Chapter 8
The Truth is a lie it's self
James Hook could not believe what his little Jill had just told him. He knew she always found him fascinating but he never realised how much she fascinated him. Now Hook was never a man to show his feelings for he was a pirate and pirates never show their feelings for a woman; not even their own mothers. However Hook did feel something for Jill; in fact he had been experiencing some strange feelings for her the past few days; he knew it was something but he couldn't really decide whether it was love or lust. Hook just gazed into her eyes hoping to find an answer but he couldn't.
"James...do you love me back?"
What was he to say? He knew he couldn't tell her the truth because he himself didn't know the truth. So Jas. Hook did what only a pirate can do; he lied.
"Love..." he gave out a small chuckle "My dear I think you have been mislead by my actions and words towards you. You see I am a pirate I have been so for most of my life and if I see a woman in my way or upon my ship I shall some how someway seduce her and ravish her. You aren't the first woman I've lusted over. You see my dear you are whore to this ship and to me. Do you really think I could possibly love a crazy young woman such as yourself? No. Jill I do not love at all. "
Jill quickly got up out of the bed and walked towards the cabin window with her back against Hook whilst tears began to form in her eyes.
"So...Captain since I am your whore; how come you haven't ravished already? How can you say you don't love me? You said before I am like a fine jewel and ever since I've come aboard this ship I have only received kindness from you?"
Hook just lay there on the bed knowing what he had said was a lie. He knew it was not only hurtful for Jill to hear but hurtful for him too. All Hook could do was lie to her to keep her from knowing the truth.
"Jill; you can be such a stupid brazen hussy at times." he said as he pinched his nose. "I was merely seducing you my dear. I have very little feelings for you; what do you expect I am a pirate."
Jill turned around to face Hook on the bed. And if you saw her you'd realise she was full of anger and hate. Her eyes had turned to bloodied red and her hair had changed to a fiery colour. "So I have been made fool. My son has disowned me. The man I thought I loved has only been playing me along all this time. So I am stupid brazen hussy am I? A whore for you to slake your lust? Fine but you shall never receive or hear any kindness or compassion from me James. I gave you my heart once and you shall never have it again. I shall be cold towards you from this day on."
Hook gazed at her with wonder and sadness for he had lost possibly the only woman who could love him and all because he was uncertain of his feelings. Hook quickly got up off the bed and walked towards Jill. "Jill; my dear" he said as he held her wrists. "I never wished to mean to hurt you but that is the truth." Jill quickly pulled away from with more anger glowing in her eyes. Jill then ran towards him and pushed him on the bed; she quickly straddled him and then placed her hands around his neck and started to tighten her grip. Hook tried to push her off him but he couldn't she too became strong for him to over power. Hook began to feel the air escape from him he had to do something to stop her from choking him to death; so he moved his hook towards her face and made a deep cut from the right hand side of her face to her chin. Jill pulled away and quickly tore a piece of fabric from her gown. She pressed the fabric to her face as she began to taste the blood drip down to her lips. Hook mean while had just begun to gain his breath back. Eventually Hook and Jill gazed at each other in silence.
"I thought you never wished to hurt me?" she said in spite.
Hook merely glanced down with shock. It was then Jill noticed something she hadn't seen before in his cool blue eyes. What was it? She then cupped him by the chin by her small hands.
"What are you hiding from me James?" she asked with so much honey oozing out of her mouth.
Hook quickly turned away from her and tried to hide the lie. "It's nothing of your concern Jill."
Jill merely ran in front of him and gently scanned his eyes. "James?"
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