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The drive to my house is quiet and tense. All I can think about is what upset Jace so much that he kissed my sister and what does he want to talk about.

I'm still fuming inside. The image of him and Clary kissing is tattooed in my mind. I'm mad at both of them. Clary knew about my feelings for Jace and yet she kisses him.

And Jace… How could he think that he'd have a right to kiss my sister? You can't just go ahead and kiss your best friend's sister. What on earth happened in that small amount of time that could have set him off?

We soon arrive to my house and we go straight to my room. Right after he closes the door, I start to interrogate him.

"What the hell was so bad that you needed to kiss my sister?" It's impossible to keep the anger away from my voice. He sits down at the edge of my bed and I angrily tower over him. He looks very regretful.

"This isn't exactly easy to say."

"Did something happen?" I try to help him, because whatever he's trying to tell me seems to be hard to get out.

"Yes," he simply says. I give him a waiting look.

"And…" I push him on.

"I can't do this," he says and puts his head in his hands. "This is so embarrassing!"

What can possibly be so bad that he can't tell that to me? I sit down next to him. I'm not so mad at him anymore. I'm more concerned.

"You can tell me," I say softly and tentatively put my hand on his shoulder. He raises his head and looks at me in the eyes. There's a moment of silence before he speaks.

"I saw you kiss Sebastian," he finally says and turns his head away. I frown in confusion.

"You know about me and him. Why would it make you feel bad to see us kissing?" Jace doesn't answer. He just looks down. "Jace?"

"I remembered last night what happened before I passed out," he says quietly, still not looking at me. My eyes widen. "Why didn't you tell me?" he asks.

"How could I just blurt out something like that?"

"Maybe you have a point." I wait for him to continue, maybe to tell me why he got upset, but he doesn't.

"So, why did you get upset seeing me kissing with Sebastian?"

It takes him a while to answer. "If I tell you, it might ruin our friendship." I'm very confused. What could be so awful that it could ruin us? I don't think anything can keep me away from him.

"It won't. Trust me. Nothing you say can keep me away from you." He looks at me again. He searches my face, to find out if I'm being serious.

He takes a deep breath before speaking. "I got really mad, because I saw the way you kissed him. It was the same way you kissed me." I'm left speechless. Why would he care if I kissed Sebastian the same way I kissed him? Not that it would be true. Kissing Sebastian is nothing compared to kissing Jace.

"Why did you kiss me?" I have completely forgotten to ask the most important question.

"Because I wanted to."

"Why did you want to kiss me? Did you just think it would be fun or..?" A little bit of angriness seeks to my voice.

"No, of course not. You remember how I was angry almost all the time lately?" I nod. "It was because I started to have these strange feelings and I was so frustrated."

"What kind of strange feelings?" I'm still utterly confused. I feel so oblivious. I feel like there are so many hints, but I can't figure out what the hell he's talking about.

"Strange feelings about you." Jace looks at me as if waiting for me to react some way. He couldn't possibly be talking about the same kind of feelings I've been having for him.

"Can you be more specific?" My heart starts beating faster. Could he possibly feel the same way about me?

"Are you sure you want to know? You can't say I didn't warn you."

"Yes!" I say impatiently.

"Okay. Um… I guess it started when I noticed how I had lately snuggled you in my sleep. I think one day I just realized that there might be a reason why I do that. I first didn't think it could be true. But then the feeling got stronger by the day, especially at the night of the party when I wanted to kiss you. That's when I realized that I have feelings for you."

I look at him my eyes wide open, astonished. I can't believe I'm hearing this. All this time I have thought that it would be impossible for him to have any feelings for me. But now he is the one to confess his feelings, when I've been too much of a coward to do so.

"Wh- What?" I have to make sure I heard him right. He winces.

"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said-" He stops to stare at me surprised as I put my hand to cup his cheek. I close the distance between us and press my lips against his. He seems surprised first, but then starts to kiss me back.

The kiss isn't like the heated kiss we had the other night. It's slow and gentle. It feels so amazing to feel his soft lips move against mine. It's even better than I always dreamed it would be like. It's better than the kiss last night, since I know now that he really wants this too.

We exchange few small pecks and then separate. I lean my forehead against his and look him in the eyes. We stay like that for a while, just looking at each other.

"So… Does this mean you feel the same way or..?" Jace asks uncertainly. I give him a small kiss before responding, because I just can't keep away from him now that I can actually kiss him.

"Yes. I've had feelings for you since the day I had the dream." He smiles and looks surprised.

"Really? That long? How did I not notice?"

"I did a pretty good job keeping my feelings hidden," I say and kiss him again.

"It must've been really hard," Jace says and runs his hand through my hair.

"It was. I was pretty freaked out and I didn't know what to do."

"I had the same. This is really weird now that you think about it. I mean I never would've thought I would be in this kind of situation with you." He chuckles.

"I know!" I laugh. I then come up with an important question. "So what do you wanna do now that we're in this situation? Do you still wanna be just friends or do you want something more?" I can't just simply assume that he'd want to jump into a relationship with me. Even I haven't given much thought about it. But I do know that I want more.

"I definitely don't want to be just friends, but I'm not sure what I want. This is big change. I've always liked girls and now I suddenly like my best friend who's a guy. I know that I want you."

"Then maybe we could just be more than friends and let things happen like they do."

"That sounds like a good idea. I do want some rules though. I don't want you to be with Sebastian anymore."

"After today I wouldn't even want to have anything to do with him. And if it's not too much to ask for, could you not see any girls? I'm not sure if I can do this if I have to see you making out with them." He smiles and kisses me.

"Of course. Why would I need a girl now that I can make out with you?" He smirks.

"I would never in million years imagine you saying that," I say and chuckle.

"I know!" he laughs. "Where is this world going?" I collapse back to the bed laughing. Soon Jace follows.

I turn to look at him and see him already looking at me.

"Do you wanna stay the night?" I ask.

"Yes. I sleep better with you anyways." He smiles and strokes my hair gently.

"Me too."

I roll on top of him.

"Are you sure sleeping is all you want to do?" he asks, looking up at me.

"No and it's not even that late yet, so maybe we could try something," I say seductively.

"I would definitely want to try whatever you have in mind," he answers, his tone matching mine.

I press my lips to his roughly to show exactly what I have in mind. He moans and entwines his finger in my hair. I run my hands all over his body. He licks my lips and I greet his tongue with mine. We passionately kiss and lick and touch each other's for a while, a long while. When it doesn't seem to be enough anymore, I start to grind against him. We both groan and our kisses become even more frantic.

After a moment, we have to separate for air and I take this moment to remove his shirt. I explore his chest muscles and his abs while slowly grinding against him. His eyes are hooded and we're both breathing hard.

"You're so sexy," I say breathily, staring down at him.

"I know," he says cockily and I chuckle.

I can feel that he's as hard as I am right now. I just want to rip off the rest of our clothes and see what happens then. I just don't know if he's quite ready for that.

He takes my shirt off and starts to explore my body. When I can't take it anymore, I kiss him again. We wrap our arms around each other, desperate to feel the skin on skin contact. And it feels so damn great.

I feel him trying to open the button of my jeans and I pull away to look at him.

"Are you sure you want to go that far?" I ask him and he looks at me like I'm crazy.

"Are you kidding me? Of course I do! And I can feel you do too." He grins sexily at me and I swear I just got harder.

I think we both know that we aren't going to go all the way right now, but there are other things we can do.

He rolls us around so he's on top of me. He goes back to opening my jeans and pulls them off swiftly. He then takes off his own jeans.

Jace kisses my neck. He starts to move down and presses kisses on my chest. He licks my abs all the way down to the waistband of my boxers. My breathing gets harder the lower he goes.

He takes my boxers off and my hard cock springs free. He wastes no time as he starts to stroke it.

"Oh fuck, Jace," I moan.

"You like that?" Jace asks sexily and strokes me faster. He's staring at me so fiercely.

"Yes," I breathe out.

Suddenly he slows down his motions and it looks like he's pondering about something. I find out just what he was pondering as he takes the head of my cock into his mouth. I let out a loud groan. I definitely did not expect for him to do that.

Jace tries to take more and more of me into his mouth. I know he won't be able to get it all in, it is quite big. But he is doing amazing job with his licking and sucking. He must have had a lot of blowjobs from all those girls. Not that it would make him good at it, just to let him know what feels good.

I feel that I'm close as he sucks, licks and strokes me fast.

"I'm gonna cum," I warn him, because I don't know if he wants to take it in his mouth or not.

He just goes faster. Then he looks me in the eyes. That's enough to trigger me to cum.

"Oh, Jace!" I moan loudly as I come hard in his mouth. He swallows all of it.

He gives me a one last suck and then crawls back to lie beside me, his head resting on my shoulder. I'm still breathing hard. He looks up at me, smirking.

"Did you like that?"

"You were fucking amazing." I probably shouldn't feed his big ego, but he was just so fucking good.

"Well, it was my first time doing that."

He lifts his head from my shoulder and kisses me. I can feel his hard-on rubbing against me. He has taken off his boxers at some point. I should definitely do something about it.

He looks at me and smiles. I smile right back at him and stroke his hair gently.

"I think there's something I need to take care of," I say and kiss him.

"You think?" he mumbles against my lips and rubs his hard-on against my thigh. I roll us around so he's lying on his back and I'm lying on my stomach beside him. I kiss him hard and take his dick in my hand and start to stroke it. He groans into the kiss.

I break the kiss and see his gold eyes filled with pleasure as I continue to stroke him. I start to move down while kissing his chest and abs. Then I'm at eye level of his hard cock and it's just as amazing as the rest of his body. I don't hesitate as I take him in my mouth.

"Oh, fuck," Jace moans loudly. I really hope Clary hasn't come home yet, because she has definitely heard everything.

I suck him hard and I'm able to take more and more inside each time. I'm not being able to take all of him inside my mouth either, since he is probably as big as me. I can still see that he's enjoying it very much, groans and grunts coming out of him.

I lick and suck him hard and fast. He's tightly gripping my hair and moaning repeatedly. Soon he warns me he's about to come and I move even faster and harder, eager to get his cum in my mouth.

I look up at him and see him looking at me with extreme pleasure.

"Jonathan!" Jace yells as he comes in my mouth. I swallow all of his cum, and there's a lot of it. I lick him completely clean and then go lie down next to him.

He's breathing hard, still coming down from his high.

"That was… Wow," he says breathlessly.

"I know," I say smugly. He looks at me smiling.

"Well, you have done that before, haven't you? With Sebastian?"

"No, we never got that far. I guess I was kind of feeling like I was betraying you. Even though I was almost positive you didn't have any feelings for me." Jace looks a bit relieved for the fact that I haven't done that with Sebastian.

I rest my head on his chest and wrap my arms around him.

"Well, you did an excellent job for a first time. It was mind blowing," Jace says and I smile smugly.

"I really hope no one is home, because they definitely heard everything."

"Your parents are rarely home and I haven't heard Clary coming in either." That makes me wonder where she is. She usually comes straight home after school. She's probably with her friends. "Imagine if your parents would've come for a surprise visit. They would've been in for a surprise to find their son giving a blowjob to his best friend," Jace laughs.

"That would've been awful," I say horrified. I don't even know how I'm going to tell them about Jace and me. I don't even know if I need to tell. I have no idea how serious Jace is about this or how deep his feelings are. My feelings are definitely very deep. I'm falling for him more and more all the time. But he just discovered his feelings.

"Are you okay?" he suddenly asks. He must've noticed the worry showing on my face.

"Yeah, I'm fine. No, I'm great," I smile at him. He smiles back and kisses me.

"Me too."