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EPOV
She stood there frozen for a couple of seconds not moving and staring me directly in the eyes . The fear in her eyes slowly faded and were replaced by curiosity and amazement , her heartbeat slowed down eventually and she seemed to relax a little as she slowly stepped until she was facing us , no shelves between us .
Her music wasn't on as she took her ear-buds out , something I've never seen her do , even in the meadow she held her ear-buds in .
'Are you following me or something ?' her voice a bit higher than normally but still very quit and soft .
Rosalie huffed behind me as Emmett put his arm around her waist trying to calm her down .
Alice was beaming in her head while Jasper was confused by my feelings but I shook my head slightly for him to forget about it .
'Why did you do that ?' Bella said , her voice was steadier and more confident then it was before ,her arms were crossed over her chest while her head was slightly crooked to the side .
'You really noticed that ?' Jasper asked her , his voice was filled with confusion and he was a little astonished by her presence and her attitude which was supposed by scared like all the other humans we talked to .
Humans were supposed to have a natural feeling that we were dangerous , that we were different than them , that they had to stay away from us .
Most of them couldn't even look us in the eye before getting shivers and quickly walking away .
While Bella was just standing there , looking us straight in the eye , her heart not even out of its normal rhythm , just beating a little faster now Jasper had asked her something I suppose .
'Of course I did , he nodded looking slightly to you while I was waiting for my question to be answered , you wouldn't shake your head and not look at me .'
Even though her voice was really really soft and quiet we could all perfectly understand her which was probably one of the other reasons she though we were weird .
Jasper stood there , his chin almost hitting the ground , something we've never seen Jasper do before .
She isn't even scared , just curious and a little annoyed probably because you haven't answered her question yet .She is one extraordinary human being Edward . - Jasper
I chuckled a bit at his thoughts , Jasper wasn't really the type of being overwhelmed by something .
'Why are you laughing ? What I said wasn't funny at all .'
My eyes went back to her and for the first time since she was standing there I really looked at her .
Her chestnut brown hair was spilled out over her chest and looked like silk , I wanted to run my fingers through it but that would be weird .
She was biting her lip while her gorgeous deep brown eyes were wandering over me and the rest of my siblings .
She was very petite but not as small as Alice , nobody was .
She was slim but not too much , she was wearing a pair of jeans and a dark blue long-sleeved blouse .
The color really suited her , it made her pale skin look even more appealing to me , she looked absolutely marvelous .
'You're right my apology . And to answer your first question ,no , we weren't following you . '
'How often do you spend time here in the library ?' she murmured .
'Always ,' I almost whispered as her eyes widened .
'You've been here all this time and you never said anything . I'm sorry but that's just weird and a little creepy .'
I snickered a bit as the bell rung , Bella quickly ran back as she collected her stuff and ran to her class .
I noticed she forgot the book she was reading so I went back , I froze a little when I
noticed the title on the book , Dracula - Bram Stoker .
'Edward dude , you okay ? Why are you staring at a book like you just saw a ghost ?' Emmett practically yelled through the library .
He took the book from my hand and started laughing , he sounded like a barking dog .
Rosalie took the book from him and huffed .
'How ironic ,' she said as she rolled her eyes and tossed the book on the nearest table .
'You don't actually believe that she relates us to the vampires in the book ? ' Jasper asked with his brows raised and crossing his arms .
'I'm sure she doesn't , I haven't seen anything . She doesn't even know anything about us .' Alice tried to calm me but of course not succeeding .
'She actually has some reasons , I mean she thinks we were spying on her or something like that .'
'And she's different , she isn't afraid of us so she must notice our paleness and other things . We're going to have to be very careful around her .' Jasper answered leaning against one of the shelves .
Later that day we all agreed on staying in the library and maybe talk to her , Alice of course came up with the idea and Rosalie wasn't in for it at all .
Alice and Rosalie argued for hours but Alice of course eventually got what she wanted .
She want's to become friends with Bella even though we all think that it won't be possible thinking about the fact how loud Alice can be and the silence Bella needs .
BPOV
'How was school kiddo ? ' Charlie asked during dinner , he wasn't really the type of person to start a conversation , which I of course inherited from him .
Dinner occasions were usually very quiet with the usual small talk .
'It was good , learned some stuff .' I mumbled .
He raised his eyebrows ,' really, you never learn something new at school .Which is why your mother wanted you to skip some classes years ago .'
'I know dad .' I said as I looked down at my plate and moved some food from one place to another .
'Are making some new friends yet ?'
'I'm working on it dad .'
He sighed , ' I know how difficult it is for you Bells , but you have to try .'
You don't understand , nobody wants someone like me as their friend . I wouldn't actually tell him of course , it would hurt him more then it would hurt me .
'I will dad .'
The rest of our dinner went without a single word .
I sighed as I got out of history class , on my way to the library .
'Hey , you ! Are you the girl who can't handle noises !' A girl with curly brown hair and a very nasal voice practically screamed at me .
I flinched back as her nasal sound was now stuck in my head , echoing in my brain and hurting my head .
I bit on my lip to keep a scream , apparently a little too hard because I could taste my own blood , which made me feel sick and lightheaded while the echoes of that girls nasal voice were still giving me head aches .
I wasn't really paying attention because all of a sudden she was standing in front of me , chewing her gum like a horse eating grass .
'Are you going to answer me or what ?' she high pitched .
I nodded , not being able to get out something decent with this head ache .
'Hey everyone come over here !' she yelled as a crowd started to gather around us .
My head turned bright red as I didn't see an escape route for me to get out of this situation before fainting or getting a sort of attack because of her .
The crowd around us started to talk and laugh , I couldn't really understand words
because it all sounded like one mess inside of my head .
Tears were gathering in my eyes and I bit my lip to keep them were they were , the faces around me got blurry and my head felt like it was going to explode .
All I could see were laughing , blurry faces , some pointing and some screaming .
Other people were clapping or making other noises .
It literally felt like my head would burst , rip apart into several pieces .
My hands were clutching my head , my finger nails were digging into my skin probably drawing blood but I couldn't feel that pain .
Tears were streaming over my face and my legs were shaking , my breaths were shallow .
The only faces tell apart from the crowd were the faces of the Cullens , looking concerned and disgusted , even Rosalie seemed to feel sorry for me .
Edward was looking away at something I couldn't see .
I could feel my attack getting closer and closer so I did the only thing that came into my hurting mind , I pushed and kicked everyone out of my way and I ran .
I swear I've never ran that hard in my entire life .
I wasn't even clumsy , my feet were carrying me to the library as fast as possible .
I didn't concentrate on where I was going , I couldn't see anything .
My vision was turning black and blurry , which meant my attack was nearing .
The last thing I felt was the rough structure of the wooden door beneath my hands , I didn't even feel hitting the ground .
I was going to end it here but I could imagine how you all would feel ( I mean I know how mad I would be ) , and because it's been so long since I updated , here's the rest of the chapter .
EPOV
She is so weird.
No wonder she doesn't have any friends.
Ew , she's such a freak .
Let's make her cry !
She probably just wants attention anyway .
I was boiling when I read their minds , The images of her made me hurt inside my ice cold body .
Jasper could feel my rage and couldn't calm me down .
Rosalie and Alice looked at each other and then at me , ' Bella ?'
We ran from the other side of the school to the gathering around Bella , we weren't worried about people seeing us since everyone was where we were running to .
When we arrived the noise was so loud even I fell the need to cover up my ears .
Suddenly Jasper let out a scream which went lost in the chaos and fell to his knees , clutching his sides .
His mind was full of Bella's pain and the pain for him was excruciating , I even flinched at the thoughts of what they both were feeling right now .
Alice was supporting Jasper , trying to calm him by calmy petting his back and running her hands through his hair .
Rosalie's thought was the calmest but it was also the one which made me look up and look at Bella .
Oh my God -Rosalie
When I looked up my frozen heart hurt , like a thousand little needles were poking it at the same time , I wanted to clutch my heart .
Her entire body was shaking , barely keeping herself standing .
She was biting her lip so hard she was drawing blood , but surprisingly the blood didn't even bother me .
Tears were spilling over her cheeks and her head was turning red .
Her hands were clutching her head so tightly I couldn't see part of her fingernails , which were tearing through her skin .
Her eyes were filled with excruciating pain and anguish .
Her breaths were shallow .
Edward , she isn't going to last much longer . Jasper
The second Jasper ended his comment Bella started running , and not just random running .
I've never seen someone running that fast before , everyone around her kept laughing and sheering at her .
Even though Bella was known as very clumsy , she ran like a professional her feet were carrying her towards the library as the principal and some other teachers came out running .
'Edward ,' Rosalie mentioned .
Listen .
Was the only word which filled her mind as she touched her ear .
I could hear Bella's breathing getting even shallower and her heart beating faster than I ever heard a heart beating before .
Her hands pushed hard against the wooden door before we heard her collapse against the hard floor , hitting something a little too hard against the floor .
The next thing we heard was a blood curling scream , it made me flinch .
It was the loudest scream I had ever heard .
I didn't even think and ran trying to run at a human speed but obviously going too fast , the others were closely behind me .
When we entered the room we all froze for a fraction of a second , there she was .
Laying on the ground her entire body was shaking , trembling from head to toe .
Tears were streaming over her face which was filled with pain .
Her breathing even worse than before and her hands were still clutching her face very very tightly .
She was in a fetal position as another blood curling scream passed from her lips and filled the room with her pain .
Rosalie was the first one to move from our frozen phase , which surprised us all .
She crouched down next to Bella and unfolded Bella from her fetal position , placing Bella's head in her lap , laying her cold hand on Bella's sweaty forehead .
'Don't just stand there , do something ! ' she hissed through her teeth at us .
I crouched down next to Rosalie and grabbed her hand in mine.
It felt warm and fragile in my cold hand .
The second I touched her hand , an electric jolt made it's way through my body .
Jasper sat on the opposite of me and gently tried to calm her , but didn't succeed .
Alice gently stroke her arm while Emmett stood awkwardly behind Rosalie .
She pulled her hand from mine as she again clutched her head in agony .
Another scream left her lips and went straight through my dead heart .
Her scream switched into whimpers , her eyes were pressed close tightly .
'Edward , I think she hit her head falling down ,she has a giant bump on her head .'
Rosalie mentioned .
'We should take her to Carlisle , just to let him check her head . And her heart is still beating to fast .'
Jasper whispered .
'
Dude , I don't really think the state she's in is healthy , shouldn't we take her to the hospital or something like that .'
'Emmett , Carlisle isn't working today and he kind of is the or something you mentioned .'
Rosalie whispered rapidly at him .
'Oh my dear !' Mrs cope gasped .
She was leaning against the door her left hand was clutching waist while her right hand was in front of her mouth .
The state Bella was still in wasn't really pretty .
I lifted her whimpering form into my arms without any struggle .
'Mrs Cope , we wanted to take Bella to our father , Carlisle .'
'Of course my dear , take good care of her .'
She whispered while holding the door open for us .
Almost the entire school was standing in line while the principal was yelling at every single one of them .
Some girls were crying and everyone was looking at their feet , however they looked up when they heard us .
Most of them flinched when they noticed Bella whimpering in pain in my arms .
I carefully placed her in my car as we drove of to Carlisle .
