Chapter 8
One Month Later
Sami sat in the middle of her living room.
"Today's the day." Sami thought to herself. Looking down at a very worn out letter in her hand.
It was four weeks ago, four long weeks that she found out that the love of her life no longer existed in this world. Heart still aching with the pain. Sami roamed around the house aimlessly. She lost twenty pounds from not eating and she took up the habit of smoking. Obviously not caring about her appearance, she didn't bother with fixing herself up anymore. She stayed holed up in her home, not willing to leave. For a very crazy reason, she hoped that the spirit of EJ would visit her. Hoping for some sort of entity to resemble his presence, it would have kept her wanting to live, but nothing happened.
Focusing back at the letter within her hands, Sami re-read EJ's last letter to her.
"My Dearest Soon To Be Betrothed,
You my darling have made me a very happy horny man. Your acceptance of my promise and the cum stained letter has gotten me hard up for you. I can not wait for me to be able to come home, climb on top of your amazing body and take you.-"
Sami always chuckled at that part. She knew that if he had the chance to come home. The first thing that he would do, would be to have her. Make sweet sensual love or hard fucking. Either way, they would intertwine their soft and hard bodies, uniting them as one. Sami closed her eyes in reminiscence of their past.
She continue to read the letter, but thought why? She memorized the whole thing.
"You obviously dream about me, this means the world to me! I dream about you everyday, fuck I daydream about you as well. I honestly can not help myself. I'm obsessed with you and I'm not ashamed. You will always be the love of my life. I can't remember how I was able to survive before I met you. Babe, there's going to be a surprise in a few weeks. I just want you to hold tight and be patient for it. I want to tell you everything that has happened here, but I don't want you to worry your pretty little head off about it. Promise me.-"
"Well EJ, you promised me that you would come home to me. You promised that you would survive, but you broke that promise." Sami thought to herself as she closed her eyes, as tears streaked her dull cheeks. Inhaling a shaky breath, she continued to read.
"Oh my goodness, where are my manners my love. I didn't thank you for accepting my promise. I'm beyond ecstatic that you took a picture with my ring on your finger. Oh you naughty, naughty girl. Getting yourself off wearing my ring. What a blissful sight. I also didn't thank you for having that sexy ass dream. I jerked myself off while reading about your sexual reverie. I loved it. Thank you. Oh and the cum ink? NICE! No one has ever done that for me, which makes me love you even more. If that's even possible. I LOVE YOU. I Love You, I love you, I -LOVE-YOU. Darling, if you look a the bottom of this letter, by my name, you'll see my thumb print. I used my cum as ink as well I will say good night for now. I hope that you continue to have sweet dreams of us, because I can guarantee that I know I will. I can't wait to hear from you soon. Kissing you endlessly.
Your one and only lover,
EJ Dimera"
Sami folded up the letter and placed it in her personal journal. She had decided to keep a journal to express all of her feelings after EJ's death. She had a hard time expressing herself with speech. She just didn't care to socialize. There was no value in that if the one person that she wished to communicate with, was no longer there. Wiping at her tears, Sami had a flashback to when EJ had gotten her so mad. She got so mad, it caused her to throw an orange slice that she was eating, at him. It landed smack dab in the middle of his forehead. "Samantha Brady, you my sweetheart, is going to so pay for that!" promised EJ, as he got up to chase her. He finally got her tackled onto the couch, they made love that night. Sami giggled at that memory, breathing deeply.
Sami spoke to her mother and father the night before. Told them that she was doing fine and for them not to worry about her. She also wrote a letter to Jenna and her parents three days before. She knew she would have enough time to carry out her plan. She thanked them for being in her life. She wanted to apologize for bringing sorrow into their lives. She asked for them not to worry about her soul. She also asked for them to carry out her wishes, to be cremated. She hope that one day soon, the army would be able to find EJ's remains and have it cremated as well. Hoping for them to place their urns together, like how they originally belonged.
Sobbing hysterically, Sami flipped her journal to the last page and found the newly purchased razor she placed there. Plucking the item from its place, Sami placed her journal down and got up. She walked into her bathroom, closed the door while slowing crying. She locked the door and walked over to the tub. Climbing in, Sami sat there with her legs to her chest. With blurry vision from her unshed tears, Sami looked down at her wrist. She tried to figure which vein would do the trick.
At that moment, all was silent to Sami, she couldn't hear the faint pounding at the front door. She just stared at her wrists, "No second thoughts Sami." Sami whispered to herself in hiccups. "You told yourself that today is a new beginning. You'll get to be with EJ again." Sami thought to herself. Sami was so preoccupied with her inner-self, she failed to see the door kicked open. As the razor prickled her porcelain skin against her veins, a hand grabbed hold of her razor occupied hand, to stop her. Dazed, not realizing what happened. Sami looked up and gasped!
TBC
