... I am currently VERY inactive... largely due to my difficulties at sorting out my own future and most importantly school... i'm too confused and occupied with both to be able to write freely as i did before hand... I'm SOO sorry and i hope to continue it as soon as everything has been sorted in my life... sincere apologies (note that this will be removed as i shall post a new chapter)
I have posted what remained in my doc :)


The sun was barely up as Thor felt Loki stir. He was convinced that at least his brother had been able to catch some sleep. It was hard to tell for even in his sleep, his brother made no noise. He barely frowned. Even the worst nightmares were unable to make him scream or writhe in his sleep.

The bed dipped in a bit as Loki stood up and Thor expected that he soon would be called, but nothing happened. He only heard the soft sound of the door being closed and it was quiet again. Refusing to stand up himself, he turned around and waited. 10 minutes passed before he practically went mad from boredom and decided to get up too.

Loki had already made himself some coffee as he was sitting at the table, staring outside.

"Good morning" Thor greeted, but he lacked his usual happy tone.

So even his voice sounded wary and tired. Loki only turned his head and nodded once, before focusing back on the window. He found himself unable to say anything else and just kept staring at the cup of coffee in those blue hands.

Minutes passed and Thor realized these few days had been the most silent ones he had ever spent with his brother. Normally they would have attacked each other already. Loki with words. Thor with fists. Both had won and the number was pretty even, he guessed. He would not dare say that he missed those days, but at least there had been some way of communicating with each other.

Now they remained cool and quiet. Neither saying a word and it unnerved him. It wasn't natural. He wanted to shout and shake those shoulders and demand what was wrong and how he could fix it, but that would do him no good in this situation. He needed to earn his confidence.

"I apologize for yesterday. I have done you wrong and I do regret my actions. Yet, as you are perfectly able to see, I am gaining strength. Within hours I will have fully recovered and there will no longer be need for you. I suggest you return to Asgard, claiming that as you noticed my absence, you began your search to bring me back to face justice."

Thor was unable to form a response as his mouth dropped slightly and he gapped openly at Loki. Red eyes were fixed on his face, awaiting at least some reply. But seconds passed and he received none.

"I desire that you leave, Thor." He emphasized.

"NO! No! Noooooo… no" Thor began to shout, but soon grew quiet and only a soft whispering remained.

"Yes… It is what is best for you"

"And you?"

"I am more than capable of spending the rest of my days in this house. I promise you, I have no desire to destroy Midgard. It was the Chitauri-…"

"- I am aware of the actions the Chitauri undertook against you and I do not wish to hear them again. I cannot bear the thought. I certainly do not desire for you to repeat them in detail."

A grimace appeared on Loki's face, but no further signs of his annoyance or discomfort were visible.

"As you wish…" He hissed.

"I will not leave you. I have not saved you to abandon you on the planet were you have become an enemy."

"I am hated on every planet."

"Surely, Vanheim and Alfheim do not wish to wrong you."

"If they would be so kind to forget my schemes than perhaps yes. Yet I do not desire to test their kind natures."

Thor only frowned. He would not leave his brother. Even if Loki teleported him back to Asgard, he would demand Heimdall to send him back. Every time, for as long as necessary. Loki seemed to realize this too as he sighed.

"You will not leave me, will you?"

"Never." Thor promised, eyes stern, voice clear and confident.


I sincerely apologize u guys and thanks again for all the favs and comments, trully appreciated :D

deranged has been taken off... i always had doubts about it and they've only grown, dunno if i'll do a rewrite (less cruel .)