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So I've kind of lost my inspiration for this fic, or better said my love for OTH and LP. Just now, really. It's because of the last spoiler. Nothing apocalyptic, don't worry; S6 seems to be quite good for LPers but
1) I just don't 'feel' it anymore. It hit me again I don't like Lucas and I never considered Peyton having him as a prize so I don't want LP anymore. He has become a complete joke as a character, how could I want such a clown with my favorite TV character ever? No. I still hang around the characters' respective threads but that's moreso because I think it's fun to talk with people there. However, I'm going to start staying away there too because I feel my Lucas-dislike might cause some bickering again and I don't want that.
2) Though Peyton is my favorite character, I also am not completely enthusiastic about her anymore either. I think Hilarie's beautiful and that Peyton is strong and all but I don't feel it as deeply as I used to, it has faded. I don't know how come. Perhaps it was because of my exams. I realized then real life kind of is more important than a fictional TV show, and quite a crappy one at that. It might sound stupid or I-don't-know but I got the feeling that with recently graduating, it's time to put this OTH obsession behind me. I have days where I was really depressed with what was happening and I just don't want that anymore, I don't think it's healthy. When I got this last spoiler I was more 'whatever, lolz, Lucas is such a joke, moving on now, finally'. So I'm not really mad. I want to be and am starting to get over it all.
I really want to thank you all for always supporting me, reviewing me and just liking my fics. It really gave me some confidence when people told me I was a good writer so thank you! I might have lost my OTH love but hugs to you all for being such great readers and reviewers. :)
