Naminé

I slept restless. I couldn't relax and I groaned. But then I fell away in a dream… or dream… nightmare.

I was alone and I walked forward, hoping to see somebody. But suddendly Sora appeared, out of nothing. "Sora!" I shouted with relief. He wore a blank expression on his face and I became worried. I tried to read his mind, but I couldn't. "Sora?" He looked at me and his expression changed. It became cold. I reached for his cheek. "What's wrong?"
Suddendly his expression changed again. His eyes warmed up and they lit up. I smiled and wanted to hug him, but he looked over my shoulder. I turned and saw a girl with long, blonde hair. She had blue eyes, just like me and Sora, but hers were more like Roxas'.
She wore a white dress and white sandals. She winked at Sora and he chuckled.
He walked through my body like I was a ghost and hugged her. "I missed you… Naminé" he said with a low voice. He kissed her forehead and then went lower….

"AAAH!" I rolled over again and felt the tears flowing. No! This was not going to happen!
But I fell in another dream…

I was in school, wondering what I was doing there in the weekend. Sora and Roxas came to me. I smiled at them and Roxas sat beside me, Sora took the place beside him.
Roxas started to talk my ears off, but Sora didn't talk to me. He didn't even look at me.
Suddendly Roxas disappeared and I sat beside him. "Sora, please talk to me..?" I begged him.
He turned to me, but however he smiled, his eyes were not with me.
"Sora, please?! What's going on?!"
He chuckled. "Don't worry… you were never interesting enough to me. Just a toy… "
I gasped. "What?"
Naminé appeared. She sat down on Sora's lap and he stroke her hair. "Where have you been?"
She shrugged. "Looking for you… something what this little girl wouldn't do, right Sora?"
He grinned. "Indeed"
He leaned in and…-

"No… no… please… don't… I-… I- NO! Sora! I'll change! I promise! Don't! Sora… no…"
I woke up and my cheeks were wet. I must have been crying the whole night.
"Damn it…" hissed someone. "Why doesn't she wake up? She's like she's in coma or something… shall I warn her mother?" Sora's voice was low and attractive as always, but he sounded real worried.
I opened my eyes and I locked my eyes with his. He didn't look blank or cold at me, so I sobbed with relief. His hands were wet of my tears and I shivered. "Kairi? Are you really awake this time?"
I nodded and sat up. He still looked worried. I tried to wipe all the tears away with my arms.
"What did you dream about? I were here at six o'clock and you were so restless… but I guess you started to dream then… I couldn't wake you up… You made me so worried! I told Naminé already I was staying with you 'til you woke up"
"I'm sorry…" I cringed away from him as far as I could. His eyes narrowed and suddendly he pulled me toward me. He pulled me on top of him. "So, what were you dreaming about?"
I felt his warmth beneath me and felt his hand stroking my hair and both my dreams came back. I shivered. I shook my head. "At first you were mumbling my name a bit, but then you started to call my name louder, like you wanted my attention, or something. I tried to tell you I was with you, but I couldn't reach you, wherever you were… then you reached for me, but I took your hand and you just didn't react. Then you stopped talking and then you began to beg me not to do something. You would do anything for me if I just didn't do it. Then you gave a shout and rolled over, while you started to cry.
You were silent and I tried to wake you up, but nothing worked. I called Roxas and told him to pick Naminé up. I would still be going to try to wake you up. When I hung up, you started to talk again, but your voice sounded so desperately… You begged me to talk to you and tell you what was going on… Then you started to cry again… and you were begging me again… to not do something… you would even change if that was what I needed… really Kai, where were you?!"
His voice sounded so worried I shivered again. I pulled away a bit and was checking of Naminé wouldn't appear out of nothing. I almost fell of the bed, but Sora caught me. He pulled me close to him and pressed me as close he could against his body. "Please tell me…"
I inhaled. "Sora…" my voice broke.
He stroke my hair. " Shhht…. Nobody's going to hurt you"
"I dreamed about y-you… at first I found you in the middle of nowhere and you looked… so cold at me… you didn't look at me, and you still wouldn't… then… Naminé appeared and you walked straight through me, like you were a g-ghost and you were about to kiss her and you ignored me like I never e-existed…." I inhaled again and went on. "Then I was at school and I wondered what I was doing there because it's weekend. Roxas and you were coming in and Roxas talked my ears off, but you were ignoring me… then Roxas disappeared and… you finally turned to me and you smiled at me, but your eyes didn't went along… and… you t-t-told me I-I w-w-was j-just…"
My voice broke and I swallowed. Sora's eyes were narrow and he was real worried now. "You told me I was just a.. toy to you and while I was processing that… trying to accept it… Naminé appeared and she told me I was just a little girl, who wouldn't understand your feelings toward her and you agreed with her and… I …" I shook my head and tried to bit the tears back.
"Well… you don't have a real image of me in your head…"
I looked up at him. His eyes were angry… but not at me.
"Well… Before you were freaking out, I called Naminé…" He saw me flinching and he suddendly pulled me away a bit. "Kai…" He suddendly took my face between his hands and came closer and closer… and his phone rang (Author's note: No way they're going to kiss! I'll save that 'til later! Sorry guys) . He sighed and took it. "With me" He listened. His eyes narrowed. "Naminé, please! Oh God… can you just talk about –" His eyes widened and he put a strand of my hair back behind my ear.
"Hmm… yeah… I know, but-" He grinned. "No, I finally woke her up"
"No, she's not-… No… she was kind of unconscious… u-huh… Well, I see you!"
He hung up and he hugged me. "Listen up… I know you can read minds, but Naminé did something I never forgave her… she chose my brother and that hurt me a lot. I closed her chapter and went on. But Kairi, I take things seriously. I broke with her, and we will never be together anymore… she just hurt me way too much. You did never such a thing to me, and you wouldn't. Kai, I won't throw that away for the past! You mean a lot to me, you must know"
I inhaled and pulled away a bit. His eyes were worried again. "You don't believe me?"
I swallowed. "I-I do… but I… I"
A sob slid through my gritted teeth. Sora's eyes softened. "Ah, Kairi…" He hesitantly held his arms out to me. I threw myself at his neck and felt his arms wrapped around me immediately.
I waited there 'til I was calmed down. Then I pulled away and pulled some clothes on. I chose my top and skirt. I took a belt and hung my necklace around my neck. Sora reached out my watch and I was ready to go. Or, at least, trying to. My eyes weren't red anymore and I felt Sora's hand on my back, making sure I wasn't going to break.
Together we walked downstairs and I walked out the door. He shut it behind me and I locked him.

We walked out the street and made our way to his house. "Hey, you don't live too far away from me…" I said surprised. He chuckled. "No, I always run to your place." I glanced at him. "Run?!"
He nodded and shrugged. "We're almost there… here" He held the door open for me and I walked inside. The entrance was big and the staircase was on the left. But Sora pulled me forwards and I suddendly stood in their living room. Roxas jumped up from the couch and ran toward me. He hugged me and I felt my surprise fall from my face. Sora's thoughts became violent, but Roxas was just happy I was here.
"Nam! Kairi and Sora are here!" He shouted to the hall.
Loud footsteps were a sign she was coming. I held my face nonchalant, when Sora's first love walked in. She was pretty, that was the first thing I noticed.
She had long, straight blonde hair and her eyes were like sparkling water. She wore jeans who fit tight to her legs and she wore a sweater she had unzipped a bit. She held her head slight to the left when she noticed me. Then she ran at me and hugged me. "Hi, I'm Naminé!" She said friendly. I felt all my jealousy fall away, there was one feeling left… I liked her and I could never win from her.
She wanted to hug Sora too, but Sora stepped back and looked cold. She cringed away and jumped at Roxas. "I want to see my shedule! Come on, Roxas!"
Roxas sighed and rolled with his eyes, but took his shedule out of nothing. I watched them. They were almost sitting on each other's laps. They seemed like they were married…

"We'll let them alone for a while" I heard Sora's voice in my ear. "They will need it"
I turned to him and followed him to his room. I felt my eyes widening when I stood behind him. His room was definitely bigger than mine and Sora seemed to clean up once in the month. His balcony had sight on the beach and his room was light and open. "Wow!" He smiled with relief. He was afraid I wouldn't like it. I walked straight to his balcony. He chuckled. "I thought already you would like that the most…"
He followed me and I stared off in distance.
"So, how was Naminé?" he asked nonchalantly.
I looked at him. "She was real beautiful and very nice"
He flinched a bit, but he recovered. He couldn't recover his thoughts…
I turned now totally at Sora. "You hoped I wouldn't like her?"
He shook his head. "No, but I think you're a bit… too positive about her" he replied.
I smiled sadly. "Well, I can't win from her…"
Suddendly Sora's arms were around me and he pulled me close toward him. "How many times do I have to tell you? Naminé is over and I'm not waiting because of her! I'm waiting because I don't want to hurry through this! You're way too important to me!"
I looked him in his eyes and he shook his head. "You can read my mind! Can't you just believe I don't love her anymore?"
I sighed. "You speak the truth, I know… but… it's…"
He chuckled in my neck. "It's what?"
I pulled away and enjoyed the view. "If she's going to compete me, I won't win"
He pulled an eyebrow up. "And my opinion doesn't matter?"
I grinned. "No"
He stood behind me and tucked my shoulder under his chin. "You don't know"
I chuckled. "Like it matters! Naminé is much prettier than me!"
No, she's not… she's not…
I sighed. "You're only saying that to make me feel better"
He wrapped his hands around my waist. "No, I don't, and you know that better than me"
I rested my head against his shoulder. "I know"

After a while I pulled away. "Roxas and Xion are over"
He looked confused. "Huh?"
I felt the shock on my face. "Roxas and Xion are over"
"How do you know? Why?"
I looked down. "Roxas and Naminé are kissing in the living room"
Sora's eyes widened. "What?!"
I remained silent.
Sora held his head to the left. "You serious?"
I nodded, still looking down. "Xion will hate me forever"
Sora's eyes narrowed. "Why would she ever hate you for?"
I locked my eyes with his. "I don't know. I think because I knew it much earlier than her"
He laughed. "You know what's weird?"
I shook my head, curious. He replied, still laughing. "I always thought about Naminé being a player, but never Roxas… my own brother!"
I took his hand. "You still don't believe me… so I'll show you"
I led him downstairs and opened the door as silently as I could. I was right, of course. Roxas and Naminé sat on the couch, kissing.
Sora's eyes widened and his jaw dropped. "Okay, from now on, I'll always believe you" he whispered in my ear. We walked out the door and shut it.

We went walking on the street. We were both silent and I listened to his thoughts.
"Thanks" I replied to his thoughts.
"For what?" He asked confused.
"For thinking I'm the nicest girl you've ever met" I said, putting my hands in my pockets, so he couldn't see they were balled to fists.
He blushed. "You're welcome"
We walked to my home. He stand unwilling for the door, like he didn't want to leave me. My heart started to beat faster. I scanned his mind over and over, but he hadn't decided yet. I felt the disappointment flew through my chest. I inhaled and turned toward him. His eyes looked searchingly at me. "I won't have any nightmares anymore" I said with a smile. He looked hesitantly and then stepped forward. I curiously read his mind, but it was blank… again.
"Kai" He started. He was so close now…
"You really scared me… I thought I was going to lose you… I really thought I was going to lose you forever…"
I smiled at him. "Why?"
His eyes were serious. "I made a promise to you, remember? I promised to be always with you. And I will… so please don't go to a place where I can't follow you"
I brushed his cheek with my hand. "I'll not go away"
He took my hand and his expression was odd… I couldn't place it. "Promise me"
He almost demanded… I must have scare him really much.
I leaned in and pressed my lips on his cheek. "I promise"
He blushed ten shades of red and he stroke my hair, when he turned and walked home.

I followed him with both my eyes and thoughts. He was rethinking his decision. I felt my heart beating, but suddendly Sora thought about something real different… what was going on in the boy's mind?!
But, at least, Naminé wasn't the reason he waited so long…

(Author's note:
Jay! I'm becoming close to the chapter I'm sure I'll have troubles with! ^.- Yeah, but I hope it'll turn out okay xD

Thanks to all my reviewers! When I were checking my e-mail, I suddendly got two comments! O.o Thank you! ^.^
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Some information:

Chapter nine will be called 'Break up' and some people are going to break up forever…
Who will it be?
Also, Naminé will have her first day on school and Kairi will spill some tears…
What is going to happen? I know, but I'll write as fast as possible to let you know too!)