AN: First of all, so sorry for not updating asap as I promised, but I was practically unconscious for few days with high fever, and I was unable to write any stories. (All thought in my high fever I got plenty of ideas but never wrote them down), so I want to thank you all who have been reviewing, chibishueiri, Mina Kye, liqiu03, Roisin Ichimaru etc… I want to thank you so much; you have given me faith on keeping this story going. Keep Reviewing, your feedback is what has made this story alive and continuing… and yes… I don´t want see Renji hurt either …Oh And I made a poll on my profile.. as my fever with lovely flu I have been getting several plot bunnies visiting me… but because I simply cannot satisfy all of them I do reguire your help.. so could you go and see and vote wich of my plot bunnies was the most appealing one? Thank you! love ya!
Chapter 8
It had been six months since Renji had been in Karakura Town for a mission. The very mission where Ichigo had captured him. Byakuya had come and rescued him but he had been very angry with him. It had been painful. Byakuya had never been so angry with him before. When they had come back to Seireitei and to the Kuchiki Mansoin Byakuya had locked him up in to his room and whipped him for being so lazy and not recognizing the reaitsu of his almost insane friend. Renji had been scared but when the punishment was over Byakuya had finally dropped to the group and cried. Byakuya had poured his own feelings of Renji to him. Saying that there was simply no other he could ever feel this strong. And that he was desperate for Renji´s feelings. This was when Renji had finally realized how crazy Byakuya was over him. He knew that there was never a chance for him to go away. His Lord loved him with his own warped way. Even if it would be painful.
Urahara had examined Ichigo after the incident and had found out that his inner hollow had been guiding the the teen. It seemed that Ichigo still had feelings for Renji and the teen should not return to Seireitei until the hollow was secured, at least for Renji´s sake. After a good a mount of training it seemed that the training had helped and Ichigo was now again free to do what he wanted.
Renji had accepted the fact what was going on with Ichigo. Byakuya had not felt the same and had left the matter on its own. Renji would have liked to see his freind but Byakuya forbit it. Byakuya had more important matters to solve with Renji. One had been their current relationship. What had surprised Renji was the fact that Byakuya had truly wanted to bind himself with Renji. With a marital ceremony. So now after so many months Byakuya had made sure that Renji would stay by his side. He had resigned Renji from his previous position and now he had his place as Byakuya´s own personal bodyguard and left the position of the lieutenant of the sixt empty. Renji stayed home in the Kuchiki Mansion. First Renji had protested and Byakuya had simply locked him inside his own room for punishment for not listening to him.
After when Byakuya had both explained his own opinion to Renji and pounded it to him Renji had accepted that he would have no rights outside the premises. Byakuya had gifted Renji with new clothes and tried to keep his lover with happy mood. At nights they engaged their sexual activities.
But now after months of it Renji was not sure who or what he was. This was not what he had hoped for. He did like the part of submissive sex, but he did not like the part of being an object. Byakuya did not seem to realize it. No matter how many times Renji tried to approach the subject to Byakuya had ignored this fact. Rukia was no help. She saw her Nii-sama in high pedestal and refused to acknowledge that her brother was doing something out of character. Renji should only thank her for being with her beloved Nii-sama.
Byakuya was not unaware of the change in Renji´s demeanor as Renji thought he was. Byakuya had first thought that it had something to with Ichigo but when Renji again confronted him about the matter of their relationship Byakuya had understood. It did not make any difference though. Renji was still kept in the mansion without no where to go.
Days went by with same routine. Renji would wake up without Byakuya and move back to his own room to bathe and dress to fine silks. He would eat and read reports of Kuchiki house protection. Rukia would come for lunch and praise her brother for him. After noon would be spend in solitude and the Byakuya would come and bring him to his private courters for the evening. Dinner would be served and they tried to talk about the day. The night would be indulged in what ever Byakuya wanted. It took toll on Renji. He did not eat as much he would have and lost weight. He still had muscles but not as strong ones he used to have. Without even knowing his body had changed to slender one. Byakuya had noticed this but in his mind he saw it as Renji´s attempt to make himself more attractive, witch in Byakuya´s mind was working. As Renji was clad in fine silk that loosely hung around him like halo it made Byakuya´s body respond with fire.
Their day of union came and Renji saw no way out of it. They pledged themselves to each other. It made Renji hope that Byakuya would soon have a release on him, allowing him to move more freely when they were now wed to each other. It would have worked out well but when Byakuya realized that Ichigo was one the quests invided by Rukia it made Byakuya feel jealous again. The wedding night was not romantic one. Byakuya had been rough and demanding, saying Renji only wanted to be with Ichigo and not him. Renji did not really understand where this jealous came from. He had never indicated that he would have any feelings for Ichigo asthe teen had been his friend in the fist place not a love interest. He had always felt strongly for Byakuya, even thought now he was no longer sure. Renji just did not have a way out. Not anymore. He simply belonged to Byakuya.
The raven haired man smiled and agreed on Renji´s thinking.
Yes, you are finally mine.
AN. Review please. If You have areally good idea how to finnish this with a happy ending, let me know by PM. Otherwise…. it might not be a happy ending…
