Edward POV

I can't believe she was here, out of all the places i could find her. I feel excitement, pain, regret; so many emotions. I bet Jasper was having a field day. I thought she was dead, my beloved Bella had passed, or so i had thought, on the 25th of December.

A great Christmas present don't you think, to hear that your soulmate had jumped of a cliff 3 months after I left her, they had said that they couldn't find her body below and the storm was so strong that it had effected the tides and swept her out to sea, there was no way she could have survived. After a week they called off the search.

But there she was, more beautiful than she had ever been, telling me that the night of her birthday we had created a miracle. I knew she would never lie to be but i had a very hard time believing her, for years i had thought that the venom not only shut down my organs but my reproductive ones also.

I swung my legs over the side of my bed, walked down the flight of stairs and rounded the corner before knocking on the door of my fathers study. He looked up at the noise and gestured me to enter.

"What do you need Edward?" He asked placing the book he had been reading onto the desk in front of him.

I pinched the bridge of my nose, i nervous human habit i brought with me to the other side. "I just need your knowledge to help me answer a question. Would it be possible for a vampire male and a human female to procreate?"

He chuckled and smiled sympathetically,"Bella finally told you i see?"

My eyes snapped to his, how had i not seen this? If he thought about Bella or the children i completely missed it. "You saw Bella? You saw the Children? You knew they were here and you didn't say anything to me?" I couldn't help but raise my voice at him, but Carlisle kept his calm and nodded.

"Yes, i knew about a week ago. I saw Bella again when EJ was in hospital. Im sorry Bella asked me not to saying anything to you."

"What?!" He flinched at my tone.

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you about the-"I cut him off quickly.

"No, I wasn't aware that EJ was in the hospital" I asked frantically, "Is he okay?"

He gave me a small smile and patted my hand that rested on his desk. "Your fatherly instincts are already coming out to play Edward"

I couldn't help but smile too.


Renesmee POV

There we were, crumpled together on the bottom of the stairs like a pretzel looking up at our mother who was standing in front of us with her hands on her hips. "What the hell is going on here" she asked calmly, with a hint of a smirk rising on her face.

"EJ is being an idiot" We chorused, well everyone but EJ. He growled and jumped up from the top of the pile and landed back down on us wrestling style, making us all groan out in pain.

"Ej get off them and all of you in the living room now." Mom growled at us and pointed to the room behind her. We took our seats quickly, not wanting to make her more mad. "So are you guys going to tell me what that was about?" Mom asked sitting on the couch next to Caitlyn.

We all stayed silent because none of us knew what to say.

But EJ chimed in at the last moment and got us all out of trouble. "We were playing a game on the stairs and Caitlin tripped." Mom nodded and stroked Caitlin's hair.

"Are you alright baby?" She nodded and hugged mom's side. Mom kissed her head and stood up."I'm going to my room"

We all nodded as she turned and made her way up the stairs. Simultaneously we all let out a breath.

"Jesus, that couldn't have gone any better" We all nodded. I stood up and said goodnight to all my siblings. Today had been beyond stressful and i needed to just be by myself and get some sleep.

I walked over to my bed and pulled a photo out from my pillow. Nobody knew I had this photo. The photo of my father, I couldn't see his face or even his hair which was tucked under a white and blue baseball cap and his back was turned towards the camera, it was ripped in half so I didn't know what he was looking at. The background was a clearing filled with flowers of all kinds, he had his hand outstretched to the person on the ripped half of the picture.

I had gotten the photo from my mom's room, it was hidden in her book shelf between some books, Wuthering heights and Romeo and Juliet i believe it was. Two books that i wouldn't touch with a ten foot pole. I accidentally knocked them both off the shelf one day when i was climbing up to get another book. This photo fell to ground with them.

It was the only thing I had of my father. Why did he have to leave, he missed our whole childhood, our first word, when we learnt to walk. The happiest times for mom. She was grateful she didn't miss anything.

I kissed the photo, placed it back under my pillow before walking over to my keyboard. Not as good as the baby grand we had downstairs in the music room but it would have to do. I pressed a few keys and cringed at the ugly sound that followed them.

Stinging a few nice ones together i stared to play a familiar tune.

"Now you're gone and nothing's ever felt so wrong. A moment seems to last so long. Do you have a fear so strong?" I took a deep breath and kept singing, letting all my frustrations and feelings out into the song.

"See it turning red, Like a bullet through the chest, lay me down to rest, It's a lover's final breath" As the end of the song came to a close, i pressed the last few chords.

"And now I die, And kiss your tender lips goodbye. Pray to god he hears my cry" I feel a silent tear slide down my cheek and rest against the top of my lip, i could taste the saltiness of my tear.

That song always makes me think of my father. It'd had been many long years without him and in this moment i decided.

I was going to find my dad.


Another chapter rewritten! I'm sorry its coming along so slowly. I changed a lot with this chapter including the song at the end which i don't own by the way. For anyone wonderings its 'Vespers Goodbye' by Nick Jonas.

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