Here is the next One-shot. I hope you guys enjoy! I just love this song! For some reason it remained me of Jason. As for the band, and song it's from a band named 'Trace The Shadow' formally known as 'All But One' the song is an original by them. (A local band that just wants to get their name out there) It's called you guessed it! 'Image'! Let me know what you guys think! Before i forget! I do take request if you guys have anything in mind.-JasZ
It was a last minute get together. Barbara had contacted you and the other girls in a group chat for girl night or as you like to call it Hen night. Which you took a liking after watching an episode one random night with the others. You without hesitation accepted. You're in dire need of relief all do stress. Life has been pulling several road bumps your way and it's getting rather annoying.
As you enter the small bar-restaurant you are greeted by Stephanie who launches onto you. Laughing at her antics and returning the blond's hug you are dragged to your seat. You greet Cass with a smile as she inclines her head with a small bop. Dinah smiles at you while Selina eyes you with a smirk. Helena just gives you a look of 'whatever'. The red haired fury many call Barbra offers you a smile and a drink.
The girls have been rather supportive after your break up with Jason. Which they never really understood why you were still with him after discovering that he's Red Hood, was tormenting his family to no end… and littering the streets with blood and broken bodies. The true reason of your broke up is unknown… well mostly that he didn't know how he truly felt and that he didn't want to force you into something. As well as finding out about him still having feelings for an ex… It was better to end it there and then… better not to force something on someone who can't recognize what they want. That is how three out of the five women that surround you understand what you are going through. They know what it is like to love a thick headed Bat and being set aside. To say the least they are your besties and sisters. As you all munch on something Steph ordered a thought pops up.
"So why this place?" You eye everyone about you but your e/c orbs land on Barbara.
"There's a new band I thought you'd enjoy… They're playing here and plus I heard this place is pretty cool." She shrugs as the other glance at you. Not that escapes your notice.
"Bullshit, tell me the truth Barbie." You roll your eyes at her.
"You dare…" Steph whispers as she backs away from the table.
"I'm not lying, Y/n." Barbara encounters.
"Mhm and Steph isn't twitching."
Steph gasps. "I'm not!"
"Whatever." You sing. "So tell me about this band."
"They're new and have a great song out. We thought of you in a way." Steph offers.
"I knew you liked me more than a friend." You wink at the blond beside you.
"Shut up, y/n." Steph shoves you slightly.
The stringing of a guitar catches your attention. The melody lures you as drums and two others guitars join in. Turning towards the stage to see Jason and his brothers there. Calmly he stares at you, a silent message that he's there for you and the song is for you. What surprises you is that he opens his mouth and his deep, rough voice grabs you.
'These wings getting heavy
As I lost my plan of attack
My paper wings are burning
I know I'll never get you back.'
He just stares at you… it's like he's trying to tell you of all his guilt, his shame for hurting you. How he strayed so far from the path of being a robin… How he's all twisted and broken… that he so far gone that he no longer wants to fly. He's tried to redeem himself but struggles to keep himself in line. His family accepting him back with open arms but his alter ego always taking over and taking him away.
'I hear the sirens calling
As they welcome me in my new home
I know I'm slowly falling
Falling into the unknown'
This verse is how he was lured into becoming Red Hood. From his death.. To how Talia played with his head. Believed what she told him… made him believe he was easily replaced and forgotten. Falling into a pit of darkness. How he allowed himself to feel at home with the ones that destroyed him.
'And I'll always take when you give
For a final chance to love
I know I'm falling towards the unknown
A new place called my new home'
He knew you did your best to make him see what you felt for him. But he was too blind to see it. His doubts…. His anger clouded his vision; he was unable to see what he had in front of him. That was until it was too late.
'Found my inner calling
Buried here beneath the sea
This water grave so soothing
There's enough room for you and me'
Understanding that the affects of the little dip he took in the pit has caused more problems than anyone cares to admit. He believes that his rampage was his calling… littering the streets with mayhem… giving others a good butt kicking… he wanted nothing more to see you at his side. To see his reasoning was the path you should share.
'I discovered my woes
As I see your image shifting past
I try to reach your hands
As I take my final gasp'
There is no doubt that you are the first and last thing he thinks about. When he first wakes he reaches out for your empty spot in his bed. Or when he's about to sleep he missing the way you would curl up beside him. Hell you were the last thing he thought about seconds before death claimed him. As you were the first person he thought about when he cleared some cob webs.
'And I'll always take when you give
For a final chance to love
I know I'm falling towards the unknown
A new place to call my home'
He has taken you for granted and is now repenting. You can see it in his teal orbs. Those beautiful eyes: that had always sent barbaric and mischievous messages your way. The fire within them that often warmed you to the core… Eyes that promised you love and protection.
'I close my eyes just to see
Your image there
An image I could never
Escape'
You have always been there for him. Whenever he closes his eyes.. Imaging you standing before him with that hurt expression on your pretty face. An image he will never be able to erase. Nor want to… it's what keeps him going… Keeps him alive and burning down enemies.
You never broke eye contact with Jason. Once the last of the melody comes to a stop you catch him swiftly hand Tim his guitar. Damian taking advantage flings a drum stick at Tim. Jason jumps down the stage. He is swarmed by women who no doubt wanting to fling their panties at him. He ignores the advancements of the tarts as he makes his way towards your table. Quickly you turn to make a run for it. But you are greeted by the girls that stand there; blocking your escape route.
"Y/n." Jason's deep voice causes you to stiffen up.
You can hear the other birds make their way beside their brother. You stand rooted at your spot. You can't face him… You went down a dark path when the break up was fresh. Drowning yourself in cheap booze and being third wheel with your parents (that wasn't by choice… they forced themselves into your semi depressed world.) the girls helped you out of it… a support group one that Steph called 'Batboy support group.
'Maybe if I don't move they'll leave me alone…' you reflect to yourself.
"You can pretend all you want that we can't see you, n/n… but we can, sorry." Dick teases.
"Y/n, please?" Jason's whispered plea makes your heartache.
As he places a large hand on your shoulder, you know for a fact that if you run… you won't get hurt again… but that will hurt him deeply… and if you turn and stay… what are the chances that you'll get hurt again? Could you live with either outcome? Could you give him another chance? Releasing a sigh, you debate on fight or flight… the decision is clear as day.
There you have it! I hope you enjoyed it! I wasn't sure about the ending so left it open ended. I hope you guys liked the song. It just makes me think of Jay reflecting on his life and I attempted to make it so. So yeah... Let me know what you think!
Link to the Song: watch?v=K3e-pv0iQBE
Miss. Christina: Thanks for the review and for your request/s I'll start drawing them up. ^^
Posted on Fanfic and Wattpad: 09-06-17
