Heyy :] I might not post for this story for a little while because I'm setting on the insane task of completely re-writing my other story.


(Lilly POV)

When I opened my eyes, I saw Dean packing his and my clothes up as well as Sam packing his things up. They continued to move around each other and converse in a very quiet conversation. When I sat up Dean looked over and smiled but Sam looked guilty. I smiled at both of them but mainly towards Sam. I don't want him to feel bad about this, it's not like he meant to hurt me. I threw the blanket off me and got out of bed and hugged him.

"Don't feel bad, it doesn't even hurt. Anyway how else am I going to get Dean to do whatever I want?" I told him which made him smile. I smiled back towards him and released the hug. I grabbed some clothes Dean had left out for me and walked into the bathroom to get ready for the day.

(General POV)

Once Sam heard the shower turn on he turned and faced Dean. "I know you want me to continue this with you, I'll do it but I have a few conditions." Sam spoke in a quieter voice hoping Lilly couldn't hear over her shower.

Dean cocked his head to the side and asked "And those would be?"

Sam took a deep breathe and rushed out the sentence that could have Dean want to kill him ; " I want less mullet rock, Lilly staying with Jess, maybe some healthier food, and you not hooking up every night. That should cover it".

Dean nodded processing this all, replaying it slowly in his head, until he heard that Sam wanted Lilly to leave.

"We can compromise but Lilly isn't leaving." Dean told Sam with a very serious face.

"C'mon Dean, you have to understand. She is just going to keep you from completely focusing on the job. Beside it would be good for her. The only woman she has ever had in her life would be one of your one night stands that stayed the night." Sam tried to reason with Dean but he wasn't having any of it.

"Hell no Sam. She is not leaving. And I have never let a one night stand stay the night, ever. If Lilly doesn't approve, the girl goes. And Lilly has enough women in her life." Dean told Sam in a furious tone, almost defensive. They both sat there in an awkward silence until Dean spoke again.

"Sam, I can't leave her. I don't want to and I don't have to. I raised her too just like I did with you. I'm not just going to let her fend for herself now because you want her gone. "Dean told Sam harshly, Sam was about to reply until they both heard Lilly belt out song lyrics.

'I said, "Hey, what's your name baby?

Maybe we can see things the same.

"Now don't you wait, or hesitate.

Let's move before they raise the parking rate."

All right now, baby, it's a-all right now.

All right now, baby, it's a-all right now.' Lilly sung but got cut off by her laughter.

"Listen to her Dean, Do you really want her hurt because you couldn't let her go?" Sam reasoned too Dean, which seemed to work.

"No, I don't want her hurt, ever!" Dean took a deep breath and continued "Fine, she stays with Jess!" Dean grunted and zipped up his bag. Sam looked over to Dean and could tell that he was furious but he knew it was the only way he could get Lilly out of this. When he heard the shower turn off, he knew he was going to have a harder time trying to convince Lilly the same thing.

Dean grabbed his stuff and took it out to the car when Lilly stepped out of the bathroom in a pair of jean shorts and a black AC/DC shirt that covered the bandages nicely. She was towel drying her hair and noticed Dean was pissed.

"What did you do? Dean hardly ever gets this pissed, ever." Lilly shot a look towards Sam when Dean came back in.

"Lilly just grab your things please. We have to get going. And don't worry, Sammy and I just had a conversation." Dean told Lilly when he walked back in. Lilly put her other clothes in her duffle and zipped it up. She folded her damp towel, placed it by the toilet seat and followed Sam out towards the Impala.

(Lilly POV)

Okay something is defiantly up with Dean. He is too quiet and he's not even blaring his music out. It's more of a soft tune in the background. I wonder what Dean and Sam were talking about. It has to be serious because Dean usually shakes off our arguments quite quickly but he seems royally pissed off. I sat forward closer towards Dean. He didn't notice at all, he just stared forward on the oncoming road.

"Hey Dean" I said and he turn towards me and smiled.

"Hey Lilly, Do you need a bathroom break? Shit! You haven't eaten anything yet. Wanna stop and get something?"

I shook my head with a smile, "I'm all good Dean, and I'm not even hungry. Can we talk?" I asked; he nodded so I continued "What's going on?" After that he tensed up again.

"Nothing" he responded quickly…too quickly!

I rolled my eyes and asked again "Dean tell me what's going on, please." After that he turned his music up to headache level and used it to ignore me.

"Fine, listen to your music." I shouted as I sat back angrily and pulled out some math work Dean gave me to complete. I finished the sheet in no time flat. I don't understand how kids can find this hard. All it is is trying to get the 'x' by itself. I put my books away and realised I had no other work to do so I took my shoes off and curled up in a comfortable position so I could lay down and look at the sky.

The hours seemed to fly by until we got to Sam and Jessica's house. Now that I look at it, it was a nice house. It was a nice dark tan with a hint of green, 2 stories; just very homely looking. Oh god! He even has the white picket fence. Yep, he was defiantly living the apple pie life. But I'm good with Dean; we have it pretty good if you ask me. We have each other and Dad, we are usually happy, unless some butt heads with another and even then we get over it pretty quickly.

I sat up when Dean and Sam got out. Dean leaned against the passenger door as Sam grabbed his...duffels? Since when did Sam have a duffel like mine? I shrugged it off; I must not have looked closely before. Sam motioned towards the house

"How about you actually come in for a drink?" Sam asked. I looked at Dean who nodded and walked towards the house, naturally I followed them. Once Sam got inside, Jessica had seen him, she ran towards him and jumped on him; holding him tight. Sam held her back and kissed her neck.

"Oh I've missed you Sam" Jessica said as she put her forehead against his. Blah! At least Dean doesn't do this, around me anyway.

Dean cleared his throat and Sam just flipped him off. Once I saw that I started laughing, really hard actually. I laughed so hard I ended up having to pee.

"Um Sam?" I questioned and he looked over towards me.

"May I use your bathroom please?" I asked, he nodded and pointed down the hall.

"Second door on the right." He smiled; I nodded and walked towards the bathroom.

After I finished, I washed my hands and joined the others in the kitchen. It was tan again with a border of all different types of pies. I sat down on a stool in the front of the kitchen's island. Sam placed a Pepsi down in front of me and smile; I smiled back. We sat for about an hour just talking about this and that really.

Soon after Dean got up and motioned his head towards the door. Sam gave Jessica a look followed by a kiss on her head.

She gazed up at him and smiled "Be safe".

Then both Dean and Sam walked towards the front door. I guess it's time to leave then, but when I started to follow, Dean turned around "No Lilly, You're staying." I laughed again but realised he was serious.

"No thanks, I'm good." I told him and tried to go around but he grabbed my arm to stop me.

"No Lilly, I'm serious. You're staying here and that's final." Dean told me in a serious tone and he turned his focus to Sam "Go wait in the car Sammy, I'll be out soon."

I shrugged my arm from his grip but soon as it released he grabbed it again, a little tighter this time. His gaze returned to me and he spoke harsher this time "Lilly, I'm not letting you come. If I have to chain you to a chair, I will. You will stay here."

"What? Why? You've never had a problem before!" I yelled at him, if he was allowed to get mad, hell I was going too.

"Lilly, grow up. You're staying here and that is final" Dean spoke low and slowly. That was the moment I knew he was dead serious. I could feel the water works coming on.

"No, Please don't make me stay Dean. Please! Please don't leave Dean. I'll be good, I'll be quiet. I won't bug Sam. Please don't leave me too Dean" I begged, not caring that I was crying infront of him.

He hugged me closely followed by a kiss on the top of my head." Dean, don't go." I pleaded but he ignored it.

"I'll call you Lilly I promise" Dean said right before he left. I heard the impala turn on and back out of the driveway.

"No!" I screamed out and ran to the front yard, only to see the tail lights. I fell to my knees and called out in a small, broken voice "Not you too. Why does everyone leave me?"

I felt someone's hand on my back, when I whipped around I saw Jessica who looked like she was crying. She pulled me into a hug which I pushed away from. When I stood up, I wiped me tears. I walked inside and saw my duffel outside a room. I picked up my duffel and opened the door. The room was a soft lilac with a canopy bed.

I shut the door, put my duffel down and crawled into the bed. Once inside I let the rest of the tears flow which turned into sobs. Not only did Sam leave me but he took Dean too. On top of it all my dad is gone. I wrapped the soft white comforter around myself and cried myself to sleep.

(General POV)

Once Jessica had seen Lilly break down and beg Dean not to leave her, Jessica's heart broke for the girl. But what really did her over was Lilly's heartbroken sobs which where coming from her guest bedroom, her niece helped decorate. She waited for the sobs to die down to check on Lilly. Once inside the room, she realized Lilly had cried herself into sleep. Jessica sighed and took the girls jean shorts off and let Lilly sleep in her boy short undies. Jessica tucked Lilly in and left again making sure the door had a crack so she could check on her from time to time. Then she walked into the kitchen and picked up her cordless phone and dialled Sam's cell phone number.

She waited until he picked up on his side and once he did Jessica had decided that she had better know what is going on.

"Hey Jess, Something up?" He asked, Jessica cleared her voice so he couldn't hear that she had been crying.

"Sam now is a wonderful time for you to tell me why exactly you left Lilly here. I'm not saying I don't want to get to know her, she is your family and all, just tell me why please?" She heard Sam clear his voice followed by a door shutting.

"Jess, it's just going to be too hard for her to come with us. She's going to be safer there with you." Sam told her but Jessica wanted more. After all she had spent the last hour hearing Lilly's heart breaking sobs.

"Is this something about the childhood you never talk about? Because if it is, you better spill Sam and I mean it." Jessica told Sam.

She heard Sam take a deep breath before he spoke "It is but Jessica it is safer if you didn't know."

Jessica was starting to get fed up "I get that Sam but there is nothing that could change how I feel about you. Just-"

Sam cut her off "Jessica please, I really don't want to talk about it."

Now Jessica was fuming "Sam you are going to tell me because I just spent the past hour listening to your little sisters' heart breaking, because of whatever you're doing is too dangerous!"

Sam was speechless until he realised the time and he had to go "Jessica I swear I'll tell you when I get home which should be by the end of the week. I have to go. I love you". Jessica was about to reply but all she got was the dial tone. She hung up the phone, she knew she wasn't going to get anywhere with Sam right now so she turned her focus to Lilly.

Jessica knew that Lilly needed some well deserved 'girl time' which involved a few containers of Ben and Jerry's, cookies, chocolate and some movies. Jessica knew Lilly wouldn't be up soon so she decided to make homemade double chocolate chip cookies. Once she put them on the cooling rack she noticed Lilly walking down the hall. Jessica grabbed a cooler cookie and walked over to Lilly in hopes maybe she will be able to comfort her. "Hey Lilly, Would you like a cookie? I just made them, they're chocolate chip" Jessica said as she held out the cookie, Lilly took the cookie gently

"Thank you" Lilly said quietly.

A week passes of Lilly acting like this. Whenever Dean would call Jessica would make up an excuse so that Lilly didn't talk. Jessica couldn't stand seeing Lilly seem so broken and alone. Not to mention the fact that Jessica had seen Lilly take a lot of Advil for obvious headaches. Lilly hardly ate but when Jessica tried to make her eat, Lilly would complain about stomach issues. Jessica being a Children's Psychologist, she was starting to piece things together. Jessica had started to believe that Lilly was suffering from Separation Anxiety Disorder. The reasons Jessica believed this was because of the all the symptoms Lilly had been showing. Jessica decided that things had to change.

Jessica was sitting down at the table one morning with a coffee; she was deep in her thoughts, thinking about how she could help Lilly. She was completely zoned out until Lilly spoke. "What if he gets hurt and I'm not there to fix him up? Sam won't remember what Dean likes." Lilly told her in a frantic tone as she sat down facing Jessica. Jessica shook her head and asked Lilly to repeat what she had said. Once Lilly repeated what she said, Jessica was shocked.

"How often does he get hurt?" Jessica asked Lilly.

"Once in a while, not every time" Lilly paused, clearly thinking about something "About every seventh or eighth time, I'm there to save his ass" Lilly told Jessica in a lighter tone.

That's when Jessica noticed the white medical bandages on Lilly's chest. It wasn't very big but they were there. "What happened there?" Jessica asked while she pointed to Lilly's chest, Lilly's hand went up to her chest.

"Nothing just cut it in the impala by accident. Dean freaked out, even though it's just a scratch." Lilly shrugged it off and they sat in silence until she asked again about Dean getting hurt.

"I'm sure he is fine. Why don't you call him? He has been calling like at least 3 times a day." Jessica told Lilly, waiting for the verbal lashing she was expecting for not telling Lilly about Dean calling.

Lilly looked blankly towards Jessica while she crossed her arms, that's when Lilly's face contorted to anger. "Why the hell didn't you tell me? You had no right to hold that from me! He could have told me when he's coming back for me or he could have been hurt and needed my help!" Lilly yelled but then calmed down soon after. She placed her folded arms on the table and laid her head down on them. She took a deep breath and looked up. "I'm sorry I yelled at you. I'm just really worried about Dean. I've never been away from him this long." Lilly said, she was going to say more but the lights begin to flicker.

(Lilly POV)

"Really?" I shouted towards the ceiling. The one time, I don't have any weapons at all.

Jessica just looked pissed "I just changed these light bulbs!". I got up from the table and looked in her cabinets. Jessica looked at me like I was on a munchies binge or something but in reality I was looking for salt. When I finally found it I begin to put it on the floor.

"Lilly what the hell are you doing?" Jessica demanded; I ignored her knowing that something was coming and coming fast. She tried to take the salt from me but I turned away. "Lilly stop!" Jessica demanded again, I rolled my eyes and continued. Once I finished while leaving a space for it to come though, I gave her the salt. The lights stopped flickering, Jessica sighed "Must be having Power surges or something. But would you like to explain this Lilly?". I shushed her and she rolled her eyes. I heard floor boards creaking softly and my hunting instincts kicked in. Jessica just sat back down at the table and ignored me. I told her to stay in the kitchen and what did she do? She scoffed at me! Great no one likes a sceptic. I rolled my eyes and followed the noise. I walked all over until I heard Jessica scream.

I ran back to the kitchen and saw her being pushed up against a wall. I ran over and got his attention by poking him. Why not annoy something you're about to kick the shit out of? When he turned around, he let out an evil chuckle. "Oh look, baby Winchester all alone. What is baby gunna do?" He taunted me, he continued for a bit until he took it way out of line. "Not only did you run Sam away but you also ran daddy and your Dean away too. Poor baby, what are you gunna do now? Are you going to scream and cry for your Dean to come back? Truth is hunny, he ain't. He never wanted you around." He said while we locked eyes. I became completely enraged with that comment, I didn't force them to leave me; it was their choice to leave! I felt so enraged, all of a sudden I lunged towards him and socked a good right hook but he counter balanced with a left upper cut. I kicked him square in the stomach.

He let out a short breathe of air and looked surprised. No one thinks that someone this small could pack such a powerful punch. He when to retaliate but I blocked it. While I was blocking it I throw salt in his face. He screamed in the process and I looked over to see a very distressed Jessica. I throw more salt on him before I went to help Jessica. I quickly shoved Jessica over the newly laid salt, locking him and me into a confined ring. "Don't cross this line!" I shouted at Jessica; she nodded obediently.

I turned back to him with my own evil grin. He franticly looked around for an escape but soon found none. I shouted with frustration then he quickly composed himself again. He lunged at me this time and landed a hard punch. I cowered where he had just hit which gave him the opportunity to grab me. He grabbed my upper arms and squeezed really tight. I was done with fight and didn't want any other bruises than the ones I knew I was going to get.

Thank you dad and Dean for the hours of memorizing exorcisms. I let out an involuntary whimper as he squeezed harder. His smile grew wider and more predatory like. I decided now is a good time to get rid of him because I knew I could win this fight not matter how hard of a fight I put up.

"Exorcizamus te, omnis immundus spiritus, omnis satanica potestas, omnis incursio infernalis adversarii, omnis legio, omnis congregatio et secta diabolica" I recited the exorcism I knew from the top of my head; by the time I was done, thick black smoke poured from the man's mouth and disappeared.

As the man collapsed I followed him down, making sure I didn't land on him, I checked his vitals. They were there; strong and healthy. He seemed to be fine but I still called 911. "Hello, what is your emergency?" the operator asked; I gave her Jessica and Sam's address and explained that a man had come into the house and collapsed in the kitchen. I hung up after and grabbed Jessica's broom and swept all the salt into the corner. When the paramedics got there I pointed them in the direction to the man and kept well away from them.

When they all left, Jessica was sitting on the couch staring out into space. " Jessica?" I called out, she quickly shook her head and looked over towards me.

"Is this why he never talks about his childhood?" Jessica asked flat out. I nodded and she flung herself back against the couch and begun laughing hysterically.

I looked at her weirdly but she kept going. After about 10 minutes of Jessica just going to town, her laughter begun to die down. I think it finally hit her; "So growing up, you guys did what exactly?" She asked me.

"Well we hunt things that go bump in the night. Kinda like Scooby-Doo only cooler with less ascots." I stiffed a laugh at the end.

Just thinking of Dean in an ascot would make my day. "When did you guys start?" Jessica asked again, this time is was leaning forward, listening more carefully.

"Well I started when I was 12. Dean didn't want me to join the hunt but Dad kinda made me. Every hunt Dean has been by my side, making sure nothing happened to me. Dean's first hunt was when he was about 8, I think. And I believe Sam was 9." I explained; she seemed to be taking this all in.

Most people would be running for the door now or scream that I'm some type of lunatic. "What is the most dangerous hunt you've been on?"

"Um mine would have to be when I was 15. It was a really pissed off spirit that wanted revenge for the death of his daughter. We didn't know that until after I was taken. He told me I looked like her and stuff. I was only gone for maybe 3 hours before I got rid of him. Dad didn't seem any wiser but Dean was freaked the whole time I was gone. He has always been protective of me. Never really let me out of his sight" I paused "Well until now." When I finished Jessica looked really calm and weird; not many people take well to the information.

"Well this explains a lot actually. Why Sam hates Halloween, never ever talks about his childhood, why we always have to have a lot of salt for no reason, and why we have a bunch of weird ass symbols around the house." Jessica explained to no one in particular.

I got up from the living room and I walked into my 'bedroom'. I grabbed my phone from on top of the bed and called the number I was refusing to talk to, Dean. I don't know what hurt more; the fact that Dean is rejecting me or the fact that maybe the demon was right.

After that incident Jessica and I have been getting along. Hell I even let her paint my toe nails, which by the way are amazing! A few days had gone by still without a call from Dean. I rolled out of bed feeling sluggish and crampy. I looked at the calendar and realized it's that time again. I walked out of my room and went to go find Jessica. I found her at the kitchen table - again. She always has her morning coffee there.

"Hey Jessica. Where do you keep your feminine supplies?" I asked.

She quickly responded with "under the bathroom sink". I went to get some but noticed there wasn't any. "Jessica" I called out, she quickly got up and walked to where I was.

"What's the matter?" she asked, I pointed to under the sink and told her there wasn't any. She looked dumbfounded and looked for herself. When she noticed there wasn't any, a look of confusion crept across her face. She shrugged her shoulders and told me she was going to grab some for me.

She came back 20 minutes later and handed my some supplies. After I dealt with that, I went to go make some pancakes for us. When hers was finished a few minutes later I went to go get her. I quickly found out she was in the bathroom. When I knocked on the door it opened. I was shocked to see her sitting on the toilet with what looked to be a pregnancy test.

I gasped and breathed, "Oh my god. . ."


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