I know, your all just about ready to kill me, because it took so long to get this up, but that isn't my fault! I had already told you and I quote "Read and reveiw! If I don't get three reveiws on this chapter, I won't continue... Well, I will continue but I won't post it. I was looking through my reveiws and I didn't have any for chapter 5 so I decided, I wouldn't post a new chapter until I got three reveiws for the previous one. This is going to go into effect... NOW!... and It will continue for the rest of the story." So it is actually your fault! Also, it's kinda my parent's fault because they wouldn't let me go on the computer yesterday. I planned on staying up until midnight yesterday but I kinda was too tired to do that... so here we are!
So don't make yourself die from not getting another chapter, trust me I know what thats like, I have done that, right now this is my ghost typing this up (Scary music) "BOO!" Hahaha, I had to do that because it is close to halloween!
K so ya I'm gonna start now because your all getting pretty pissed at me for talking so much, so I'll get to the story and do the disclaimer after.
Jake POV
I needed to phase and talk to Sam.
Sam, I need help.
Why? What's going on?
Well, I think I might have imprinted. I showed him all that had happened.
Yup, you imprinted.
Wait, that means I can tell her ... right?
Oh, ya I guess you can, have fun!
Oh, ya sure, can't wait to see what she thinks of me after this... I thought sarcasticly.
Sam chuckled. Well, you can tell her tomarrow, Seth got sick so he isn't patroling at the moment, so you can take his place.
Okay.
After the patrol, I phased back and went home. But, I felt pulled to make sure she was okay, so I walked to her house, to make sure she was fine.
As I walked, I thought about the voice. I hadn't heard anything since she said second chance. Maybe she was gone now, and happy in heaven, where she belongs.
I dropped to the ground, and cried. She was gone, she left me, I was alone.
But, the thing is, I wasn't. I had Jewel. I knew I should be more upset about losing Bella, but I wasn't. What if she was still here, maybe I hadn't lost her. That was definately possible, she was watching us, watching her work. I would thank her somehow...
I phased and went to Jewel's house, knowing her room was on the first floor. I looked into the window, she seemed to be restless. Like, she was having a bad dream. I thought about going in there and wrapping around her, but I think that would be weird for her. I didn't know if she liked me like I liked her. I settled for sitting outside her window all night.
Jewel POV
I had trouble sleeping that night.
I couldn't stop thinking about Jake.
I eventually just got up and put on a t shirt and jeans, and walked outside, and went to the back yard, and took a walk in the woods.
I found my favorite place and sat down on the ground.
This was my favorite place because it was quiet, and I could go here whenever I wanted, it felt like it was my place, as though it belonged to me.
I lay down on my back, and I heard some leaves crunching. What was that?
I must be tired, it was probly just the wind...
Then I heard it again.
What was going on?
Right then, I wasl ifted off the ground by my right ankle and was being held upside down. Great, that was just what I needed.
I tried to see who it was, and what was happening, but all I could see was a blurred image. It was so blurred that I couldn't make out what it was.
It wasn't until that point that I realized I was crying.
I screamed, but I was brought farther off the ground and the scream was choked off by a huge hand.
I couldn't breathe.
Maybe I was meant to die...
Maybe Jake was fighting fate...
Or maybe the universe was going to torment me with near death experiences, until it finnaly got bored of me and killed me.
I wasn't sure which one would be better for me...
Well, in case it was the first or second one, I decided to say the goodbye to my parents that I had planned on thinking that one day in the woods...
Thank you for being such great parents. I will miss you so much. I hope you will find joy without me and that you will get over my death soon enough. I am sorry that I have been so emotional lately, and that I have caused so many problems for you.
I then decided to give a goodbye to someone else as well...
Thank you for being there for me before I could really kill myself. Thank you for being my only friend. The only person who didn't judge me. I... I... I love you Jake...
As soon as I thought it, I was dropped on my head. It was sudden, so I didn't have time to get the tears out of my eyes to see what had triggered it.
I heard a scream and a howl... I wasn't sure what it meant.
Jake POV
I supose I fell asleep at some point in the night because I woke up to a secrea, that was abruptly ended.
I knew that scream...
It was Jewel.
She was in trouble.
I raced off in the direction it came from... the woods.
That made no sense.
Why was Jewel in the woods in the middle of the night?
I made my way to where Jewel was still in wolf form. I supose I could have changed back but it would have taken too long.
What I saw when I got there made my vision go red. A thug.
And the thug was holding Jewel upside down.
I was furious.
He dropped her as soon as he saw me and ran.
I had no time ot make sure Jewel was okay, plus, how was a wolf suposed to make her feel better?
I ran off in the direction the thug had gone and found him imedietly.
I could tell he was terriffied so I usd it to my advantage.
He was frozen with fear, so I used my front left paw to swipe a huge gash where his heart was.
He would die a slow painful death.
I made my way back to where Jewel was. She was most likely freaking out...
Jewel POV
I sat up and regreted it. My head was pounding.
I put my hand on my head and layed back down. I learned the obvious.
I was bleeding... A lot...
Maybe I could stop the bleeding somehow.
I grabbed the edge of my shirt and pulled with the last of my strength, going on will power alone.
Unfortionately, it was not enough, the shirt had barely ripped at all.
I sighed and flinched as I learned the wind had been knocked out of me.
I grabbed my shirt and pulled it off, thankful I was in the middle of the woods in the middle of the night, so no one would see my lacy bra.
I wadded my shirt into a ball and put it on the place the most pain was coming from.
I figured that was probly the place the blood was coming from.
I blinked the tears out of my eyes and wiped them with my hands.
I didn't usually cry... I wore a mask all day long and pretended to be okay... eben though I wasn't. I pretended I wasn't fighting a voice inside my head all day long wether or not to kill myself. I pretended I wasn't going though the pros and cons of suicide. But I was.
I guess it was just that I hadn't gotten enough sleep lately... and it was finally catching up with me...
That was when I knew I was dreaming. Because at that precice moment a wolf walked right over to me and layed down next to me.
I skittered back a few steps. I had gone through too much today for this... This wasn't a fairy tale, and this wasn't a book, this was real...
But the wolf layed down where it was, as though inviting me to go to it.
I carefully crawled closer to it, and eventually was right up against it. I felt safer, but I didn't know why. It was a wild animal, but it was so warm, and I was so cold and it was so soft and the ground was so hard, so against my better judgement, I layed down on it and fell asleep peacfully, and didn't wake up until the sun came up...
I hope you all liked it! This was probly the best writting I have done in a while but that is up to my beta, so... read and reveiw, my beta's review doesn't count, so just message me your reveiw Jakey! Ayways... I will start typing the next chapter up later today and depending on how many reveiws I get, I may put another hapter up soon! So... read read read!
