No sleep for me once again but I watched Aiden. I know it sounds creepy but he looked so peaceful. He held me all night. My face close to his. His eyes would twitch a little while he was sleeping. I think he was dreaming. In a way I'm glad I can't sleep because I'm afraid to dream. The night didn't feel long enough. I was so comfortable in Aiden's arms that when his alarm went off I didn't want to move. His eyes opened meeting mine. He smiled and I smiled back.
"Morning sunshine." I said. He groaned.
"Do we have to get up?" He asked.
"unfortunately yes we do." I got out of bed and went to the bathroom. I brushed my teeth with my finger and used Aiden's brush to untangle my hair. I put my clothes I had on yesterday the went back to his room. By the time I was back to his room he was dressed. I put my shoes on and we head into the kitchen so he can eat. When we walked in I saw his dad and mom walking around crazy. His dad was apparently late for work. He said hello to me then walked out the door in a hurry. His mom was making breakfast. I sat at the table and watched the news.
"Snow storm last night damaged some peoples homes and leaving some without heat and electricity. Schools have been canceled for the rest of the due to the extreme dangers on the roads. This is your wednesday report. Have the best snow days you can." The whether man said.
"YES!" Aiden's voice startled me. I laughed. He ate and I had a few pieces of baby carrots then we went back to his room.
"What should we do today then?" I asked.
"We could go to your house and you could show me the journal we talked about." I didn't really want to go home but I knew I needed to change."Please." He was practically begging.
"Ok fine." I gave in. We decided to walk there since the roads weren't very safe. I could go home now because it was light out but the side walk was really slippery. we went slowly to my house trying not to fall. I slipped once but Aiden caught me. When we got to my house I felt a shiver go up my spine. Aiden thought was cold so he put his arm around me and we walked in together.
The house was quiet but then i heard a noise in the kitchen. Walked into the kitchen to find Haley, Ty's sister, but this time she was wearing real clothes. It took her a while to see me staring at her.
"Oh Valerie. Where were you yesterday day. We all were looking for you." We all? Who is we all? I thought scared thinking she meant the ghosts or whatever they are. Aiden interrupted.
"Oh I'm Sorry miss. We were at my house. The storm was so bad that we couldn't get her home. My mother invited her to stay with us over night. I'm sorry she didn't check in with you."
"Oh well Valerie you had us worried and who is this lovely young man." She made me so angry.
"What do you care? You're not my mother and plus the other day when I was home you and my dad didn't even remember i lived here."
"Oh sweetie that isn't true. It was so early that we didn't know what end was up." I wanted to punch her for calling me sweetie.
"Sweetie my ass. I don't need your bullshit. Just tell my dad I'm home." I grabbed Aiden's wrist and pulled him up stairs to go to my room. I tell him to sit on the bed and I go to my closet to change into clean clothes. I put on a skirt with tights underneath.I still was looking for a top when someone put their hands over my mouth. I screamed into the hands but it came out like a soft high pitch moan through the hands.
"Don't scream Vee. I just want to talk." He whispered. I realized it was Ty. I peeled his hand off my mouth.
"Yeah well I don't want to talk to you."
"I know and I'm really sorry but if I just came out and told you. you would have freaked. I really like you Vee in fact I'm in love with you. That guy out there doesn't feel the same as I do."
"That guy out there has been more honest than any person I've met. I don't know anything anymore. I just know I'm tired of peoples lies and bullshit." He grabbed me closer and kissed me. the kiss was passionate. He pulled away. I felt like the room was spinning.
"You can't say I lied about my feelings. That kiss was to prove to you how I feel and the way you kissed back you feel the same."
"Yes Ty I like you but You betrayed me. I asked if you were telling me everything and you lied right to my face. I can't trust anyone who lies right to my face. They have to prove to me they are trustworthy. You showing up in my closet while I'm getting dressed doesn't make you trustworthy it makes you a perve and a peeping tom." I realize I still don't have a shirt on. I grab my black sweater and put it on. so now I am wearing a black sweater with a grey skirt and white tights. then my usual black vintage boots.
"I'm sorry I was just trying to talk to you alone without him. Vee I need you."
"I've been on my own pretty much for a while now. I don't need anyone. I can be alone. I've done it for most of my life." I open the closet door and slam it shut leaving Ty behind. I see Aiden sitting on my bed looking at the ceiling.
"Finally. I thought you got lost in there." He said.
"Yeah Sorry my clothes haven't been organized since we moved in so I had trouble finding some clothes." I sad making up a excuse.
"Well you look gorgeous." He smiled. I came up to him and sat next to him on the bed. I pulled out the journal and handed it to him. He looked fascinated by the book. I watched him while he read it. I sat there doing nothing while he read it. I looked around my room and saw Ty standing in the corner. He mouthed the words, "You shouldn't have shown him that." His face was so serious it scared me. I looked at the book then back to where Ty was but he was gone. Things started to get creepy.
When Aiden finished the book he put it down.
"So much death in just one house." he said.
"Yeah I know. The house can get pretty scary at night." he raises his eye brows.
"How about I stay here tonight to keep you safe?" I want him to but I didn't think it would be safe for him. "I not taking no for an answer. Its only fair that get to stay because you stayed at my house."
"I don't think its a good idea but ok." He smiled.
We watched movies on my laptop for most of the day. It was too cold to go outside so we just cuddled under the covers while watching movies. Dad never came up to say hello or anything. By the time it was 10 o'clock Aiden was passed out with me in his arms. I laid there trying to sleep but again couldn't. I finally moved out from under Aiden's arms and grabbed my bag then headed to the bathroom. I took out my drugs I had. I was so tired but my mind wouldn't shut up long enough for me to get any sleep. I took two sleeping pills and swallowed them. I went back to the room and laid down. I waited for sleep to come.
I laid there till 2 am then got up and went back to the bathroom. I looked at my self in the mirror. My face looked so pale and lifeless. It looked like I was see my own ghost. I needed sleep if I don't get it I feel like I might actually die. I'm hoping to eat something when I wake up 'cause I know I need to eat its almost been a week. I grab the pill bottle and take out 3 more. I swallow them. I debate if I should take anymore. I take one more just to be sure. I went back to my room and laid next to Aiden. I now felt so tired. I closed my eyes and I was finally asleep.
I had a dream that I was standing over my body watching myself sleep. I walked around the house and saw my dad in the kitchen talking to Haley. I didn't listen I just kept walking. My walking felt more like floating. I was using no effort, my body weightless. I walked through the house going through every door. Thats when my dream started to become a nightmare. The ghosts in the house started following me. I sped up my pace but couldn't get rid off them. I walked out the door. They didn't follow and I thought I was safe. I walked out the gate. I felt like someone kicked me and was brought back to my room. "What how did I get back here?" I asked myself. I looked at the time in is 9 am. I see Aiden move. I'm so confused. Why am I watching everything? I look around the room and see Ty. He stares right at the dream me then to my sleeping body.
"Vee, What did you do?" He walks closer to me. I stand there not knowing what he is talking about. He grabs my arm and I'm shocked I feel it.
"Whats going on?" I asked. He grabs me in a hug. I speechless. I close my eyes . I'M DEAD. I'M A GHOST. I freak out in my mind. I close my eyes and breathe deep. I try to open them again but even though it feels like my eyes are open all I see is darkness. I'm so scared. I huddle in a ball. It's silent almost peaceful. I feel like I'm floating, like i'm on a tube in the water just floating on top moving around with no effort. It feels nice. I feel something shake me. the silence goes away and I hear yelling.
"VEE WAKE UP." It's Aiden's voice.
"You're not going to be able to wake her up like that." I'm shocked to hear Ty's voice. I feel hands on my body but I'm not sure why. I can feel what they are doing and here them yet I feel as if i'm not in my body. They both hold my arms and feet and carry me to the bathroom. They put me down. I hear a shaking of something.
"Sleeping pills." I'm guessing thats the sound and they found my drugs.
"PUT HER IN THE SHOWER." Ty screams. I feel them take off my top and bottoms leaving my undergarments then Aiden holds me up in the shower. The water turns on. I feel like everything is going in circles. I'm going in sane. I hear screaming. then there is silence. I feel cold water then I don't feel anything. I'm being pushed back and forth. I don't know where I'm going.
Sorry for the long wait. been really busy. hopefully will update sooner now.
