Hang onto your seats ladies and gents! The plot twister is gonna be IN THIS CHAPTER!!! Have fun! Let's see if your guesses where right!
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Addy flung on Draco's invisibility cloak and quickly ran out of the Room of Requirement. Images of her and Draco were filling her mind. Her and Draco in the bed…Draco touching her, holding her. The images brought back too many emotions. Emotions that would not be good for her. When she got too emotional, something bad would always happen to her.
Addy rushed into the Prefect bathroom until she realized that this room had too many memories in it too.
"How did I get here…how the hell..." asked Addy to herself.
"Christmas…Christmas Eve, last Year…" that's when she and Draco became more intimate. That's when they really knew their love was pure.
"How could a night so frozen be so scalding hot?" thought Addy. They sent owls to each other with little secret love notes.
"How can a morning this mild be so raw?" Addy turned to looked out the window and touched the glass. Everything was so serene at 3:00 in the morning. Everything was so real and peaceful.
Addy turned around but before she could leave someone came through the door. It was none other than Draco.
Draco was pacing the floor but tugging at his sleeve. Something was bothering him but Addy couldn't tell what. She quietly tiptoed backwards so he wouldn't bump into her and blow her cover. Draco then took off his shirt, and started clutching his wrist in pain. Draco then fell to the floor, now on his hands and knees. Addy could see the Dark Mark on his left wrist bulging out.
It was like Addy could read Draco's thoughts. Voldemort was mad that Draco had not completed his task yet. But what was his task? Addy by accident made a scuffing noise on the tile and Draco looked straight at her. Or the air around her. Draco got off the ground and stalked over to the place right where Addy was standing.
"Who's there...SHOW yourself!" yelled Draco. His eyes looked vividly at Addy. She knew she had to give herself up. Addy pulled off the cloak to reveal herself. Draco's eyes then became calmer.
"Addy you scared me" said Draco. He looked more relaxed.
"No I was in here to just…" but before Addy could finish her sentence Draco kissed her gently.
"I see your coming along nicely" said Draco jokingly.
"Well at least I can hide it! Otherwise you and I and our baby would be dead!" said Addy. Draco then lightly touched Addy's stomach. Addy laughed and took Draco's hand and put it against her face. The roughness of his hands felt good against her skin.
"Draco I love you so much, and I want to keep the baby, to prove to you how far I will go for you" said Addy tenderly.
"Addy, you don't have to have my child to prove to me… I already know…" Draco looked very serious at Addy. She knew he was telling the truth. But not the whole truth about him and his life.
"Draco...the mark on your arm…i.." Before Addy could go on any further Draco cut in.
"What my family does is none of your concern Addy… I don't want you getting into this..." he said.
"But Draco… I'm scared… what do you have to do for Voldemort? Addy was getting more intense with her words. She was scared for Draco. Scared that he was messing around with the dark arts. Scared that once he started, that he couldn't stop.
"How do you know I have to do something for Voldemort?" asked Draco. His temper was rising. Addy put her hands on Draco's face.
"I just know… and I don't want you to go through this alone… I don't want you to be in pain… I can share your pai…" Addy was then cut off again.
"You don't want this pain, I'm still shocked you want me… with all the baggage I have, I have to go through this alone. There is no way I'm bringing you or my child into this hell I've created for myself."
"But Draco… I could help you with your mission, your problem!" said Addy. She started getting emotional again.
"What, is that the real reason you were here? Were you spying on me?" asked Draco. She could tell her was very upset with her.
Hot tears started trickling down Addy's face. Why was he acting like this?
"Draco, I told you….I've been in here for a while… I needed to th-th-think..." she said stuttering on her words. Addy tears started to pour down her face.
Draco then grabbed his arm and forced Addy to look at the dark mark on it. Seething with pain.
"Look at this Addy! LOOK! Look what I've got myself into; I'm trying to even get myself out! But Voldemort would never allow me. Do you see how upset he is?! You don't want this for yourself; you don't want one of these on you arm! You don't want to go through this pain, everyday."
"At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don't keep other people out. They fence you in!" yelled Addy
"Life is messy. That's how we're made. My life is way too messy for you. I need to place a border between us so then you don't get hurt." Draco honestly didn't want to hurt Addy.
"So, you can waste your life drawing lines. Or you can live your life crossing them," pleaded Addy. She wanted to be closer to Draco. No person should have to bare this pain alone.
"Well there are some lines... that are way too dangerous to cross," said Draco. He wanted to be alone. He would never hurt Addy.
"I will never leave you. And I WONT let you bare this pain alone," said Addy sternly.
"Then maybe I should just BE alone," yelled back Draco.
Addy then clutched her stomach and let out a cry of pain. Draco came running up to Addy. But she pushed him away.
"You don't want to go through this pain, everyday… the pain of loving someone… who only loves...you…because you're carrying his child! His HEIR! Someone who won't screw up and let all the people he loves slip away!" Addy shrieked back at him.
She picked up Draco's cloak and ran out the door. Addy ran up the marble staircase. She then ran into the room of requirement and fell onto her knees and onto the ground. She didn't know which pain felt worse… the one that her baby is creating… or the one in her heart.
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Pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers, you just breathe deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed, but sometimes the pain gets you where you least expect it. Hits way below the belt and doesn't let up. Pain, you just have to fight through, because the truth is you can't outrun it and life always makes more.
Draco then fell down onto the ground. He placed his back firmly up against the wall. Tears started streaming down his face. Addy is slipping away. His light is dimming. They both made the promise to never let go… and now he's watching her slip through his fingers.
He didn't know which pain felt worse… the on that the dark mark was creating…or the one in his heart…
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Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you
That is how I know you go on
Far across the distance and spaces between us
You have come to show you go on
Near far wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
Love can touch us one time and last for a lifetime
And never let go till we're gone
Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold you
In my life we'll always go on
Near far wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
You're here, there's nothing I fear
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
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Draco and Addy both clutched themselves…both wanting to hold onto each other. They needed each other. Both not wanting to admit it…but they could never leave each other. Both of their eyes turned a shade deep blue. Both of the hearts felt like turning a deep dark shadow of blue.
They laid on the ground...hearts throbbing. Addy looked over and noticed a balcony…had mysteriously appeared. She walked over to the balcony… the wind brushing against her face. Addy grabbed onto the bars of the balcony… and pushed herself outwards…
More towards the sky… the wind now whipping at her face…she felt free…her heart felt like it was flying….but then she was snatched back into reality…Draco…and she fell back onto her knees looking up at the few stars left in the sky… and tears started to drip down on the ground…as Addy lay there…
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OMG! Next time I wanna write something sad make sure I listen to the Titanic Theme song! Omg this TOTALLY gave me the inspiration to write more! Kudos to Grey's Anatomy for the pain quote and the boundaries quote, which was split in a conversation between Addy and Draco:)! Kudos to RENT for Halloween (Addy's thoughts How did I get here how the hell… song from RENT!) Im glad to FINALLY get that Addy's pregnant outta my system:) Hope you enjoy this! Sorry that the chappie is semi-short! It just needed this and I couldn't write anything else! It's perfect!
