Since I took so long to update, I am making a long chapter and post it as soon as I can. Just to make up for lost time c: And I really hope you guys enjoy it. Review and let me know and tell me c:!
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loveinthebattlefield: I am very sorry to hear that, I hope your dad gets better! Now that he is home that is a great sign. And hope you and your family is doing well also. My dad just had heart failure two weeks ago, and found out he has cancer in his heart. I know how stressful and upsetting it can be. And happy late birthday! I am glad to hear you had a blast for your birthday :D
snowbirdyoukai: Woah your comment, it's great :D Kagome is always a sweetheart. Even though she has seen death she is never settle with it. Kagome always forgives people. And the jewel I already have a plot for that c:.
Thanks for all the reviews! Also side note, I am going to be writing a lot from Kagome's point of view time to time. I believe it will help everyone see what she is feeling
'Kagome's thoughts'
Chapter eight: Bring me to life.
We were not a couple in love, nowhere close. He gave me affection when he thought I needed it. We got along great. The silence was nice, it didn't feel weird anymore. Everything was going well, her babies were well, her stomach only grew the weight was not too far behind. It was getting harder to climb from the bed.
Sesshomaru had a meeting today with the other lords. She stayed back with Rin until she was called upon. She did not want to get caught up in the long boring talks about war and land and new upcoming laws. It was all a bore, she rather be in school then go through that again. The sun was a nice blanket of warmth, bathing in it any moment she could. Her skin was taking well to the time with the sun. A soft glow forming on her pale skin.
X.X.X
It wasn't long for me to be called into the meeting room. As my feet fell in line with the servent only silence and space held us apart. A lot of people around here would not speak with me, I am not sure if it because they feared me or hated me for what had happened. I am still not over it, but there is nothing I can do now. I just needed to watch out a little bit more, I do not want to be tricked again, along with blood spilt over me. I am thankful Rin had forgotten about the whole thing. She might be growing up and is much older. She was still young and should not see anything like that , no one should. It's funny no matter how old she grew she never lost her child like behavior that's one thing I love about her. Nothing really got the girl down, and if it did it never lasted. She was as free as the wind, with a heart made of gold.
A dark feeling hung thick in the air, it was almost enough to stop the air going through to my lungs. I hated this feeling. Couldn't anything go good for a while? At this rate her black hair would turn grey ! Oh that would be just great wouldn't it. I guess I know how my mom felt. Funny I guess she was right, I would learn one day.
The room was dark, only little light shined between the cracks of the covered window. My eyes tried to readjust, demons did not need much light to see I take it. I was led to a chair near Sesshomaru, I wanted to ask why I was here but held my comments to myself. Women were hardly allowed in here, and woman only speak when spoken to. I hate it so much that in this time woman were below men. That was the good thing at home woman had made their way right next to men.
"Sesshomaru do you want to tell her or shall I tell her?" The lord I met before sat a little down the table. His face was not soft, not kind he looked rather angry. Looking to Sesshomaru for answers he returned it with looking away. 'This is bad, If Sesshomaru can't tell me or look at me..this is bad' Kagome shook her head from her thoughts she had to listen to everything to piece everything together in the right way.
"Tell me …?" The question hung in the thick air, waiting for an answer. The lord turned to Kagome one more time. His eyes hard on hers, it almost felt like ice was filling inside of her.
"Well Lady Kagome. Since Lord Sesshomaru has killed one of the Lords under the right acts. There is a upcoming problem. The lands do not have a ruler, there is no heir inline we are in search for a new lord. Since Sesshomaru choose to take the life , he is now held for both lands. Lord Sesshomaru needs a mate, a strong one. This all started over you, and from what I hear a servant died for lashing out at you. Nor was it wrong for her death, it should not be that way. Demons don't see you as a threat, and that is the key to being a Lord or a Lady. So we came to a plan, Sesshomaru will be taking another mate. You shall be stripped from the mate mark. You shall stay here till you give birth. Since you are with child by Lord Sesshomaru. After birth you shall leave. And be free to do what you please. Your child will only be half, he will not be able to take the spot if Sesshomaru meets his fall."
I swear I must of looked dumb, sitting there mouth wide eyes huge and my hands slightly shaking. Did I hear right? I am going to be a single mother? I know Sesshomaru does not love me, and I would never ask for that. I know he cannot feel, but I thought everything was going good. I mean I didn't want to have kids; it happened we slipped and I thought both of us were adult enough to own up to all of this.
I pulled Sesshomaru face to me. All I remember was smacking him, I don't care what the outcome would be , I don't care if they will kill me. Who cares anymore! I let him know how I felt, tears fell from my body as I flung myself out the door. My feet smacked hard on the floor as I ran, my hair whipped behind me as tears flew from my face. My lungs tried to suck in the air, to no help I finally got a lung full. I didn't know where I was going, how long I've been running. If Sesshomaru is following me for me striking him. I don't know I DON'T CARE.
I finally broke free ,pushing through the doors and knocking servants on their asses. I didn't bother to help them. I felt the soft grass shelter my aching feet. I kept running till I found arms holding me tightly. Kuzii held onto to me as he was the one in need of comfort. I held onto him fearing if I were to let go I would be alone again. His hands smoothed out my hair, trying to calm me down. My bump kept me a little far off. Making the hug harder to be comfortable. I don't know how long I cried, nor did I care for my puffy face. I stayed on Kuzii's lap as he rocked and hummed me like a small child, I didn't notice I was falling asleep on him. My energy was lost in the mess, what was the point of thinking about any of this? Why even care? Why fight for someone who won't fight for you?.
It was dark when her eyes open, the bed felt different. It was not Sesshomaru's bed, the silk was not as soft. She couldn't recall how she got here, she only remembered being with Kuzii. Stretching her tired limbs she tried to roll over, only to be stopped by her belly. That was one thing she hated about pregnancy, you couldn't roll. Grunting she flipped herself back ,looking at the ceiling she noted this was not Sesshomaru's room, it was someone else's. Holding herself up on her arms she looked around, maybe she could find out who's room it was.
'Empty' Kagome removed herself from the bed. Heading closer to the door, someone already beat her to it. The door cracked slowly as Kuzii slowly entered.
"Kuzii?" Kagome question, moving closer to Kuzii.
"Ah Lady Kagome, I see you have awakened. Here let me take you to the springs I think you might enjoy a nice bath." Kagome took him by the arm. Allowing him to lead she stayed silent, enjoying the fact Kuzii did not speak. Allowing the silence to swallow them whole. After the good ten minute walk they reached the springs. Kuzzi slid the door opened allowing Kagome to go in.
"Will you stay?" It was more a beg then a question. She didn't need to turn around to see his nod. She trusted him not to try anything on her. Not wanting to be alone, Her emotions were mixed up Kagome couldn't pin point what she was feeling. As she undressed Kuzii looked away. Slipping in the warm water her mussels relaxed. Kuzii slipped himself in the water, if Kuzii wasn't such a good friend, she wouldn't have allowed bathing with her. She needed comfort someone who could share her pain with. Her mind finally slowed enough for her to finally grasp part of what was going on around her. Kuzii kept silent he knew Kagome needed her time to think, to be upset. There was one thing he had to speak with her about before it got too late.
"Lady Kagome?" His voice broke the silence in the room, pushing through the water he grabbed the fainting woman before she sunk to low into the water. 'It starting.'
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On the other side of the castle.
Hands ran softly across the open chest, a light purr escaped from the slender throat. Red eyes peered into the lifeless golden. His soon to be mate, was now all over him. He growled not in pleasure, but in anger. He did not want any of this, if the two lords were not still in his lands he would have slaughtered her slowly and tossed her to the side. The law was the law, he should have known. He should of never allowed his feelings for the Miko to grow. His father showed him what would happen, and did he listen no. Now he was about to mate to a woman he did not bother to learn her name. He would mate her and ignore her, sounds like the perfect plan.
Her body was great, her form was perfect. She was beauty, only one more reason to dip his nails into her. Scar the flawless skin her well known beauty only blessed with it from fine breeding. She seemed more than ready to jump into the bed. Allowing her to do what she pleased he felt his clothes fall off, and hot kisses, licks trailing from the neck lowering to her abs. She wasted no time in removing her layers of clothing. She climbed on top of him, her red eyes never left his. If he wasn't so cold he would find them frightening. They were two big pools of blood, her dirty blond hair bounced from her shoulders. Her tan skin made her hair brighter, she was a feline demon, perfect cat and dog.. not. She leaned down closely so her nips rubbed agents his chin. Nipping on his ear her voice was a low purr.
"You'll grow to love me Lord Sesshomaru." She almost giggled at the thought, leading on that she was aware of what was going on. Her death seemed like a good idea right about now. Slit her throat and leave her to stain the white cloth with thick red blood. Images flashed in the golden eyes, the only joy and dreams he had now. He did not take notice that her hand gripped his man hood. Moving herself she pushed the head close to her entrance. With one final smirk she pushed her weight down. Allowing him to fill her. A cry pushed from the woman's lips. Sesshomaru could feel the warmth around him, could feel the end of her. After another thrust from her, he could tell she was not a virgin. Some male already took her. Sesshomaru never wanted to puck, he never felt ill, it was this time he felt as though the food from earlier would come up, threaten his throat.
Sesshomaru tried to ignore the moans from the woman, who bounced on him. Looking up he could see the lonely breast of hers. Her head was back as she rolled her hips. Looking away from the sight of the woman he allowed her to go on. Funny this was somewhat of rape but the other way around. And his body wanted it? He hated himself at that moment, something he never done .. hate himself.
The woman slowly slowed her hips, pushing harder to get more of him in. Every roll of her hips, the pressure built, she might not be as tight as Kagome, it was still alright. He bit back the grunt this woman was testing him she was of full blood. Meaning she could go much faster than any human. Her hands went to play with her breasts, rolling them in her hands she looked down at her mate to be.
"Join me Sesshomaru, this would be heaven for both of us.. better than any human could offer you .." Her lip stuck out her voice teasing filled with lust. Only making Sesshomaru sicker, with the comment of Kagome he felt his blood boil he growled, he wanted her done. Grabbing the girl by the waste he tossed her from his body. His man hood stuck clear from his body. Turning the woman onto her knees he spread her legs open. Her ass out her chest smothered with blankets. His fingers gripped her hair, his head once more at the entrances he could feel her juices spilling from her. She was more than ready. He shoved himself in fully. He did not bother to stop, he thrust harder and faster pulling her hair. She cried first causing the cold lord to smirk. He wanted her to hurt till this was finished; this was how mating went for females.
It was far from what he wanted, she only grew wetter. Her folds squeezing tightly around his cock, it was getting harder to fight holding back. He trusted deeper, his eyes were growing red, his free hand cupped a side of her check. Blood dripped down the tan skin as his claws dig more into the flesh. With the last thrust he bit down drawing more blood.
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Kagome screamed her nails going down Kuzii's flesh ,her teeth bit into shoulder. His arms were tight around her, her chest pushed agents his. The water around them faded away as only pain waved through the room. The pain only grew that the tears that wanted to fall faded away. Kagome felt her body being ripped into pieces as if her slow death now. Her lungs fighting to take in air, to breath to let out the air her body so willing held in. Her mind was gone, no thoughts could cross her mind pain washed away anything that dared to try to crawl into her brain.
Kuzii's worry only grew each passing moment, her stress was harming her unborn pups. He knew this would happen. Damning Sesshomaru and the law to the depth of hell he pulled her from the water. Laying her back on the cool stone floor he hovered over her naked form. Trying to calm the hurting girl trying to sooth her to only failing attempts. At the this rate not only her would die, she would bring three lives with her. Her eyes were closed, knowing she could not will them to open, she could not hear anything he was saying. He was at los he was a healer, and he was at a loss. He knew one way, and he was holding off. He knew he couldn't any longer. Leaning down so chest to chest could touch his mouth moved to her ear his voice low and his eyes .
"I'm sorry Kagome, I truly am." His voice was broken, he knew she could not hear him. Pulling her legs apart slowly apart. He held his breath, pushing his member into hers he held her legs up. He felt his fangs longing as he thrust, he hated doing this. It felt wrong as he pushed a little more he made sure he was slow. Knowing she was with child he did not want to harm her more than needed it. His body felt it slipping. His eyes closed as his demon took over, light shined from his skin. He knew he was giving up a normal life for someone he cared for. The light grew brighter, engulfing him. He leaned down and kissed the spot above her breast. Taking no more time he let his fangs sink deeper into her skin. Tasting the blood filling his mouth he swallowed. His eyes were closed due to the light, once his fangs pulled he could feel the light dying down and Kagome's stress and pain fading away to nothing. Pain replaced with lust. Kagome was drunk off lust, her hips pushed on his. Her eyes opened and lust filled in them. It was something that had happened when mated, lust took over. Kuzii took a moment to look at his hands, reaching up to feel different hair. He knew he was stuck now, turning back to his new lust filled mate he had to finish what he had started.
He pushed deeper into her core hearing the soft moans he pulled out and pushed harder. His body enjoying every movement of the tight walls around him. Pulling her legs up more so he had an angel to go deeper he took all the depth he needed. Picking his speed Kagome let out soft cries as her hands tried to find something her hands could hold onto. With a free hand Kuzzi's hand went to rub her swollen belly making sure everything was alright. Once finding out the babies were fine his hand lowered down to her open clit. Rubbing softly back and forth her clit he could feel her walls clench tightly around his cock. Pushing hard and rubbing faster he knew he was pushing her to her limit. Slowing down he lowered her legs he used his hands to keep him up. Slowly pulling in and out pushing hard into her core he was enjoying the tease. Kagome bit her lip in the sweet bliss, her hands rubbed his chest. Clawing, begging for him to speed up, and he answered her wish. Speeding up allowed her to orgasm, as her cries bounced from wall to wall he could feel it, the bliss her energy flowing. Not in a threat but in a welcome forcing him to hit his climax.
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Kagome was now mated to Kuzii, and Sesshomaru to some demon he would love to kill. Life in the west was never going to see a day of normal. Hell was around the corner it hung heavy in the air.
Kuzii was left to carry his newly mate to their room. He had a lot to tell her when she woke. She needed her rest for the day would just begin when she awoken.
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SO, I am a very dirty girl. WAH two bad lemons. I did not feel right making the two have sex with others so it took me forever. And no Kuzii did not rape Kagome. Everything will be told in the chapter coming up! Yeah the joy just started! Lol I would hate to be married to someone I wanted to kill, wouldn't that just be one big ball of fun, …ha.
Well good news to my readers, I got a little too drunk the other night and kept falling, and bruised my tailbone. And anyone who every bruised their tailbone you know how bad that is! So that means I can't move really, so I have only my laptop to keep me busy, Since my son likes to stay by my mom since I can't move anymore ..he turned on me!.
Any way review! They make me feel better :]! And I would love you, and it makes me update faster!
Cammii.
