Miss me? Well even if you didn't I missed you guys! Ok short note then you can read. I have an early Christmas break so that's means more chapter BUT (haha I said but) I do have to spend time with family so chapters will be slow in coming. Damn. So then the Goddesses of this story said "GO FORTH A READ MINONS!" You love us.

All mistakes are the Authoresses own.

I STILL don't own Big Time Rush. Damn I could always kidnap but that "illegal" Ha! It's only illegal until you get caught! I also don't own any of the famous people mentioned.

Story gets a little dark in the end and maybe for the next two chapters. Well technically its like a page because the last half is dark and the first half of the next chapter will be dark but you'll have to read to find out why.

XXX

The months passed quickly. Dani and Matt were still going strong. Kendall and Jo were an on and off type of couple. Katie still wasn't speaking to Logan. Carlos and Meg were happily in love. Abby and James were happily in love also. The Girls Next Door were topping the charts everywhere. Even beating out Big Time Rush in places around the world.

Before everyone knew it it was Thanksgiving then Christmas Eve. To compete with Gustavo Hawk was having the girls work over time to get out their Christmas album. On the new album there were collaborations with Justin Bieber, Ke$ha, Taylor Swift, and a single of all the girls.

"Ok! Kaitlyn and Justin Silent Sight go!"

Katie cleared her throat and opened her mouth and began to sing.

Katie: Silent night, holy night
All is calm, all is bright
Round yon Virgin Mother and Child
Holy Infant so tender and mild
Sleep in heavenly peace
Sleep in heavenly peace

Justin:

Silent night, holy night!
Shepherds quake at the sight
Glories stream from heaven afar
Heavenly hosts sing Alleluia!
Christ, the Saviour is born
Christ, the Saviour is born

Both: Silent night, holy night
Son of God, love's pure light
Radiant beams from Thy holy face
With the dawn of redeeming grace
Jesus, Lord, at Thy birth
Jesus, Lord, at Thy birth
Katie: Jesus, Lord, at Thyyyyyy birthhhh The music faded away and Katie and Justin stood there waiting. "Passable." They breathed a sigh of relief. "Next!" Margret stepped into the booth to sing her single of deck the halls.

"Deck the hall with boughs of holly! Fa-la-la-la-la-la-la-la!"

Dancing and grinning she was rocking out oblivious to all. Katie and Justin left her to it. Meg loved the holidays.

"Justin!"

The short brunette turned around and was quickly hugged.

"You were great!"

"Oh thanks Miley."

The "pretty" brunette smile gave him one last hug, glared at Kaitlyn, and left. She was recording down stairs on her Christmas album. Kaitlyn had a secret plan to kill her this Christmas Eve so that all the boys and girls would have a happy Christmas with "it" in the world.

"Bitch." Kaitlyn muttered.

"What?" Justin asked confused.

"Nothing!"

"Ok so it was a blast recording with you Katie."

"You too Justin."

"Later!"

He waved bye and left. A few seconds later Abby and Ke$ha walked in arm and arm laughing. Meg exited the booth smiling.

"I swear to god you are on some sort of drug." Dani commented at Meg.

"Yep!" Meg answered cheerfully. "Caffeine! Don't know why I never had it before!"

"Three words." Abby said. "Halloween of 02."

Katie, Dani, and Abby shuddered. Meg was talking nonstop to Taylor Swift who had just walked in.

"Ummm hi is this Hawk Records?"

"Yeah." Abby said.

"Ahhh Taylor! Great to see you." Hawk cried as he walked into the room with Rebecca.

"Hi Hawk!"

The two hugged.

"Ready to record?"

"Yep! Where's Dani?"

"Ummm hi."

Taylor turned around to looked at the wavy haired brunette.

"Sorry hi!"

The two entered the recording booth.

"Ok O Christmas Tree Taylor and Dani go!"

It was Taylor who started first.

Taylor:

O Christmas tree, O Christmas tree
Thy leaves are green forever
O Christmas tree, O Christmas tree
Thy leaves are green forever
Thy leaves are green at summer prime
Thy leaves are green at Christmas time
O Christmas tree, O Christmas tree
Thy leaves are green forever

Dani:

O Christmas tree, O Christmas tree
Much pleasure doth thou bring me
O Christmas tree, O Christmas tree
Much pleasure doth thou bring me
For every year the Christmas tree
Brings to us all both joy and glee
O Christmas tree, O Christmas tree
Much pleasure doth thou bring me

Both:

O Christmas tree, O Christmas tree
The candles shine so brightly
O Christmas tree, O Christmas tree
The candles shine so brightly
Your branches hold such tiny lights

Dani:

That makes the toys just sparkle bright
O Christmas tree, O Christmas tree
The candles shine so brightly

Taylor:

Thy candle shines so brightly

Both:

Oh, so brightly

The last note trailed off.

"Passable."

The two left the booth and Abby and Ke$ha entered.

"Ke$ha and Abigail on 12 days to fall in love!"

The beat started.

"Yo! Ke$ha here! With my gurl Abby."

"Hey Ke$ha!"

"Hey Abby!"

"Shall we rock this party?"

"Let's rock and roll!"

Both:

Twelve days to fall in love
12 days ain't enough for us to fall in love
I'm dreaming of you day and night
Tell me baby, what we didn't do right
Cause we were kissing under the mistletoe
But, lonely when we had to go
Baby twelve days twelve days
Ain't enough, ain't enough to fall in love

Ke$ha:

On the first day of Christmas
I was by myself, it was only me
On the second day of Christmas
I met you downtown by the Christmas tree
On the 3rd and 4th day of Christmas
You were on my mind
By day six, I gotta admit
I wanted to give us a try

Both:

12 days ain't enough for us to fall in love
I'm dreaming of you day and night
Tell me baby, what we didn't do right
Cause we were kissing under the mistletoe
But, lonely when we had to go
Baby twelve days (twelve days) twelve days
Ain't enough, ain't enough to fall in love

Abby:

On the seventh day of Christmas
Boy, I swear that we were feeling
Like we were both skating on ice
Me and you, you and me
Kissing under red and green lights
By day ten I knew that
You would soon be gone
Baby, this can't be
Why this have to happen to you and me?

Both:

12 days ain't enough for us to fall in love
I'm dreaming of you day and night
Tell me baby, what we didn't do right
Cause we were kissing under the mistletoe (toe)
But, lonely when we had to go
Baby twelve days (twelve days) twelve days
Ain't enough, ain't enough to fall in love

Ke$ha:

The time moves on and so will we
Until next Christmas, I'll see you in my dreams
I will hold on (hold on)
To our memories (our memories)
Memories (twelve days ain't enough)

Both:

12 days ain't enough for us to fall in love
I'm dreaming of you day and night
Tell me baby, what we didn't do right
Cause we were kissing under the mistletoe (toe)
But, lonely when we had to go
Baby twelve days (twelve days) twelve days
Ain't enough, ain't enough to fall in love

Abby:

12, 11, 10, 9, 8, 7 (twelve days)
6, 5, 4 (hey, yeah) 3, 2, 1
Fall in love, ooh
12 days to fall in love

Ke$ha:

12 days to faaaaaaaaal in LOVE!

The song ended and they stood there.

"Passable. We wish you a merry Christmas all. Now!"

Taylor, Ke$ha, Dani, Katie, Meg, and Abby crowded into the booth. They got ready and began to sing.

Katie:

"Hey guys! We wanna wish you all a merry Christmas and a happy new year."

Abby:

"For being such great fans!"

Dani:

"Sticking by us in times of woe."

Meg:

"And being just plain awesome! This song is for you!"

Girls Next Door:

Merry Christmas and a happy New Year!

Taylor:

We wish you a merry Christmas
We wish you a merry Christmas
We wish you a merry Christmas
And a happy new year

Ke$ha:

Good tidings to you (to you)
Through all of the years
Good tidings for Christmas
And a happy new year

All:

We wish you a merry Christmas
We wish you a merry Christmas
We wish you a merry Christmas
And a happy new year

Katie:

We wish you a merry Christmas
We wish you a merry Christmas
We wish you a merry Christmas
And a happy new year

Meg:

Good tidings to you
And all of your friends
Good tidings for Christmas
And a happy new year

Abby:

We wish you a merry Christmas
We wish you a merry Christmas
We wish you a merry Christmas
And a happy new year

All:

We wish you a merry Christmas
We wish you a merry Christmas
We wish you a merry Christmas
And a happy new year

Dani:

When we take the time to give
Something special happens every single year
So, spread the Christmas cheer

All:

We wish you a merry Christmas
We wish you a merry Christmas
We wish you a merry Christmas
And a happy new year

Taylor:

Spread love on Christmas day
Spread love, spread love on Christmas day
Spread cheer, spread love on Christmas day
Have a happy new year

Katie and Dani:

We wish you a merry Christmas
We wish you a merry Christmas
We wish you a merry Christmas
And a happy new year

Taylor and Ke$ha:

We wish you a merry Christmas
We wish you a merry Christmas
We wish you a merry Christmas

Abby:

And a happy new year

She belted out the last line. Her voice loud and proud.

"Merry Christmas from Taylor!"

"Ke$ha"

"And the Girls Next Door!"

Hawk paused and looked them over.

"Good job. Take ten."

Ring!

Hawk answered her phone and went into his office.

The group sat down on the long white couch.

"This had been the best recording session ever." Taylor commented.

"I agree Tay." Ke$ha said.

The girls giggled and grinned.

"You're welcome!" Abby told them.

"Yeah!" Meg agreed.

"Ok someone is elbowing my boob and I don't appreciate it!" Katie snapped.

Everyone laughed and rearranged themselves.

"Much better." Katie sighed happily.

"Hey Juliet!"

"I think you're fine!"

"You make me wanna blow my mind!"

"Wait who's Juliet?"

Laughter and someone (probably Kendall) facepalmed themselves. The girls turned around to see Big Time Rush entering. Along with Gustavo and Kelly.

"James!"

Abby got up and hugged him. She leaned up and ruffled his hair. She took great pleasure in ruining his hair.

"Carlos!"

Meg did the same. She hugged the Latino tightly and kissed his cheek.

"Hey Kendall." Dani said softly.

"Hey Dani."

'He looks terrible.' She thought.

"Is everything alright with you and you-know-who?" she asked hesitantly.

"Voldemort?"

She giggled.

"No. She's been cheating on me and I don't know who it's with."

Dani hugged him tightly cursing Jo to a life in hell. She was gonna kick her skinny blonde ass for this.

"I'm sorry."

"It's ok. We broke up for good."

Dani's heart soared at that but then she remembered Matt.

"Hey you wanna watch Rocky Picture Horror show with us on Christmas?" she asked. "I don't plan on doing anything tonight."

"Rocky Picture?" He questioned. "Not very Christmassy."

She shrugged. "Do we look Christmassy to you?"

"Yes."

It was true. All the girls had some sort of Christmas thing on them.

Meg and Abby were dressed as elves.

Katie was decked out in holly. And excessive amounts of glitter. The girl had a problem.

And she herself was wearing angel wings for the fun of it. They also were subjected to Katie's glitter attack.

While everyone else greeted the guys Katie stayed where she was. Logan hesitantly walked over to her.

"Hey Kaitlyn."

She turned her body from him and crossed her arms to hide her trembling finger tips.

"I truly am sorry." He tried again.

Sighing he gave up and turned around. In a split second Katie stood up turned him back around and smashed her lips against his. There were gasps from all around. The boys wolf whistled. Katie fell back onto her toes and hesitantly looked at him then down at her toes.

"I-I really l-like y-y-you. Like a lot and when you didn't show up it broke my heart and shattered my trust in you." She paused to take a breath. "And e-e-even when I blew you o-off, wouldn't talk to you, and g-g-glared at you until you stopped talking. Y-y-you never gave up and well I finally f-f-forgave you. And if you'll finally say y-y-yes I'd love it if I could g-go o-out with you."

She fidgeted and then gasped when Logan bent down and kissed her. He pulled away and grinned down at her. Katie's heart filled with hope.

"Weirdo. Of course I'll go out with you."

Katie grinned and kissed him.

"Ok really! What's with all the kissing!" Hawk and Gustavo cried annoyed.

Logan and Kaitlyn pulled away grinning at each other.

"Get in the booth." Hawk ordered. "All of you."

"You are doing a remix of Beautiful Christmas." Kelly explained.

The song started up. Katie and Logan were holding hands and stood next to each other. Same for Carlos and Meg. Abby and James. Kendall and Dani were next to each other but weren't holding hands.

Kendall:

Let's Go!
Merry Christmas Everybody!
Put down video games,
Pick up some candy canes
And hang a wreath on your door

James, Carlos, Logan:

Hey

Dani:

Give back to those who need
Bring peace and harmony
Cause that's what Christmas is for

All:

And this Christmas is Christmas
We'll celebrate a wonderful year

Katie:

Ohh this Christmas
It's Christmas
We'll decorate the halls with love and cheer

Carlos and Meg:

We can make a beautiful Christmas
We can make the world shine bright
As long friends and family are with us
Every star will shine tonight

James and Abby:

We can make it beautiful
It's Christmas
We can make it beautiful
It's Christmas
We can make it beautiful
It's Christmas
We can make a beautiful Christmas

Abby:

Let's party in the snow
Under the mistletoe
Girl I've been waiting all year
Hey...

Logan:

Rudolph can take a break
Frosty can melt away
As long as I got you here

All:

And this Christmas
It's Christmas
We'll celebrate a wonderful year

Kendall and Dani:

Ohh this Christmas
It's Christmas
We'll decorate the halls with love and cheer

Carlos and Katie:

We can make a beautiful Christmas
We can make the world shine bright
As long friends and family are with us
Every star will shine tonight

All:

We can make it beautiful
It's Christmas
We can make it beautiful
It's Christmas
We can make it beautiful
It's Christmas
We can make a beautiful Christmas

The girls:

Happy holiday, spread the love on Christmas day,
Singing happy holiday, we can make a beautiful Christmas
Happy holiday, spread the love on Christmas day,
Singing happy holiday, we can make a beautiful Christmas

Guys:

We can make a beautiful Christmas
We can make the world shine bright
As long friends and family are with us
Every star will shine tonight

All:

We can make it beautiful
It's Christmas
We can make it beautiful
It's Christmas
We can make it beautiful
It's Christmas
We can make a beautiful Christmas

They waited as the two producers debated. Kelly and Rebecca stared daggers at each other.

"Decent." Hawk said.

"Passable." Gustavo commented.

"Brilliant!" Griffin said popping out of nowhere per usual.

"Yes it was brilliant girls." Came another voice.

They turned around to face a woman. She was dressed in a red suit with green buttons. Judging from her hair she had to be fairly old.

"Mrs. Burns!" the girls cried.

They clambered out of the recording booth and went over to hug her. The lady laughed.

"This is Mrs. Burns our CEO." Dani explained.

"Ooooooh." The Rock Records group said.

"Hello Henry."

"Hello Susan. You're looking lovely."

"And you still smell like a rat."

The groups looked between Mrs. Burns and Griffin in confusion.

"Daddy!" someone snapped.

It was Mercedes Griffin. Logan quickly tried to hide behind Kaitlyn but since she was five two it was kinda hard.

"Boyfriend!" the blonde shouted and walked over to Logan.

She grabbed him by the collar of his shirt and dragged him away.

"Help me!" Logan whispered franticly.

Everyone turned too looked at Katie who was growing angrier by the second. They parted and a mildly amused Kaitlyn Marks stalked out of the room, down the stairs, and over to Mercedes and Logan. She said something to Mercedes caused her to put her hands up to her hair and walk away. The pair went back into Hawk Records and back to the group.

"What did you say?" Griffin asked curiously.

"That her roots were showing and her boobs were bought." Katie said looking at her nails.

"That was my daughter." He said in a threating tone.

"That's nice." She picked at her nails unfazed.

"I need more glitter." She decided.

Dani sighed and facepalmed herself.

Griffin eyed the brunette then shrugged. Gustavo and Kelly let out a sigh of relief.

"Ok so that's it?" Susan asked.

"Yep. We have our EP out and now you have your album." Griffin told her.

"Good. Now I'm off to fire some people." Susan Burns announced.

"May I accompany you?" Henry Griffin asked.

She raised an eyebrow and nodded. He linked his arm with hers and they walked out of the room.

"Awwww!" Katie, Meg, Abby, and Dani sighed.

"What?" Logan, Kendall, Carlos, and James asked.

"Well it's obviously that they are in love!" All the girls.

"It is?" All the guys.

The girls sighed.

"Ok now get out of my studio!" Hawk snapped.

"Can't get out of here fast enough Hawk!" Gustavo snapped.

Big Time Rush left leaving the girls to turn and look at Hawk hopefully.

"Go."

"YAY!"

They girls ran out, down the elevator, and into the limo.

"Where to girls?" Sebastian asked.

"PALMWOODS!"

He chuckled and got them there just as the guys pulled up. The couples went off and Kendall was immediately ambushed by Jo. Dani gave him an I'm-really-sorry look. He smiled at her over Jo's head. Dani went up the stairs feeling sad and like she was missing out on something great. She closed the door to her room and got ready.

She pulled out a deep red sparkly knee length clingy dress. She attached two small clips of holly on both side of her hair. A pair of black peep toe high heels followed the hair accessories. Then it was time for makeup.

She applied black eyeliner and about three coats of mascara and metallic red eye shadow on her lids and crease. A light dusting of white glitter in the corner of her eyes and up along to her eyebrow. Dani glanced at herself in the mirror and smiled. She applied a few swipes of bright red lip stick and stood back away from the mirror.

"Done." She said happily.

There was a knock on the door.

"Hang on a second!"

She unlocked her door and went to open the front door while putting on her diamond snow flake dangly earrings. When she opened the door she saw Kendall.

"Hey you're really dressed up for a night in." He commented eyeing her up and down.

"Oh I'm actually going out." She said slowly. "I'm going to Matt's Christmas party his parents are throwing."

"Oh." He tried not to let his face fall but it must have.

"I don't have to go." Dani said quickly.

"No!" He said. "It's ok. Do you mind if I take the movie with me back to our apartment?"

She shook her head and went to get it.

"Hey baby!" Matt said as he walked into the apartment. He kissed her cheek. "Shall we?"

"Yeah."

She handed Kendall the DVD and grabbed her purse.

"So sorry." She muttered to him as she left down the hall with Matt. Their arms linked.

Kendall watched them leave feeling sad and rejected. He shut the door and walked back to his apartment. He threw the disc on the couch and walked into his room. There he changed into his PJ's and crawled in the bed. For the first time in years Kendall Knight cried himself to sleep. Outside in the apartment Katie and Momma Knight were confused but didn't bother him.

X

Over at the Smith Annual Holiday Christmas Party Dani was miserable. She hated these kinds of people. She would rather be with Kendall singing Touch-A Touch-A Tough Me from Rocky Picture. Or doing the Time Warp. She sighed and drowned another thing of champagne. Yay for oblivious adults and free booze.

"Hey what's wrong?" Alyssa asked her sitting down.

She re-arranged her silver poof dress so when she sat down it wouldn't poof up and show off her Hello Kitty undies. "Ugh I hate heels." She was referring to the silver strappy three inch heels on her feet.

"Nothing." Dani muttered looking away.

"Liar. Tell Aunty Ally what's wrong?"

"Aunty Ally?"

"It rhymed!"

Dani chuckled.

"Come on." Alyssa said softly.

"I think I'm in love with Kendall." Dani finally blurted out.

Ally paused. "Kay didn't see that coming. What do you mean you love him?"

"Well I like Matt but we don't have that spark that me and Kendall have. I've always been there for him. When Jo would break it off then get back together and ugh!" she buried her head in her hands.

"Ok one don't do that you'll ruin your make up and two why are you dating Matt then?"

"Well Kendall was dating Jo and Matt was there and I don't know! I do like him. I really do but I've never really like-liked him."

"You little slut." Alyssa took a drink of her red wine.

She grabbed two things of champagne from a passing waiter and handed them to Dani.

"Trying to get me drunk?"

"Sweetie you already covered that."

"Touché."

The girls sat in silence for a few minutes. In a far table in a corner of the room. Ignored by the rest of the party goers.

"Sweetie I think that there is something you should see or rather hear."

The brunette pushed her glasses up the bridge of her nose and took Dani's hand.

"What why?"

"Shush." Ally commanded.

The shorter brunette lead Dani out of the party and down a nearby hall way. Down the corridor Dani could hear noises. The paused outside a closet.

"Are you sure she doesn't know?"

"No baby she's dumb. She'll never figure it out."

Dani gasped silently. She knew those voices. Matt and Jo. She didn't want to go all cheerleader on herself but WTF? The two listened.

"I finally broke up with that gay singing loser Kendall and you still need to break up with your lesbian singing loser." Jo demanded.

"Don't worry baby I will."

"Hurry. Oh God yeah right there! Oh!"

"You little slut."

"I know but only you can make me feel this good! OH!"

"Oh god!"

"YES YES YES YES Matt!"

"Oh JO!

Dani pressed pause and lead Alyssa back to the party. She showed her the tape recorder and slid it into her purse. She bid Alyssa bye and left. She climbed back into the limo and went back to the Palmwoods. She couldn't wait for school to start again after Christmas. She went back to the room. The girls weren't there. She wasn't surprised.

Going to her room she took off her dress, grabbed a towel, and headed into the bath. She put Tangled into the small TV and let the water run. She added a good part of the cotton candy smelling bubble bottle into it. She turned the volume up for the previews. Then when the tub was filled and the movie started she took off her bra and undies and slipped into the hot water.

"Thank god to whoever invented bubbles, hot water, and said that they should be called bubble baths." She muttered as she watched the movie giggling and tearing up at times.

"Flower, gleam and glow
Let your power shine
Make the clock reverse
Bring back what once was mine
Heal what has been hurt
Change the Fates' design
Save what has been lost
Bring back what once was mine
What once was mine…"

She trailed off thinking of Kendall. She hit replay so that it would re-play the song over and over again. Sighing she slipped under water and blew bubbles until the bubbles ran out.

XXX

"Dani?" Katie yelled.

The girls entered the apartment looking for their forth member.

"Dani?" Katie tried again. "This is odd."

"Hey come here! Quick!" Abby yelled.

She came from Dani's room. In her hand she held a small tape recorder.

"Listen to this!"

She hit play.

"Are you sure she doesn't know?"

"No baby she's dumb. She'll never figure it out."

"I finally broke up with that gay singing loser Kendall and you still need to break up with your lesbian singing loser." Jo demanded.

"Don't worry baby I will."

"Hurry. Oh God yeah right there! Oh!"

"You little slut."

"I know but only you can make me feel this good! OH!"

"Oh god!"

"YES YES YES YES Matt!"

"Oh JO!

The three girls stood in horror around Abby.

"We have to find Dani!" Meg cried.

"I know!" Katie snapped.

"Quick the bathroom! She loves water!" Abby screamed.

The three raced to the bathroom to find Dani under water. No bubbles.

"DANI!" Meg screamed.

They quickly hauled her out of the water and onto the fluffy rug.

"Give her CPR!"

"Hello? My friend she isn't breathing. We think she may have tried to commit suicide! Yes! At the Palmwoods. Apartment 2K! Hurry!"

"Well?"

"She has a faint pulse but I don't know!"

"DANI!"

Five minutes later paramedics arrived and whisked Dani to the hospital. Kaitlyn, Abigail, and Margret were in hysterics. All the commotion woke Kendall up. Bleary eyed and sleepy he wandered out from his apartment.

"What wrong?" he asked sleepily.

"It's Dani sweetheart." Mrs. Knight said. "They think she tried to commit suicide."

Kendall was shell shocked.

"Can we?"

Mrs. Knight nodded.

They quickly rounded up Katie, Logan, Carlos, and James and headed off to the hospital. They got into Dani rooms. She was laying in white sheets and hooked up to all sorts of medical machines.

Glancing up Kaitlyn got up and ran to Logan. She buried her head in his shoulder and cried. "S-she's i-i-n a c-c-c-comma!"

"T-they d-d-don't k-know i-if s-s-s-she's g-gonna m-m-make i-it." Meg cried out. Carlos picked her up and sat her on his lap holding her close.

Abby couldn't say anything. She just cried into James.

Kendall sorta zombie walked over to her side. He knelt down and took her hand.

"Only four visitors!" a passing nurse snapped.

Everyone but Kendall left the room. He grabbed a chair, still holding her hand, and stroked the back of it with his thumb.

"Oh Dani. Come on you can't do this to your girls." Kendall pleaded. "Come back to us."

He pushed her hair back from her face.

"Come back to me." He whispered.

He laid his head on the sheet and cried for the second time that night over a girl who would never love him. Sitting up he wiped away his tears and began to sing softly to her. Even though she couldn't hear him.

"Flower, gleam and glow
Let your power shine
Make the clock reverse
Bring back what once was mine
Heal what has been hurt
Change the Fates' design
Save what has been lost
Bring back what once was mine
What once was mine…"

It had been playing on the small TV in the bathroom and Kendall had committed it to memory as the song his love had heard before she tried to kill herself.

"All I want for Christmas is you." He said through his tears.

"Please to whoever is listening. God, Jesus, Santa, random God and or Goddesses I don't care please don't take her from me. Please. She doesn't need this. Please just give her back. I don't want presents or anything for Christmas just give her back to be safe and sound again. Please." He begged to whoever was listening.

"Flower, gleam and glow
Let your power shine
Make the clock reverse
Bring back what once was mine
Heal what has been hurt
Change the Fates' design
Save what has been lost
Bring back what once was mine
What once was mine…"

He sang the song again before laying his head down and crying.

Which was unfortunate because Kendall Knight did not see the sign that his love wanted to come back. He missed the faint flutter of her fingers or furrow of her eyebrows.

"Please God. I need a Christmas miracle." He said before closing his eyes.

He was so tired he really just wanted to sleep but not before his love knew that he loved her. He began to sing. Over and over again. He vowed to sing it until she was back in his arms where she belonged.

"Flower, gleam and glow
Let your power shine
Make the clock reverse
Bring back what once was mine
Heal what has been hurt
Change the Fates' design
Save what has been lost
Bring back what once was mine
What once was mine…"

XXX

Done! I'll try and get the next chapter up soon so don't fret. I'll try and make it as happy as possible.

Ok so I was snooping through my presents (it's a bad habit I know) and I found a box. My guess that it's either shoes or a laptop or maybe it's both. I'm hoping for both. So I'm pretty happy! Even though I just wrote a really depressing chapter. Huh weird.

And I just saw Tangled and if you haven't seen it already then go see it! LOVE Tangled! You'll laugh and cry.

Oh please and don't kill me. Or you'll never know what happens to Dani! Tee-hee.