Nothing to Gain, Nothing to Lose
Carlisle knocked softly on my door,
Letting himself in.
I glanced at my clock,
It read 12:01.
"Alice?"
He asked in his melodic voice,
As I layed immovably on my bed.
"Yes?"
I answered.
"Alice,
I know you want to
Search for Jasper
But I'm sure that he's
Gone on.
He may not want to return.
Have you even seen him in
Your visions?"
He asked gently.
"No"
I whispered
"I don't want to.
I don't look for him.
I really can't bear
To see his face".
It was perfectly
True.
"I can't,
Not in this state."
Edward strolled in.
"Shall we?"
He asked.
I knew what he meant
By this question.
"Fine"
I sighed.
But then I smiled,
We were going
To team up to
Find out
Where he was.
"TOKYO?
WHAT THE HELL
IS HE DOING IN
TOKYO??"
I screamed an hour later.
Edward was just
As stumped as I was.
He was in Tokyo
Still hardly able
To control himself.
But he did,
For me.
His love.
He hadn't given up on
Me just yet.
By finding him
I knew
There was
Nothing to gain,
And nothing to lose.
