SO I MUST SAY, THAT THE PREVIOUS CHAPTER WAS PRETTY DAMN WEAK THAN I INTENDED IT TO BE WHICH IM SUPER SORRY FOR. I DO APOLOGISE FOR THE SUPER LATE CHAPTER BUT LIFE HAS BEEN PRETTY DAMN HECTIC THIS YEAR…:( HOPEFULLY THE INSPIRATION WILL FLY AND THIS STORY WILL FLOW…I DO APOLOGISE IF THERE IS ANY SPELLING OR GRAMMATIC ERRORS IN THIS STORY….WITHOUT ANY FURTHER ADO, ON TO CHAPTER 8. PLEASE READ AND REVIEW, I DO LOVE REVIEWS :)
DPOV
When I gave that speech about kidnapping Caroline and trying to get her back to her usual annoying self, I wasn't lying but at the same time I wasn't telling the complete truth either. I wasn't only going to kidnap her and talk to her, no, I was going to torturer her a bit. Okay torture was a bit much, how can I say this so that it doesn't sound like I'm the bad guy…..okay the complete bad guy…. I only want her to stop doing this to Elena, I mean really Caroline's excuse for running away and doing this was completely stupid and selfish…..honestly just because nobody gave her all the attention when she constantly wants it? Really.
So what I told them what we were going to do wasn't a lie, more like only half the plan, the rest of the plan consists of tying her up with vervain and try to get her weak enough so that we can get Klaus to compel her to switch her humanity back on. Only now, knowing that she actually had feelings for him, makes it so much better. If he did it, and she hates him for it, then she'll be back on our side and everything goes back to normal. Everybody will happy….well except for Caroline who will probably regret what she has done to us, and maybe Klaus who knows….but then who cares about what makes him happy.
But what if it doesn't work out? That little voice in his head said.
"What do you mean "If it doesn't work out?" of course it will work out. it's a full proof plan." I replied back to that irritating voice.
"What happens if what Stefan said was true, what happens if he does love her and she loves him? That could just be trouble waiting to happen. And besides if he really does love her then he wouldn't want any to harm her."
"Oh come on, his a hybrid and like a 1000 years old, he probably doesn't even know what love is. And besides the bigger question is why would he love an annoying blonde anyway? Also one that is always weak and winy." I said back at the voice, I started to feel a bit stupid as well as bit relieved to be able to voice what I basically always said about Caroline without being punished for it.
"Then why are you dating Elena, isn't she also weak and winy?" I was beginning to think this wasn't my conscious speaking because I wouldn't ever call Elena winy or weak, she was one of the strongest person he knew.
"First don't put Elena and Caroline in the same category and second Elena is so much better than Caroline. Thirdly Elena is so much stronger than Caroline, in terms of actual strength and also in wit, smarts and everything else. So don't ever try to put Elena in the same space as that weak vampire." I said forcefully.
"Okay, whatever, what do I know even…all I am is your subconscious and I apparently know nothing."
"Great glad we have that settled, now I need to go speak to a certain witch to discuss the plan further." I said finally, and turned to leave. But that didn't stop my subconscious from getting the upper hand.
"I just hope this doesn't blow up in your face."
"Me too." I whispered as I closed the door and speed away to my favorite witch's house.
KPOV
I was there on the day truth died
Blood on my hands, throw them up in the sky
I was a number one sinner no less
My life was a lie and my wish was a death
I fell in love with the ways of the world
Money the fame, the booze the girls
But I couldn't stay faithful if I tried
I'd turn into a devil you could see it in my eyes
I blacked out, told you everything I ever did
I couldn't take all the lies I was living with
I broke your heart, broke up the next day
I sat in the living room drinking like I seem to do all the damn time, I signed and rubbed my face hard trying to think back to easier times when I didn't seem to have problems. But all I seem to see what I think about easier times, is Caroline's face, her smile, her eyes, her laugh and especially her vampiric face when she ate. At that time, she thought she was a monster, but she wasn't…isn't….she was always beautiful especially when she didn't even try.
My bags outside yelling get the hell away
You're not a husband, not a father just a pig
And you can never change all the things that you did
That's when I knew it, it wouldn't last
You'll never get away when you're running from the past
She was always the one to bring me up, when I got pissed off or sad when I thought back to my past. When you think about it, we weren't even dating for long, but it felt like I've known her eternity already. I really do love her…even if I never really said, I thought that it was enough, that she knew that I loved her….that I cared for her enough to not let anything harm her. But clearly I was wrong.
But then again, I seem to be wrong about so many things these days anyway. So what's another thing added to the list.
And we fly…
Fly into outer space
I float away but you're my gravity
This plan that Damon has, is beyond stupid. No matter what people thought about her, Caroline wasn't stupid. She will figure out one way or another what they will be trying to do…what they want me to do to her. And when she figures it out, may it be when its occurring or not, she will get her revenge. That baby vampire isn't someone to mess around with, especially when she's angry. I would know, I was on the receiving end of one.
Die to love another day
We rise again and lose our gravity
I'm a broken man, I'm full of sin
I'm sick of all this hell that I'm livin' in
And I know what you are thinking, "A hybrid, scared of a baby vampire what is this world coming to?" but damn she can be much more scary when she wants to be. I remember the one time when we were in the beginning of our relationship, where I pissed her off and not that one where you can smile or apologies and get off scot free type of pissed off, no this one was breaking everything you owned and also trying to kill you at the same time and also giving you the cold shoulder while plotting your demise slowly. And she plotted so much better than her friends could, because I actually thought I was going to die for real by her hands.
I can't escape it – this is how it feels
When you try to numb the pain with a thousand pills
You tore me down and wished I was dead
It may not seem bad, but her voice posture, everything she did or said was fucken scary. Even for me to admit, she makes a formidable opponent I must say, if she was born in my time, I would have loved to see her grow in to a better stronger person than she is now. Not that she isn't strong, she is, but I mean even more badass, who knows maybe she would have also been an original like myself and my family, if she was alive at that time.
Said you wanna sleep alone in another bed
But when I push you away, you only pull me closer
It's only over when we both wanna say it's over
I gotta change – this is not who I am
Maybe I could have loved her then, even married her. And then this mess probably wouldn't have happened. Who am I kidding, we probably would be back her doing the same thing now. Not speaking to each other, because I probably did something stupid like I always seem to do.
I wanna start over, wanna try this again
You're everything I need, everything I'm not
So pull the trigger give me one more shot
I really need to see her, to speak and reason with her. I can't do this anymore, I know I'm selfish and I know I need to understand why she did it. But damn I can't know that she doesn't love me anymore, or at least care enough to try again.
And we fly…
Fly into outer space
I float away but you're my gravity
Die to love another day
We rise again and lose our gravity
You love me You hate me
You kiss me You break me
You lifted me up just to watch as you dropped me
You promise me – looked me straight in the eyes
No matter what you say – I don't know the truth from the lies
I held you up like I always do
I forgave you for your sins and I carried you through
No matter how hard we fall
We always knew
You will bleed for me, and I will bleed for you
I looked at the crumpled piece of paper that had her last words to me, and signed wiping the stray tear that ran out of my eye as I thought about her hating me and being alone forever again. I know the big bad hybrid crying over a baby vampire, but this baby vampire brought out emotions that I thought I'll never feel again and made me feel whole, which I never felt before. Which is why she was so dangerous as well, she can literally bring me to my knees and not even know about it.
And we fly…
Fly into outer space
I float away but you're my gravity
Die to love another day
We rise again and lose our gravity
Looking down again, I signed for the last time, nodding to myself as I thought about how I can get her back and hating myself for doing this. But it was probably the only way I could understand what she wants from me and what she essential meant from the note. And the only person who could understand love, was my brother and darling sister. Which both hate the people of Mystic Falls and myself as well. But there was nothing I wouldn't do for my beautiful vampire, and if trying to understand the message she was trying to make from the two other people I sort of care about will help me, then so be it.
And we fly…
Fly into outer space
I float away but you're my gravity
Die to love another day
We rise again and lose our gravity
And we fly…
Fly into outer space
I float away but you're my gravity
Die to love another day
We rise again and lose our gravity
But hey, they'll just get a kick out of this. Knowing their brother is pinning for a baby vampire, and doesn't even understand how to get her back….and also knowing that he actually loves someone else other than himself, will probably get them to help him.
Baby we can float away
CPOV
"Klaus…stop it," I said giggling underneath him. He stopped his tickling attack on my ribs for a moment to stare at me. "What? Do I have something on my face?" I said after he carried on staring, he shook his head still smiling at me. I pouted when he didn't do anything, until he leaned down and gave me a peck to distract me from asking anymore, however that peck quickly turned into something more intimate.
"I love you Klaus." I said softly after he gave me a moment of unnecessarily oxygen. He just smiled his full teeth smile at me in response. I knew that he wouldn't say it back to me at that moment, and that was okay for now. I was a vampire I could wait for eternity for him to say that he loves me...because I wouldn't let him go not for anyone or anything….and even if I did leave him and chose another person, he would be the one I would always go back to.
He leaned down and started to place small kisses all over my face, and started tickling me once again. I couldn't help but laugh out loud at him…..it was so damn tickles
Ring...ring….ring
Huh, what the hell? Groaning my irritation I turned the other way hoping that whatever racket that was could stop and just go away. God I'm so tired. And just as I thought I was going back to my sweet sweet dream, well not a dream per se….more like a memory of the good times…but nooooo the racket had to continue.
Ring…ring..ring
Oh shit my phone….jumping in the bed when the racket finally made sense in the tired cobweb brain of mine.
"Hello?" I said yawning, with my eyes closed. Trying to remember why I had a phone in the first place.
"Caroline." My eyes flew up as I registered the voice on the other line, a voice I haven't heard in a long ass time. 26 years to be exact.
"…I…" Was the only thing that I could get out, I was so shocked by hearing this voice…It couldn't be her, it just couldn't.
"Just listen, to me okay?" The voice said, when they didn't hear a response they carried on talking like it was nobodies business. "I want you to stop this act of yours young lady! This instant, your making me sick to my stomach just listening and watching what you are doing and how you are acting towards everyone and how you are treating everybody. This is not who you are. This isn't becoming of a young lady such as yourself, even if you are a vampire. I don't give a rats ass on the excuse that you have or are thinking of, really I don't, so suck it up for once in your life don't think about yourself. Now I want you to go to everyone and apologize to them for the way you are acting. Is that understood? Good." And with the line was dead.
I took my phone slowly away from my ear, I didn't see where I put it, for all I knew I broke it and didn't even notice. I felt like crying and screaming in anger and distraught all at the same time…. I wanted to feel happy to hear that voice again, but I knew it couldn't be true, it just couldn't. But I so badly wanted it to be that person, to know that all this time I was dreaming. I pinched myself hard and winced, that then gave me the indication that this was no dream and it was just a bad reality.
But still, a person could hope. I signed and looked away at the wall I was intimately staring at to look at my hands. My finger nails were covered in blood, and my palms in half-moons which quickly healed, I wish my heart could heal as fast as the small cuts on my hands. I noticed that the phone was still intact which was a good thing, now I just needed to go out of town to track down who actually phone me seeing as it was a private number. But technology these days, can easily track down the person who phone me.
I nodded to myself as the plan came to mind, hopefully I wouldn't take too long to identify who did this and then they would be so fucking sorry that they did. I quickly sent a text to Kat to let her know that I wasn't going to be in Mystic Falls for a few days and to not start the fun without her until she got back. Then I started to pack the essentials for this quick errand. After living on the run, a bit that is, you start to get the hand of only packing what you need.
P.S.
Song was from Papa Roach feat Maria Brink - Gravity ;)
