Heidi I have to admit I kind of like writing Murphy's POV, its more interesting than Clarke's. But I think thats why I made her kind of angry a lot as well, it gives it a little better writing for me.


Chapter 8

Murphy

Goddammit, this is all that little fuckers fault. I should have insisted I go with Clarke on the hunting trip. But instead I kept my mouth shut and watched her walk out of the camp with Finn and Myles. I never would have imagined that would have been the last time I saw her.

I knew I wasn't good for her but I couldn't help but think it didn't matter. That somehow, maybe, just maybe, I might have a shot with her. Of course with Finn in the picture it made shit harder but I would have been willing to work for it.

But now it doesn't matter… I never told her how I felt and she will never know…

The princess, Clarke Griffin, is gone…

Of course we don't know for sure if she's dead or alive since Myles said they left him for dead and took Clarke and Finn. If she isn't dead yet she will be soon enough. I can't imagine her going through what I did. Them vicious monsters laying their hands on her, the thought of it made my stomach turn.

Then on top of everything Bellamy refusing to go look for them. He's just going to leave her out there to die, if she isn't already dead.

I have one more thing to take care of then I will be taking off on my own, I will find her one way or another.

I watched as Myles whined and cried like a little fucking baby. I was tortured for days and didn't whine as much as this fucker does.

"Water I need water." He cried to Bellamy.

I couldn't help but smile when Bellamy took off to do his bidding. I slowly walked up to him, plastic in hand. When I reached him I quickly put it over his head, suffocating him.

"This is for trying to kill me and being responsible for HER death." I was so angry that I hadn't even heard Jasper coming down the ladder.

He tried to act all nonchalantly like it didn't bother him that he just walked in on me killing this piece of shit. He shouldn't care, no one should care that he no longer breathed, no one should give a shit about that son of a bitch's death.

I saw Jasper looking at the gun that Bellamy had left lying on the table. Dammit Jasper why couldn't you have just let it go, I would have been gone before anyone even noticed he was dead.

Just when I didn't think things could get worse I noticed that Jasper had a walkie talkie and had just informed Bellamy that I have a gun and I killed Myles.

Fuck. There was no way of getting out of this now. I probably could have gotten past Jasper but now that everyone else knows what I did, I was screwed.

I tied Jasper up but honestly I didn't know what the next step would be. I didn't want to kill Jasper, he hadn't done a thing to me, or Clarke or anyone else for that. Jasper was a good guy.

FUUUUCK.

The good guys are overrated anyway. I didn't want to kill Jasper but I guess if it came down to it then I would.

Bellamy didn't know it but he made this whole situation better for me when he offered to take Jaspers place. I didn't want to kill Jasper but I could kill Bellamy in a heartbeat and not feel bad about it at all. He kicked the crate from beneath my feet, he had wanted me dead and now I have the opportunity to pay him back. Then there's the whole thing that he just left Clarke out there to die.

I knew Clarke wouldn't approve of my actions but since she was no longer around it didn't matter.

I made Bellamy make his own noose and I planned on having him hang himself. If there was one person in this camp that I wanted dead, it was him and now I was finally getting the opportunity to do so.

I looked at Bellamy now standing with the noose around his neck, I was so close to victory, so close to finally having the revenge that I deserved. But I'd be damned if they didn't have someone under the dropship, I wasn't sure what they were doing but I shot the rest of the clip into the ground and hoped that it hit whoever was down there. Then I turned back to Bellamy and kicked the table from his feet.

I finally thought it was finally over but then I heard the dropship door release. Well that wasn't good. I had to leave Bellamy hanging there and take off to the second floor, barricading myself in.

After searching through the bullets I found one that went to the gun I was holding, one fucking bullet, you've got to be kidding me. Bellamy was trying to crash through the hatch.

I was stuck, I was going to end up dying after all. I guess I'll be joining Clarke.

That's when I saw it, the gunpowder, the very explosive gunpowder.

I would be getting out of here after all, I really wasn't sure what I was going to do once I was out there again but at least I would be alive. I positioned the can by the wall and shot. Blowing a huge hole in the side of it.

I jumped out and took off. Only looking back when I knew I was far enough away.

I guess I deserved what happened next when once again I was captured by the grounders. I told them everything, all their plans, their strategies, everything. Hoping that they would spare my life but instead I was tied to a tree and left for dead. What bastards.

Clarke

Even though I knew it was a bad idea to go hunting I knew it had to be done. Our people needed to eat, if not then we would be too weak to defend ourselves. I wasn't surprised when our group was ambushed by grounders but I was surprised that they didn't immediately kill me and Finn, instead they knocked us out.

I woke up to find Anya, I was even more surprised. But then when I saw the little girl laying on the table my heart sank. She looked horrible, just looking at her I knew she would be hard to save. I tried everything I could but still it wasn't enough, she still died.

When Anya told the grounder to take me away and then kill Finn, I completely lost it. I did the only thing I could think and that was kill the grounder so that I could save Finn and myself. Even though I knew it had to be done killing him made me feel like I lost a piece of myself.

When I escaped I ran and ran. I was in such a hurry I didn't even see the trap. I knew I was in trouble before I passed out.

When I was conscience again I looked across the fire at Anya, I still had hope that I could escape but that was before yet another grounder came trotting up on his horse and even Anya looked threated. Tristan is what he called himself and slaughtering my people is what he said he was going to do. Anya appeared to be pissed that the commander sent someone else to do the job she was supposed to do.

All was stopped when they saw a fire in the distance, signal fire, for something called the reapers. I wasn't sure what a reaper was but I couldn't help but think my life might have just been saved because of them.

Once Tristan left Anya was left to take care of me. But of course she wouldn't do it on her own. She had yet another grounder that was going to do her bidding.

"Is the boy dead?" Anya asked the newest addition.

When he turned back to her and nodded, I felt sick. Finn… Finn was dead.

I still tried to fight but I was nowhere near as strong as him. He pulled my chains and I was knocked out upon contact with the ground.

I guess it was finally my time.

I woke up and was traveling on a horse. Wait, I woke up. I wasn't dead.

When we came to a stop and he untied me, I was confused. But none of that matter a second later when I saw Finn standing there. Finn wasn't dead either. Or was I dead… And he is to… Maybe we are dead.

It wasn't until I turned around and Lincoln revealed himself that everything started making sense. I wasn't dead, Finn wasn't dead. All thanks to Lincoln. He saved our lives.

With the help of Lincoln we were able to make it back to camp but not without some scary encounters with what the grounders call reapers. No wonder they were scared of them. I thought the grounders were savages but they're nothing compared to the reapers.

Lincoln sacrificed himself to save me and Finn so we could get back and save our people.

Before we made it back Finn confessed that he had fallen in love with me. But I couldn't reciprocate that love, I did care for him there was no doubt in my mind about that but he broke my heart. And while I was mending my broken heart, somehow I had let someone else in. It wasn't until that moment that I realized just how much Murphy meant to me and it scared the shit out of me. If I could get my heart broken by someone who is as sweet as Finn I could only imagine what Murphy could do to me.

My thoughts were interrupted by a big explosion that came from the camp. "Were too late."

We ran the fastest that we could but didn't pass any grounders on the way. When we reached camp Bellamy ran toward us.

"Hey we heard an explosion, what happened?" I asked as we ran inside the gate.

"Murphy happened." I couldn't process Bellamy's words. Murphy… What the hell did he do?

Jasper had me in his arms before I could ask what happened with Murphy. Then so much more happened after that, that I had no time to think about Murphy and how I felt like my heart was breaking all over again.

Jasper informed me that Monty was missing, than Finn was yelling about having to leave and Bellamy was arguing with him saying we needed to stay and fight. Even though Bellamy made good points I knew we wouldn't survive if we attempted to fight them, I was with Finn on this, we needed to go.

Then to top everything off Raven had been shot. By Murphy…

What the hell was Murphy thinking, he had gotten back in good with the camp, why would he do something like this? Why would he shoot Raven? She had never done a thing to him.

I needed to get my mind off Murphy and back on the current situation. I needed to get Raven well enough to make the trip and get the 100 ready to go. I knew Bellamy was pissed about my decision to leave but I truly believed it was what was best for our people.

After a pep talk I finally was able to convince Bellamy to join us, we needed him.

Even though my plan ended up failing I still believed it was what was best. We just tried to leave too late.

I didn't want to fight but we have no other option now. After Bellamy told me what the plan consisted of I couldn't believe it. It wasn't a plan at all. I saw how many grounders were out there and there was no way that we would be able to kill them all. We were all going to die.

A thought came to me, Raven said there was enough rocket fuel under the dropship to build 100 bombs. Maybe just maybe we could blast off and burn all the grounders.

I was trying my hardest to find the ignition system but was having no luck. Finally after a heart to heart with Raven I found the orange wire just to find that it had been fried. And since I obviously couldn't splice a wire, I was screwed. Thankfully we had some hope, Jasper. He wouldn't be able to do as good of a job as Raven but he's a better option than me.

In the middle of all the craziness we see the Ark shooting down from the sky.

That gives us just enough time for the reapers to come. Who the hell would think to do something like that? Finn that's who.

Jasper did it just in time, the grounders were starting to get through the gate. All we had to do was get our people inside. Bellamy was trying to make it to the dropship but was attacked, Finn ran to help him. They didn't have enough time to make it inside. I had to close the door with them still outside. If the grounders didn't kill them, then I just did.

Finally it was over, the blast had worked the bodies were charred. As I stepped out of the dropship I couldn't help but look for Finn and Bellamy but all I could see was ash that use to be people. They were unrecognizable.

Too bad I didn't have time to really think about it because before I knew what was happening we were surrounded by some kind of red gas. The last thing I remember is Anya say "The Mountain Men."


This is where season 1 ends, next chapter will be the start of season 2.