glares and school all together?

"I don't mind at all, so what are we going to do?" He put his hands on his chin and began to rub them and then he acted as if a little light bulb popped above his head.

"Well um I guess if you want I can play my piano. I don't really play much at home but I kind of feel like doing so right now." I can't believe he was actually going to play the piano for me. This seems like such a turn of events. I just smiled and he took my hand and led me down stairs into the corner of the room where a grand black piano layed. He took his seat and I just stood there. I kind of felt like an idiot because I didn't know if I should sit or stand. Just before he was going to play he patted for me to sit next to him. I took a seat next to him and his grin grew even bigger. "So here goes nothing." He then began to play. I first watched his fingers go across the keys then I closed my eyes and listened to the melody. It was so beautiful and yet peaceful. The longer it went on the melody started to slow down and it sounded sadder. I didn't even know I was crying till Edward wiped a tear off my face.

"I'm sorry, it's just that was so beautiful Edward. It is so much better than the first time I heard you play." He smiled and crooked his head.

"When did you hear me play before?" Oh yeah I guess he didn't notice that day.

"It was freshman year and I was looking for a quiet place to read and well I heard you playing in the music room. I kind of feel in love with you at that point. I just thought at first you were some hot shot and well hearing you played made me feel like you had a beautiful soul under all that cockiness." He just started to laugh and I rolled my eyes. "Geez I'm trying to complement you and you start giggling like a middle school student to works that are sexual." He just smiled my favorite crooked smile and kissed me on the cheek.

"So you liked it?" I nodded. "To be honest besides my family you are the first girl who I have played for and well I was a little nervous especially since that song was inspired by you. I still don't have a name for it but I will make one soon." I kissed him on the lips and well let's just say this boy made my whole body vibrate from just a kiss. Our kisses started to get deeper and our tongues were in each others mouth. Somehow we were laying now on the piano bench and he was on top on me kissing me. I started to moan when the kisses lasted longer. I felt Edwards hand slipping under my shirt and he grabbed my breast and I let out a really loud moan. Oh my god that felt so good. He kept feeling my breasts and I was just so lost in how good I was feeling. I could tell easily tell that my panties were really wet. How long have I been waiting for this happen and finally I think my sex dreams with Edward were going to come true. My little celebration went crashing when I heard a giggling. Edward heard it too and broke from our kisses to see Rose, Emmett, Alice and Jasper staring at us. I didn't really know what to think but I pushed Edward off of me and he went crashing to the floor. Emmett just burst into laugher and I tired to fix my shirt and hide my face. I could tell how hot my face was that I was bright as a ripe tomato. Edward got up and walked to Emmett and hit him. The two of them started to wrestle and Alice skipped to me.

"So I see you two finally are together?" I nodded my head and she managed to knock me to the ground and started to squeeze me. I then felt another body starting to squeeze me. Rose had her boobs right in my face hugging me just as hard. I giggle and then I heard the boys moaning. Seriously! I forgot for a moment they were here. All three of them were watching us with huge grins on there faces.

"Don't stop on us ladies, we like were this show was going." Emmett was going to get himself in a lot of trouble. Rose loved to mess with her new man.

"Aw Emmett if that is the case, then I might end up keeping Bella because from the way her tongue moves from observing Edward and her, I think she can do so much better than you." Emmett's mouth hung open and I couldn't help but make things worse. Trust me I was no where near lesbo but it couldn't hurt to make Emmett's pride hurt a little. Since Rose's boobs were in my face I pushed myself up a little and licked her neck. Rose made a fake moan noise and that was all it took for Edward and Emmett to pull us off of each other. Alice started to cry from laughing and I couldn't either. I felt little tears forming on the sides of my eyes and Rose was giggling and kissing Emmett. Edward bent to my ear.

"Bella, I am not the type of guy to rush things but if another session like that happens I wont hesitate to take you up to my room and make you mine." He bite my ear and I felt my panties get even wetter. Holy shit what was this guy doing to me.

~A/N Sorry this chapter came out later than I wanted it too. I had computer problems and so couldn't do much typing but anyways its done! I will have my next update on Sunday! My next chapter I hope to once again get you guys involved. Anyways review please! I hope to get 35 before Sunday.