Vulgar language. Time jump not long, although we have skipped over regionals.
*February 14, 2012/Time Jump of 2 months Pezberry has been together for 5 months.*
Santana Lopez has always been the hard exterior and soft interior, although she won't tell you that about her insides, she's badass. Although, sitting in the choir room today, she's visibly nervous and sort of angry. I mean who the hell does Finessa think he is singing a song to her girl. Good thing she doesn't want to go to prison right yet. So lumps the clown has finished his song and now he's talking.
"We all know that I was the reason that we lost nationals last year, but I miss you Rach and I want to be with you, we're good together. And Santana is just trying to hurt you somehow."
Now everyone is pissed, but Quinn speaks up first.
"Oh hell no. Listen, Finn, we have all sat here and watched you pine over Rachel for 3 fucking years, whether she was with you or not, EVEN when you were with me. We can all see that she is happy with Santana, so just leave them alone and let them be happy together without having to defend their fucking relationship everytime you open your big dumb mouth. Besides, it's Valentine's Day, this should be one day that they don't have to deal with you! So sit down and don't say another word or I'll castrate you."
"Thank you Quinn. That was very nice of you to do."
"No problem Rachel."
"Yeah, thanks, but now on to the real business. , I have a song I want to sing too. That alright?"
"Yeah, go ahead Santana."
"Alright, so yeah Fetus Face, don't sing to my girl again, unless we're not together which isn't gonna happen, so find a new person. Back to the song though, this is for my GIRLFRIEND. I hope you like it because I spent hella long time looking for a good one to explain how I've been feeling lately."
For you, there'll be no more cryin'
For you, the sun will be shinin',
And I feel that when I'm with you,
It's alright, I know it's right
Rachel is beaming that mega-watt smile.
To you, I'll give the world
To you, I'll never be cold
'Cause I feel that when I'm with you,
It's alright, I know it's right.
Santana slowly walks over in front of Rachel.
And the songbirds are singing,
Like they know the score,
And I love you, I love you, I love you,
Like never before.
Oooohhh
Oooohhh
And I wish you all the love in the world,
But most of all, I wish it from myself.
She reaches out and takes Rachel's hand.
And the songbirds keep singing,
Like they know the score,
And I love you, I love you, I love you,
Like never before, like never before
Like never before...
Rachel is openly crying, happy tears I swear. She's just never had a song that emotional be sung to her before.
"I hope those happy tears because if not I'll glady just not sing ever again thinking that you would like it," Santana says wearily.
"No, no, they are, I just I really love it and I've never had anyone sing something that emotionally involved to me. I love you and thank you." Rachel declares shyly.
"Tonight, my house. Dinner. Be there."
*Santana's house*
Santana really went all out. The lights are dim in the living room and candles are placed all throughout, flowers, a nicely lit fire. All in all, Santana Lopez knows how to make a romantic dinner for her girl. And Santana knows how to look good doing it, she has on a single-strap bandage blue dress, which is very committed to her shape with her hair pulled around to the side. As she opens the door, she lets out a little gasp. Rachel has on a black dress that swoops low in front and is fitted to her waist then flares out and her hair is pulled up nicely and she has some pieces hanging loosely around her face.
"You-you-you look gorgeous my little muñeca judía americana bebé(jewish american baby doll). Happy Valentine's Day," Santana stammers out pecking Rachel's cheek.
Rachel blushes, "You too sweetheart. You look stunning. Happy 5 mon- Wow, Santana, you went all out for this. It's so beautiful."
"No problem really, only the best for my baby. So let me tell you what we will be having for dinner tonight. Firstly, it's indian, but it's vegan. So appetizer:papadums with coconut-cilantro chutney and indian pickles; entree:dhal(spiced cooked lentils), curried potatoes and cauliflower, curried eggplant, chapati and saffron rice and for dessert fresh fruit. Our drinks are non-alcoholic, I know surprise right, but it will be cranberry apple cider," Santana finishes with her arms wrapped around Rachel's waist from behind resting her chin on her shoulder, "Hopefully it'll taste good to you because I made it," she adds as an afterthought lightly kissing Rachel's pulse point.
"Mhm, you made all of this by yourself? You didn't need to do that baby," Rachel husks out, swaying lightly to the music that's softly playing in the background. "I would have been perfectly happy with just watching a movie."
"Like I said, only the best for my baby. So let's eat."
As they eat, they talk about little things you know school, New York, Nationals(because they already had Regionals and they won), college. Once they finish, Rachel swallows almost audibly and Santana notices so she decides to find out what's going on in that pretty little head.
"Baby? Are you okay? Was it the food?"
"N-no, no, it's not that the food was great, and I'm fine, I'm just trying to figure out how to say what I want to say. I know that's shocking because of my big vocabulary, but well, okay. I-I'm ready, I want to move our relationship to the next step, and I just wanted to know if you're ready for that?" Rachel rambles bashfully.
"You're-you're ready to have sex?" Santana flushes, she wasn't expecting this, I mean she wants it, god she wants it, she just wasn't thinking about it.
"I'm ready to make love with you," Rachel gently corrects, "As long as you're ready, then I don't see why we shouldn't. I mean we're going to New York together after we graduate, we know how we feel about eachother and it's just giving ourselves to eachother furthur. And before you tell me, I know you're not a virgin, but I want this with you, I want you to be my first." Rachel finishes softly, but firmly.
"I actually wasn't going to say that because I know that you know I'm not. I was however, going to say that I wasn't going to push for it because even though I am ready, I wanted to do this right with you, you know, no pressure or anything, just all in it's own time," she comments, "If you're ready then I'd love to be your first. And if at any point you want to stop because it turns out you're not ready that's fine, it won't hurt me. I just want you to be ready."
"San, take me to your room, make love to me."
Santana slowly stands and puts her hand out for Rachel. Once they're standing face to face, she kisses Rachel passionately. Pulling away she rests her forehead to Rachel's and murmurs "As you wish. I love you."
Tonight wasn't just Rachel's first time, it was Santana's as well. It was Santana's first time actually making love to someone, to her other half, the person she wants to spend the rest of her life with, she actually had meaningful and gentle sex. In addition, Rachel couldn't feel more complete, she knows she'll be a little sore in the morning, but she has given herself completely to her true love. Does it scare her? Yes, it scares her alot, because she's vulnerable now, so vulnerable because she has let someone into her heart the deepest she can. Nevertheless, she regrets nothing and that is the last thought in her mind before she falls peacefully asleep with her head resting on her girlfriend's chest wrapped snuggly in the arms of the person who makes her feel the safest. That's also how Santana falls asleep, holding the person that she can't help, but fall more in love with everyday. Their lives so entwined that nothing can stop them from being together.
R&R. Also, I won't ever actually have a sex scene. There will however be implied scenes. Like now, but hopefully better. Let me know how it is.
