SORRY I HAVENT WRITTEN IN SO LONG I WAS SICK! may be a week or two again b4 I update. I called it nights with Jacob black because of the nights they shared, but instead of starting it smutty I gave it a story line.

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Jake pulled down the top of her dress with his free hand, massaging her breasts, nibbling and licking her nipple. The moans and gasps coming out of her mouth turned him on more.

Jake wanted to have her then and there, but he couldn't. One, because everyone was listening. Two, because he would regret it, being her first. What if he wasn't good enough? He pulled his hand out of her, getting off of her. "I cant do this…" he said, getting off the bed. "Sorry…" he whispered, walking out of the room. He thought of what Nessie would think later on. He wasn't even sure he loved Nessie anymore.

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Elle pulled on a bathrobe, lying on her bed crying. He didn't want her. Not really a shock, no one seemed to. "I'm not good enough for him anyways." she said with a sigh, rolling onto her side, closing her eyes tightly, and trying to force herself to sleep.

She woke up, and rolled out of bed, grabbing her hoodie and some jeans, running to the bathroom and taking a quick shower. Elle sighed, walking downstairs. She smelled bacon and her stomach reminded her she was still half-human as it rumbled loudly. Elle looked at the dining room table, and saw Jake sitting there with Nessie in his lap, smiling at her and feeding her.

Elle looked from Jake to Nessie, then pivoted on her heel, walking out the front door, starting her car and slamming her door. She cringed, remembering her paint job, but shrugged it off, turning up her Disturbed cd and driving as fast as she could out of their. She waited until she was in Forks to let the tears stream down her face, stopping in front of a McDonalds.

Elle sat in her car, she didn't know how long. Then she pulled up to the drive-thru ordering a deluxe breakfast platter with bacon and some hash browns. She grabbed the bag, absentmindedly thanking the man and driving away. Elle drove and drove in the pouring rain until she made it to La Push, parking in front of the beach. She scarfed down her food, remembering her hunger.

She got out of her car, taking off her hoodie and pants and letting the rain pour down on her in only her underwear and bra. Elle could feel the freezing cold winds biting at her skin, the drops of rain felt like daggers pricking her. She jumped into the ice cold water, letting her tears flow again, focusing on the choppy waves. After a while, the waves stopped, and Elle walked out of the water, surprised to find that the rain had let up as well. She lay down on a log, staring at the clouds in the sky.

She gasped as Jake's face popped up over hers.

"I thought I'd find you here." He murmured, kissing her lips softly.

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dundundun! what happens next? tune in to find out! or read in really….

kay's gonna kill me. xD