Dance of Lies? Love? Or Lust?

KarmaxNagisa-Nagisa is a prostitute. Her Mother and Father divorced, and Hiromi later got another man. Takaoka was a very abusive step father Even Hiromi is abusing her. Since she cannot remove it, she thought to get used to it. Nagisa does not believe in love. But Karma will prove, her body is not the only that is appealing to man. (Not related to the anime/manga plotline )

WARNING. DONT LIKE, DONT READ. THIS IS A VERY TERRIBLE STORY. DO NOT REPORT ME.

I have been onto WILD Nagisa lately~ XDDD

It's rated M, so i dont think i'm breaking any rules.

ENGLISH SUCKS, BARE WITH IT. Thank you.


"Karma-kun...you are such a jerk..." sobbing, "You dont even know how scary it was to know that Takaoka made me pregnant...!" keeping on sobbing, she was near the train rails.

"no...! no! stop it! dont go deep-!" Takaoka's maniac laugh echoes in her room. "Why can't you be gentle on it for once...?! Argh-! stop it!"The blows were strong and very active than ever. "what's wrong~? Dont Daddy always go so deep and you were moaning so naughty even now!" she bleed due to her monthly period. "I bet you were moaning like this at your job! How dare you quit for love?" he didnt even cared how Nagisa's having abnormal sweat of does not even care if she dies in process...

Keep on talking to the air/herself..."I was only believing in this ring you gave me. You said it yourself, you do not believe im that kind of girl who swings on any men I see." talking to the invisible Karma like she was loosing her sane mind. "Then you think i'm lustful?" she plans to throw the ring away.

"If ur beloved prince Karma-kun really loves you...I bet he already knew how much you are a Daddy's girl!" he came and it did not end. He made sure to do it many times to shoot. "Daddy will wait for your monthly period to disappear. Although you wont be staying in here cuz Daddy wants your future husband to notice it himself! kyahahaha!"

She removed it from her fingers-but couldnt remove it completely. "I...cannot throw it."

and then she was thrown outside as if the house is not hers and her real parents. "Since you guys will be married soon, then go ahead and live with him now!" Takaoka kept laughing knowing his victory is sealed.

Becuz she herself refusing to throw it, she just kept walking in streets like some drunkcard in depression. "Takaoka's...inside me."

His being had been there for 4 months...How disgusting was that?


Meanwhile, at Karma's house...

"Why did I act like that?" Karma is now searching where Nagisa went. Worried what will happen to her especially she's actually pregnant. Meaning she will have those swing moods without her control. Hoping she wont get some crazy ideas.

"This is the doctor's fault telling me about her condition!" shaking his head, "No! It was me who had the dirty thought!" he and Nagisa were same. Talking out loud of their feelings in the air.

Kicking the nearest can. Karma searched everywhere. "Nagisa! Be safe!"

...You dont know what goes inside a depressed girl that is rape with the baby from the rapist, and her lover didnt believe at her, and everything about her is nothing you can learn.

You wouldnt be so sure if she was still sane right?


Somewhere an empty park...


"Ahh~ If it isnt Shiota." Asano approached the twintailed girl in depression casually.

"Asano-kun." she did not even react surprised. She was actually lifeless at the moment.

"How was it? Is it a happy thing a prince saved you from dirt?" Asano saw eyebags on Nagisa, the proof she will go nutts now.

"Not really." not making effort to put emotion at her words pleases Asano.

"You look stressed. What's the problem~? Im your friend." he's now beside her not one inch apart. He's purposely acting friendly for the evil thought in his head. "Friend? I have no friends...You betrayed me at the club." not that she cared. Her guard was down, Asano liked how she's giving up her life.

"I did it so that you and Akabane can be together. Im a cupid~"

"You didnt shoot the arrow deep enough..." trembling a little,"Cuz Karma-kun is disgusted and has distrust on me!" she glared at the floor. Asano understands, but rejoicing. "I guess his love is not deep nor strong enough to accept your everything~" whispering at her ears, "When he doesnt even know how much youve suffered all these years." then he handed her a green pouch that has an oval shape.

Nagisa peeked inside and found a grenade.

"Im your friend, i heard you wanted to die. I'll help you with that."

"...Asano-kun...you serious...?"

"So~? What will be the choice? Shiota-kun~?"

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Having a grenade free suicide any moment. Nagisa had given up any hope. Right now she just kept walking in the street, till she accidently passes by the club that is still closed cuz its already morning.

"Nagisa...? What happen to you...?" there Isogai standing and cleaning the front way to th underground passage.

"Isogai-kun...I got pregnant." she didnt even hide her problem. She did not sound happy, however Isogai's not surprised though..."With Karma?"

"No. With Takaoka..." Isogai felt the doom Nagisa has right now when she told him the true father."What the...Does Karma know!?" he goes near her, but hesitating if he should be touching her back for comfort.

"Yeah." she deadpand.

"What did he said?" he observe Nagisa's blank eyes. 'that's not a good sign.'

"He didnt believe in me. He thought i was willing to have a baby to my step father..." but a light of hope shined, cuz tears formed and she starts to sob. "Isogai-kun, he's so cruel." so, Nagisa's not yet on suicide mode right? right!?

"That...Karma." hearing about Karma not trusting in Nagisa wants him to punch him if he was here at his front."I'll make him pay." although Nagisa wanted to spare trouble and concern.

"No need, I can handle this problem myself." she start to take a step to walk,"Really? How will you cope?" Isogai refused to follow though, he knew Nagisa's in the mood to be close at anybody right now.

"This child...has to die." startled by her idea,"Abortion? That's dangerous! Do you have any idea how its much easy to give birth to it than to abort?!" but Nagisa kept the solid faith in that idea.

"Dont worry. The child will not die alone." then she walks away.

"What-? Hey wait up?" following her a bit, Nagisa closes the topic by saying with a dearest smile in the light road.

"Thank you for everything Isogai-kun."


Walking like forever, Nagisa found a perfect spot to blow herself up. She stood at the top of building, although just down at her view were the people in market. Yes..she wants everyone to get caught up by her bomb suicide. She was evil herself.

"Happy love...in everyone?" she mocks and pulls the key of the grenade. "Did you hear how loathing your father was? Huh?" she was pressing her tummy. "You should never be born."

A baby from rape just makes her go insane.


While that is happening, not long when Nagisa left Isogai...Karma crossed path with him, and the issue is true.

Isogai grabs his collar, this side weve never seen Isogai get so mad before. He scolds Karma with no end."How dare you Karma! You dont even know a damn thing about Nagisa! She was rape by her step father since 14 years old! And how could you judge her with such love? That's not even enough! I can love her deeply if i actually love her! However I wasnt! So I thought she would be happy to you when you were someone she knew!"

It was pretty long...Karma could only shook his head, he was sorry.

Seeing that Karma repents for his actions. "Hurry and be at Nagisa side. She's at the edge of insanity. Dont let her go there..." pushing Karma's back. "Prove the Love is real!"

hesitating footsteps, Karma looks back to Isogai...'he is right.' He smiled as a thanks. "Thank you Isogai!" and dashes forward to where Nagisa could be. 'Nagisa! I was a jerk!'

After searching everywhere.

Karma reached the market. It was actually crowded now...

"Dammit...where did you go?" accidently his eye caught someone up in the building.

"Nagisa...?" seeing her at the building with something dangerous at her hands. He didnt hesitate to tresspass inside just to get to the rooftop.

BAM-! he got up kicking the door.

"Stop! Dont you dare Nagisa! Dont you dare blow yourself up!" Nagisa frozed, then slowly turned. The grenade is real in her hands.

"Karma-kun...? Why are you here? Get away! I need to end my misery." Karma is alert. Anytime...Nagisa could drop the dangerous object.

"This isnt the way to end your misery! Drop that grenade slowly! No wait! Put back the key first!" but she's crazy. "I refuse! If you do not want to get caught up in explosion...Go away now!" she grips tight to the grenade making Karma's heart scream in panick.

"No! Listen! I have decided something! This will sound crazy..." he had this thought when he had calmed down the bloodlust he felt to find out Nagisa got a baby to a different man. "-but I'll raise that kid! Just dont leave me!"

Nagisa is shock. But her mind is still thick in believing her twisted idea to blow up herself.

"That's not the case Karma! I dont want it to be alive!" she punches her own tummy many times while crying,"I want it to die! I cannot accept a child with that demon!" she yelled so loud, but since its crowded...nobody is aware of the scandal.

"I know! But you do not have to do this Nagisa! I'm here! Im sorry for being a jerk! I was moved by blind rage and jealously...! Cuz i wanted to be a father first!" slowly taking near steps to her...

"But i cant bare this Karma-kun. I dont know what will I do if this baby goes out...I might, i might kill it with my own two hands. I will be a terrible mother!" Nagisa drops the grenade.

"No!"

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but...it did not explode.


"...what the...? It's...fake?" both were dumbfounded.

"Eh? A toy...grenade...?" Asano is a troll. Confirmed he's messing with them...Playing her.

Then Karma took the chance to charged at Nagisa and lock her to his arms. No more crazy killing or suicide!

"Nagisa!" capturing the insane Nagisa, she struggles. They were both near the edge of the rooftop."Argh! Dont you hug me! Let go Karma-kun! I hate you! I hate you and everyone!" she was so desperate. But calmly Karma embraced her with care.
"You know that's a lie. If you hate us...or me, you wont kill yourself. You will kill us all instead."

she was tempted to enjoy the embrace. She can feel the sincereness...but she doesnt want to be fooled."Dont hug me!" only for Karma to hug her more.

"I wont let go. I already did once...I wont repeat that mistake again. From now on i will believe in you no matter how impossible it is. I will keep proving my love until we get married."

"Karma...kun...I cant-" when Karma lets go of her...He showed her an expensive ring. It was a golden flower now.

"Nagisa, Will you marry me?" her eyes almost felt gouge out, "A real wedding ring?!" she did calm down from suicidal thoughts by this funny happening...to her.

"Yes or No?" Karma's pleading though. She was actually fooled by it.

"..." pretending to be hard to get.

"Nagisa, It okay. I will let the baby grow and get out. Its alright if it's not mine, if your still with me...Its fine." furrowing her eyebrows..."Like i said...i'm not fine with the...baby, i want it dead..."

"Will you marry me?" he asks again.

Nagisa looks up with sadness,"...I do want to marry you Karma-kun." but...will it be really okay for this child to be alive? Its not like its the baby's fault...but.

Can Karma really accept it when she herself couldnt?

"Then, the issue is settled." before she could protest, the cheap ring was removed with the real wedding ring.

She can only response in the sarcastic way..."Gee, you make it sound simple when its too complicated to even bare such thing." finally giving up this drama.

"Love wins all after all~" Karma grins.

Atleast they can now have a proper talk after this incident.

However, Asano's sadistic plans are not yet over. "Were just about to get on the great part~"


To Be Continued...?

Kanon58: ...Let us believe in Karma's words...? Well,The despair in ur faces are great.