Thanks for all the lovely replies they mean so much to me :D this parts a bits strange but I wanted to get the point across about how much Ronnie loves and misses and needs her mun

The next day

Roxy walked into Ronnie's bedroom and jumped on to the bed and looked at her sister

Roxy: Ronnie! Get up! When are you going to get up! Ronnie groaned and pulled the covers further over her head.

Ronnie: go away Roxy! Roxy looked at Ronnie shocked

Roxy: no get up Ronnie! We're supposed to be going shopping. Roxy said pouting. Roxy sat on the edge of the bed in silence for a few minutes.

Roxy: Ronnie! Get up or I'll tell dad. Ronnie sighed loudly and pushed the covers off of her face and half sat up with her head resting against the head board.

Ronnie: can't we just go shopping tomorrow.

Roxy: no I want to go now. Like today! Ronnie groaned again and reached over and clutched on to her stomach.

Ronnie: but I don't feel well Rox! Roxy walked at Ronnie and rolled her eyes.

Roxy: but it's your own fault because you were drinking and don't say you weren't because you were cause I could smell it on your breath last night. Ronnie looked at Roxy shocked

Roxy: don't worry I won't tell dad but only if we can go shopping. Ronnie looked at Roxy and sighed before nodding her head.

Roxy: Ronnie what does it feel like! Ronnie looked at Roxy confused

Ronnie: what do you mean Rox?

Roxy: you know kissing a boy. What does it feel like. Ronnie looked at Roxy and smiled

Ronnie: shut up Roxy! Roxy looked at Ronnie shocked and shock her head

Roxy: no tell me Ronnie. I want to know. Is it like it is in the films. Ronnie looked at Roxy and shock her head

Ronnie: it was just a kiss Roxy. It didn't mean anything. Now come on if you want to go shopping you need to get dressed. Ronnie said climbing out of her bed and moving over towards her wardrobe. Roxy looked at Ronnie's bed and then to Ronnie shocked she had turned as white as a sheet like she had seen a ghost.

Roxy: Ronnie your bleeding . Ronnie turned to looked at Roxy shocked as she went pale and her eyes filled with tears.

Ronnie: will you go and get aunty Peggy. Roxy nodded and rushed out of the room.

A while later Peggy walked out of Ronnie's bedroom and closed the door behind her and smiled when she noticed Roxy sitting looking at her with tears in her eyes.

Roxy: is Ronnie going to die? I don't want her to die. Who'll look after me then? I love her. Peggy looked at Roxy and laughed before shaking her head.

Peggy: no she's not going to die !

Roxy: then what's the matter with her then?

Peggy: she's growing up! Roxy looked at her aunty and screwed up her face

Roxy: that's stupid! If she grows up does that mean she won't want to hang around with me any more? Peggy looked at Roxy and shock her head

Peggy: no darling Veronica loves you she'll always want to hang around with you. Your her little sister!

Roxy: her names Ronnie not Veronica. Only dad calls her Veronica she hates it. Peggy nodded her head to show Roxy that she had listened to her.

Roxy: so what's really the matter with her?

Peggy: girls problems darling! You wouldn't understand. Ronnie doesn't understand! Your sister she's just become a women. Roxy looked at Peggy and screwed up her face again her aunt was right she didn't understand

Roxy: what does that mean? Peggy sighed and took a seat next to Roxy

Peggy: well it just really means that once a month Ronnie will be really grumpy!

Roxy: once a month! Well that's an improvement ain't it. Peggy looked at Roxy and laughed

Peggy: we'll maybe not once a month. Roxy rolled her eyes and sighed why did adults say things that they didn't mean why did they lie. Roxy sighed when she grows up she was never going to lie about anything.

Roxy: what's Ronnie doing?

Peggy: she's getting ready she said you were both going shopping. Roxy smiled and nodded her head when a thought occurred to her

Roxy: you wont tell Ron that stuff I said about loving her and stuff will you. Peggy looked at Roxy and shock her head

Peggy: of course not darling!

A while later Peggy walked into back into Ronnie's bedroom to see her sat on her bed in tears. Peggy looked at her young niece unsure of what to do.

Ronnie: I hate it here. I want my mum nothing bad every happens to me when my mum was around.

Peggy: what happened this morning wasn't a bad thing Ronnie love. It means that your growing up.

Ronnie: I don't want to grow up. I just want my mum. I don't want to have to look after Roxy or be in charge. I want to be a kid I want mum back so she can do it. Why do horrible things always happen to girls and not boys. It hurts!

Peggy: I know darling. Peggy said wrapping her arms around Ronnie.

Peggy: if I could get my hands on your father I would throttle him. Your only a little girl you shouldn't be left to deal with all of this on your own. All you should be worrying about is being a kid, I tell you what darling why don't you and Roxy come around to the Vic for dinner tonight and you can talk to Sam and be a normal teenager again at least for a few hours. Ronnie looked at Peggy and nodded her head. Peggy looked at Ronnie and smiled

Peggy: your growing up darling am so proud of you! Ronnie looked at Peggy and scowled

Ronnie: I don't want to grow up

Ronnie: aunty Peggy do you think mum just stopped loving us. Peggy looked at Ronnie and shock her head sadly.

Peggy: no darling!

Ronnie: then why did she leave me, why did she leave me with dad and she told me not to contact her. Peggy looked at Ronnie sympathetically.

Peggy: trust me Ronnie darling your mum still loves you no matter what! A mother will never stop loving her child no matter what!