Would it really kill you if we kissed?

Summary: We are what we are. We do what we do. And we want what we want. ScottxOC WerewolfxSuccubus, slow burn, strangers to friends and friends to lovers, start season one

Disclaimer: I don't own Teen Wolf just the story and my OC so no stealing


Nina felt strange about what happened. She kissed Scott. Well, in all truth the succubus kissed the werewolf. It was weird to say the least? Definitely weird and so last week's drama she hated this.

She stated at the message from Stiles. Getting drunk and helping Scott with a broken heart.

Oh, what the hell? She was so going.

She walked to the Maria's room where she was getting ready to go out too.

'Can I go out with Scott and Stiles?' she asked teasingly earning a disgusted look from Maria.

'Like hell I care. This is a democracy,' she said putting on a black dress which she was killing despite her age.

Nina smirked, 'Yeah, I'm just kidding. So who's the lucky guy? Or girl?'

Maria gave her wink, 'Wouldn't you want to know.'

Nina chuckled. She watched as Maria checked herself out in the mirror. It had been a few days and they hadn't been in school due the whole nearly killed by a murderer incident. Ever since that day she wanted to ask Maria something but she didn't get the courage. She started wearing tops that were covering her neck or scarfs. No matter how much fed she was (thanks to Scott she never felt more full) the stupid bite mark wouldn't heal. It was a bit faded but it was still there. She had this stupid thought about Scott somehow marking her but like hell she wanted to talk about that. Maria would only think it meant something or she would just give her these looks and she didn't want that. Sure, they made out it was like the hottest thing ever but it was in the heat of the moment it meant nothing. She was a good friend who helped a friend out while yes cheating but it was for a highest goal.

Anyway, she wondered if Maria noticed something about her energy. If now she looked somehow different because she really couldn't tell. But Maria was acting as normal as ever so she couldn't be. The bite was probably healing slowly because of what happened and it would surely heal once she feed in a few weeks or so.

Fed. Yes, through the air not a direct contact. She wondered about that too. Scott gave her a full taste of what was it like to really feed from someone and she could seriously tell that it was billion times better than what she normally did. Maria always told her that once she got a first taste from a direct contact she never could satisfied her hunger through air ever again, not fully at least.

She remembered what she did with Aaron. She remembered how just because she was hungry she fed on him without him or her even noticing. She shook her head. No, she was going to do and be fine. She would feed more often or more and she would be fine.

She got dressed. Shorts and top and the jacket to hid her neck a bit and ran to meet up with Stiles and Scott.

'There she is, our only and true girl,' called Stiles all too excited.

'Your girl? Cute,' she said actually feeling relieved. She hadn't seen them since the night. She looked over to Scott. He looked like a seriously kicked puppy. Both of them were grounded so she had no idea what was going on with them since sheriff and Melissa and apparently Lydia's mom and Allison's parents were on high alarm with them and Scott still didn't have a phone.

'So what did I miss besides you're technology issues?' she asked walking besides them as they were heading to the side of the woods. Scott wasn't too happy about it. With the alpha still out there, Derek dead. It was dangerous. Still, he couldn't seem to find it in him to care. Not after what happened with Allison. Everything suddenly just seemed meaningless.

He looked at Nina. He hadn't talked to her since the night in the school. He still wasn't sure about that. What he did and how he felt it was a whole new level of terrible. Looking at it now it felt even more like betrayal toward Allison than it did that night.

'Allison dumped Scott and since we're all survivors. We're drinking this bad boy,' said Stiles for him and showed her the liquid bottle.

'She didn't dump me, man,' said Scott immediately, 'We're talking a break,' he looked at Nina who looked genuine surprised.

'I guess Allison or Lydia didn't tell you, means that it can't be serious, right?' he asked desperately for some good news.

Nina shrugged her shoulders. She didn't want to get his hopes up.

'Or their parents aren't allowing them to text or maybe…'

'Maybe?' he asked as they started walking.

Nina sighed and looked at him, 'Or maybe they didn't want to put me in a position where I have to pick a side.'

He looked at her for a moment before he nodded, 'Sure.'

Nina sighed, 'I'm so sorry, Scott.'

He nodded and continued walking. He knew he shouldn't have got his hopes up but what else was he supposed to do. He and Allison they would get back together once he tell her everything she will see that he had no choice but to do the things he did.

Stiles went to walk next to Nina, 'Anyway, when your best friend ends up on a break you get your best friend drunk. You in, right Nina?'

She looked at the bottle. Drinking might be nice since she didn't need to feed for a while. Headache without be a problem since she would just heal from breathing the energy. Plus Scott and Stiles were here so she would be taken care of if anything. She was also thinking that it might make things less weird between her and Scott. She wasn't sure if it was the breakup thing (which she seriously should have known sooner) or because of what happened but she wanted it over. 'Okay, but don't let me do something stupid like run around woods without my shoes.'

'Noted,' said Stiles seriously, 'If you keep me from running around wood naked.'

'Eww!'

'He's actually serious. He gets a bit too brave when he's drunk,' said Scott soundly disinterested as they continued to walk.

They started drinking one at the time. Except for having some problems with clothing since Stiles tried to undress himself twice he was also a lightweight too.

Nina was holding a bit back since she didn't drink often and since she didn't trust herself drunk around strangers and Scott was just standing next to them looking just as not entertained as he was when they started.

'Dude, you know, she's just one - one girl,' started Stiles once he was lying on the ground looking at the night sky while Nina was sitting next to him and Scott standing next to her, 'You know, there are so many - there are so many other girls in the sea.'

'That's not how it's said, Stiles,' she sighed feeling warm from the alcohol. She tucked at her jacket a bit wondering if either of the guys would notice the bit mark. She might as well take her chances. She put it off.

'Fish in the sea,' said Scott with his hands crossed before he looked down at Nina and her now bear arms. She was about a shade darker than Allison.

'Fish?' asked Stiles looking at him from his position on the ground, 'Why you talking about fish? I'm talking about girls,' he looked at Nina, 'I love girls. I love 'em.'

She chuckled and pinched him into the cheek, 'Sure, you do cutiepie. You are the horniest kid I know.'

'I mean it, Nina. I love 'em. Especially the ones with strawberry blond hair, green eyes, 5'3" -

'Like Lydia?' asked Scott looking down at his best friend who was just as stupidly in love with the bitch when he was drunk just as he was when he was sober. He really didn't like her. He couldn't possibly understand what was Stiles seeing in her since she was always so mean and probably talk shit about him to Allison all the time. She was just like her stupid boyfriend why else would they be dating?

'Yeah!' shouted Stiles happily, 'exactly. Hey, how did you know I was talking about-about-What was I talking about?'

Scott sighed desperately. He wanted to go home and lie under his covers. He wasn't feeling anything not even lightly buzzed which was weird since he and Stiles were usually on the same level except that he didn't want to go nude into the woods. Seriously even Nina was at least smiling and had unfocused eyes.

Nina.

There was something about her though. He wasn't sure what it really was. She was always hot so that couldn't be it although her bare shoulder which wasn't covered by her hair looked really interesting. He didn't know why he was so fixated on it. Her smell was the same well at least from what he could tell about it felt the same.

What is it?

'Hey, you're not happy. Take a drink.'

'I don't want any more,' said Scott shaking his head.

'You're not drunk?'

'I'm not anything.'

'Hey, maybe it's like - maybe it's like not needing your inhaler anymore, you know. Maybe you can't get drunk as a wolf. Am I drunk?'

'I heal so I don't have headaches? Maybe because werewolf heal faster you're burning all the alcohol before it can't actually work?'

Scott let out a long sigh, 'Can't we just go home?'

Stiles looked at Nina again ignoring Scott's question, 'Isn't it the pointless to where a jacket with those shorts? I thought you breaths through skin pores,' he said as he was looking at her jacket which was on the ground now.

'I do-I just wanted to be stylish,' she mumbled feeling Scott's gaze on her.

He frowned, 'Is it because of the bite?'

'You bit her?' asked Stiles confused.

Nina shrugged her shoulders moving her hair a bit so the mark was hidden although she wasn't sure why.

'Show me,' said Scott getting in front of her.

She shook her head and stood up as he tried to reach her, 'It's fine it just needs time.'

'What time? All of the other wounds heal when you fed from me,' he took her by the elbow and moved his other hand to her hair but she stopped him their gazes looked.

They started at each other for a longer time neither saying a word feeling the atmosphere around them changing. She felt his desire for her there and then and a flashback hit her as Scott was holding her on the ground biting.

That's not a flash that's a memory, she realized.

Scott didn't know why he was holding her right now. He shouldn't be. He should be thinking about Allison. They were on a break. He loves Allison and Nina is just a friend.

Prey

His eyes widened. It was the wolf inside him who was taking control without him even noticing.

He let go of Nina, 'I'm sorry. It's the-the wolf.'

Stiles who was watching the two shook his head unsure if it was really happening, 'Were you two going to kiss?'

They looked at him frowning, 'No!'

'Just checkin-'

'Well, look at the three little bitches getting their drink on,' said someone suddenly causing all three to stir. Nina was too tipsy to sense energies and since both she and Scott were caught with each other they didn't even notice the two guys who just came from the woods and took their bottle.

One of them checked Nina's bare legs out before he moved higher, 'Hey, gorgeous.'

'Give it back,' said Scott moving in front of her. It was an unthinkable thing. They were danger and Nina and Stiles were possible targets.

'What's that, little man?' asked one of the guys mockingly.

'I think he wants a drink,' suggested the other one.

'I want the bottle,' said carefully but firmly causing Nina and Stiles to share a worried look both partly sobering up.

'Scott, maybe we should just go,' started Stiles getting to his feet.

'You brought me here to get me drunk, Stiles. I'm not drunk yet,' he said and stood up while the guy took a sip checking Nina out some more, 'Give me the bottle. Give me the bottle of Jack,' he said in an extremely cold and terrifying voice.

'Scott?' called out Stiles who noticed Scott's claws coming out.

The guy gave him the bottle. Scott took it and threw it against the tree with a smash scaring all them.


Harley was home staring at the roof. She decided to put her phone on silence since Stiles was on her back non-stop about the school thing. She couldn't talk about it. She seriously couldn't. Not when she knew. She knew all along and she lied. No, she didn't lie. It was worse than that she knew was quiet. She was quiet when she should have said something.

She was just as bad and those who did the despicable thing or maybe even worse.


As Scott put Stiles into the car Nina put her hand on his shoulder.

'Can you come to my house afterward?' To talk?'

Scott smiled at her a bit and nod. He wasn't sure if he wanted to talk to her about what happened he didn't want to talk about Allison and what happened but he surely didn't want to be alone and think about it all.


He got Stiles home and then ran to Nina's house. He realized that apart from the front door he never was inside the house. He went for the window that was opened on the left side of the house.

He found Nina sitting on her bed a laptop playing some movie. She immediately paused it and closed the laptop.

'Hey, got him home okay?'

He nodded and looked around the room. He liked her room. It was a bit girly but he liked the colors and that it wasn't anything like he would before imagine a succubus's room would be like.

'Yeah, he's fine. He'll have a terrible headache but apart from that he's fine.'

She nodded looking a bit uneasy around checking if her room was okay for a boy friend visit. No laying around underwear and stuff.

'It feels like a déjà vu,' mumbled Scott and walked to her bed where she gave him a question look and he nodded.

He sat down, 'Us acting weird around each other.'

She chuckled and sat down next to him, 'I guess. I don't want it to be weird.'

He nodded, 'Me either but there are things we can't just pretend that didn't happen.'

'Look, it's just like before only this time I did it to help you out,' she said and looked at him she could see that just like she had a few issues about the whole thing so did he.

He sighed, 'I just…the more I think about it the more it feels like cheating.'

She nodded and looked in front of her, 'Well, the more I think about it the more I feel like a real whore so…'

He took her hand, 'I would never think that of you, Nina.'

She smiled softly. Of course, he wouldn't he was the sweetie boy with puppy eyes and sunshine smile. He didn't know what the kissing did to her. What the lust and she desire that she consumed did to her.

She sighed, 'You don't get it. There is this thing about us, succubus.'

They looked at each other. He never saw her looking or sounding more bittersweet, 'Every time we take a bit more than we should there's a pay. When I kissed…the first time,' she try not to dwell about the fact that they had so many kisses she needed to specify.

'I fed on you and it started the glow and the hunger and I could never go back to the way that I was before and didn't need to feed. The good thing was that I could do it through air and didn't need direct contact. Since now I was using a bit more energy I need to feed more often to get the energy back.'

He opened his mouth realizing where this was going from how intense she was, 'Since now I fed from you, a supernatural and so well… intensively. I'm afraid that breathing the energy might not be enough.'

'Wait, so now you'll always need well…,' he touched his lips rather than continuing the question.

She shrugged her shoulders, 'I don't know. I mean I will still do it just by breathing but it might not be enough like I will never have enough.'

He shook his head, 'So because you helped me you will now have to go around kissing stranger.' The thought made him upset. Why did she have to pay for something as helping him out? Nina was a good person. She was nothing like people said about her behind her back and she was force to violent herself like that for a hunger, for being supernatural. He hated being a werewolf but thinking about it now. Nina had it several times worse than him.

'I didn't tell you this to make you feel worse, you dummy. Also there's this thing I did. I went to practice for the lacrosse tryouts. I didn't go after what happened in school-'

'Oh my God! We were supposed to come help you train,' cut her off Scott remembering.

She shook her head, 'Aaron Mitch came…I was seriously hungry Scott,' she looked at her hands feeling terrible just talking about what she did.

'I let him help me holding the lacrosse stick and apparently I fed on him and made him dizzy.'

'What?' he asked frowning, 'You fed on him?'

He didn't know why but the thought made him terribly upset thinking about all the things the douche did and how he was fixed on Nina. The guy screwed things with Allison once and was intimidating Stiles. He seriously hated him and the thought about Nina feeding on him made him…simply upset. Feeding was something she did on strangers or a few times before on him thinking about she doing something like that to Aaron made his wolf shiver from anger. He tried to push those feelings into the back of mind since they were probably the caused by the full moon.

'It was an incident. I still can't figure it out how did I let my walls down without noticing…when I was having a sleepover with Allison I found out that the wall isn't on when I'm asleep.'

'You fed on her too?' he asked in a tone which made her feel like she done a terrible thing. She did but still hearing Scott say it like that hurt her.

She opened her mouth about to stand up but he stopped her, 'I'm sorry it's the full moon… it's just… I'm jealous,' he closed his eyes annoyed he didn't want to admit that but seeing how terrified she looked and hurt he had to say something.

He looked at their hands before she looked up at him confused. She felt the energy she had tasted a few days ago running through his body. It was so beautiful she could almost taste it on the tip of her tongue. She didn't dare of course.

'Jealous?'

He shook his head, 'More like the wolf is jealous…That you feed on someone else it's stupid I don't get him I think he has a fetish.'

She thought about it and chuckled, 'A bit of a masochist?'

'Well, it does calm him down and makes him nicely sleepy if you take too much.'

She shook her head, 'Anyway, it was just a second too. I took a bit and immediately woke up. She touched me briefly when we were asleep.'

He nodded, 'That must be hard…how,' he looked at her. They haven't talked about many things concerning her since he was mostly the one that solving things out. He sometimes forgot or better yet didn't realize how hard Nina had it all.

'How does this all work? For succubus? How do you ever are with someone? How do you have families? Can you keep the wall on at all costs?'

Nina smirked humorlessly, 'Well, it takes time… Maria was first able to have sex without killing someone when she thirty.'

Scott blinked, 'For real? So she had your mom-'

'No, she just killed people,' she admitted looked at him from under her eyelashes.

Scott remained silence. He tried to think about Ms. James always in a good mood with smirks and winks and just so so full of life as a real demon who fucked man to death.

'She was in a bad place… most of the succubus get there if they cross another line… fed on someone completely.'

'Do you think you'll get to that place too?'

She nodded, 'Sometimes, it keeps me up at night just thinking about how easy it would be to slip.'

Scott let go of her hand and put it around her shoulders, 'You would never do that.'

'It's all about control,' she pressed herself against Scott, 'and control comes with the walls. I put them up, keep them up and I'm good… but I can get too hungry if I don't feed. Or I can fall asleep and someone would touch… or might enjoy myself too much and forget about them.'

She raised her brows at him.

'Does it always take this long to learn? Thirty years?'

'Not with my mom… she was an expert in control. Maria says the worst part of her being gone because she could teach me so much. She wasn't even twenty-five when she mange to sleep with a guy.'

She looked at Scott she never told the story to anyone. Maria's words and how she reacted always made her remember how dangerous it was to tell this secret but this was Scott… she trusted him like no one before.

'If I tell you something you can never-ever say it to anyone, okay?' she asked still a little uncertain about it.

'You can tell me anything.'

She nodded, 'Succubus… they don't have fathers… we're born from the energy… in a sense we're copies of our mother and every succubus that was made before…'

'What? Are you saying that they just what-?'

'When the time comes they just split their heart in half and have a baby. It's complicated to explain but I wasn't born like that. My mom she slept with the guy and got pregnant which makes me-'

'Half a succubus?'

She nodded, 'I have everything like any other succubus so it means nothing really but if my kind… or others of my kind would somehow found out or anyone I think they would kill me.'

He looked at her, 'Why?'

She shrugged her shoulders, 'Maria never told me or my mom. They just always said that I can never tell anyone…We don't talk much about it because it pisses her off too. I don't even know the guy just that mom met him in the city and that she was able not to feed on him although I don't know how since she would have to keep her walls up at all time.'

He nodded thinking about it, 'My dad was a drunk… well possibly still a drunk. He doesn't call. From time to time he sends a birthday card. Mom kicked him out one night and he never came back. I don't miss him miss him but…'

'You wonder,' she smiled, 'you wonder what would it be like if he was around and good guy.'

He nodded. They stayed like that in a comfortable silence for a while the only sounds in the room were their breaths and her clock on the wall. It was nice. He felt good almost peace full being so near someone… Nina. He could almost forget the drama around him. Almost.


Derek woke up in the middle of the night. His wounds had healed nicely over the past few days. With Clara's constant nagging he slept on his stomach which was annoying. He looked up to look at the woman sleeping in the chair of the old house. The house had been empty for a while. Clara's grandma left it to her but she solved it a while ago and the owners were out for a while. He knew that if the hunters checked up her background they could possibly find it but they needed somewhere to stay and they couldn't possibly risk it in her apartment.

She saved his life. He knew she did. He came to her because he knew she would. He trusted her possibly more than he trusted anyone.

She stirred a bit as her phone went off and woke her up. She brushed her face and turned it off.

'Shit,' she whispered.

'What's wrong?'

'Go back to sleep,' she replied and stood up stretching a bit, 'There was a car crash. They're calling me in that's all.'

'Be careful,' he said and she shot him an annoyed look, 'Please, like they would try something on the hospital grounds.'

'It's not just that,' he said carefully sitting up, 'The alpha he nearly killed me Clara.'

She looked away, 'Trust me I know.' She was never more terrified than seeing Derek like that. He shook his head, 'Clara what if he comes after you now?'

'He won't-why-why would he?' she asked and started gathering her things.

'He could really hurt you, Clara,' she stopped and turned around. It was night but she could tell how tense he was and worried, 'He won't.'

'You don't know that.'

'He could've hurt me in the video store and he didn't,' she was tempted to reach out and take his hand to give him comfort but she didn't. She sighed, 'Derek, I'll be fine. You-' She was bad at this, 'We got each other,' she found herself saying, 'And nothing's going to happen to me.'

He looked away. He obviously didn't believe her.


He woke up feeling a nagging feeling inside him…

The wolf…

It was terribly hard to understand what he wanted since he was mostly primal about everything and those things made no sense to Scott. Right now he was demanding his attention for some reason so he woke him up. He looked around blinking as his eyes focused on the purple wall.

He sat up. He fell asleep in Nina's room, on her bed as he looked to the side he found Nina lying on the other end of the bed. He wondered about what she said about feeding when she was asleep but she was so far from him she couldn't have touched him even by accident.

Still, he felt the inside of his skin itching. The wolf was trying to tell him something.

He checked the wall clock. It was close to three in the morning.

Nina was deeply asleep still in her clothes he wondered about how she always had to wear short or low things to be able to breathe. Her hair was under her which left him a great view on his bit mark. It was still there. He didn't get why did all the other wounds heal but the bite mark didn't.

He was watching it almost hypnotized his wolf pushing on his mind wanting something.

He looked at Nina's sleeping face. She looked vulnerable more than anything. He doubted he ever realized before he got to know her how fragile she could be. Not that she wouldn't take care of herself if she had to but the psychical aspect of her was definitely the one that brought her more pain.

He was so caught up in thinking about her he didn't even realize when he had touched her until he felt something was taken from him and Nina let out a pleased sigh.

Scott's eyes widened and he moved away.

What am I doing?

He couldn't just do things like that! She was sleep and he wasn't a creeper and he had Allison… they were getting back together and being with Nina wasn't even an opinion.

He shook his head and looked at the mark. It had dried but it looked bad.

Lick it

He frowned that was definitely the wolf talking. Right, because touching her was creepy but licking her would be fine. Gosh.

Still, he bit the inside of his mouth looking at the wound. It looked so painful. Maybe it would do it good if he licked it just a little bit. Dogs licked their wounds all the time. He could come up with a million arguments for and against but once again before he knew it he leaned toward her.

It was his mark he should have the right to like it. He wasn't sure where that idea came from but he reached his tongue and stroked it against her skin tasting her.

She let out a sleepy sound but didn't wake up. He repeated it several times before he leaned away looking at his blonde lying on the bed. He got up realizing something. He didn't feel the sensation he usually felt when he was touching her without her walls on. When she was sucking him.

He blinked and touched her arm but it was just like always. She was feeding on him.

He shook his head. He was an idiot. A tired idiot affected by the full moon. He simply got up and walked toward the window looking at Nina one last time in a way memorizing her before he jumped out.


He eventually went home but basically spent the time just the same as before, depressed.

His radio went on, 'Beautiful Wednesday morning, Beacon Hills High School is back open after being closed Monday and Tuesday. Police search continues for alleged killer Derek Hale-'

His mom came in a turned off the radio.

'We should probably set this to buzzer. You alive in there?' she asked.

'No.'

'Not ready to go back to school?' she asked with a sympathy in her voice. She was really terrified when she got a call from the sheriff that night.

'No.'

'You want to stay home another day?'

'No.'

'Want a brand new car?' Scott looked at her for the first time and she smiled, 'Me, too. This isn't just about what happened at the school, right? I mean, it's about what's her name? Do you want to talk about it?' she asked.

'Not with you,' he said as he got up and walked to the bathroom.

'Hey, I've been through a few breakups myself, you know. I mean, disastrous ones, actually,' she said remembering her past.

'I don't care about your breakups, mom. I'm gonna get her back,' he said as a matter of fact before he closed the door. Melissa McCall sighed. This wouldn't end well. She knew it.


Allison was walking through the hallway. Everything felt weird. The whole school was upside down and walking around the places where she was terrified just the night before was kind of reliving the thing over again. She took a deep breath and rushed toward Lydia as she noticed her coming out of the corner, 'Hi, how are you?' she asked with a smile that didn't quite reach her face.

'Hi, don't even get me started. I didn't even have coffee yet.'

Allison nodded and looked around. From every corner she could her attack, and school, and some teenagers.

'It's just weird. Everybody's talking about what happened the other night, and nobody knows it was us.'

Lydia smiled, 'Thank you, for the protection of minors.'

Allison nodded again. Through her days off she thought about one thing in particular over and over again. She was pretty much MIA for the previous days due to the incident and wasn't feeling all that great to really talk about it in the first place. She hadn't spoken to Nina or Harley all week and except for a few shared texts with Lydia and Jackson had a lot of time to think. Suddenly the whole break up wasn't such a one way decision.

'Lydia, do you think I made the wrong decision?' she couldn't help but ask. Why did she ask? She knew the answer. Jesus, she was such an idiot.

'About that jacket with that dress? Absolutely,' said the red head brushing her hair a bit as one of the lacrosse players passed them.

'You know what I mean.'

Lydia gave her a look, 'Hello? Scott locked us in a classroom and left us for dead. He's lucky we're not pressing charges or making him pay our therapy bills.'

Allison sighed. She was right. What else could she have done about what Scott did?


Scott walked to the classroom. He didn't feel that great. One the full moon was tonight. Two they were supposed to write a test and he just knew he was going to fail. And three Allison was there. He wanted her back but he seriously didn't know how. What should he say? What could he say?

Before he even had time to decide Harris decided for him as he said with a smug smile, 'Mr. McCall, please take a seat.'

He noticed an empty seat in front of Stiles and next to Nina who he hadn't talked to since his little incident. Like what the hell? He licked her.

Licked.

Who-

He didn't even want to think about how twisted it was. He felt even worse as she just smiled at him in hello once he sat down.

Harris started the test. Everyone was writing. Scott was looking at the questions. He seriously should have studied more. He shot Allison a quick look but she was obviously looking away on purpose. He returned to his test. He felt weird about seeing here. The whole room-all of this it just wasn't right.

Nina clicked her pen and he shot her a look. It was too loud.

Someone was mumbling as he was reading the question in the back. He shook his head and looked back down still hearing the pens and the paper as they were moved like someone was going it inside his ears.

He started to read question No.2

Why would a girl that pretty go out with a loser like you?

He froze and looked at Nina who was still writing until she must have noticed his stare and looked up at him with a confused look.

He looked back down again his heart beat wild and then at Allison who gave him an empty look and went to look into the front.

Scott brushed his eyes as Nina signaled for Stiles to look at him.

He went back to the test only to notice question No.3

When the moon is full tonight, will you kill:

A.all of your friends?

B. some of your friends?

C. most of your friend?

D. none of the above?

His couldn't take it anymore. The stupid clock on the wall, the person coughing, someone's phone he-he-he had to get out.

He took his backpack and ran out of the classroom.

Stiles and Nina shared a look.

She looked at her test as Stiles ran after Scott.

Well, thank God I didn't study or I would be actually pissed.

She got of her chair and ran to the hallway.

'Ms. James!'

She felt Stiles's energy at the end of the hallway she ran after him and caught up with him as Scott was saying, 'I can't stop thinking about her, man.'

Nina slowed her pace as she joined them momentary not sure where to look as Scott was naked under the water.

She turned around, 'Jesus.' Why did she have such problem with this?

Stiles looked at her, 'Oh, succubus afraid of nudes, that's hilarious.'

She rolled her eyes and punched him.

'Guys, you need to help me.'

'Dude, I mean, yeah, you got dumped, and it's supposed to suck-'

Scott shook his head, 'No, that's not it. It was like I could feel everything in the room, everyone else's emotions.'

Nina slowly turned around, 'It's got to be the full moon.'

Stiles nodded, 'So we'll lock you up in your room later just like we planned. That way the Alpha, who is your boss, can't get to you, either.'

'I think we need to do a lot more than lock me in my room.'

'What, you mean because if you get out, you'd be caught by hunters?' asked Stiles.

Scott shook his head and stepped away, 'No. Because if I get out - I think I might kill someone.' He was sure of it.


Harley walked into the class room only to momentary want to turn around. Stiles was waiting for her at her typical seat. How the hell did he even know it was her seat was beyond her. She never even thought he cared enough to know the things he knew about Lydia or Scott but apparently he did.

She sighed and went to sit down. During the past few days he pretty much filled her memory with texts and called her non-stop to get to her to tell him what was it all about in the school.

'Harley,' he said in a cheerful voice.

'Stiles,' she said in a sigh and sat down waiting.

'Well, come on, spill it out,' she started annoyed. She already knew what he was going to say.

'Let's go out tomorrow,' he said completely calmly.

She looked at him shocked, 'What?' She wasn't sure she had heard him right he couldn't possibly suggest that.

'You and me, let's go out and talk-' She stopped listening to him because she did hear him right he actually said it and in any other scenario she would have been thrilled but not now. Jesus, not now.

'Are you shitty me?' she asked looking hurt, 'You…I don't believe you,' she hissed and turned around to look at him fully.

'You're trying to get me to talk by using what I feel for y-,' she closed her mouth and gave him a nod, 'Of course, anything that would have suited you.'

'Harley, that's not what I meant-I mean I just want-'

'Yeah, and because you want something it's perfectly okay to use anything. Because you want that something,' she shook her head before looking in front of her, 'You know, if not because we're friends-or I thought we were-'

'Harls-'

'I would think you would get the whole unrequired love thing at least,' she said looking empty only her eyes were watery from the tears which she held inside. She would let it get to her on a normal occasion but for the past few days she just was too unbalanced from all the things that happened and memories that came out.

'Look, Harley-'

'Mr. Stilinski,' said the teacher, 'I don't believe you are a part of this class so stop flirting and please leave.'

He shot Harley one last look but she didn't look at him.


Jackson sat down next to Allison in the cafeteria. They texted a bit during their little recovery time. He seriously liked spending time with her. He definitely liked it more than spending it with Lydia who wouldn't shut up about the winter formal, 'Oh, uh, you got something on your-Here, let me,' he said as he noticed her lip.

Allison sighed, 'Thanks.'

They continued to eat for a while in silence until Allison asked, 'Are you doin' okay? I mean, since the other night?'

Neither of them knew that Scott who was close by was listening to them.

'Better than I thought I would be. You still thinking about everything that happened?'

'Mostly about Scott. I haven't talked to him.'

'Probably a good idea.'

He frowned. Of course, Jackson would say something like that he hated him. Why was she even asking him he was a dick? A jerk and a liar who wanted to destroy him. Why could she just-

Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!

He needed to calm down like now. 'You don't think I made a mistake, do you?'

Scott hit his head against the wall.

'No. In fact, I think he got exactly what he deserves.'

He hit it again only this time harder causing the wall to break a bit.


Nina was sitting in the library working on her paper as she noticed Aaron Mitch walking pass her, 'Hey,' she called out without thinking,

He stopped at looked at her, 'Oh, uhm, hi, Nina, how's it going?'

She nodded, 'Pretty good. You?'

'As well as expected. History?' he pointed at her book.

'Literature.'

He nodded, 'Probably a good idea I still haven't started. What's your topic?'

'Golden age of crime Yours?'

'Postwar.'

She nodded again before she came back into the topic, 'Hey, listen, are you okay? After what happened on the field I was worried-'

'Oh, yeah, I'm fine. It was nothing just-,' he laughed and shook his face, 'honestly. I don't know what it was but I just felt really dizzy and weak. You should have heard my mom she was all about going to the hospital but my dad got her to settle down.'

Nina watched him. She never thought about Aaron Mitch's family. Sure, his mom taught physics but apart from that she never really knew the woman.

'Anyway, I should get going coach wants to say something before the practice, so. See you around.'

She smirked at him as he left. She still didn't trust him but she sort of wanted to make up for the fact that she fed on him by being nice. If only a little bit.


In the locker's room Scott was feeling just as off as he was before even more. The wolf. It was all him. He could feel him. He was the one who was making him do all this. Still, all of the sudden he couldn't for the love of him think up a reason why was always disagreeing with him.

Coach entered the room, 'All right, geniuses, listen up. Due to the recent pink eye epidemic - Thank you, Greenberg - the following people have made first line on a probationary basis, emphasis on the word probationary,' he said and pulled out his list, 'Rodriguez. Welcome to first line. Taylor, and, uh-oh, for the love of crap. I can't even read my own writing. What is that, an 's'? No, no, that's not an 's'. That's a-that's a-that's a 'b.' It's definitely a 'b.' Uh, Rodriguez, Taylor, and, uh-Bilinski.'

Stiles jumped out in excitement. He was-he was- he couldn't believe it. He made it. He-

'Bilinski!' called out the coach.

'Yes?'

'Shut up! Another thing. From here on out, immediately, we're switching to co-captains. Congratulations, McCall,' added the coach all of the sudden causing Scott to finally look up.

'What?' asked Jackson.

'What do you mean what? Jackson, this takes nothing away from you. This is about combining separate strengths into one unit. This is about taking your unit, McCall's unit, we're making one big unit. McCall, it's you and Jackson now. Everybody else? Asses on the field! Asses on the field!'

Stiles jumped out of his seat too excited and dragged Scott who was the opposite of excitement to the field, 'Dude, can you believe this? You're a captain. I'm first line. I'm first freaking line!'

Scott gave him a grumpy face, 'What's the point? It's just a stupid title. And I could practically smell the jealousy in there.'

Stiles stopped him, 'Wait, you smell jealousy?'

'Yeah, it's like the full moon's turned everything up to ten,' he confessed disinterested.

'Can you pick up on stuff like, I don't know, desire?' asked Stiles the little wheels in his brain already turning around like crazy.

'What do you mean desire?'

'Like sexual desire?'

'Sexual desire?'

'Yeah, sexual desire. Lust, passion, arousal,' he said and Scott looked to the side where the players were leaving the hallway.

'From Lydia?' He seriously didn't even need to ask.

'What? No, in a general, broad sense, can you determine sexual desire?'

'From Lydia to you?' he asked. This was so stupid.

'Fine, yes, from Lydia to me. Look, I need to know if I have a chance with this girl, okay? I've been obsessing over her since the third freakin' grade.' It was kind of true. Now, Stiles doubted he would let go even if it was true and Lydia didn't have one bit a of a liking for him but if there was a chance and Nina was possibly wrong or something. Nina, didn't get it. Scott did.

'Why don't you just ask her?' he asked. Okay, maybe Scott didn't get it so completely.

Stiles made a face, 'Well, to save myself utterly crushing humiliation. Thank you, Scott. Okay? So, please, can you just go up and ask her if she likes me? See if her heartbeat rises, pheromones come out.'

'Fine,' said Scott annoyed and started walking as Stiles called out after him, 'We - I love you. I love you. You're my best friend in the whole world.'

He walked toward Lydia and asked her if they could talk. She looked him over. Despite, everyone believing that she was shallow and didn't give a rat's ass about most of the people Lydia Martin was a very aware of her surroundings kind of a girl. It was a part of the job to be the leader and all. And she noticed just how must Scott McCall appeared literally out of the outsider's zone in one of the known people in school. She also noticed how good looking he got.

She smirked and lead him to the coach's office. It was all for the show. She knew what she was doing since the moment they walked in. She couldn't really just let it all go. Not with the way Jackson was behaving toward Allison. She needed payback and what better way than this? Also it was a challenge. She needed to know. She knew but she needed to know for sure. She needed to know that if she wanted, if she really wanted she could have him just like everything.

Scott gave her a hungry look and she almost smiled at her triumph, almost, 'Are you grateful?'

He couldn't definitely smell desire. It just wasn't directed to Stiles like at all.

'I think you'd be pretty surprised at just how grateful I can be.'

She kissed him and he kissed her back. He was a good kisser. Jackson had been lately disinterest as if he got all he could from her and now it was all stereotypical but shit Scott kissed good. He kissed like he wanted to hurt her a bit. Eat her alive. She would enjoy it a bit more when suddenly someone broke them apart.

Nina James gave her the coldest look she could possibly imagine, 'Get the fuck out.'

Lydia started to repair her skirt. Nina James could be the ice queen but to her she was an open book. 'Please, like you aren't dying to have a bite.'

She left them with a smug smile.

Nina closed her eyes and took a deep breath as she turned to Scott who looked as if she shut down his party. He just freaking made out with Lydia just after he crying to her and Stiles about getting Allison back.

'Are you out of your mind?'

'Do you ever wonder about us?' he asked shaking his head at his own words.

She stopped frowning and looked at him, 'About what?'

'Us? How much easier would have it been if we were together?'

She blinked and raised her brows, 'No, cause we're friends and I could kill you during a simple make out,' she said and watched as he moved closer to her. Something was definitely off about Scott he looked anything but worried or stressed or close to wolfing out like she would expect him.

This Scott was as calm as it go walking around the coach's office completely at peace that he had just made out with one of his girlfriend's best friends (she had hope they would get back eventually).

He smirked at her, 'You will learn how to do it sooner or later.' He stopped in front of her and took a bit of her hair, 'How to control it enough so you won't kill,' something about the way he spoke made her feel weird. She knew she should have taken a step back but she didn't want to make him feel like she was afraid of him or that he was somehow wrong for being a werewolf, 'and have something intimate,' he mumbled and before she knew what was happening he leaned down and tried to kiss her.

Yet, she was faster so she pushed him instantly away, 'What the hell do you think you're doing? You make out with one of Allison's friends and now another! This isn't you, Scott. It's the full moon.'

He shook his head, 'No, Nina, Lydia was a mistake but you,' he reached for her again and she pushed him again.

'Look, you idiot, get a grip!'

'Don't you get it?' he asked shaking his head, 'I need you to take a bit of the wolf. To be calm again.'

She shook her head, 'Then why the bullshit?' she couldn't' help but added, 'If you wanted to kiss all you had to do is ask for it.'

He smirked at her, 'I like you, Nina. Come on, be a pal, and help me out, please.'

She didn't like this. This Scott reminded her of Jackson or Aaron and how they were in the begging.

'No,' she said firmly.

'Why not? You didn't seem to have a problem with it last time,' he said with a smug look on his face.

'That was different-' she started when she noticed the energy she felt someone's energy right behind the door.

She turned around only to find Harley standing there with a shocked expression on her face.

'Shit,' cursed Nina and turned to Scott who was looking pleased, 'You did that on purpose?' she asked disbelieved just as Harley started walking away.

'Son of a bitch,' she ran after her.

'Harley!' the girl didn't stop and just continued walking further away.

Nina caught on to her and blocked her way, 'Harley, please. Stop. I can explain.'

'That you made out with Allison's boyfriend? Was it when they were still together?' she asked and Nina didn't know what to do.

'No, it was after-we were drunk.' Lies. Lies. Lies.

'So what you two are together now?'

'No, we're friends. It was a mistake. Scott wants Allison.'

'Sure didn't seem like it from where I was standing,' she said and crossed her arms.

'Look, I know it looks bad but believe me. It wasn't like that. Scott's just an idiot with a broken heart and we got drunk and it meant nothing so please don't tell Allison.'

'Please, don't tell Allison? Nina, you seriously want to keep it from her?' asked Harley disbelieved.

'Look, it meant nothing.'

'To him? Or to you? You like him,' said Harley as a matter of fact.

Nina shook her head ready to roll her eyes. This old song again.

'And Allison knows.'

'Look, just please, don't tell her so I can make this right-so Scott can make this right.'

Harley looked her up and down, 'Was it just that? That you were drunk? A onetime thing?'

Nina nodded as easily as she breathed. She lied her whole life this wasn't different. Except that it hurt her that she had to lie even to Harley who she felt close to.


She didn't manage to get in time to field and only caught a glimpse as Scott got Danny to the ground violently.

What the fuck? Jesus.

She ran toward him as many others.

Stiles ran to Scott's side, 'Dude, what the hell are you doin'?'

Scott shrugged his shoulders, 'He's twice the size of me.'

Nina reached them and watched as the medic was helping Danny who was on the ground. She swallowed the looked at the two. What was she supposed to do? Lydia was Stiles's well crush? More like crush for life and Scott was just under the influence of the full moon but should she really now lie to Stiles about things too?

'Your lipstick,' she suddenly heard Jackson say near her. She looked at him and saw Lydia as well.

'Oh-oh, wonder how that happened,' she laughed easily and gave Nina a smug smile. She felt like throwing up. She looked away only to see Stiles looking at the two.

Of course, her dilemma was solved. She didn't need to tell him anything. The clever head figured it out all on his own like always.


Clara checked her back about four times as she got to the old house at the end of the street. She immediately saw an empty couch as she got in and frowned.

'Okay, what part of 'stay on the couch you need to rest, Derek' did you not fully understand?' she asked as she walked into the damaged kitchen only to find Derek doing pushups shirtless on the ground.

'Cute,' she said and took his t-shirt throwing it at his head, 'Now, get up I brought food.'

He took his shirt and have her an upset look which she just ignored, 'Chinese. We had pizza like ten times already.'

'You can never have enough of pizza.'

'No, you can never have enough of pizza. I get fat,' she said and started unpacking the food while he got the dishes.

'Fat,' he scoffed, 'You could use some at least you would have some hips.'

'Go fuck yourself,' she told him sweetly and added a smile on top.

He gave her a smirk and they sat down.

'The hunters were in the hospital today.'

'They're looking.'

'I have a bad feeling about Scott.'

'What did the kids say?'

'Nina texted me that she and Stiles are going to lock him up but-'

'He might get out.'

She nodded, 'He might get out.' They needed eat in silence after that.


Just as Melissa McCall was about to leave for work she heard her front door close, 'Scott?'

'Stiles,' said the boy who walked in with a smile.

She looked him up and down noticing the item in his hand, 'Key!'

Stiles looked at it as well, 'Yeah. I had one made, so-' Well, this was awkward.

Melissa nodded, 'That doesn't surprise me,' she admitted in all honestly, 'It scares me, but it doesn't surprise me. What is that?' she pointed at the heavy bag in Stiles's hand.

'Uh, school project,' said Stiles quickly mentally praising himself for quick thinking.;

Melissa nodded, 'Mmm. Stiles, he's okay, right?' she asked her face all serious. This was shit. He hated lying to his dad but also lying to Ms. McCall? She practically raised him when his dad had a problem to see pass the bottle of Jack.

'Who? Scott? Yeah. Totally.'

'He just doesn't talk to me that much anymore, not like he used to,' she confessed. She shouldn't have. Stiles was a teenage boy just like Scott and his friend. He would mostly lie for him and well this would be most likely an awkward talk for him.

'Well, he's had a bit of a rough week.'

'Yeah, yeah, I get it. Yeah, um-okay, uh-be careful tonight.'

'You, too,' said Stiles relieved that Ms. McCall was leaving.

As she was looking for her keys she added, 'Full moon.'

'What?' asked Stiles terrified. Could she-

'There's a full moon tonight. You should see how the E.R. gets. Brings out all the nut jobs,' she explained with a smile remembering something funny.

'Oh, right.'

'You know, it's, um, actually where they came up with the word 'lunatic',' she added before left. Lunatic. Yup, that was a suitable word for tonight.

Stiles waited until Scott mom's car drove off till he walked up the stairs to Scott's room only to have a heart attack as he found Scott sitting in the chair without a single move, 'Oh, my God ! Dude! You scared the hell out of me,' he put the hand that was on his chest off and walked in, 'Your mom said you weren't home yet.'

Scott calm and barely moving like Stiles never saw him before said, 'I came in through the window.'

Stiles was barely holding up a comment.

Yeah, cause that's not weird or anything, buddy.

'Okay. Uh, well, let's get this set up. I want you to see what I bought.'

'I'm fine,' said Scott suddenly and continued explaining super slowly and calmly, deathfully calmly, 'I'm just gonna lock the door and go to bed early tonight.'

Stiles couldn't help himself this time, 'You sure about that? 'Cause you've got this kind of serial killer look going on in your eyes, and I'm hoping it's the full moon taking effect, 'cause it's really starting to freak me out.'

'I'm fine. You should go now.'

Stiles thought about it. He was expecting this reaction so he had a plan ready, 'All right, I'll leave. Well, look, would you just at least look in the bag and see what I bought?' he asked. Scott blinked and very slowly got out of the chair down to Stiles's level to look at the content of the bag.

Not, creepy at all.

'You know, maybe you use it, maybe you don't. Sound good?'

Scott pulled out a chain, 'You think I'm gonna let you put these on and chain me up like a dog?'

'Actually, no,' said Stiles and before Scott had time to react he brought out his father's handcuffs and cuffed him into the radiator.

'What the hell are you doing?' shouted Scott instantly trying to get out.

'Protecting you from yourself and giving you some payback…For making out with Lydia,' said Stiles looking as upset as ever.


Scott couldn't believe it. The nerve that human boy had. How dare he? Cuff him? To a friggin' radiator. He was going to tear him up. He was going to-

'I brought you some water,' said Stiles as he walked back into the room and pulled out a dog bowl and a bottle of water. He put the now full bowl down in front of Scott and turned around wasting now time to leave until Scott took the bowl and threw it at him shouting, 'I'm gonna kill you!'

Stiles turned back around, 'You kissed her, Scott, okay ? You kissed Lydia. That's, like, the one girl that I ev-and, you know, the past three hours, I've been thinking, it's probably just the full moon, you know, he doesn't even know what he's doing, and tomorrow, he'll be totally back to normal. He probably won't even remember what a complete dumbass he's been. A son of a bitch, a freaking unbelievable piece of crap friend-'

'She kissed me,' cut him off Scott and looked up at him.

'What?'

'I didn't kiss her. She kissed me. She would have done a lot more, too. You should have seen the way she had her hands all over me… ask Nina here if you don't believe me,' he said nodding at the girl behind him. He turned around to look at her as she just came in.

'Tell him, Nina. Tell him how you had to split us up cause Lydia wouldn't let go,' he continued. She looked at him frowning and then at Stiles who looked like a kicked puppy before he ran out of the room to the hallway.

She walked into the room, 'You're going to hate yourself for this, Scott-'

'Please, you're just pissed that I kissed someone else, aren't you?'

She shook her head with a bitter smirk, 'You're an idiot. You will hate yourself and the wolf and the full moon for acting like this.'

'We both know that you want me,' he called out as she was leaving the room.

'Yeah, funny, I didn't catch that yet,' she called back closing the door only to find Stiles sitting there with a devastated look on his face. She sat down next to him but he wouldn't look at her.

'Why didn't you tell me?' he asked.

Nina sighed, 'I didn't want you to get hurt.'

'Well, you don't have a problem telling me that she's out of my league-'

'Yes, because that's different-gentle this…,' she shook her head, 'I know what she means to you and how much you want her to like you back.'

He nodded, 'Today I tried to use Harley's crush on me to get her to tell me about what happened in school.'

Nina made a mockery noise, 'That must have end up spectacularly.'

'Yup, she pretty much hates me now… I deserve it.'

'Well, for what is worth she caught me and Scott talking about our kissing so I had to lie to her. Not fun,' she looked at a piece of her hair, 'And I lie all my life so…'

Stiles sighed, 'I just wanted him to tell me if I had a shot with her.'

He looked at her, 'I know you told me like million times that I don't but I just wanted to know if maybe-just maybe…It's funny you know, the irony. I want Lydia who wants Jackson who I guess wants Allison. Harley wants me. Scott wants Allison and you-'

'I'll stop you right there cause nope. I don't want Scott he's-,' her phone rang cutting her speech.

She looked at it.

'It's Harley,' she said to Stiles who just nodded and pressed his head against the wall.

'If you say one word I will tore you apart,' she called to Scott's room in case he had any ideas about screaming.

She sighed and picked up, 'Hey, now is not the-'

'I can't believe I trusted you-,' said Harley instantly.

Nina blinked and shot Stiles a worried look, 'What do you mean?'

'Don't bother and Allison knows too. I would never think that about you but all that bullshit was true. You stole Scott from Allison, didn't you?'

Nina stood up, 'What the hell are you talking about?'

'Take care, Nina,' she ended the call.

Nina looked at the phone and then rushed into Scott's room. 'What the hell did you do?'

He gave her a calm look, 'Let me out and I'll tell you.'

'What did you do, Scott?'

'Maybe I went to Allison and told her about all the times we made out while we were together. Isn't that what you wanted? It was eating you alive, wasn't it?'

She opened her mouth ready to argue until Stiles stopped her, 'Nina, wait, he's lying. Think about it. He wants to get back with Allison he would rather lie than to admit that.'

She looked at him. He was right Scott wanted Allison he wouldn't risk a chance of getting back together with her. She let out a long sigh. Then what the hell did happen? She walked out of the room down to the living room.

Scott was desperately trying to get out of the cuffs. Stiles went after her but stopped as he heard him, 'Stiles, please let me out. It's the full moon, I swear. You know I wouldn't do any of this on purpose. Please, Stiles, let me out. It's starting to hurt. It's not like the first time. It's the full moon. It's Allison breaking up with me. I know-That it's not just taking a break. She broke up with me. And it's killing me. I feel completely hopeless. Just, please, let me out.'

'I can't,' it took everything that was in him to refuse his friend. Scott pressed his head against the radiator. He felt it. He felt it right there under his skin. He couldn't control it. He just couldn't. He felt the pain shot threw him and it a matter of seconds he couldn't take it anymore and started screamed.

Stiles put his hands over his ears. This was torture. He needed to get Nina to feed on him or something. He got up he was going to get her. Suddenly the shouting and cries stopped.

Stiles turned around slowly, 'Scott, buddy?' He opened the door only to find the cuffs on the ground with a trace of blood on the window and Scott gone.

'Shit,' he ran out.


Nina walked out of the room and tried to call Harley again. Nothing.

She tried Allison but once again nothing.

She let out an annoyed sigh and tried to reach Lydia.

'Hello?' She picked up. She wasn't really excepting her to so she was a bit taken back.

'Hi, Lydia look I-'

'Allison doesn't want to talk with a slut that stole her boyfriend-'

'What-but you made out with him in the coach's office.'

'Hm, and who's going to believe that?' she asked her sweetly. Nina blinked.

What was happening?

'Have a nice day, Nina.'

Despite the sound of a dead phone she couldn't put it away. Lydia. It was all Lydia. She told Allison that she was the one who made out with Scott in the coach's office to protect herself and Harley… Harley heard them so she thought… Jesus.

There was a sudden crash on the first floor and so she rushed there still thinking about what happened.

She nearly collided with Stiles who ran out of the room, 'He's gone.'

Fuck my life.

Scott was desperately trying to get out of the cuffs.

Stiles, please let me out. It's the full moon, I swear. You know I wouldn't do any of this on purpose. Please, Stiles, let me out. It's starting to hurt. It's not like the first time. It's the full moon. It's Allison breaking up with me. I know - That it's not just taking a break. She broke up with me. And it's killing me. I feel completely hopeless. Just, please, let me out.


Scott was running through the woods except he wasn't really Scott anymore. Not human Scott at least. He was wolf Scott or the wolf. He didn't might. He didn't care. He just ran. He wasn't even sure where. The boy. The boy wanted to see the girl but the wolf didn't. The wolf knew that the girl made him weak. He just ran until he caught a familiar sense. The girl.

He didn't want to go to her but-something… maybe the boy who was this time the one scratching on the wolf's walls was forcing him. Either way he changed his direction and ran that way.


Clara was carefully looking at the full moon in the night sky sitting on a fence in front of an old house. She wondered about all that had changed over the month. She had buried Laura, made amends with Derek, found out that Scott was a werewolf, got partly back to her emissary business. Well, there was no pack to be an emissary but still-

'Nina sent you a text. Scott got off the rails,' said Derek as he walked out of the house looking at her.

She brought out another cigar and pulled out her lighter, 'Well, we sort of knew that was going to happen. Hunters will be out too though. And don't read my messages it's a violation of privacy.'

'I'm sure they already are.'

She nodded, 'You need to find him before they do. They can't know.'

He watched her for a second before he put his hand on her shoulder stopping her from lighting her smoke, 'I will. Nothing's going to happen to him,' he assured her.

She gave him a soft smile, 'Okay, I believe you.'

He nodded and left. Clara looked up again. A lot has changed over a month she just hoped the next month will be less dramatic.

She smirked and still lightened her smoke.

Yeah, I can already see it being worse.


'So was it all a trick?' asked Stiles as he and Nina were driving through the town searching for Scott.

'Lydia being friends with you,' he added stealing a glance at Nina.

She shrugged her shoulders, 'I-it's not important right now.'

'Well, I find the school thinking that my best friend steals boyfriends very important…I can't believe she would-'

'What throw me under the bus? I can. She's a girl,' she shook her head, 'She's just covering up for herself and… whatever. Right now, let's make sure our best friend won't do anything stupid like kill innocent people or show himself to the hunters,' she sighed worried and pressed herself against the window.

'Okay, stop,' she said suddenly.

'Did you feel him?'

'No, but this is no use. I'm faster by myself and if he lost it I don't want you around.'

'Nina-'

'Stop the car,' she said making no room for argues. Stiles sighed and nodded.


She was almost shocked that she had found him in the first place. He was on top of a car looking at something growling angrily but what else was new.

'Hey, Scottie boy,' she called out.

He looked at her. He was again lost as he jumped of the car and rushed toward her. This time she wouldn't hesitate but the thing was she didn't have to because it was him fully shifted Scott who took her and kissed her. He grabbed the back of her head tearing a few of her hair in the process as he violently just like before smashed their lips together instantly kissing her like he was the starving man who wanted to feed and not her.

Yet, feeling how much he wanted her, craved her made her lose herself as well. She kissed him back nearly knocking him off as she started sucking him out. She bit him and he bit her, their lips moved against each other like animals like monsters. His hands were running down her body and she couldn't help feeling completely high from it. His lips, his touch, the amount of energy that she was absorbing it was all one mix of pleasure which was almost too much.

She was so taken by it that she didn't notice that Scott's feverish hands suddenly stopped moving and that she was the only one initiating the kiss or that the kiss wasn't a kiss any more just her drinking him, all of him.

Suddenly they were violently ripped apart and she was thrown to the ground. It took her a while until she realized what was happening. Derek was standing in front of Scott who was kneeling on the ground coughing.

Her eyes widened.

No! No, this isn't happening!

This couldn't be real. It wasn't real. No. She did it again. She hurt Scott. Gosh, she felt so high. She must have taken more than she ever had with the way Derek was holding his shoulder and how tense the older wolf looked.

She didn't even have the grip to realize that Derek was alive just that she hurt someone…again.

Scott was still kneeling trying to catch a breath. The scene was so terribly familiar. It was exactly the same as it was the first time they kissed. Scott was on the ground as well that time in Lydia's house coughing as Stiles was rubbing his back. Someone calling Lydia's mom from the neighbor's house after that.

It was impossible to feel bad once she fed but one look at how sick Scott looked and she started crying like a little girl.

'I-sorry-I …,' she stood up and started shaking her head.

'Nina,' said Derek catching her attention.

She looked at him her face red and her cheeks wet from the tears. 'It isn't your fault, Nina. You wanted to help. He'll be fine.' God, it must have been even worse than she thought if Derek was comforting her.

She shook her head, 'I'm-,' she often wondered what she would have done if she knew how to control herself back then or if she wasn't a succubus and he would get an asthma attack or what he thought about her running of like that. The thing was that it was easy to be brave in her mind when she controlled everything but here out in the open? Not so much.

She got up. Scott finally looked at her, 'Nina-you-'

'I'm sorry,' she said and before he could say anything else she ran the hell away. She was a monster and monsters hit and run.


A.N: So what'cha think? :3