Nothing to Gain, Nothing to Lose

Carlisle knocked softly on my door,

Letting himself in.

I glanced at my clock,

It read 12:01.

"Alice?"

He asked in his melodic voice,

As I layed immovably on my bed.

"Yes?"

I answered.

"Alice,

I know you want to

Search for Jasper

But I'm sure that he's

Gone on.

He may not want to return.

Have you even seen him in

Your visions?"

He asked gently.

"No"

I whispered

"I don't want to.

I don't look for him.

I really can't bear

To see his face".

It was perfectly

True.

"I can't,

Not in this state."

Edward strolled in.

"Shall we?"

He asked.

I knew what he meant

By this question.

"Fine"

I sighed.

But then I smiled,

We were going

To team up to

Find out

Where he was.

"TOKYO?

WHAT THE HELL

IS HE DOING IN

TOKYO??"

I screamed an hour later.

Edward was just

As stumped as I was.

He was in Tokyo

Still hardly able

To control himself.

But he did,

For me.

His love.

He hadn't given up on

Me just yet.

By finding him

I knew

There was

Nothing to gain,

And nothing to lose.