Miley's THOUGHTS
Jake and I had our date a couple of days ago. I guess you could say that it went well…but it could've been better. Jake was himself, sort of. He was still a little distant, but he acted the same as always.
I can't blame it on jetlag this time. After all, he got off the plane long enough ago to recover from that. Could it possibly be that he just doesn't like me anymore?
No. That couldn't be it. Wasn't it him that was, like, totally in love with me before I ever realized that I liked him? Wasn't it him who asked me to the seventies dance three times? Wasn't it him who randomly kissed me that day four months ago?
Yes, it was. And I'm not convinced that you can just…get over feelings like he had for me just like that. It's not like after four months my feelings changed. I still love…er…like him. I still want to go out with him…Don't I?
I know I do…at least with the old Jake. He's been acting so different since he got back. Maybe something happened with his family that I don't know about. Maybe he realized that the reason that Frankie Muñez didn't do that movie was because it stunk. Maybe he thinks that the movie will ruin his acting career!
And maybe, just maybe, I should mind my own business…I don't need to know everything that goes on in Jake's life. No, I'm not that desperate. I could live without knowing…I'm not that curious...
Yeah right.
We all know I'm dying to know. I need to know. If he doesn't like me anymore, don't you think that I should be the first to know? (And if that's the case, I'll probably be the last. That's just how things work.)
Should I talk to him about it? Should I wait a few days and see if he'll just…I don't know…go back to normal?
I know. I'll call Lilly. She'll know what to do. And if she fails…Hannah can call Tracy. Although Tracy is the biggest gossip I know…Maybe Tracy isn't the best idea…Yeah…Lilly…She'll know what to do.
