AN: here you go another update for today hope you enjoy but um yeah you might not just read and tell me what you think.

Disclaimer:Same as always

Ashley's P.O.V

when I awoke the next morning I realised I had fallen asleep outside with my head resting on Spencer's shoulder. I sat up a little just so I could see her. Its just when ever im with her I need to see her I need to be close I can't help these feelings I have and we haven't even be on a date yet.

" You know Its not polite to stare"she mumbled while trying to open her eyes.

"well what if I can't help it" I playfully added.

"what's the time" I checked my watch.

"After 12pm. Where is everyone"

"Inside somewhere. I don't think they know were out here"

"probably for the best I mean your mom-" she stopped me before I could say anything.

"Oh god I know"

"So what do you want to do I mean with us. With what's happening" I reached out and took her hand in mine.

"I don't really think its any of their business. We have to decide what we want and where this goes" she said gently circling top of my hand with her thumb.

"Well I want you. I want an us. Like I said before we left I want to take things as they come including that date I mentioned" I said staring into her eyes.

"I'd like that"she said as she leaned into my side. I placed a kiss on top of her head and interlaced our fingers.

"No matter how comfortable you are Ash I think we should move before my mom comes looking and interfering"

"Yeah your right and I mean I did hear a mention of a Christmas Lunch. Someone said it was a tradition"

"Do you only think about your stomach"she laughed as she stood up and stretched.

"No. I think about a lot of things but mostly You" I said trying to hide my face as I said it.

"charming"she said as she pulled me up and into her.

"I try" I said as I leaned further into her and placed a lingering kiss on her lips.

When I tried to pull back she put her arms around me and placer one hand on the back of my neck deepening the kiss.

"Ash are you out her-"We pulled apart at the sound of Kyla's voice.

"Kyla what are you doing out here"

"Well Ash Mr and Mrs Carlin have prepared Lunch and were wondering where you were"she said smirking at us.

"I just fell asleep out here and um Spencer here came looking for me"

"Well she found you Ash"

"Kyla we just um"Spencer tried to back me up but knowing we were caught.

"Its fine Spencer you Don't have to explain I just wish you guys would have told me I mean yeah I knew there was something going on I mean I almost caught you kissing the other day"

"Kyla its none of your business okay stay out of it" I said getting agitated.

"Ashley" Spencer warned.

"Sorry Kyla its just we don't really know what's happening yet all we know is we like each other and we want to give this a try"

"I get it Ash and By the way I am so not going to say anything I know what your mom's like Spencer so if you want me to stay quite its fine by me"she said smiling at us.

"Thank you Ky" I said as I walked over to her and gave her a hug.

"yeah thank you" Spencer said and repeated my actions.

" I will see you inside"Spencer said as she walked past us.

"you have got it so bad Ash"

"Huh" I said turning around and facing Kyla.

"nothing Ash lets go" she said as she lead me inside.

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"So hows the meal guys"Mr C asked as we all started digging in.

"Amazing Mr C" I said as I wiped my mouth and took a sip of my water.

"I Agree with Ashley Dad it is Amazing"Spencer Said as she looked at me from across the table. I gave her a shy smile.

"Me to Mr Carlin this is one of the best meals I have ever had. Thank you for inviting myself and Ashley to come down here with you all"

"Its quite alright I'm glad you are enjoying yourself both of you are welcome anytime"

I was about to take another sip of water when I felt a leg brush against mine under the table. I looked up and saw Spencer Smirking into her water Glass. What was I going to do ignore it hell no.

After about 2 minutes of our grope war. Kyla whispered into my ear to tell Spencer to stop it because the last time she got her instead and because if she noticed it before her leg got brushed then so would everybody else. So what do I do I excuse myself from the table and walk out into the hall and Text Spencer.

Ashley:You have to stop that you got Kyla and she said others would notice soon babe xoxo

Spencer:you called me babe :D and fine for now xoxo

when I walked back in I took my seat and resumed eating.

"Spencer put your phone Away"

"Sorry mom I just got a Text from Madison saying she wants to hang out when I get back"

"Oh well that's nice of her but I thought that you were hanging out with Ashley now"

"MOM"

"what its true"

"Mom Ashley is my friend not Spencer's"Ty said loudly towards Mrs Carlin.

"what I can be friends with Ashley if I want to Ty" Spencer said standing up.

"No Spencer you can't you have all your cheer leading friend's you know how they are. There is no way you would want to be seen with Ashley around them. You maybe the head cheerleader but you still care about what they think and you know they don't like Ashley. Hell me and Ashley are outcasts at the school the only reason I had that party was because I got you to ask people to come" Ty stood up and yelled at her.

"That's so not even TRUE Ty" Spencer yelled back.

"Really Spencer?" he said.

I took her silence as enough.

"Excuse me" I said as I stood up and headed for the front door.

"Ashley" I heard Spencer calling after me. I stopped still facing the opposite direction.

"What Spencer?"

"You know how it is"

"Yeah but I thought you were different I mean we haven't even been out on a date yet and there is already this Drama I mean Ty's just trying to protect me isn't he. I want to see where this goes but I cant deal with this right now. We are heading back tomorrow so please Don't Try and make me see your side because right now I just can't"

"So what your just going to close yourself off to me"

"Yeah that's exactly what im going to do for a while" when I tried to walk away she grabbed my arm.

"Please Ashley"

"Not now" I said as I ripped my arm from her grip and walked away.

TBC

AN:Please don't hate me. It should get better soon..