"Monster, kako bih trebao osjećati? Te noći ju je u kavezu, modricama i nju razbio. Borio se bliži, a zatim ju je ukrao. Silent bol. Monster, kako bih trebao osjećati? Ja ću, čuti njihove glasove, ja sam staklo dijete, ja sam Hannah žaljenja. Monster, kako bih trebao osjećati? Njihove riječi tetovirane u njegovim žilama." (Translation: Monster, how should I feel? That night he caged her, bruised and broke her. He struggled closer, then he stole her. Silent Pain. Monster, how should I feel? I will, hear their voices, I'm a glass child, I am Hannah's regrets. Monster, how should I feel? Their words tattooed in his veins.) I sing while spacing out. Molly looks over at me. I then suddenly change the song. "Otkad sam se mogao sjetiti, sve u meni, samo je htio uklopiti nikada nisam bio jedan za pretendenata, sve što sam pokušao biti, jednostavno ne bi podmiriti u. Biste li okrenuti mi leđa? A ako mi se čini opasno, bi li se bojati? Sve mi dirajte nije dovoljno mračno. Vodim se izjasne pobjeći što je u meni.Čudovište, ja sam se pretvorio u čudovište, mogu očistiti svoju savjest, ako sam drugačiji od ostalih, moram pokrenuti i sakriti? Taj teret je došao k meni, i to je napravio svoj dom unutar. Ako sam ti rekao ono što sam bio, bi li okrenuti mi leđa? Biste li se bojati? Imam osjećaj samo zato, sve što dotakne nije dovoljno mračno. Da je to problem leži u meni. Vodim se izjasne pobjeći što je u meni.Čudovište, čudovište, Ja sam se pretvorio u čudovište, čudovište, čudovište, i to postaje sve jači" (Translation: Ever since I could remember, Everything inside of me, Just wanted to fit in. I was never one for pretenders, everything I tried to be, just wouldn't settle in. Would you turn your back on me? And if I seem dangerous, would you be scared? Everything I touch isn't dark enough. I'm taking a stand to escape what's inside me. A monster, i've turned into a monster, can I clear my conscience, If I'm different from the rest, do I have to run and hide? This burden came to me, and it's made its home inside. If I told you what I was, would you turn your back on me? Would you be scared? I get the feeling just because, everything I touch isn't dark enough. That this problem lies in me. I'm taking a stand to escape what's inside me. A monster, a monster,
I've turned into a monster, a monster, a monster, and it keeps getting stronger). Molly was now very interested in what I was singing just then, a voice was singing to me.
Krvarim van, ja ću iskrvariti za vas. Tako sam rodila moju kožu i ja brojati svoje grijehe i zatvorim oči. Ja krvarim za tebe, za tebe. (Translation: I'm bleeding out, I'll bleed out for you. So I bare my skin and I count my sins and I close my eyes. I'm bleeding out for you, for you.)
What? Purpureo Fidem, is that you?
No, Krism. It isn't. That worries me.
Molly must have noticed something was up when she brought me out of my thoughts.
"Is everything okay, Krism?" She asked me, a slight hint of fear in her voice.
Krism, it's okay, the voice is-
Shhh!
Kad je došao dan, da sam izgubio dobro snalazim, a sezona se zaustavi i sakriti pod zemljom. Kad nebo postaje siva, i sve je vrištala
Ja ću doći iznutra, samo pronaći moje srce je , reci mi da se držite nevinost je otišao, a što je bio u pravu je u krivu. (Translation: When the day has come, that I've lost my way around, and the seasons stop and hide beneath the ground. When the sky turns gray, and everything is screaming. I will reach inside, just to find my heart is beating. Oh, you tell me to hold on. But innocence is gone, and what was right is wrong.)
Nevermind.
Told ya.
Who's 'ya'?
You. "I'm fine Molly, I just forgot the words.." the lie just rolled right off of my toungue, tainting the air. Looking out the window of the caridge, I notice a shadow moving with us. Not right next to us, in the trees. A human shadow.
Jer ja krvarim van, pa ako je zadnja stvar koja mi je činiti, je da vas dolje. Ja ću iskrvariti za vas, tako da sam rodila moju kožu i ja brojati svoje grijehe, a ja zatvorim oči, a ja sam ga uzeti u. (Translation: 'Cause I'm bleeding out, so if the last thing that I do, is to bring you down. I'll bleed out for you, so I bare my skin and I count my sins, and I close my eyes, and I take it in.)
"Who are you?" I mumble under my breath.
Kad sat je noć, a beznađe tone u, a vukovi sve plače. Kako bi popunili noć s vikao. Kada se vaše oči su crvene, a praznina je sve što znamo, s tamom hranio, ja ću biti vaš Scarecrow (Translation: When the hour is night, and hopelessness is sinking in, and the wolves all cry. To fill the night with hollering. When your eyes are red, and emptiness is all you know, with the darkness fed, I will be your scarecrow.)
Master, I recognize this person!
Who is it?
His name is-
Nema potrebe da joj kažem da je, brate ... (Translation: No need to tell her just yet, brother.)
Brother?
No, he isn't my brother. He's-
Što sam upravo rekao? (Translation: What did I just say?)
Who are you?
Prijatelj, odnosno skrbnika. Ja se ni jedan. (Translation: A friend, or a guardian. I take either one.)
Tell me, please.
Možete mi reći da se držimo. Oh li mi reći da se na, ali nevinost je otišao, a što je bio u pravu nije u redu, jer ja krvarim van. Tako sam rodila moju kožu, a ja brojati svoje grijehe, a ja zatvorim oči i ja ga privesti ja krvarim za tebe, ja krvarim za tebe. Tako sam rodila moju kožu, a ja brojati svoje grijehe, a ja zatvorim oči, a ja sam ga privesti ja krvarim za tebe, za tebe. (Translation: You tell me to hold on. Oh you tell me to hold on, but innocence is gone, and what was right is wrong, 'Cause I'm bleeding out. So I bare my skin, and I count my sins, and I close my eyes and I take it in. I'm bleeding out for you, I'm bleeding out for you. So I bare my skin, and I count my sins, and I close my eyes, and I take it in. I'm bleeding out for you, for you.)
"Krism, you're sure your fine?" Molly asked as I was trying to fight the voice in my mind.
"Yeah, yeah. I'm sure..." I say distracdly.
"If you won't listen to me telepathically, I will speak to you in this waking world. Krism? Are you listening now?" The voice had said outside my mind. Now that is just a new level of creepy altogether! I look over to see if Molly had heard it. I then see Russ looking over at me with a questioning stare. Molly then looks over at me as if I were a cause of noise.
"Very funny, Krism. How did you get yourself to sound like that?" Molly said. I then froze. I felt breath on my neck.
"You can't hide from me, girl. I'm a demon, remember Silvercrown?" The voice asked me.
"Y-you?!" I then around as I stand up. Nothing was there.
"Who? It's just you talking weirdly. Why are you acting as if it's haunting you?" Moly asked me. Then after a moment of looking in my fear driven expression, she slowly gets that I wasn't making anything up.
"Did you really think that you could escape from me?" Molly was staring at me, I was just frozen in my place, listening to the voice, heeding every word. "I killed everybody... except you. Do you ever wonder why I only tore apart your mother in front of you, then walk away?" The voice sneered at me, taunting me with questions, memories, thoughts, feelings. "I hoped that you would forget about living. But no. Do you know why?" The voice asked me, the taunting tone gone, a serious, dark voice took its place.
"N-no. But, w-why a-are you h-here?" I asked, the fear in my voice escalated very quickly.
"Well how about this, Hello, fearful human, ready to meet me down below?" My bones chilled and my blood ran cold. I completely froze, trying not to cry. "I can see that you recognize that sentence. Now where could you have possibly heard it before? You weren't there when I killed the queen, or your father, or your mother- oh yes. You were." An evil and delighted-to-be-alive grin plasterd his face, showing no signs of coming off.
"What do you plan to do? Kill me slowly, to savor the moment, or kill me fast, and not risk losing your blade's twin, unless of course you lost it to her..." I already knew that he had lost the blade. I could just feel that is was meant to be with her.
"Shut up, girl. You are ruining the moment!" he yelled at me. I closed my eyes. I ten turned away from him, I then opened my eyes. The red was glowing brightly. "So you do still have Inferno?" He asked me. I shook my head.
"Kad su dani hladni. Kada vaši snovi svi uspjeti, a one koje se tuče, su najgore od svega, a krv je pokrenuti ustajali. Želim sakriti istinu, želim zaklon , Ali sa zvijeri iznutra, nema kamo možemo sakriti." I sung softly. Molly looked at me as I were suddenly a demon myself. I continued anyway. "Bez obzira što mi uzgajamo, mi još uvijek su izrađene od pohlepe, kada osjetite moju toplinu, gledaj me u oči, to je gdje su moji demoni sakriti. Nemojte se previše blizu,
To je mračno, to je gdje su moji demoni sakriti. Na zastor poziv, to je posljednji od svjetla nestati, svi su grešnici puzati." I turned around and looked at him. "Tako su iskopali svoj grob, na nered koji ste napravili. Ne želim iznevjeriti, ali ja sam vrag dužni, iako je to sve za što ne želim skrivati istinu. Bez obzira što mi uzgajamo, mi još uvijek su izrađene od pohlepe. Kada osjetite moju toplinu, gledaj me u oči, to je gdje su moji demoni sakriti. Nemojte se previše blizu, to je mračno, to je gdje su moji demoni sakriti." I sighed. "Why did you come here? Why was I chosen?" I sighed again.
"What were you singing?" Molly asked me in a hesitant voice. I sang her the lyrics again, yet in our language, not the language of daemons.
"When the days are cold. When your dreams all fail, and the ones we hail, are the worst of all, and the blood's run stale. I wanna hide the truth, I wanna shelter you, but with the beast inside, there's nowhere we can hide." I paused like I did the first time. I hung my head and continued. "No matter what we breed, we still are made of greed, when you feel my heat,look into my eyes, It's where my demons hide. Don't get too close, It's dark inside, It's where my demons hide. At the curtain's call, It's the last of the lights fade out, all the sinners crawl." I looked up and over at the shadow again. "So they dug your grave, at the mess you've made. Don't wanna let you down, but I am hell bound, though this is all for you don't wanna hide the truth. No matter what we breed, we still are made of greed. When you feel my heat, look into my eyes ,It's where my demons hide. Don't get too close, It's dark inside, It's where my demons hide." I looked over at Molly again. I saw a vibrant young woman who I may have just ruined her life. I turn back to him. "Ostavite ove ljude iz ovoga. Oni ne zaslužuju gnjev pakao. Ako to ne učinite ih uključiti, ubit ću te. Razumjeti?"
"I do understand, sestra." He looked over at me, and then, something hit me. Not literally, mentally.
"Leave these people out of this. They do not deserve the wrath of hell. If you do involve them, I will kill you. Understand? And your response was, 'I do understand, sister?" I ask. He then looked at me as if I had just done something terribly wrong.
"You forgot?" He asked, sounding mournful. "Well then, Zbogom, Krism. Do skorog viđenja. Osim ako, naravno, postati lud ..." (Translation: Goodbye, Krism. See you soon. Unless of course you become mad...) A name then clicked in my head.
"Wait, Deus! WAIT!" I cried out to him as he disapeared into the night. "I do remember.."
