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Just as Christian and Elliot had promised they arrived at noon. Pulling up in two separate cars, my extremely sexy boyfriend was the first to get out and I met him outside. Kate squealed and ran to Elliot when he stepped out of his car, jumping up and embracing him in her arms. Oh dear lord Christian body is like heaven and I can't help myself I have to stare. He was wearing a black polo shirt with a red Ralph Lauren logo, he had black grey and black plaid shorts that hung on his hips in an oh so sexy way. Black Aviator glasses covered his eyes and his hair is styled in a fohawk. I have to close my mouth as not make it seem like I have stared too long.

Christian walked up and pecked me on the lips. He flashed his boyish grin and slung his duffel bag over his shoulder. Yummy I just want to eat him up as he walks away from me. "Where should I put my things babe?" he said taking off his glasses and placing them on unbutton vee of his polo shirt.

"Anywhere is fine but you might want to take it upstairs since we won't be leaving my room much." I said as his eyebrows shot up and a grin flashed on his face, I laughed at his surprise. " I might let you out to eat, but that all depends if you're a good boy or not". I grinned at him but something in his laugh that time seemed off. "Well honey let us go and settle you in my room" I grabbed his hand and led him upstairs. Turning the corner that leads to my room Christian made his move. I heard the bag drop and before I knew it my back hit the wall and I am tangled in a passionate kiss with Christian. His hand worked his way up my shirt, and my breathing became rapid and my head became fuzzy. Why does Christian always do this to me? I grabbed his hair and held him closer to my face, his kisses deepened and I was now trying to pull him to my room.

"I think we should move this to the bedroom" I am now panting trying to catch my breath. Christian, looked me up and down shakes his head in agreement and we proceed down the hall to my room.

My post-coital glow was still clear when Christian walked to the bathroom. When the door shut, I heard a vibrating noise coming from Christian's pants pocket. I ignored it and soon it stopped only to start up again two minutes later. The sound drove me crazy, so I got up and reaching over the bed bent down to fish out his cell phone. I was only trying to silence it, but the phone started to ring again. I saw an initial on the screen that simply said L. What does the L stand for? My brain started racing and soon my confusion turned to anger. Is L an ex-girlfriend? Why does it seem so important that she call him now.

I stood up and walked over to my dresser and immediately started to get dressed in sweats and a tee-shirt. When I pulled on the t-shirt I heard the phone vibrate again. I walked over to the bed where I left it and saw the text message icon on the screen. A text message from L. I hit the icon and up popped a sexting picture of a women naked in front of a mirror. The message attached that simply said

So sad that you couldn't come over today. Just something for you to chew on.

Leila xo

"WHO THE FUCK IS LEILA!" I screamed and I could hear something drop on the bathroom. "Christian you need to get out of here now!" instead of waiting I grabbed all of his shit and calmly walked it downstairs,threw it in the pool, and waited for him. Kate and Elliot ran outside when they saw me pass them in the kitchen.

"Ana, what the fuck are you doing" Christian yelled as he walked outside with just his boxers started to laugh when I picked his phone out of my pocket and threw it into the woods behind my house.

" Shit Ana! She means nothing to me" he said as anger was building in his voice.

" Who is Leila, Christian? Don't you dare fucking lie to me" my hands were at my side and my face set in a snarl. I was not going to take his shit now. I don't like being lied to so he better come clean.

I saw Christina's poster change from aggressive to that of defensive. He ran his long beautiful fingers through his hair and they settled on his neck. Christian was scared and picking his words carefully when Elliot spoke up.

"Dude you better tell her. I'm not going to keep this secret for you this time." His words rang in my ears. What does he mean "this time". I turn to Elliot and narrow my eyes. "What are you hiding Elliot" Kate finally said.

Elliot was now rocking back and forth on his heels with his hands in his pocket. What is he not saying and where did Christian go?

"Kate I think I'll leave Elliot to you. I have you go and deal with Christian." I walked back into the house only to find Christian in the breakfast nook, his face resting in his hands. "Well do you care to explain?" I said walking over to him hands on my hips.

"Look Ana, you deserve better than me." he said still facing the table. " What you saw on my phone was the woman who I had a relationship." He was not trying to hold back a sob and lifted his head for me to see the tears in his eyes. " Leila, is a former sex buddy" I leaned against the island in the kitchen and he shifted to look at me. "when you came into my life a week ago. I tried to finally break it off with her, she didn't want to hear it and has harassed me since." I looked at him, my arms crossed and bit the inside of my lip. I was not buying this bullshit for one second. He saw my look and that's when his facial features changed.

"Okay Christian what else do you got" I said in my best no-nonsense tone.

"You caught me Ana, I was supposed to see her today. I really was going to break-up with her though." He fell to his knees and hugged my waist. "Please Ana forgive me. I really want this to work and the conversation we had last night really changed my look on what we have." he was sincere and I knew he wanted nothing but forgiveness from me. "Anastasia please talk to me. What are you thinking?" I looked down at him not knowing what was going to stare back at me. Christian searching my eyes for any sign of forgiveness, I sighed and patted him on the head. "I'm so sorry Ana" he said in almost a whisper. I made up my mind at that moment to tell him everything. I have my own secrets and he needs to know them as well. Laying all our cards on the table could help us work on this relationship.

"Okay Christian you need to sit down and have a serious discussion with me about everything and I'll be upfront with you. This is a no limits conversation and I don't want any secrets at all" I sat on the table and turned to face him after he joined me. I sighed and dug my fingers into the table knowing that what I was about to tell him would be painful for both me and him. I know that by the end of this story he will understand me better. I took a deep breath and began my story.

" A few years ago I was in an abusive relationship with Jacob, my ex-boyfriend. He was handsome, funny, poised and very athletic. I was a sophomore and he was a Junior when we met and started dating." I rubbed my palms on my thighs, nervous with telling the story out loud. "We were the perfect couple, everyone said so. He was attentive, loving and very generous, showering me with expensive gifts."

"After a month into the relationship he started to change." I could feel Christian's body stiffen as if he knew where I was going with my story. I continued anyway. " Jacob became jealous and possessive not wanting me to do anything or go anywhere. I have always enjoyed my freedom but when Jacob came along that all stopped."

"One night I became defiant and decided to go out with Kate to a party at a friend's house. It was so nice being away from home because I viewed it as my prison. While at the party I had a few drinks and decided to call Jacob to give him a piece of my mind" my voice became broken, this is hard to say out loud. " I stepped outside so I could hear him better and heard his ring tone for me. I hung up the phone and walked in the direction that I heard the noise coming from. When I reached him in the bushes I saw him fucking a friend of mine." Christian moved away from me and put his head down looking at the floor. He was ashamed of what he just put me through.

"Oh the story only gets better." I promised " When I confronted him about what I was seeing he attacked me." Christian's fist clenched and I hesitated to continue. I had to finish though, he needed to know.

"I took two of his teammates and Kate to pull him from me. When it was all said and done I had a black eye and bruises on my forearms. Kate was livid and begged me to file a domestic violence report with the police. I couldn't bring myself to do it though, I had told myself that this was the only time and he assured me that it would never happen again."

"Things after that were good and I managed to keep Ray in the dark about the incident. Make-up is a wonderful thing." I chucked to myself not really finding that part funny. "Jacob was loving and attentive, and keeping to his word never hit me again."

"Two months had passed and he was back to his old ways. Not letting me go out with Kate or any of my other friends, he only wanted me with him. Then the pressure was on about sex."

"I was a virgin and deathly afraid of the act of sex itself. I made sure that we were not alone often and when we were it was only in short spurts." I looked at Christian trying to stay strong, because what I had to say was not easy.

"My dad left on a fishing trip one weekend and I was alone in the house. I had talked to Jacob that night explaining to him that Kate was coming over and it was just going to be a girls weekend. He protested of course but agreed to just let Kate and I hang out. When I hung up with him there was a knock at my door and I answered it to find Jacob standing there. I was so terrified at what he was capable of now that we were alone."

" We proceeded to argue about me not wanting him to come over and it escalated from there. The next thing I remember was him pushing me on the floor and holding me down. The pain of him rapping me was excruciating, I prayed for it to end." Christian stood up and started to pace the room, yanking on his copper lock as to deal with what I was telling him. He looked at me willing me to continue. I sat in a chair and looked down at my knotted fingers continuing.

"Kate arrived and luckily Ethan, her older brother, was with her. They heard my screaming and ran to the living room to see him on top of me. Ethan pulled Jacob from me and Kate called the cops. Jacob and Ethan fought until the police came to break the fight." I now had tears streaming from my face.

"Ray came back from his trip as soon as he could to meet me in the hospital. Jacob had really messed me up both physically and mentally. Ray convinced me to press charges and Jacob only received probation for his crime." At hearing that Christian slammed his fist on the table. "That fucker got away with a slap on the wrist for what he did to you" He was now angry and got back up to start pacing again.

I continued my story ignoring him so that i could finish. "I started going to therapy right after that and as I was starting to cope with the effects of the rape, the insurance ran out and I had to stop my sessions. I'm okay now as you can see sex is not traumatic, but every night I have nightmares. I will always remember that night and the sound and smells of that day. They only stop when you share a bed with me" Christian stopped his pacing to look at me as I said my last sentence, and without hesitation said " you stopped my nightmares as well". I was shocked I never would guess he had bad dreams, but with a story like his it doesn't surprise me.

He ran his fingers through his hair again and bent down to my level to look in my eyes. "I'm sorry I lied to you. Had I known this story, my actions would be different. You never have to worry about something like this happening again. I promise" and with those words I knew he was sincere. There was something different in his apology then Jacob's and I was no longer upset but more in love with him at this moment than ever before.

I kissed his forehead and rested my head on his. I love him and never want to spend a second apart. Christian chases my demons away and I his. As he pulls me into his arms, a weight had been lifted off me, and I pray that this is the only rough patch in our relationship.

"I love you Anastasia Steele" he said as he nuzzled his face in my hair. "I love you too, Christian Grey" as I said it my body relaxed. Right now there is only us and I silently pray to myself for this